The Void Trilogy 3-Book Bundle
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Corrie-Lyn sat awkwardly on top of the two forward seats, a blanket wrapped around her shoulders. Inigo was using an auxiliary console to squat beside her.
“Why did you never dream again?” Corrie-Lyn asked.
“The Waterwalker’s era was over,” Inigo said. “You know that. There were no more dreams to be had.”
“But if you had one following his ascent to the nebulae, there must have been others. You said it came from a descendant. He had many children.”
“I …” Inigo shook his head. His eyes glinted in the console’s moiré radiance as he gazed at his old lover. “We witnessed everything we needed to. I sustained hope in billions of people for centuries. That’s enough.”
Corrie-Lyn studied the face looming above her. It was so familiar, yet the darkened skin and bad brown hair made him seem colder somehow. This wasn’t quite the old Inigo she’d known and loved. After all, it’s been seventy years. Dreams don’t always end like the Waterwalker’s did. And I dreamed so hard about this moment. “Please,” she began.
The atmosphere howled at a volume that was painful to her ears. She gripped the chair, fearful that this was the final quake, the one that would send them falling into the planet’s imploding core.
“It’s all right,” Inigo’s soft voice reassured her. “Just the storm.”
She grinned uncomfortably. That voice hadn’t changed, and the reassurance she gained from it was immeasurable. So often she had heard his strident messages to the devout gathered in Golden Park and, equally, the tenderness when they were alone. Every time it contained total conviction. If he said it was just the storm, then it was so.
“Can you dream again?” she asked.
The cabin lights flickered. Red warnings appeared on the console as the tortured air outside wailed stridently. Inigo’s fingers stroked her cheek. “What is it you want?” he asked, his mind lustrous with compassion.
“I want to go to Querencia one last time,” she told him. “I want to walk through Lillylight’s arcades. I want to take a gondola ride down the Great Major Canal. I want to stand on Kristabel’s hortus as dawn comes up over the city.” She gripped his hand. “Just us. Is that such a terrible thing to ask?”
“No,” he said. “It’s a beautiful thing to desire.”
“Take us there. Until the end.”
The tears were fully formed now, rolling down his cheeks. “I can’t, my love. I’m so sorry.”
“No,” she cried. “Inigo, please.”
“We can dream any of the Waterwalker’s dreams together. Any. Just pick one.”
“No. I know them all. Even his last one. I want to know what happened afterward. If you won’t take me there as it is now, then show me that final dream you had.”
“Corrie-Lyn, do you still trust me?”
“Of course.”
“Then don’t ask this. Let us visit Edeard when he drops Master Cherix into Birmingham Pool or as he confronts Bise and the regiment in Sampalok. They are such wonderful times. He shows people their future can be different from the one they thought they were condemned to.”
“Why?” she pleaded. “Tell me why.”
The storm noise ended. It cut off so fast that Corrie-Lyn thought she had suddenly gone deaf. This is it. No regrets. Well, not many.
“Oh, shit.” Inigo was looking up toward the rear of the cabin.
“It’s all right,” she said valiantly. “We’re together.”
“Uh-uh.” He shook his head, straightening up.
Corrie-Lyn wriggled into a precarious near-sitting position. “What?”
“The Lady must hate us; she’s guided us to a genuine fate worse than death.”
“Inigo, what are you—”
A blinding green flash filled the cabin. Corrie-Lyn squeezed her eyes shut in reflex. Her optic nerves were shining a blazing white and scarlet afterimage into her brain. She yelled in panic as some potent force slammed her sideways, sending her tumbling painfully down the side of the chairs to jam her into the narrow space below. Her good arm waved around frantically. “Inigo!” Then she was abruptly aware of fearsomely cold air flowing across her. She drew a shocked breath, feeling it freeze-burning down her mouth and throat. Her vision was slowly recovering. She blinked to see Inigo braced on the console above her, clad in a shimmering force field. He was still looking up. Almost dreading what she’d see, Corrie-Lyn followed his gaze.
The rear two-thirds of the ground crawler’s cabin had completely vanished. Where it had been, gray ice particles were drifting slowly downward through a funereal sky. Behind them, slivers of purple static writhed across the broad force field dome that now encased them in a bubble of serenity. A human figure was silhouetted against the curtailed storm, an integral force field providing additional protection from the wicked elements. Corrie-Lyn blinked again, trying to gain some focus through the sharp scintillations of her bruised retinas. Secondary thought routines in her macrocellular clusters managed to resolve the man’s features.
“Oh, Lady, fuck it,” she groaned, and slumped back down.
“Well, well,” Aaron said cheerfully. “Fancy meeting you two here.”
Inigo’s Eleventh Dream
At night Makkathran’s grandiose rooftops shimmered like moiré silk as gentle nebula light burned through the skies above them. Amid that soft sheen, the streets were sharp orange threads of radiance forming an intricate filigree across the circular metropolis poised beside the sea. Floating high above the crystal wall, it was possible to see a new radiance complementing the city’s nocturnal luster if one knew how to look.
