Ladies Who Voyeur (1969)
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He squeezed himself against the wall, while he held onto Helen's sweaty hand and guided it to his erection. "I get my kicks ... by peeping ... don't you go telling about it, hear?"
She felt a tremor as she squeezed his thick member, then she fondled his gans corona. "I won't tell ... hey, what are you looking at?"
She was now seized by what many might consider a natural curiosity.
Helen found another tiny, minute knothole in the wooden partition, and there she peeped into the adjoining stall.
"Hey, it's ... "
"Keep your voice down," he cautioned her in a barely audible whisper. "Keep slidin' it ... then you go down on it." He was moaning. "I got a 'clean' one, see? The foreskin's been cut off. They did it to me when I was a baby. Makes (fellatio) real good." He was whispering frantically because he and Helen now peeped upon a naked girl, a natural blonde, who had stripped bare.
She was applying an oily suntan lotion to her out-thrust breasts, rubbing the areolas, then running a soft hand between the twin mounds.
It was apparent that the girl derived a secret sensual thrill out of smoothing the oil over her privates; her sinews became constricted and her pubic mound had visible twitches.
A soft gasp was noted as the girl continued to oil her well-shaped buttock cheeks.
When she bent over so that she could apply sun tan oil to her lower limbs, her enormous breasts hung as if they were a pair of slick balloons. The nipples pointed downward.
"They're so firm," Bruce observed and his hard-muscled mannish buttock cheeks twitched and then the dimpled moons became deeper from the obvious penis-stimulation. "Come on ... go down on it, Helen ... go down ... " He was frantic, having become super-sexed by the peeping.
Helen felt a similar surge of desire. Seeing the naked girl made her grow rigid with desire.
"Turn around ... ahh..."
She says about this experience: "I never knew it was so groovy to do it to a boy with your mouth. When I took his big rod in my wet mouth, I felt as powerful as a man. I mean, I held the power to make him go off. If I stopped, I would really torture him.
"Bruce was rocking on the balls of his feet as I kept sliding my mouth and tongue over his big pecker. It was as hard as steel. But it had such a strength that I wanted to take it for myself.
"I kept on and on until he suddenly jerked bolt upright. He mumbled something. He became stiff. His face looked pained. He pushed his groin into my face, grabbed my head with his hands and told me to keep on, to keep on. He sounded so frantic.
"I loved it! I loved having the power. I had a thrill from knowing that my mouth was going to give him his orgasm. It's different than if he 'spiked' me. Because then, I have no control over it. I just take it. But with my mouth-I have the control!"
COMMENT: Helen is not a real confirmed female peeper but she says that she does experience a physical sensation when she is able to look upon the naked privates of unsuspecting people.
She has a slight favor toward peeping upon naked girls and this may be her hidden lesbian desire.
"I sometimes think of myself as the girl in the peep scene if she is getting laid. I often wish I could be a man and be able to stick it into a girl."
PSYCHOSEXUAL OBSERVATION: Helen is modern, a swinger, as stated above, and is intelligent enough to know that she is sexually frustrated. But to use her own excuse, "It turns me on and makes me feel good, so who cares?"
Treatment is going to be difficult because Helen does not show signs of wanting to be cured!
CHAPTER ELEVEN - The Secret Dream World of the Female Peeper
It is true that one hardly hears of the voyeuse or the Peeping Jane.
But as the case histories of this volume point out, they most certainly are in our midst and they do present a sexual problem to themselves and to others in their midst.
It is true that proportionately few females find the genitalia of the sex object physically attractive or sensually stimulating to any alarming degree. They are different from males who are very definitely stimulated by external exposure of genitalia-their own and others!
But then, a great portion of the female population is ever as initially aroused in or attracted by raw sex appeal as the average male.
Among the one-third of the females who are as sexually receptive as the male, there are a great number who receive at least some stimulation from observing others undressing, in the nude, or engaged in abnormal or even normal sexual acts.
The voyeuse, like her male counterpart, the voyeur, often masturbates while observing people nude, semi-nude or in intercourse and fornication.
She may also receive pleasure from looking at erotic photographs and films.
This researcher only recently noticed a young woman in her middle twenties masturbating herself while watching an adults-only underground type film in a New York City theatre during a torrid spanking-whipping lesbian scene. It depicted one naked girl spanking another girl's bottom while the latter was sucking on the insides of her thighs.
The cunnilingus was apparent.
The young woman was a voyeuse and became sexually stimulated while watching the film.
One reason why so little is heard of the female Peeping Jane is that she appears to stay out of trouble far easier than the Peeping Tom.
Few officers will arrest a woman who looks in windows unless she is actually trespassing on private property or committing some obvious offense.
In a rooming house or hotel, or even a restroom, hardly any male is going to lodge a complaint that a female was peeping at him while he was exposed or nude.
In fact, if the average man knew about it, he might even enjoy it!
The urge to peep, rather than participate, in sexual acts, is frequently prompted by a personality problem which makes it difficult to communicate with other human beings in a normal way.
The female exhibitionist cannot communicate normally, so she shocks the other person into recognizing her sexuality.
The voyeuse fears becoming involved at all-prefers to live in her own dream world of self-created sex.
The voyeuse is not necessarily a compulsive masturbator, as noted in the case histories of this documentary, but she will resort to this method if the peeped scene is sufficiently erotic.
If the sight is unusually erotic, the Peeping Jane may even achieve a clitorid-climax without manipulating her genitalia.
Where the Peeping Jane is much like the masturbator is in the dream illusions which she creates as we have seen in these various case histories.
The Peeping Jane may watch a couple at a drive-in movie petting heavily, and then dream-imagine all types of erotica between them.
The whole conception of sex then becomes IDEAL instead of REAL. This is the dream-illusion that the Peeping Jane conjures and it is the dream-illusion in which she escapes from the responsibilities of normal sex.
When the moment does arrive, as it almost inevitably will, that the Peeping Jane does participate in normal sex relations, she is frequently disappointed by reality.
CONCLUSION: The Peeping Jane is an emotionally sick female and she requires understanding and treatment. It is hoped that this volume will offer a modicum of assistance to self-understanding of the abnormal female!
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