The Edgar Pangborn Megapack

by Edgar Pangborn

  “Is that address near to 21 Covent Street, Miss Nolan?”

  “Yes, four of those long uptown blocks.”

  “How long have you known the defendant Callista Blake?”

  “It’s almost a year and a half now. She’s been my assistant at the studio since July of last year. She answered an advertisement of mine, I employed her, and we very soon became close friends.”

  “Did she take her apartment at Covent Street soon after she began to work for you?”

  “I think it was the same week. I helped her look for it.”

  “The close friendship you speak of—tell us more of that, will you? For instance, you’re familiar with the details of Callista’s life—past history, opinions, tastes, temperament, things of that sort?”

  “Yes, Mr. Warner. A year and a half isn’t a long time, but I think I know Callista as well as I could know my own younger sister if I had one, or better. Interests in common, a natural sympathy I suppose it might be called. We agree on many things, and when we differ we know how to talk, get our ideas across to each other.”

  “Your shared interest in artistic work has been a large part of that bond of friendship, hasn’t it?”

  “Yes, it has.”

  “Do you at present do any artistic work yourself, besides photography?”

  “Not just at present. I have in the past. Illustrations for a children’s book a couple of years ago. Nothing grand, but I hear the kids liked them. A few things like that.”

  “In any case you do have professional training and professional standing. I’m going to ask you for what the law calls an expert opinion. Miss Nolan, if you were not personally acquainted with Callista Blake, and if you were called on to judge her work, say in an exhibition of good serious modern painters, how would you rate it?”

  Judge Mann saw T. J. Hunter consider an objection and settle for a somewhat elaborate bored look. The red-haired woman smiled, for the first time. Mann’s pencil on the doodle-pad rather angrily crossed out its attempt to draw her face, not in cartoon but in a portrait sketch. It had escaped him altogether. I haven’t got it. He laid the pencil down.

  “It’s hard to imagine myself not acquainted with Callista. But I think I can do it, Mr. Warner, for that one question. If I knew nothing about her, if I were seeing her painting or drawing for the first time under those conditions, I think it would be likely to outshine anything else in the show.”

  “If it were like this, for instance?” Intent on Edith Nolan’s face, Mann had not been aware of Warner’s drawing from his pocket a folded cover paper. Now it was in the red-haired woman’s hands, and she was taking from it a page, evidently from a small scratch-pad, gazing at it and steadying it with her other hand because her fingers had started to shake. He thought in distress: Damn it, we do have to have some rules—

  “Oh! When did she do this, Mr. Warner?”

  “This morning, in court. Scratch paper. Before the reading of the letters, when Mr. Hunter and I were in side-bar conference and nothing else was happening.”

  “She was remembering little Doris Wayne.”

  “May it please the Court, is Mr. Warner introducing some of the defendant’s art work as an exhibit for the defense, or is this just a love feast?”

  “Mr. Hunter, I think your sarcasm may be distasteful to the jury as well as to the Court.” But it isn’t, and Terence, for Christ’s sake hold your water! That was too strong. “May I see the sketch, Miss Nolan?”

  Warner handed it up. Turned away from the jury, his round sagging face showed nothing of triumph, looked only tired and frightened. Another face confronted the Judge, with the arrogance and pathos and curious vulnerable mirth of childhood. Doris would be about ten, said Callista’s affectionate unsentimental lines, and she was amused about something: perky, uncertain, lovable, maybe a bit dangerous. He thought: Now I know. And though I know it, she still could die. Judge Cleever—“I don’t suppose it would qualify as an exhibit, Mr. Warner, since it isn’t directly relevant to any of the legal issues. However, if you wish the jury to see it, the Court has no objection.”

  Hunter said quietly: “But I object. I haven’t seen it, but I consider the introduction of it an unwarranted attempt to influence the jury’s sympathies with irrelevant matters, and by an improper method.”

