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Vasko Popa

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by Vasko Popa


  Wolf Salt (1975) is made up of seven cycles and deals with the lame wolf, the old pre-Christian Serbian tribal god whose fading memory Popa resuscitates. The poems pay homage to this mythical figure of good and evil, life and death, extinction and survival. Hughes, in his introduction to the Collected Poems, compares them to psalms. The poems glorify the figure of the lame wolf and pray to him to divulge secrets about the tragic history of its people. After its appearance, the book was praised in Serbia and rebuked elsewhere in Yugoslavia. This is unfair. No nationalist in Serbia, as far as I know, ever found these poems inspiring. Popa was of mixed Serbian and Romanian ethnicity and already under suspicion. The last time I saw him in 1989 in New York City, he was in despair about what Slobodan Milošević and his followers were cooking up. “There’ll be bloodshed soon,” he told me with horror in his eyes and in his voice.

  Raw Flesh (1975) and Cut (1981), his last two published books, are made up of occasional and autobiographical poems of great charm. They sound to me like magic realist anecdotes, the kind one finds in Gabriel García Márquez’s One Hundred Years of Solitude, in which fantastic happenings are recounted in a matter-of-fact narrative voice and with lots of humor, as in “The Lost Red Boot”:

  My great-grandmother Sultana Urošević

  Sailed the sky in a wooden trough

  And hunted for clouds that brought rain

  With wolf-balms and other preparations

  She performed many

  Great and small miracles

  After her death

  She continued to meddle

  In the affairs of the living

  So they had to dig her up

  To teach her manners

  And bury her even deeper

  She lay there rosy-cheeked

  In her coffin made of oak

  On one foot she wore

  A little red boot

  With a fresh splash of mud

  As long as I live

  I’ll be searching for her other boot

  Popa died without completing his long-term project, a book that was to be called Iron Garden. Only one cycle, The Little Box, was finished and published in his lifetime, while parts of four others and a few isolated poems were included in a posthumous volume of his collected poems. Popa’s little box resembles the one used by magicians in their acts where things like coins disappear and reappear. Its working depends on the full engagement of our imagination: that mother of all suspense. We cannot resist its feverish activity, though it fools as often as it reveals some truth to us, as in “The Tenants of the Little Box”:

  Throw into the little box

  A stone

  You’ll take out a bird

  Throw in your shadow

  You’ll take out the shirt of happiness

  Throw in your father’s dick

  You’ll take out the axle of the universe

  The little box works for you

  Throw into the little box

  A mouse

  You’ll take out an earthquake

  Throw in your mother’s honeypot

  You’ll take out a chalice of eternal life

  Throw in your head

  You’ll take out two

  The little box works for you

  As you have probably guessed by now, this former surrealist didn’t believe in automatic writing. Popa compared the poet to a miner, a pearl hunter, lighthouse keeper, or someone assembling a watch. For him the poem was an act of critical intelligence. Great poetry was the work of infinite patience. Late one night in Paris in 1972, after a great deal of wine, he described to me in ample detail his future poems. I was so surprised I assumed that this was just the wine talking, but not so. Over the next twenty years, I would see his poems come into print and they were just as he described them to me that night. Aside from that one confession, he was reluctant to talk about his work or give interviews.

  Once asked about the meaning of his poems, he got angry and wrote, “Why don’t they ask an apple tree what does its fruit mean? If it could talk, the apple tree would most likely tell them: Bite into an apple and you’ll see what it means!”

