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by Charles Tomlinson


  A false spring. By noon the frost

  Whitens the shadows only and the stones

  Where they lie away from light. The fields

  Give back an odour out of earth

  Smoking up through the haysmells where the hay

  – I thought it was sunlight in its scattered brightness –

  Brings last year’s sun to cattle wintering:

  The dark will powder them with white, and day

  Discover the steaming herd, as beam

  On beam, and bird by bird, it thaws

  Towards another noon. Et resurrexit:

  All will resurrect once more,

  But whether you will rise again – unless

  To enter the earthflesh and its fullness

  Is to rise in the unending metamorphosis

  Through soil and stem… This valediction is a requiem.

  What was the promise to Abraham and his seed?

  That they should feed an everlasting life

  In earthdark and in sunlight on the leaf

  Beyond the need of hope or help. But we

  Would hunger in hope at the shimmer of a straw,

  Although it burned, a mere memory of fire,

  Although the beauty of earth were all there were.

  V

  In summer’s heat, under a great tree

  I hear the hawks cry down.

  The beauty of earth, the memory of your fire

  Tell of a year gone by and more

  Bringing the leaves to light: they spread

  Between these words and the birds that hang

  Unseen in predatory flight. Again,

  Your high house is in living hands

  And what we were saying there is what was said.

  My body measures the ground beneath me

  Warm in this beech-foot shade, my verse

  Pacing out the path I shall not follow

  To where you spoke once with a wounded

  And wondering contempt against your flock,

  Your mind crowded with eagerness and anger.

  The hawks come circling unappeasably. Their clangour

  Seems like the energy of loss. It is hunger.

  It pierces and pieces together, a single note,

  The territories they come floating over now:

  The escarpment, the foreshore and the sea;

  The year that has been, the year to be;

  Leaf on leaf, a century’s increment

  That has quickened and weathered, withered on the tree

  Down into this brown circle where the shadows thicken.

  Hay

  The air at evening thickens with a scent

  That walls exude and dreams turn lavish on –

  Dark incense of a solar sacrament

  Where, laid in swathes, the field-silk dulls and dries

  To contour out the land’s declivities

  With parallels of grass, sweet avenues:

  Scent hangs perpetual above the changes,

  As when the hay is turned and we must lose

  This clarity of sweeps and terraces

  Until the bales space out the slopes again

  Like scattered megaliths. Each year the men

  Pile them up close before they build the stack,

  Leaving against the sky, as night comes on,

  A henge of hay-bales to confuse the track

  Of time, and out of which the smoking dews

  Draw odours solid as the huge deception.

  Under the Bridge

  Where the ranch-house disappeared its garden

  seeded and the narcissi

  began through a slow mutation

  to breed smaller and smaller stars

  unimpaired in scent: beside these

  the horns of the cala lilies

  each scroll protruding an insistent

  yellow pistil seem from their scale

  and succulent whiteness to belong

  to an earlier world:

  if there were men in it the trellises

  that brace these stanchions

  would fit the scale

  of their husbandry and

  if they made music it would

  shudder and rebound

  like that which travels down

  the metal to the base

  of this giant instrument

  bedded among teazle, fennel, grass

  in a returning wilderness

  under the bridge

  San Francisco

  San Fruttuoso

  the divers

  Seasalt has rusted the ironwork trellis

  at the one café. Today

  the bathers are all sunbathers

  and their bodies, side by side,

  hide the minute beach:

  the sea is rough and the sun’s

  rays pierce merely fitfully

  an ill-lit sky. Unvisited,

  the sellers of lace and postcards

  have nothing to do, and the Dorias

  in their cool tombs under the cloisters

  sleep out history unfleshed.

  Oggi pesce spada

  says the café sign, but we

  shall eat no swordfish today:

  we leave by the ferry

  from which the divers are arriving.

  We wait under an orange tree

  that produces flowers but no oranges.

  They litter the rocks with their gear

  and begin to assume

  alternative bodies, slipping

  into black rubbery skins with Caution

  written across them.

  They are of both sexes. They strap on

  waist weights, frog feet,

  cylinders of oxygen,

  they lean their heaviness which water will lighten

  back against rock, resting there

  like burdened seals.

  They test their cylinders

  and the oxygen hisses at them.

  They carry knives

  and are well equipped to encounter

  whatever it is draws them downwards

  in their sleek black flesh.

