Vivid Dream Reality 1

by Savannah Maun

  “No, it is me, but a me with bigger tits,” Vee said with joy.

  “Don't be vulgar. I always loved your breasts. I think I am going to have to investigate these new ones and see if they measure up,” I said before beinning a thorough inspection.

  She let me start things, but, couldn't help taking control and pushing me onto my back. Sometime later she asked. “So what do you think?”

  “Umm,” I replied. “Maybe I should get a second opinion.” I started reaching for them again, only to be interrupted by a knock on the door.

  “Are you joining me this morning?”

  “Yes,” I called out. I extracted myself from Vee's legs. “I am learning Taigoa with Myra, do you want to join us?”

  She watched me get my PJ's from the chest and put them on with an admiring smile. “I'll get up in a bit and watch you.”

  I headed out to join Myra in the courtyard. We went through the whole sequence once then we changed positions and I lead and she followed. I didn't remember it all, but it only took a little jogging of my memory by looking behind me to see what she was doing when I forgot. We did it one more time with me leading and then retired to the bathroom to freshen up. Vee was still in bed.

  She went to freshen up with a rumbling belly. I was really hungry and I guess Vee was as well. Going to breakfast was different today. Obviously, I had a completely different Vee to accompany me, but Myra walked with much more tension than I had ever seen her display. When we arrived a group of elven priestesses guided us to a table. That had never happened before. They congratulated us, included us in their conversation and touched us as often as possible. I could have been weirded out by it, instead, I felt comforted. When breakfast had finished, they then took us back to the high priestess' suite. Myra was not far behind.

  “I can see what you mean,” I said to her.

  “You have to understand, this is an outpost of the human empire. We are in one of the most dangerous parts of the world and have to travel through the human territory which is only marginally safer before we get to elven territory. We are all going to feel protective and worried until we know you are safe. I am expecting our procession to number in the 100's, probably picking up more elves as we travel. Both to make sure you are safe and be there for the celebration to follow.”

  “Wow. OK, so what do we do. We can't go adventuring.”

  “Definitely not. I will be able to teach you more spells as we travel, but right now, I need to organise my replacement and our journey. I expect we will start travelling in 2 days. Kara, with Ash and Holly, will be here shortly to keep you safe. As a newly bonded pair, we don't expect to see much of you. They will knock on your door when it is time for lunch. They might be persuaded to take you to the sacred baths for a bath and a massage. They won't be indulging though, they take their responsibility seriously.”

  “If they are in the suite, they will hear everything,” Vee whispered to me.

  Myra laughed. “Elven hearing is better than human, you will have to learn to pretend not hearing what you are not supposed to. I am sure they are all well practised. When we are travelling, all you will have is a thin canvas covering and Andi is not exactly quiet in the bedroom.”

  I blushed. Having got used to the improved hearing myself, I knew she had been able to hear us before. I had tried to be quiet, but certain noises just seemed to come out.

  “Besides, those sort of noises will please everyone. What do you think we expect to hear from a newly bonded pair?” Myra concluded with.

  Myra stayed for a few minutes until Kara and company arrived. Kara had cut her hair short to make identification easier. We stayed awkwardly in the living room until I just grabbed Vee and dragged her to the bedroom, with a “Speak to you later.” They all grinned at me. I think that was the right action because when I closed the door, Vee responded. I think she likes me being a bit assertive, but it makes her even more aggressive, almost to prove her dominance. It was like pushing her buttons. The funny thing is, I like being submissive. I don't try and be manipulative, but somehow, Vee ends up doing what I want anyway. It reminded me of a saying. The man is the head, but the woman is the neck and she can point the head in any direction she wants. I felt like I was the neck and pointed Vee where I wanted.

  We were able to distract each other from the thought that there were other people nearby who could hear what we were doing. I have to say this about being a woman, multiple orgasms are real. Yay.

  The next 2 days passed quickly. We were constantly looked after, shepherded to and from food, given fabulous massages and mostly left to enjoy each others company. We just had to ignore our minders. They were very discreet and when we did interact with them and tried to get to know them a bit, found they were very nice. They didn't like us going outside or anywhere they considered a risk, but other than that, they were mostly relaxed.

  Vee started joining Myra and me for our morning Taigoa sessions. I had managed to memorise the form now and Myra was teaching me the breathing that fit with each move. Vee was told to ignore that until she could remember the form. Myra had also taught us a new spell. Now we could heal and we could remove poisons. We practised the spell carefully. In order to learn the next spell, you had to be proficient on the previous one.

  The next morning at breakfast Myra announced that she was retiring and introduced the next high priestess, who was a human called Lissile. After breakfast, we all trooped outside. I hadn't been outside in the last couple of days, so I had been unaware of the preparations, but there were multiple wagons and huge numbers of people. Then I realised that all the people were elves, maybe 200 of them. When we came in view, we were the focus of a lot of stares, waves and smiles. We were shown to a wagon and ushered inside. Inside there was my chest from my room that had all my and Vee's clothes in it, another chest that contained consumables and loads of cushions. There were no windows so all we could do was get comfortable and listen to everything happening around us.

