I grabbed the hand she caressed me with and kissed from the palm of it down to her neck. I then cupped her small breasts as much as they would allow and sucked her nipples hungrily. Everything about this girl was perfect. Her imperfections were even flawless. The shit I thought I wanted in a woman didn’t even matter to me when it came to Tatiana.
After getting my fix with her nipples, I continued down until I reached her slightly bulging midsection. She tensed up, and tugged my hair a little to stop me.
“You don’t have to. I know it feels weird.” She half smiled, but I knew she was uncomfortable.
“Do you know how sexy you are?” I furrowed my brows. She didn’t smile or say anything. Her mouth stayed in an O shape as she looked down at me with her big brown eyes. “Let me take care of you.”
I lightly kissed her smooth stomach, running my hand down it when I was done, before making it to her love box. I got comfortable, squeezing her butt and pushing her pussy closer into my face. She placed her legs over my shoulders, rubbing my hair as she waited. We made eye contact as I planted soft kisses on her middle, inhaling the natural scent it carried. Her moans were just as sexy as I had expected soft, sweet, and soothing.
Taking her clit into my mouth, I sucked it gently while staring up at her. Her beautiful face was balled up, as she ran her small hand through her thick, shoulder length, curly brown hair. Her chest rose and fell, with her nipples hard, and sweat running between her breasts. She had a mole like Marilyn Monroe under one of them, which I found to also be sexy. What wasn’t sexy about her?
“Tre…” she moaned part of my government name, while gripping my hair in her hands.
Her little frame trembled, releasing her juices into my mouth. I licked them up instantly and kept sucking her clit feverishly. Her breathing became shallow as I sucked on her pussy like a fucking lollipop. A nigga had been dreaming about this box and I was gonna savor the moment.
Pushing one of her legs towards her stomach by her thigh, I pressed my face further into it. Her moans became high-pitched whimpers and her breathing could now be heard along with it. That only motivated me and by the time she exploded she was damn near crying.
“Mmm,” she cooed, biting down on her lip and shivering a little bit.
I kissed back up her beautiful body until I was at her lips. Our tongues immediately came in contact and we got right to kissing nastily. My dick had never been this hard ever. I felt her soft thighs against the sides of my body as I lied between her legs, tonguing her down and groping her.
“I want you so bad,” I whispered never allowing her lips to leave mine.
She had her arms draped around my neck and her ankles crossed, locking me in. I pushed my boxers down and found a way to get them off without taking my lips from hers. My rod seemed to be knocking at her opening on its own and damn was she wet. I pressed one of her legs into her stomach and we both watched as I tried to enter her. She resisted me, but I pushed harder until I had the head in.
“Fuck Tati!” I groaned against her lips. I had no business fucking this girl raw, but she had me in my fucking feelings and her pussy was already feeling too good, pulling me in and shit.
“Uhh!” She let out that sweet sexy whimper, as I pushed myself further into her super tight hole. “Tef,” she cried, as I moved in and out of her slowly, getting her used to my girth.
“Yo,” I growled to myself, trying to calm my dick down. This shit was really happening and her pussy felt just as good as I thought, even better.
She locked her ankles again, which made her legs spread wider and finally I had my movement down since her pussy was accepting me. We resumed kissing as I pounded her slowly, moaning every time I got all the way in. I didn’t moan during sex usually, not until a few seconds before cumming, but she had me.
“Mmm, aaah, aahh!” Her voice quivered as if she were about to cry every time she hit the base of my dick. This was too much and I wasn’t sure how much longer I could last.
Feeling her small hands grip my biceps, which she could barely do, I bit down on her lip before pushing my tongue back into her mouth. I wound my hips into her, sitting inside for a few seconds, and then sliding out slowly. Her body shook as she coated my dick. Lord, help me stay strong.
