by Gigi Birtie
I nod in agreement. It was by far some of the scariest shit I've ever had to deal with.
“How do you know Taze won't be coming around anymore?” I didn't want to ask but curiosity would get me at some point might as well do it now.
“You don't need to know the specifics babe, but trust me you're safe, and I'll always be around to make sure of it.” He said through gritted teeth.
Dane kisses me again on the lips, but he felt too stiff before, so I slip my tongue in between his lips and he softens up while he lets me explore his mouth. My body suddenly becomes very heated and I press my naked body harder to his fully clothed body, but I can feel him harden through his jeans. I run my hand underneath his T-shirt to feel his rippling muscles. He pulls his shirt off swiftly giving me full access and I feel his muscles contract and flex under my touch, so I explore further up to his firm chest. I let out a soft moan, his body against mine feels so exquisite, causing a rush to run through my whole body making my center very wet and aching with need. He wraps an arm around my waist pulling me tighter to his body.
“Dane?”
“Yeah, Sloane?”
“I need you now. I'm fine knowing what all happened today is all over, but right now I need you deeper in me than you've ever been before. I need to feel you reclaim my body as yours.” I rasp out.
We look eye to eye as I pant with desire while pressing my hips to his, causing the friction I need for him to say yes.
With a few quick motions his pants and boxer briefs are all off. Dane's naked body is pure perfection, making me wither with need to be under him. He slides his way back on top of me leaving a trail of kisses all over my body in his wake. Angling ourselves to each other Dane slowly slides right in and is giving me exactly what I need, but it's not fast or hurried, his movements are slow and soft. His hands and mouth are exploring my body and it's as if he's taking away all the pain and stress I endured not just in the last few days but all the way back to the first time. I started to feel a swell of love overcome me making my emotions spill out in the form of tears. Dane just kissed them away while staring into my eyes and seeing if I was alright. All I could do is give a heartfelt smile, with a nod for him to continue our onslaught of love.
“Are you sure you want me to continue Sloane?” He asks quietly.
“Absolutely.” My voice is husky and thick with emotion.
Dane looks me in the eyes searching to see if I'm sure, then captures my lips again with his, as he continues to move making my body hum.
Having this with Dane, made my body feel renewed, causing my hips to tilt up to meet his every thrust. I softly moan, causing him to pick up the pace. I start to tremble with feelings of my impending orgasm and a sheen of sweat breaks out across my skin. Dane wraps me up in his arms thrusting harder into me as he groans in my ear and that's what makes me come undone.
I tangle my legs around his waist urging him not to stop. I just can't get enough, nor do I want him to stop. The intense rolling sensation that courses through my body, is unlike any form of pleasure I've ever experienced. Dane's movements begin to quicken as he chases his own release, causing me to cry out in ecstasy.
“Fuck.” We both say, as our bodies continue to devour one another.
Not long after I started to see stars, Dane lays on top of me as he twitches inside of my pulsating walls, causing another convulsion to roll through my core. My breath is ragged, and I try to calm myself. Slowly he slides out and he rolls me onto my side, but we're still face to face. I close my eyes savoring this moment. Dane starts to pepper kisses all over my face and stops by my ear.
“I will always be here for you and anytime you want me to take you like this I will.”
I let out a sigh of appreciation and give a slight laugh, as I nuzzle closer as he holds me tight. I begin to relax further and drift off into a peaceful sleep.
Laying in bed, after the second time of having sex with Taze, I watch him sit at his window as he pulls another drag off his cigarette. He's staring at me with a look of I'm not sure of what. It makes me become more self-conscious and I pull the sheets tighter around my body.
He takes another drag then bounces back to me on the bed with his cigarette in his mouth he grabs me quickly and I squeal unsure what he wants. He doesn't seem to be playing so I'm a feeling afraid. He positions himself behind me with one of my arms pulled forward and one pinned behind me.
“Taze what are you doing?! This is very uncomfortable.” I whisper yell, so I don't wake up his parents.
“Hold still!” He grits out as he twists my right arm. His grip is painful and unrelenting.
Once he has me in place I see as he takes the cigarette from his mouth and he's hovering over my arm with it. My eyes widen with disbelief.
“Fuck, Taze don't you dare even kid around about burning me.” I couldn't keep the panic out of my voice.
“I will do whatever I want with you, Sloane. No one will ever want someone like you, only me and I'm going to make sure for those who do try, that they will see my mark,” I feel the heat coming closer to my arm. “and they will know it's the mark of a kept whore.”
I gasp at his words and try to struggle but he holds me more firmly causing my other arm behind me to twist in pain and that's when he snubs the cigarette on my arm. I scream and just as quickly he releases me to turn me around to slap me sending my head into a pillow, he holds me there silencing my cries. I can't breathe, and I begin to thrash around trying to gasp for breath…
I wake with a jolt gasping for air. It's dark out and I see Dane is not by my side. Throwing my legs over the side of the bed, I sit there as I calm down while wiping the sweat from my forehead. Even though I took a shower earlier I feel sticky. I look at the clock and see it's still very early in the evening and there is no doubt that everyone is still up probably drinking beers and eating some barbeque. I decided to take a second shower and join them.