  “I will overrule your objection, Mr. Hunter. The defense is privileged to question Miss Nolan as a character witness. Miss Blake’s artistic ability is an aspect of her character that it would be absurd to ignore. No objection was made by you when Mr. Warner asked Miss Nolan for an expert opinion in the field of art, in which she’s evidently qualified to speak. The introduction of this sketch is merely a natural means of supplementing and demonstrating what Miss Nolan has to say.”

  Reluctantly, for it was loss of contact with something valued and not yet understood, he watched the drawing pass into the lumpy hands of Peter Anson, foreman, hands that held it briefly under bothered eyes and passed it on. Casually, and perhaps to cover the intentness with which he was watching the jury, Cecil Warner said: “Being older, more experienced, art school and all that, you’ve taught Callista to some extent, haven’t you?”

  The drawing escaped from the blank glance of Emma Beales into the hands of LaSalle, which held it for some time, and gently. Edith Nolan said slowly: “About technique, handling materials, things like that, yes, Mr. Warner, but…” The drawing rested in Mrs. Kleinman’s lap while she changed to reading glasses; probably the good lady couldn’t get used to bifocals. “Her ability is very much greater than anything I have, so it would be truer to say, Mr. Warner, that she has taught me.” Mr. Fielding looked at the face of Doris Wayne with lifted brows that might mean indifference or annoyance, and passed the drawing to Helen Butler. “You see, aside from her own talent, Callista has that faculty of searching out whatever’s best in anyone, and—” Why must Helen Butler look at me? I am not Callista’s accuser!—“and making it better if she can.”

  Don’t get too rich for their blood, Miss Nolan! Hide a little the fact that you love her, or they’ll begin to discount what you say. And yet, the Judge reflected, she could hardly be expected to dissemble; there would be a false note if she did. And how softly the woman was speaking!—as if they were here not to consider Callista Blake’s life or death but only to talk about her as friends might talk affectionately of another in absence. He looked again at the jury. Miss Butler had relinquished the drawing to a hand from the back row and was frowning into the distance, her mild intelligent face more disturbed than he had seen it at any time during the trial. A Sunday painter, wasn’t she?—he tried to remember her answers during voir dire examination, but they had gone vague: a rather mousy personality, good and pleasant but not strong.

  The foreman Peter Anson fidgeted irritably, and settled into a glumness. Something wrong there. Judge Mann felt a kind of pain, in its beginning hardly distinguishable from a twisted muscle or the first warning of nausea. Anson’s blunt face had become readable; at any rate Judge Mann’s interpretation of its look came to him with such force that it was difficult for him to doubt his own insight: the blobby features were saying that to Mr. Peter Anson long-hairs and especially long-hair intellectual women were one big pain in the ass. You could understand it. Anson was a man who liked things simple and comfortable; he wanted larger issues settled by authority and formula, and you could say the wish derived from an honest humility, inarticulate awareness of his own mental limitations; unfortunately it meant that anything not covered by authority and formula must be brushed aside, or ignored—or hated. Confronted by a manifestly human Callista Blake or Edith Nolan—well, Anson was a good little joe and would try to be fair about it; BUT… Only later did the Judge admit that his sense of unease, so much resembling obscure physical pain, could be the beginning of despair.

  The drawing came back to Warner from the hands of Peter A
nson but without another glance from him; for a moment his stubby hands were eloquent, saying: “This paper has nothing to do with me.”

  “It’s true, isn’t it, Miss Nolan, that although you’re naturally fond of Callista and loyal to her, the fondness and loyalty are based on understanding? I mean, you know your friend’s faults and weaknesses too. You have, maybe, something of an older sister’s detachment?”

  “Yes, I think it’s fair to say that. Mr. Warner, if that drawing isn’t to be used further, as an exhibit or anything—may I have it?”

  “Well…” The moment was a long one, Cecil Warner turning to look at Callista Blake with something more than inquiry, Edith and Callista gazing at each other directly, unsmiling, yet the Judge wished the moment might be prolonged for the sake of his own understanding. A kind of brilliance and a hush; the courtroom no more present than the ocean is present at some moment of wind and shining sand and sunlight: only the three of them; the three of them, and himself somehow more than a simple observer. Callista smiled: climax of a moment that could have lasted no longer. Warner was saying quickly: “Of course, my dear—” and giving the drawing to Edith, who put it away in her handbag and shut the clasp with care. “Now would you, as an observant friend, say that Callista is moodier than most people? Subject to depressions?”