Lifting myself up so that my palms were flat against the bed, I rammed her pussy like it was going out of style until she came again. I then lowered myself back onto her and began tonguing her down while beating it up. She yelled into my mouth, while digging her nails into my ribcage, and I didn’t slow up until I was close to cumming. When I was ready, I pulled out, snatched some tissues from the box on the nightstand, and set them down between her legs. I started to jack myself off, but she moved my hand and did it for me, sucking on the tip a little bit. This girl man…
“I’m about to nut, fuck.” I threw my head back, enjoying the feeling of her small hands and warm wet mouth. When she felt my dick get brick hard, she let go, and I came on the tissue, growling like a damn forest animal. I had never cum that hard in all of my twenty-eight years. As I panted, trying to catch my breath, she rubbed and pecked my six-pack lightly.
I cleaned up the tissue and then got some towels for us to wipe with. Once we were done, we laid down together, her head on my chest and her small leg draped across my lower half. I ran my fingers through her shoulder length curly hair, as we laid there in silence, still breathing a little hard.
With the way she liked to play games with me, this was a bad idea. She had me acting like a straight up female.
20
Tatiana
You’d think that I’d be feeling guilty for sleeping with Teflon, but I felt relaxed as if it were normal. There was no voice in my head telling me stop, or any bad feelings washing over me. And the way he looked at me, the way he made my body feel, I didn’t understand. I didn’t get why God had me in a relationship with Brevin for so long and not with Teflon instead. The way we’d just made love was how it was supposed to be with Brevin. The way he doted on me, the way he did everything that my fiancé was supposed to do. A part of me wanted to sleep with him again, but my vagina was still sore and I guess it’d been through a lot.
“I’ve only been with Brevin,” I whispered with my eyes closed. I loved when people touched my hair and Teflon was running his fingers through it at the moment. The room was dark, but we could see enough.
“Sexually?” he quizzed in his calm voice. I loved his voice. It was raspy and deep, yet soothing.
“Yes. I never thought I would want to do it with anyone else.”
“I feel special then.” He chuckled. His body was so fucking ripped, almost like he’d come out of a magazine. He was so tall and muscular and I was so small. It was funny. “Did you like it?”
“Yes, too much.” He looked down at me and kissed the scars on my face that Brevin put there. I kept my eyes closed because his lips felt good against them.
“I ain’t pushing you to do anything because you don’t know me and like you said, it ain’t cool for me to just disrupt what you got going on. But Tati I don’t want you going back to him,” he explained with a calm desperation.
“Where was he this whole time?” I questioned. I didn’t want to know at first, but I was curious. I loved Brevin, despite the way he treated me and to know he hadn’t come to see me once while I was in the hospital told me more than a little bit. I was hoping he had good reasoning, but I couldn’t think of one that would justify the way he’d vanished.
“Huh?”
“Tre’Wayne.” I used his odd but sexy government name. It was hood and for some reason I liked that.
“He umm, Merce found him laid up with some bird.”
“Oh.”
I quickly wiped the tear that seeped from my eye because I didn’t want it to hit Teflon’s muscular chest that I was still lying on. However, the tears kept coming so I eventually had to lean my head back to wipe them. He noticed and caressed the side of my face while looking down at me. He pressed his lips agains
t mine as I silently cried and even though I was hurt by Brevin’s actions, having Teflon console me felt right… too right.
“Shhh, chill Tatiana. He ain’t worth that shit.” He thumbed some more of my tears and kissed me deeper and more gently.
He hugged me tightly, allowing his big strong frame to swallow mine and I just closed my eyes to enjoy it. My hands rubbed up and down the back of his head, even through his short kinky hair that was so soft. He placed kisses on my neck, before pulling back to crush his lips against mine. And just like that, we were at it again, making love like two long lost lovers.
* * *
I woke up around 8:30am, wrapped in Teflon’s arms. My phone was going crazy, so I quickly snatched it from the nightstand. Squinting my eyes, I tapped the text message app to see who was blowing me up.
Jadynn: Mellow party went great. Now that you’re out do you think you can work with me on the next one? It’s an NBA player bachelor party at the same club.