After washing away my nightmare and sweat; I dress in some comfortable yoga pants, a tank top, cute black hoodie, and flip flops.
Making my way down the hall to the backyard I hear them all talking with a couple of new voices. I peer outside and I see Dane and Reese with a few girls around them, but Mona and Riv are not outside.
A beautiful brunette with a slender body and big tits has her hand on Dane's forearm and they're just smiling at each other. Her friend is sitting with my brother smiling as well and drinking a beer. She is equally gorgeous as her friend but with blonde hair and a smaller build. I become a bit irritated seeing the interaction, but it's quickly snubbed out by my stomach growling. My heart drops a bit, but I turn around and see food on the counter and decide to make a quick plate and find Mona
As I stack some chicken and broccoli on my plate the brunette comes in stopping dead in her tracks.
“Who are you?” She says to me.
Apparently, I’m important enough to not mention to this girl that was just hanging on Dane.
“What's it to you?” I say as I pick up my plate and turn around to leave.
“Hey, I'm talking to you.”
She rushs from behind grabbing my arm, causing me to drop my plate of food to the ground causing the dish to shatter. Dane comes running in and sees his hussy has me held by the arm as I struggle to gain some distance from her.
“Let her go now Moxie.” Dane bellows.
She drops my arm like I burned her and turns to Dane.
“Who is this Dane?” Her tone is accusatory as her chest heaves.
I frown towards Dane giving him a silent question of what is this all about. His face softens and goes around Moxie to stand by my side.
“This is my everything, my girlfriend Sloane.”
Moxie takes a step back as her jaw drops.
I roll my eyes at her reaction and she sees, that I'm not amused by any of this. She gives me a sinister smirk.
“That's funny Dane cause, you were calling me that just a few weeks ago.” She smirks at me while crossing her arms over
her chest.
I let out a sigh. I know he was seeing someone, before me I just didn't realize it wasn't that long ago.
“Hey, don't start causing problems for me Moxie, you're here with Lux, who's here for Reese, if you can't be cool then you won't be allowed to come around. Understand?” His tone was firm, but I remained quiet to see how this would unfold here between them.
They only seemed to be having a stare off and I had enough of watching this, so I backed away making my way down the hall to get my phone, so I could call Mona or Tala.
I hear steps running after me and my body instantly tells me it's Dane even though who else would it really be. I whip around and hold my hand up to stop him.
“Don't.”
Is all I say, and I keep walking. I need a moment before I can talk with him. He was just out there sharing laughs with his ex while I was laying alone in bed by myself. I'm definitely jealous that he allowed her to touch him and I know he's mine now, but I still need a minute to let these emotions roll off before I blow up and embarrass myself or come off as an aggressive girlfriend.
I reach our room and I pick up my phone and call Mona.
“Hey what's up girl.” Mona answers.
“Are you busy?”
“What's wrong you sound pissed.”
She knows me better than anyone so there's no sense in hiding it.
“I just saw a beautiful exchange between Dane and his ex Moxie.” I say sarcastically. “Did you meet her?”
“Yeah me and Riv both did that's why we're in our room now.”
“Well she dumped my plate of food and I'm hangry, my cars' here, you and Riv wanna get out for a bite with me real quick?”
There was no hesitation.
“Fuck yeah, are you ready now?”
I grabbed my purse and keys and started down the hall.
“Yeah, I'm in the hall where are you.”
Suddenly, the door to my left opens and Mona and Riv are standing there with smiles on their faces. I end our call and grab Mona's hand. We make our to the front but we can see out on the back deck that Dane and Reese are still hanging out with the girls. I roll my eyes and continue out the front door.
“What the fuck is that all about?” Riv asks
“I don't know, and I really don't care at this moment.”
You would think Dane would tell this Moxie chick to leave but he didn't which makes my blood boil.
We all hop in my Oldsmobile, I make sure everyone is buckled in before I fire her up and drop it into drive. There are no other cars in the area expect Mona's Impala but it's far enough away to peel out and do a quick donut. I see all 4 of them Reese, that girl Lux, Dane and the bitch watching us with bewildered expressions. Dane especially looked mad, so I put my arm out the window and flipped them off.
Mona and Riv laughter fills the car with a lighter vibe. I smile and race down the driveway to my favorite taco truck over in Oakland.
“Damn Sloane, did you see their faces?” Riv asked.
“Yeah that's why I flipped them off.” I laugh.
I continue to tell them how Dane's ex got a bit weird and grabbed at me when I was trying to get a plate of food. Neither one of them thought her actions were cool and took my side instantly but that's what friends are for.
“I don't understand why he didn't tell her that she had to leave.” Mona wonders aloud.
“Whatever who knows, either way he got the message loud and clear that I'm not happy.”
“Yeah, your phone won't stop ringing or getting texts over here Sloane. Do you want me to text anything back?”
“No, Mona, just turn it off.” I say as I feel the pit of my stomach sink with disappointment, either that or I'm hungry or both. I'll sort this out after a big burrito and all will be as it should.