  Hunter bayed: “I suggest Miss Nolan’s qualifications as a psychiatrist have not exactly been established.”

  “My question refers to a simple observation anyone might make.”

  “Is that a formal objection, Mr. Hunter?”

  “No, your Honor. But I hope the testimony isn’t going to stray into fields where only a psychiatrist would be competent to speak.”

  “Let your mind be at rest on that point, Mr. District Attorney. Is Callista Blake subject to periods of depression, Miss Nolan?”

  “Yes, decidedly.” Judge Mann considered the possibility of exaggeration, not falsehood exactly but close to it. Surely Callista Blake was not what his brother Jack would call a depressive type, if that word was still favored in the jargon. “However, Mr. Warner, I think Callista’s depressions are generally related to some external cause. Related to things that happen to her.” Yes, Redhead, that helps—some.

  “Were you at all acquainted with Mrs. James Doherty?”

  “By sight, hardly more. I believe I met her three times in all, when I was visiting Callista’s family in Shanesville.”

  “Have you met Mr. James Doherty any more often than that?”

  “I don’t think so. Same occasions, and then one or two times since Mrs. Doherty’s death, in connection with this case.”

  “Callista never told you much about the Dohertys, either of them?”

  “No, not much, until last July. Then she took me into her confidence about the episode with Doherty, which had ended then, or so she hoped.”

  “She said that? That she hoped the affair was ended?”

  “Just that, as I recall. She showed me that letter from Doherty, the thing that was read in court, and then later—well, next morning in fact, she said: ‘I hope it’s over. I hope I’m done with the fever and the blindness.’”

  It could be despair, that dullness in him like a bodily ache. The Judge found he was again studying faces on the jury. Emmet Hoag bored, half asleep by the look of him. Ancient Emerson Lake neither bored nor hostile, his gaze rigid, vaguely vulturine, apparently hypnotized by the swell of Edith Nolan’s breast, under the tweed suit hardly more than hints of fullness and softness, but evidently enough to set an old man dreaming in his rank and lonely antiquity; would he be hearing what she said at all? Young LaSalle seemed indecisively friendly, Mr. Fielding remote behind an unreadable pallid front. The Beales woman studied Edith Nolan’s green handbag, possibly wondering if it was a style that would suit herself. Mrs. Grant appeared grumpy; likely her bony frame was uncomfortable in the graceless seat of the jury box. The only faces of the entire jury that showed any positive liking for Edith Nolan were those of Helen Butler and Rachel Kleinman. He saw Dora Lagovski apparently submerged in moist daydream; recalled that when Callista’s drawing had reached her he had seen the damp lips form (in merciful silence) the word “cute.” Emerson Lake’s jaw was now moving slightly, approximately in time with the mild rise and fall of Edith Nolan’s breathing—damn the old buzzard. But what about himself, aged forty-seven and for the last few minutes intensely aware of Edith Nolan as a desirable woman? Weren’t his own wits wandering?

  So far as the Judge could see, Edith Nolan was doing noth ing to flaunt her personal attractiveness. Probably to many eyes she would have none. Her make-up was not prominent, the tweed suit practically dowdy, her manner consistently simple and direct. If his wandering middle-aged eye wanted a tickling, why not choose an obvious pin-up type like the juror Dolores Acevedo? He forced himself to glance in that direction once again. The black-haired beauty was showing no more emotion at present than Mr. Fielding. Very lovely indeed; made more so by her position next to the sallow weediness of the schoolteacher Stella Wainwright. Lovely like a conventional painting, Acevedo—and no more disturbing. Her face blurred; the instant’s involuntary motion of his eyes transformed it to another, also under black hair: but these were close-set curls, the face altogether different, not beautiful at all by common standards but rather homely, big-nosed, small-chinned, the eyes sea-blue and, not for the first time, frightening. “It wasn’t natural how men went crazy for her—not even pretty—any man, garage man, anything in pants.…”