  —Charles Simic

  In memory of Morton Marcus

  White Pebble

  White Pebble

  With no head or limbs

  It appears

  Out of the mad tumult of chance

  It stirs

  With the shameless stride of time

  Holding on to each thing

  With its passionate inner embrace

  A white smooth virgin body

  Smiling with the eyebrow of the moon

  Heart of the Pebble

  They played with the pebble

  Pebble like any pebble

  Played with them as though it had no heart

  They got mad at the pebble

  Smashed it in the grass

  And startled they saw its heart

  They opened the heart of the pebble

  And in it they found a snake

  A sleeping coil without dreams

  They woke up the snake

  The snake spurted upward

  And made them run away

  They watched from far away

  The snake coil round the horizon

  And swallow it like an egg

  They came back where they started

  No snake no grass no pebble

  No trace of anything in the circle

  They looked at each other and smiled

  And then both winked

  Dream of the Pebble

  A hand rises out of the earth

  And throws a pebble in the air

  Where did the pebble go

  It didn’t fall back to earth

  Nor did it rise up to heaven

  What happened to the pebble

  Did the heights swallow it

  Did it turn into a bird

  Look there’s the pebble

  It stayed stubbornly inside itself

  Not on earth nor in heaven

  Listening only to itself

  A world among worlds

  Love of the Pebble

  It stares into the beautiful

  Round and blue-eyed

  Featherbrained forever

  It has turned itself

  Into the white of her eye

  Only she understands it

  Only her embrace

  Has the shape of its desire

  Dumb and bottomless

  All her shadows

  It traps within itself

  Blindly in love

  So that it notices

  No other kinds of beauty

  Except the one

  It will pay for with its head

  Adventure of the Pebble

  Bored with the circle

  The perfect circle around itself

  It paused

  The burden was heavy

  Its own burden within

  So it let it fall

  The stone grew hard

  The stone it was made of

  So it left it behind

  Cramped within itself

  In its own body

  So it went out of it

  Hid itself from itself

  In its own shadow

  Secret of the Pebble

  It filled itself with itself

  Didn’t it gorge on its own tough meat

  Is it feeling nauseous

  Ask it don’t be afraid

  It’s not pleading for bread

  Turned to stone in an ecstatic cramp

  Is it perhaps pregnant

  Will it give birth to a stone

  Or a beast or a streak of lightning

  Go and ask all you want

  Don’t expect an answer

  Hope for a bump on the head

  A second nose or a third eye

  Or who knows what

  Two Pebbles

  Mutely they stare at each other

  Two pebbles looking

  Two sweets of yesterdayr />
  On the tongue of eternity

  Two stone-tears of today

  On the eyelid of the unknown

  Two sand flies of tomorrow

  In the ears of the deaf

  Two happy dimples of tomorrow

  On the cheeks of the day

  Two victims of a little joke

  Dumb joke without a joker

  They stare at each other mutely

  With their backsides they look

  Speaking out of their bellies

  Against the wind

  1951–1954

  Bone to Bone

  I. At the Beginning

  This is much better

  We ditched the flesh

  Now we’ll do what we’ll do

  Tell me something

  Would you like to be

  The backbone of lightning

  Say something else

  What shall I tell you

  Pelvis of a storm

  Say something else

  That’s all I know

  Heaven’s ribs

  We’re nobody’s bones

  Say something else

  II. After the Beginning

  What do we do now

  Yes what do we do

  Now we’ll dine on our marrow

  We had marrow for lunch

  A feeling of emptiness nags at me

  Then let’s make music

  We love music

  What do we do when dogs come

  They love bones

  Then we’ll stick in their throats

  And have a ball

  III. In the Sun

  It’s nice to sunbathe naked

  I never cared much for the flesh

  Those rags never fooled me either

  I go crazy seeing you naked

  Don’t let the sun caress you

  It’s better we love each other

  Only please not here in the sun

  Where everything can be seen my dear

  IV. Under the Earth

  Muscle of darkness muscle of flesh

  It’s all the same

  What do we do now

  We’ll summon the bones of all ages

  We’ll climb all way to the sun

  What then

  Then we’ll grow pure

  And keep growing as we please

  What will we do after

  Nothing we’ll roam here and there

  We’ll be deathless beings of bone

  Just wait for the earth to yawn

  V. In the Moonlight

  What’s up now

  It’s as if flesh snow like flesh

  Is beginning to stick to me

  Don’t know what it is

  It’s as if marrow flows through me

  A bone-chilling marrow

  I don’t know either

  It’s as if everything is starting again

  With an even more terrifying beginning

  You know what

  Can you bark

  VI. Before the End

  Where shall we go now

  Where could two nowheres

  End up somewhere