Me: Yes! Please, I need to work!
Jadynn: K. I will let Eddie know, I love you.
Me: I love you too.
I hadn’t worked in almost a fucking month, so I was ecstatic that my boss didn’t fire me and that I could jump right back in. After texting Jadynn, I went to the conversation with my fiancé and me.
Brev: I wanna talk.
Brev: Tatiana. Are you feeling better?
Brev: Where are you?
Brev: ????
I looked over my shoulder at a sleeping Teflon and gently peeled his sexy tatted arms from around my body. I really didn’t want to because it was cold in the room, so being under the covers and cuddled up with him was currently life.
I grabbed my t-shirt and pulled it over my head, before tying my hair up and taking my toiletries to the bathroom. Sitting down on the toilet to pee, I finally decided to reply to Brevin.
Me: Maybe another day.
Brev: Baby I am SORRY. I was tripping and shit, but I need to talk to you.
I stared down at his text, contemplating. Why did I love him so? And most importantly how was I able to love him, while wanting to be with Teflon at the same time? Teflon was my fantasy and Brevin was my reality.
In a perfect world, I would run off with Teflon and fall in love, but I knew Brevin was where I belonged. He was normal. He was what I was used to. I refused to believe God would make me waste so much of my time on a man I wasn’t supposed to be with. Then again, my feelings for Teflon were so fucking strong. Strong enough for me to sleep with him and I’d never thought about letting another man in my bed. I was so confused.
Suddenly I became disgusted with myself. I’d just miscarried almost a month ago and I’d had sex with another man. I ran my fingers through my hair, feeling my skin crawl in shame. Flashbacks of me delivering my baby who was dead already gave me a headache. I was supposed to be mourning, not sleeping around. My phone chiming ripped me from my thoughts.
Brev: Baby, I haven’t seen you in almost a month.
Me: You didn’t call. You didn’t come see me. Where have you been? You knew where I was.
Brev: I was dealing with some shit.
Me: Right and I was just at a day spa.
Brev: Tati, please baby. I miss you. Don’t you miss me? Come home and let’s talk about this shit.
Me: Fine. I’ll be there in an hour and a half.
I placed my phone on the counter and then proceeded to brush my teeth. Afterwards I tied my hair up into a bun and then removed the t-shirt. My body was damn near back to normal, but I still had a pudge towards the bottom. Because I was so small, no one would even notice unless you touched me.
I felt tears welling up as I examined my body. How many times was I going to be pregnant and never have a kid? I was tired of putting my body through all of these changes for nothing.
Shaking my head at myself and my life, I turned the shower on. Grabbing my soaps, I stepped inside and let the hot water run all over my body. My eyes were closed and I was silently praying that maybe Brevin and I could work things out, get married, and actually bring a kid to life.
I jumped at the sound of the shower curtain being tugged lightly. Teflon was already inside with me, looking scrumptious as hell. Why was he so fine? His brown skin, ripped ass body, tattoos, kinky hair, and slanted eyes that he inherited from his Vietnamese mother, all contributed to his beyond handsome appearance.
“Did I scare you? You didn’t hear me brushing my teeth?” he smiled widely, giving me full view of his perfect teeth. I just shook my head ‘no’, covering what little breasts I had as if he’d never seen me this way. “Don’t cover up. I love everything about you.” He gently unfolded my arms and pulled me into him to kiss on my neck.
“Teflon, you have to get out,” I said lowly, eyes closed at the feeling of his lips on my neck.
He ignored me and lifted me up to bring me down onto his dick. This was so wrong, considering my situation, but I didn’t want it to stop. Draping my arms around his neck, I moved my face closer to his to kiss him sensually. He glided me up and down on his dick with ease, proving I weighed nothing to a nigga like him. His slow steady strokes soon became rougher, making me cum almost immediately.
“Tef,” I whimpered into his mouth as we tongued one another down.
“Tati, shit,” he groaned, pounding into me under the shower water.