  Initially, it was quite exciting, but soon, the travelling became more mundane. It was a bit embarrassing when I had to get out to go to the toilet. I went in the woods, surrounded by wary elves. It could have been boring, there really was nothing to do. But it was also a chance to really talk with Vee, discuss everything and anything, music to politics. Occasionally, I managed to distract her in other ways. Whenever that happened, we got a lot of smiles when we left the wagon.

  The whole procession would stop briefly occasionally. I was rarely told the reason. I think we were a big enough group that we were unlikely to be attacked by orcs or goblins. Still, every evening, the camp was set up with an outside threat in mind. We were given a bowl of water to wash ourselves every morning after we had practised Taigoa with Myra and others who joined in.

  After 2 days of travel, when we went to sleep, we knew we should be logging off. We cuddled up tight after trying to satisfy ourselves enough to last until we could return. I found it difficult to drop off, but it must have happened at some point because I woke to the familiar complete black that meant we were back in the physical world.

  Chapter 10

  Vee's POV

  I sighed as I realised we were back in the real world. We were holding hands lying on my double bed. Andi pulled his/her hand away and we both took off our headsets and then just lay there. I had a bit of sadness that I wouldn't have Andi's wonderful elf body to play with, but mostly I just felt an emotional bliss. Andi and I had really clicked. He/she was my first love and I think he/she will be my only. We just had to get over the hurdle regarding gender and that needed time more than anything.

  The bed seemed to be shaking slightly. Andi had turned away from me. I sat up to look and work out what was wrong because I had this feeling that something definitely was. Andi was curled up in a fetal position sobbing so quietly I could only really see it.

  “Oh, darling.” I spooned her, holding her tightly. I instinctively knew exactly what she was crying about. I felt a little disappointed that my breasts
had shrunk from what I was getting used to. She, and I could only think of her as a she now, had woken up with bits that didn't belong any more. I was convinced now, she was transgender. I don't think we would ever know if she had some leanings that way before the game, but it really didn't matter now. We did need to discuss this though. There might be ways of making her feel better about herself. We were going to need professional help.

  I just held her and stroked her, I didn't know what else to do. Eventually, she was cried out and the sobbing came to an end. I released her a bit and she turned to face me.

  “I don't even know what I was crying about.”

  “I think I might. What were you thinking when the sadness hit you?” I enquired.

  “I was just checking that I was back to normal.”

  “You have just spent 7 wonderful days as a girl and I think we definitely explored your feminine side. I don't think your mind thinks what you are now is your normal any more. Do you think you might prefer being a girl, or feel more right that way?”

  She didn't immediately answer, which I thought was a good sign. “Maybe. I am confused right now, but you are right. I don't feel right in my skin at the moment. Not like I was.”

  “Honey, you don't have to know all the answers. I think you might be transgender, but only you can really know. I think we should organise an appointment with a gender specialist. I love you and will support whatever you want to do. We are in this together.”

  There was another pause while she thought about things. “I love you too, but I am worried that how I look now will disgust you and push you away from me.”

  “I love you, the person inside. The rest is just..” I waved my hands. “outer coverings. And we don't even know whether it will change over time. Your eyes are already changing, maybe the rest of you will as well. I will never push you away, please don't push me away because you are worried about me finding you disgusting.”

  Then I heard an almost whisper. “But I find myself disgusting.”

  I don't think she meant to say that and certainly not for me to hear it. Nor did I know how to answer it so I moved the conversation on. “Time will tell what changes are coming, but even before that, there are options. We will probably have to wait for the weekend but I think we can make you a lot more comfortable with your body. No. This is too important. I think we need to stop going to Lagbit's world until we have sorted this, it could be too painful. Tomorrow, I will take the day off and so will you. We are going to try something, but nothing permanent. All you have to do is be honest with how you feel and let it guide you.”

  We both got ourselves ready for bed and then Andi headed for her bedroom. I can't deny I was disappointed and surprised. I realised that I didn't care what she looked like. I loved her and wanted to be with her. Then, thinking about it, I realised Andi is a bit unsure, had definitely lost some confidence and is naturally a bit submissive. It was up to me to take charge.

  I knocked on her bedroom door and opened it without waiting for an answer. I could see Andi back in the fetal position on her bed. “Oi, you there. Get your arse into my bed, where you belong.” She looked up with a smile and hurried herself into my arms. She moved forward to give me a kiss and then remembered that her body was not what I had said I was attracted to and tried to back off. I didn't let her and pulled her in for a kiss. As far as I could tell she still kissed like a girl. We went back to my bed and snuggled up. I started making a list in my head, we had a lot to do tomorrow.