  What do we do there

  There forever and a day

  We are eagerly awaited

  By no one and its wife nothing

  What do they want us for

  They are old and have no bones

  We’ll be like their own daughters

  VII. At the End

  I’m a bone you’re a bone

  Why did you swallow me

  I can’t see myself anymore

  What’s wrong with you

  It’s you who swallowed me

  I can’t see myself either

  Where am I now

  Now no one knows any more

  Who is who or who is where

  It’s all a nightmare dust dreamed

  Can you hear me

  I can hear both you and me

  And the cockspur within us crow

  1956

  Games

  Before the Game

  Shut one eye then the other

  Peek into every corner of yourself

  Check that there are no nails or thieves

  No cuckoo’s eggs

  Then shut the other eye

  Squat and then jump

  Jump high high high

  On top of yourself

  Then fall with all your weight

  Fall for days on end deep deep deep

  To the bottom of your chasm

  Who doesn’t break into pieces

  Who stays whole and gets up whole

  Plays

  Nail

  One is the nail another is pliers

  The rest are carpenters

  The pliers grab the nail by the head

  With their teeth and hands they grab it

  And keep pulling and pulling

  Pulling it out of the floor

  Usually they just wring its head off

  It’s hard work pulling a nail out of the floor

  The carpenters then say

  These pliers are no good

  They crush its jaws break its arms

  And throw them out of the window

  Someone else then becomes a nail

  Someone else is pliers

  The rest are carpenters

  Hide-and-Seek

  Someone hides from someone

  Hides under his tongue

  The other looks for him under the earth

  He hides on his forehead

  The other looks for him in heaven

  He hides in his forgetfulness

  The other looks for him in the grass

  Looks for him looks

  There’s no place he doesn’t look

  And looking he loses himself

  Seducer

  One strokes the leg of a chair

  Till the chair stirs

  And gives him a love sign with its leg

  Another kisses a keyhole

  Kisses it oh how he kisses it

  Till the keyhole returns his kiss

  A third stands to the side

  Stares at the other two

  Shaking and shaking his head

  Until it falls off

  Wedding

  Everyone strips off his own skin

  Everyone strips off his own constellation

  That has never seen the night

  Everyone fills his skin with rocks

  And plays with it

  Lit by his own stars

  Who doesn’t stop playing till dawn

  Who doesn’t bat an eyelid or drop

  Earns his own skin

  (This game is rarely played)

  Rose Thieves

  Someone is a rose bush

  Some are daughters of the wind

  Some are rose thieves

  The rose thieves sneak up to a rose

  One of them steals it

  And hides it in his heart

  The wind’s daughters appear

  See the picked beauty

  And run after the thieves

  They open their hearts one by one

  In one they find a heart

  In another God help me nothing

  They open and open their breasts

  Until they find a heart

  And in that heart the stolen rose

  Between Games

  Nobody rests

  This one constantly rolls his eyes

  Sticks them on his back

  And whether he wants it or not walks backwards

  He sticks them on the soles of his feet

  And whether he wants it or not walks on his head

  This one turns into an ear

  Hears things that can’t be heard

  But he grows bored

  Longs to become himself again

  But without eyes he can’t see how

  That one bares all his faces

  One after the other he throws them over the roof

  The last one he throws at
his feet

  And sinks his head into his hands

  This one stretches his gaze

  Stretches it from thumb to thumb

  And walks over it walks

  First slowly then faster

  Faster and faster

  That one plays with his head

  And tosses it in the air

  Catches it on a forefinger

  Or doesn’t bother to catch it

  Nobody rests

  Race

  Some bite off from the others

  An arm or a leg whatever they can

  Stick it between their teeth

  Run as fast as they can

  To bury it in the earth

  The others scatter everywhere

  Sniff look sniff look

  Dig up the whole earth

  If they are lucky and find their arm

  Leg or whatever

  It’s their turn to bite

  The game continues at a lively pace

  As long as there are arms

  As long as there are legs

  As long as there is anything left

  Seeds

  Someone plants someone else

  Plants him in his head

  Stamps the earth well

  Waits for the seed to sprout

  The seed that empties his head

  Turns it into a mouse hole

  The mice eat the seed

  And drop dead on the spot

  The wind moves into an empty head

  And gives birth to its own motley winds

  Leap Frog

  Each to each a stone over the heart

  Stone like a house

  No one is to budge under that stone

  Both of them struggle

  Just to lift a finger

  Click their tongues twitch their ears

 

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