“Ahhh, uuuh!” I shrieked almost. He delivered a few more hard thrusts, before cumming inside of my body. We stood there kissing for a bit and then he finally let me down so we could clean up.
“Wanna go have breakfast?” he asked as we got dressed in the room.
“I can’t, I’m going… I’m going home.” I avoided eye contact. His brows dipped when his sexy face balled up.
“To Brevin.”
“He umm, he wants to talk to me. And that’s the least I could do—“
“The least you could do? He caused you to lose a baby that you’d carried for six months, his baby might I add, and he didn’t come see you once Tatiana! You were in there recovering for almost a month! I- you know what, I don’t give a fuck.” He threw his hands up and then sat down to put his sneakers on.
“He is my fiancé, not you.”
“Well next time you deliver a stillborn baby, make sure your fiancé is in the room with you and not a nigga who don’t mean shit to you.”
My heart dropped but there was nothing I could say. Teflon had done everything that Brevin should have, but I couldn’t just jump ship.
There was an awkward silence as we continued to get ready. He was finished first, so he walked briskly by me, grabbing his car keys and wallet. His cologne danced up into my nostrils and lately it’d become a scent I looked forward to smelling.
“Tre’Wayne—“ before I could finish the hotel door was slamming behind him.
I took an Uber to Walgreens so I could get a Plan B, but I wanted to make sure it was okay to take it considering what my body had just went through.
I exhaled sharply at my thoughts, as the Uber driver took me to Brevin’s and my home in Ohio City. What the fuck was I thinking sleeping with Teflon like he was my husband?
“Thanks,” I said once the driver pulled onto Jay Avenue. I took a deep breath and then pulled myself and my bag out of the car to go inside.
21
Brevin
I sat at the kitchen table with my leg bouncing, wondering where the fuck Tatiana was. Her little ass said she would be here in an hour and a half and it’d been two hours now. It was only thirty minutes, but so what? My time was precious. I had major shit to take care of, mainly getting my operation back on track since I ducked off for almost a damn month. Initially I only planned to chill with Amanda overnight to get my mind right, but when Groove told me Tatiana miscarried I didn’t want to leave. I knew that shit was my fault, but it was mostly hers for being gone all fucking day like some hoe.
As I sat there downing a big ass bottle of water to clean my system out from drinking heavily last night, I heard som
eone stick their keys in the door. I turned to face it and waited as Tatiana walked in looking perfect. She had a glow to her and she didn’t look upset at all, which kind of pissed me off. She should have been sad as hell right now.
“Hey,” she mumbled, setting a duffle bag down which alarmed me.
“Why’d you have a duffle bag?”
“Jadynn brought it to me while I was in the hospital. I stayed with her and needed some clothes and things, Brevin.” She sat down on the couch, sighing.
“So you were with her the whole time?”
“Uh no, I just got out of the hospital yesterday. Look what did you want to talk about?”
“Well firstly,” I sat down next to her. “I want to apologize for contributing to the fact that you lost the baby and then disappearing for a little bit.”
“Contributing? You were the sole reason.” Her brows furrowed. I hated that she always played the fucking victim.
“Where were you that whole fucking day, Tati? I called you like six times and text you the same, but got nothing.”
“I was with Jadynn, I told you. We had some things to do for the party that I never even got to work.”
“And you were so busy you couldn’t answer?” I glared at her. Tatiana would never step out on me because she knew better. And the only direction she could go would be down because no nigga was better than me.
“My phone was at the bottom of my purse, I got busy… so yes.”
“Tati baby,” I scooted closer to her and her body tensed up a bit as if she was afraid of me. “I’m sorry about the baby and I’m sorry about going missing for so long. I guess seeing your face would have been too hard for me.”
“You have to grow up Brevin; you can’t keep doing shit like this! And you need to keep your fucking hands to yourself! I can’t do this with you anymore. This is the second child that we’ve lost!” She shot up off the couch, tears streaming her golden cheeks.
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