  The postcards show Christ –

  Cristo del mare –

  sunk and standing on his pedestal

  with two divers circling

  as airy as under-water birds

  in baroque, ecstatic devotion

  round the bad statue.

  Will they find calm down there

  we wonder, stepping heavily

  over the ship-side gap,

  feeling already the unbalancing

  pull of the water under us.

  We pass the granular rocks

  faulted with long scars.

  The sea is bristling up to them.

  The straightness of the horizon

  as we heave towards it

  only disguises the intervening

  sea-roll and sea-chop, the clutching glitter.

  I rather like

  the buck of the boat. What I dislike

  with the sea tilting at us

  is the thought of losing one’s brains

  as one slides sideways

  to be flung at the bulwarks

  as if weightless, the ‘as if’

  dissolving on impact

  into bone and blood.

  The maternal hand tightens

  on the push-chair

  that motion is dragging at:

  her strapped-in child is asleep.

  Perhaps those invisible divers –

  luckier than we are –

  all weight gone

  levitate now

  around the statue,

  their corps de ballet

  like Correggio’s sky-

  swimming angels, a swarm

  of batrachian legs:

  they are buoyed up by adoration,

  the water merely an accidental aid

  to such staggeringly

  slow-motion pirouettes

  forgetful of body, of gravity.

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nbsp; The sea-lurch snatches

  and spins the wheels of his chair

  and the child travels the sudden gradient

  caught at by other hands,

  reversed in mid-flight

  and returned across the up-

  hill deck to his mother:

  a visitor,

  she has the placid

  and faintly bovine look

  of a Northern madonna

  and is scarcely surprised; he, too,

  stays perfectly collected

  aware now of what it was he had forgotten

  while sleeping – the stuff

  he was chewing from a packet,

  which he continues to do.

  He has come back to his body once more.

  How well he inhabits his flesh:

  lordly in unconcern,

  he is as well accoutred as those divers.

  He rides out the storm chewing and watching,

  trustfully unaware

  we could well go down –

  though we do not, for already

  the town is hanging above

  us and the calm quay water.

  From the roofs up there

  perhaps one could see the divers

  emerging, immersing,

  whatever it is they are at

  as we glide forward

  up to the solid, deck to dock,

  with salted lips.

  That same sea

  which wrecked Shelley

  goes on rocking behind

  and within us, hiding

  its Christ, its swordfish,

  as the coast reveals

  a man-made welcome to us

  of wall, street, room,

  body’s own measure and harbour,

  shadow of lintel, portal

  asking it in.

  Above Carrara

  for Paolo and Francesco

  Climbing to Colonnata past ravines

  Squared by the quarryman, geometric gulfs

  Stepping the steep, the wire and gear

  Men use to pare a mountain: climbing

  With the eye the absences where green should be,

  The annihilating scree, the dirty snow

  Of marble, at last we gained a level

  In the barren flat of a piazza, leaned

  And drank from the fountain there a jet

  As cold as tunnelled rock. The place –

  Plane above plane and block on block –

  Invited us to climb once more

  And, cooled now, so we did

  Deep between church- and house-wall,

  Up by a shadowed stairway to emerge

  Where the village ended. As we looked back then

  The whole place seemed a quarry for living in,

  And between the acts of quarrying and building

  To set a frontier, a nominal petty thing,

  While, far below, water that cooled our thirst

  Dyed to a meal now, a sawdust flow,

  Poured down to slake those blades

  Slicing inching the luminous mass away

  Above Carrara…

  Fireflies

  The signal light of the firefly in the rose:

  Silent explosions, low suffusions, fire

  Of the flesh-tones where the phosphorus touches

  On petal and on fold: that close world lies

  Pulsing within its halo, glows or goes:

  But the air above teems with the circulation

  Of tiny stars on darkness, cosmos grows

  Out of their circlings that never quite declare

  The shapes they seem to pin-point, swarming there

  Like stitches of light that fleck and thread a sea,

  Yet unlike, too, in that the dark is spaces,

  Its surfaces all surfaces seen through,

  Discovered depths, filled by a flowering,

  And though the rose lie lost now to the eye,

  You could suppose the whole of darkness a forming rose.

  Instead of an Essay

  for Donald Davie

  Teacher and friend, what you restored to me

  Was love of learning; and without that gift

  A cynic’s bargain could have shaped my life

  To end where it began, in detestation

  Of the place and man that had mistaught me.