  That peevish outbreak from Maud Welsh had puzzled the Judge at the time. Now he could sense the quality in Callista that Maud Welsh had meant. Earlier perhaps he had been too intensely preoccupied with other aspects of the case and with his own situation as Judge, the lawyer and judge dominant, the male animal quiescent or at least temporarily locked up in the cellar. Yes, she had it, the quality sensed but not understood because understanding is a verbalizing process and there aren’t any words for the electric something-or-other that will make men turn in desire toward one particular woman in a crowd, ignoring others who may be in a dozen ways prettier, more agreeable, more available. Callista had it. Edith Nolan, in her own totally different way, had it, at least for himself, perhaps not for most others. No: Maud Welsh wouldn’t have been likely to make that remark about Miss Nolan. Yes, they are wandering.

  “Do you recall, Miss Nolan, what day it was that this conversation took place, about Doherty’s letter?”

  “Yes, it was the evening of Monday, July 6th, the same day Callista had received that letter.”

  “I’ll ask you to tell the circumstances more fully in your own way.”

  “She telephoned me, that evening, soon after going home from my studio. Asked me to come over to Covent Street. Her voice sounded as it might if she’d been in physical pain. I went at once, and found her—well, dazed, sick, in shock you could call it. She’d been in one of her blue moods all week, I didn’t know why. She held out that letter to me. I read the thing. I remember I told her she’d feel better if she could cry, or smash dishes, anything to break the tension that was making her sick. She did cry, the only time I’ve known her to do so. And told me about it. Everything, I think. Except at that time she didn’t know she was pregnant—a few days past the period, not enough to signify. When she was able to talk she was much better, got things in proportion, summed it up quite realistically herself without my saying much. She’d loved him a while, the kind of infatuation any lonely and imaginative girl might experience; then when she most needed him he’d broken it off, and that was that.”

  “Objection! Irrelevant opinions.”

  “Objection overruled.” Judge Mann reflected dourly on the legal unwisdom of what he was about to add, and added it: “It appears to the Court that the witness is concerned with matters of fact as she saw them, speaking to the best of her knowledge and belief.” Old buzzard, pint-size Emer
son Lake in a black silk nightie, you wanted that startled blue-eyed glance, the warmth of it and the friendliness, and you knew you’d get it: consider whether that was why you spoke.

  “Exception.”

  “Did Callista say anything to suggest she was thinking of suicide?”

  “Two things, Mr. Warner, which I didn’t understand at the time as I should have. When she was crying and hysterical, she said: ‘I want my father, my father, I can’t find out how to live without him.’ Well, I knew he’d died away back when she was seven years old. Then later she said, twice I think: ‘I wish I was dead.’ That—oh, I took it to be simply an unthinking expression of grief and exhaustion. It seems to be a thing people say without considering quite what it means. I took it that way: alarming but not to be understood literally. But I think now, she meant it literally.”

  “You stayed with her a while, I suppose?”

  “Yes, took her back to my place and made her go to bed there, gave her a sleeping pill. I played some hi-fi records, things she liked, until she fell asleep. In the morning she seemed to be in good command of herself, sense of humor restored anyway. That’s when she said she hoped she was cured, and for a while I stopped worrying about other things she’d said.”

  “But only for a while?”

  “Only for a while. During the following month, the rest of July, it was clear that things weren’t right for her. Not herself. Deep abstractions for instance, when she wouldn’t answer because she really didn’t hear. Normally with me she’s completely courteous, wouldn’t dream of ignoring a question if she heard it. In July she was slipping down into the bluest of blue moods, and I couldn’t reach her. I wondered about pregnancy because of what she’d told me, and asked her about it, I guess a week after she’d first told me the situation. She said: ‘Oh, I’m all right.’ Mistakenly, I took that to mean she’d had the delayed period. Either she answered evasively, which isn’t like her, or she didn’t understand my question. The last, I think. I think she was in such a faraway mood it was hard for her to get hold of what people said.”