  I woke up the next morning still spooning Andi. It felt great. I felt an urge to start stroking her, but I was worried about whether it would freak her out and I was a bit concerned as to how I would react if there was a penis involved. I got up carefully and went to the bathroom. Normally I would have put a bathrobe on to preserve my modesty. The flat was kept pretty toasty so I didn't need it for warmth and I liked not having to worry about Andi seeing me. I wanted her to see me and lust after me. I might even have put a bit of extra bum wiggle as I exited in the hopes that she had woken up and was watching. I glanced over my shoulder in the doorway and caught her staring at my bottom. Our eyes met and we both smiled.

  I didn't bother locking the bathroom door or even closing the door. It was a nice feeling. Andi came in a few minutes later, but she was wearing my bathrobe, a big pink fluffy one. It didn't look out of place, in fact, it was the shortish hair that was the only thing that looked wrong. Her eyes definitely had more purple in them now. You didn't even have to look too closely to see it. It stood out so clearly from the brown that it looked like she was wearing contact lenses to give an exotic appearance.

  We had both slept in a bit as it was almost 9am. Andi started setting up breakfast, just cereal and coffee. I started writing my list of people to call whilst waiting for the clock to reach 9 so everything would be open.

  “So what do you have planned for me?” she asked me.

  “I need to make a few calls and see what I can arrange. Do you need to phone or email anybody about not coming in today?”

  “I will check my emails and send one to my teacher. Hopefully, they will send me a copy of the notes and give me a heads up on any assignments that need to be done.” She went back to her bedroom to sort that out, leaving me in the lounge.

  I first phoned David and explained that I had met someone and felt like he needed to know. He thanked me and asked me to look out for another lesbian who wanted cover. As much as we had pretended otherwise, all we really were to each other was a convenient excuse. At the moment, I don't think I could even act like I cared for someone else when I had Andi in my life. Maybe being an actress was not for me.

  Next, I phoned my lawyer, Scott. I was on a first name basis as he was my advisor regarding my great grandfather's will. I had a number of questions for him and thought it was best if we could arrange a face to face meeting. I had already written down a list to go through, I didn't want to forget something. I wanted Andi at that meeting. I didn't want to hide or appear to hide anything. He was busy this afternoon but could see us this morning. It was going to be a little bit tight, but we arranged to see him at 10am.

  I presumed that meeting would take at least an hour, then we could travel to my favourite spa and have an early lunch, so I booked the spa treatments for 1pm. I wanted to help Andi feel more like her inner self, without doing anything permanent. I figured a whole body waxing, manicures and pedicures, hair extensions and styling, ear piercing, eyebrow shaping and then make up. I would try and make sure she was wearing androgynous clothes and if she felt up to it, we could then go shopping and buy something for her new self.

  Did I expect some resistance? Hell yes. I'll admit from the start that I am prepared to bully her a bit or maybe I should say dominate her a bit, to get her cooperation. But I wasn't doing it for me. She needs to see what she can look like before she makes any decision. If she then wants to undo it all, no problem. I knew she wouldn't though. She just needed encouragement and support.

  I phoned the university and told them I had a lawyer meeting and so would miss my class. That done I invaded Andi's bedroom to pull out an outfit for her. Very slim pickings really. I found a pair of jeans that were a bit tight and a shirt in a pastel colour that would have to do. We would definitely have to go shopping. Maybe if there was enough time after the meeting with Scott we could grab something.

  We didn't have time to muck about, just grab what we needed and go out the door. Public transport was pretty good, but it was still going to take most of the time left to get there in time. I tried to keep Andi occupied, chatting and occasionally stroking her arm, or kissing her cheek.

  We arrived at the lawyer's office with 5 minutes to spare. The waiting room chairs were very comfy and the magazine selection good, but before we could get properly settled, Scott invited us into his room. It was just him and us, but as usual, he was going to record our meeting, to make sure he didn't miss anything.

  Chapter 11

  I made the introductions and soon we w
ere all seated.

  “So, what can I help you with?” Scott asked.

  “This does involve my great grandfathers will, but there are some complications that I need to explain first.” I turned to Andi. “Everything is confidential. I think we need to tell him about the game and what has happened.”

  “OK,” Andi said a bit unsure.

  “Do you want me to tell him?”

  “Yes, please.”

  I turned back to Scott. “Something unusual happened when I lent my Vivid Dreams Reality game to Andi.” Scott settled back in his chair and indicated to continue. I am paying him by the hour, so I don't think he would have minded if we were wasting his time. At least he gave a good impression of someone who was interested. “Well, I had the wrong game inserted. It was a gay and lesbian orientated game called Lagbit's world, and Andi was a heterosexual man. He was locked in a week's worth of unpleasantness unless he could escape. To do that he needed to die in the game and he would be automatically logged off. Well, the game isn't really designed for adventuring, so it is quite hard to die in it. When it was discovered that he was trying, he was brought before the high priestess. She offered to change him into a woman which would solve his, shall we call it, non-enjoyment.”