  You were the first to hear my poetry,

  Written above a bay in Italy:

  Lawrence and Shelley found a refuge once

  On that same coast – exiles who had in common

  Love for an island slow to learn of it

  Or to return that love. And so had we

  And do – you from the far shore of the sea

  And I beside a stream in Gloucestershire

  That feeds it. Meeting maybe once a year

  We take the talk up where we left it last,

  Forgetful of which fashions, tide on tide –

  The Buddha, shamanism, suicide –

  Have come and passed.

  Brother in a mystery you trace

  To God, I to an awareness of delight

  I cannot name, I send these lines to you

  In token of the prose I did not write.

  The Littleton Whale

  in memory of Charles Olson

  What you wrote to know

  was whether

  the old ship canal

  still paralleled the river

  south

  of Gloucester (England)…

  What I never told

  in my reply

  was of the morning

  on that same stretch

  (it was a cold

  January day in ’85)

  when Isobel Durnell

  saw the whale…

  She was up at dawn

  to get her man off on time

  to the brickyard and

  humping up over the banks

  beyond Bunny Row

  a slate-grey hill showed

  that the night before

  had not been there…

  They both ran outside

  and down to the shore:

  the wind was blowing

  as it always blows

  so hard that the tide

  comes creeping up under it

  often unheard…

  The great grey-blue thing

  had an eye

  that watched wearily

  their miniature motions as they

  debated its fate

  for the tide

  was already feeling beneath it

  floating it away…

  It was Moses White

  master mariner

  owner of the sloop Matilda

  who said the thing to do

  was to get chains and a traction engine

  – they got two from Olveston –

  and drag it ashore:

  the thing was a gift:

  before long it would be

  drifting off to another part of the coast

  and lost to them

  if they didn’t move now…

  And so the whale –

  flukes, flesh, tail

  trembling no longer

  with a failing life –

  was chained and hauled

  installed above the tideline…

  And the crowds came

  to where it lay

  upside down

  displaying a

  belly evenly-wrinkled

  its eye lost to view

  mouth skewed and opening into

  an interior of tongue and giant sieves

  that had once

  filtered that diet of shrimp

  its deep-sea sonar

  had hunted out for it

  by listening to submarine echoes

  too slight

  for electronic selection…

  And Hector Knapp

  wrote in his diary:

  Thear was a Whal

  cum ashore at Littleton Pill

  and bid t
hear a fortnight

  He was sixty eaight feet long

  His mouth was twelve feet

  The Queen claim it at last

  and sould it for forty pound

  Thear supposed to be

  forty thousen pepeal to se it

  from all parts of the cuntry…

  The Methodist preacher

  said that George Sindry

  who was a very religious man

  told himself when that whale came in

  he’d heard so many arguments

  about the tale of Jonah not being true

  that he went to Littleton to

  ‘satisfy people’. He was a tall man

  a six footer

  ‘but I got into that whale’s mouth’ he said

  ‘and I stood in it

  upright…’

  The carcass

  had overstayed its welcome

  so they sent up a sizeable boat

  to tow it to Bristol

  and put it on show there

  before they cut the thing down stinking

  to be sold

  and spread for manure…

  You can still see the sign

  to Whale Wharf as they renamed it

  and Wintle’s Brickworks became

  the Whale Brick

  Tile and Pottery Works…

  Walking daily onto

  the now-gone premises

  through the ‘pasture land

  with valuable deposits of clay thereunder’

  when the machine- and drying sheds

  the five kilns, the stores and stables

  stood permanent in that place

  of their disappearance

  Enoch Durnell still

  relished his part in all that history begun

  when Bella shook

  and woke him with a tale that the tide

  had washed up a whole house

  with blue slates on it into Littleton Pill

  and that house was a whale…

  The Flood

  It was the night of the flood first took away

  My trust in stone. Perfectly reconciled it lay

  Together with water – and does so still –

  In the hill-top conduits that feed into

  Cisterns of stone, cisterns echoing

  With a married murmur, as either finds

  Its own true note in such a unison.

  It rained for thirty days. Down chimneys

  And through doors, the house filled up

  With the roar of waters. The trees were bare,

  With nothing to keep in the threat

  And music of that climbing, chiming din

 

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