Chapter 17
After we eat, we were still hanging around in the parking lot. Some guys we know from the side shows are here telling us how it was about to go down tonight, and that we need to make an appearance. Since none of us really wanted to go back to the safe house, we decide why the hell not. We just had to wait for one more person to show up and we can book to the secret location.
Night side shows were always a gamble, not only did you not know what crowd was going to be there, you also didn't know what the cops were going to do if they ever show up. If the cops did show up it usually got ugly quick, because in most cases they would only dispatch one car to the scene and people ended up vandalizing the cop car making them angry which ends up bringing in reinforcements. If you didn't scatter quick enough, you'd have some rubber bullets breaking your ribs real fast.
That was the thrill of side shows though, you never knew what the next one would be like. No two are ever the same.
There's a huge debate on how disrespectful these side shows are and how the OG’s never did shit like this, but who do you think we learned all this from. Everyone was young and dumb once in their life. This time is ours. Though most of us aren't trying to piss anybody off, that we’re more into just seeing what our builds can do in the way of burnouts, racing for pinks and of course the classic donuts! Our generation didn't invent this stupidity we just continued the traditions and filmed it, so all can see.
The guy everyone was waiting for showed up and he was beautiful. He was built like an Australian lifeguard. He was tall at least 6’3 with lush brown hair that was long on top and cut short on the sides and the brightest emerald green eyes I've ever seen! He was bigger than Dane, his muscles were bulging out of his hoodie just right. All the girls were staring at him with mouths wide open, even some of the guys were gawking, myself included!
“Wow.” I whisper.
I catch an elbow to the ribs and I turn to see Mona giving me a wicked grin while making big eyes and shifting them to Riv. I straighten right away while closing my mouth. Riv and Dane are good friends and I don't want to be ratted out for drooling.
I look over to Riv and just smile.
“Hey, don't worry about me Sloane, it never hurts to look just always remember you can't touch.” Riv laughs as does Mona.
“Damn right babe.” Mona chimes in. “Plus, don't stare and drool when your man is around either, it's rude.”
I have a feeling that last bit wasn't for me, so I look to Riv and give him an apologetic smile.
“One-time women, fuck I'm not dead. Besides, I caught you a few times doing the same thing so don't even start.” His tone was playful yet mocking.
They both laugh drawing attention our way. I suddenly felt new guys eyes on me and I instantly blush while looking down, so my hair can fall forward and cover my face.
“Hey Sloane, Mona and Riv I want you to meet my buddy Asher.” Says one of the guys we met at these shows that I can't remember his name. Was it Bob, no Zack? Yeah, Zack.
“Yeah hey, Asher.” I say as I extend my hand to shake his. There was a slight spark when we touch sending a shiver up my arm. I pull my hand away and laugh as Asher looks puzzled by me, before turning and shaking Mona's and Riv’s hands.
“Well it looks like we're all here. Let's go see what this night turns into huh?” Zack says
We are all in agreement and start heading to our rides. I turn to sneak one last peek at Asher and he's still just standing there staring at me. My blush deepens, and I turn to cut our exchange. I'm not sure what's going on there, but I'm not in the mood to find out.
There were just 3 cars heading to this show, but each car was full of people, as we got to the designated street, there were already a good size crowd. There was the smell of burnt rubber and smoke that filled the air. People were cheering as someone just finished their burnout. The crowd parts to let us all pull in, so we can complete the circle. The excitement of the crowd was contagious, causing a wide grin to break out across my face.
“Damn this show is going to be pretty badass!” Mona yells over the music I have playing in my car. I smile in agreement.
We all get out of my car and Riv cracks open a 40oz that's wrapp
ed in a paper bag.
“When did you get that?” I ask pointing to his forty.
“At the taqueria, you were standing right there.” He laughs out.
I laugh I must have had tunnel vision just for my burrito, because I don't remember that at all.
“Hey so what do you two want to do after this? Did you want to go back to the house? Or go back to mine and avoid the whole Tahoe trip?”
Mona and Riv exchange a look, then both look at me.
“It's all up to you, Sloane. We're only going for you because we both love you, but really we’re good either way.”
I look to Riv and his face is void of emotion so I'm not sure what to do.
I look to the ground and drag my toe across the asphalt, making imaginary drawings of a dog while I ponder what I want.
It would be nice to go up and snowboard, but I'm annoyed with Dane in how he handled his ex and I wouldn't be surprised if her and her friend Lux would be going with us.
I let out a frustrated sigh and look up to see Dane, my brother, and those two girls standing across the way.
Grabbing onto Mona's arm I point my chin in their direction.
“Oh, shit you're busted, damn and he brought that bitch too. Fuck that I'm about to go cuss that fucker out.”
Mona breaks out of my hold and starts to march over there with Riv by her side.
I don't make any moves to stop her. I've learned long ago if Mona has something to say you don't stop her. That's the best thing about her she always says what she means, and I love her for it. Even if it's my balls she's busting.
I can't watch so I look down as I stand by myself drawing out more imaginary dogs. I laugh to myself and suddenly feel a wall of muscle standing next to me.
As I look to see who it is my smile vanishes when I see it's Asher.
“Hey, whatcha drawing down there, bunnies?” He laughs.