Far, far down at the limit of perception the faint light was just available, small wisps of darkling iridescence emerging from the apex of buildings into the balmy night air. They trailed gauzy tails as they drifted upward. It was as though Makkathran were exhaling a phosphorescent rain into the heavens.
The souls of the dead called out in joy and wonder as they began their flight into the awesome abyss of night. He could hear their voices as they passed him, the relief at being free of the body, of pain and misery, the regret for those they left behind, the thrill at the song that summoned them ever upward. They called out to one another, eager to share the adventure of their newfound freedom. Some formed packs, twisting together into brighter nimbi to soar above the clouds in an exuberant celebration of liberty; others remained alone, reveling in their independence.
Occasionally, as he cast his sorrowful gaze downward, he could see some souls linger. Distraught at their death, they yearned to remain among their loved ones. Unseen, unheard, the frail specters grew wretched and dissolute as those they adored above all else remained ignorant of their presence, the single comfort of knowing lost to false hope. Their grief was overwhelming, threatening to drown him if he immersed himself among them for any time. So he looked up again at those who cast themselves longingly into the sky, wishing beyond reason that he could catch the faintest hint of the song sung from the heart of this universe. If he just strained, reached out …
Edeard woke with a start, sitting up in bed, his skin slick with sweat, heart pounding, gulping for breath.
Beside him, Kristabel rose to put her arms around him. “It’s all right, my love,” she cooed. “Just a dream.”
“Every night,” he moaned, for that was what he’d dreamed or been shown since his fall from the Eyrie tower. “Will this plague ever leave me? I’d willingly rejoin my old dreams in exchange for this curse.”
“Old dreams?” Kristabel ordered the ceiling to brighten. Perfect white light revealed the maisonette around them.
The sight of it, the normality, immediately made Edeard feel foolish. “I’m sorry. I always had dreams. But these!”
“The souls again?”
“Yes,” he said weakly. “I see them rising, and I can’t hear the song they’re following. So I try and listen, and …” He shook his head in annoyance. “Sorry.”
“Stop apologizing. I’m just worried for you, that’s all.”
“Hours before dawn.”
“Huh! It might not be a dream, then. I always visualize the city at night.”
Kristabel rolled onto her side, where she gave him a concerned look. “Can you farsight any souls right now?”
“Not sure.” He closed his eyes and stretched out his farsight. The dark shadows of city buildings slipped through his perception, fizzing with the sparkle of slumbering minds. Makkathran’s all-encompassing thoughts were easy to discern, pervading the structure of everything, but were strongest beneath the streets and canals, down amid the levels where pipes and tunnels and strange threads of energy wove around one another. They were faint, elusive even, but tangible enough. Of the souls that he knew must be there, he could find no trace. “Nothing,” he said in defeat.
“It’s not a contest. You haven’t lost anything.”
“But I’ve sensed them twice.” Edeard stopped to think. “I was close to the body each time, very close.”
“What are you saying? You want to go to a hospice?”
“No,” he lied.
Kristabel gave him a suspicious glance. “Hmm.”
“I wonder if I should see the Pythia again.” He didn’t like the idea. Their last meeting hadn’t been particularly pleasant for him. During the gentle questioning that had gone on for what seemed like hours, he’d felt awkward and defensive. The authority she possessed made him feel like a small child who’d committed some transgression and been hauled up before a loving but stern parent.
“What would she be able to teach you?” Kristabel asked with more than a touch of scorn.
“Nothing, I suppose.” After that unsatisfactory meeting, he’d carefully read the Lady’s scriptures again. It was the first time he’d read them properly since Sunday lessons at the Ashwell church with Mother Lorellan. All he’d ever done then was learn passages by rote, never knowing their meaning.
Rereading the scriptures had been something of a revelation. They were hardly a religious text but an imprecise diary written in very flowery prose, followed by what amounted to her thoughts on how to lead a better, more fulfilling life. Only the Skylords bound the two sections together—vast airborne creatures who sailed sedately between Querencia and the nebulae, a migration whose purpose was unknown but that served to guide human souls to the Heart. However, according to the Lady, only souls that had achieved what she termed “fulfillment” would be taken. Reading through her homilies, he couldn’t help but think of an elderly spinster aunt telling her relatives about how to be a good family. Be polite, be nice, be considerate, be charitable. Or maybe life was just very different back then, though he suspected not, judging by the diary part. At least that was interesting, though it began only as Rah caught his first glimpse of Makkathran from the mountains. All the Lady ever said of the ship that brought them to this universe was that Rah was leading people away from the turmoil that followed their landing. Beyond that, the past was never mentioned. She was admiring of Rah’s perseverance as he broke through the crystal wall, making the three city gates. The wonder they all experienced that first time they sailed into the port, seeing a fully built yet deserted city where they could make their home. How, as they floated along Great Major Canal that day, a Skylord was soaring above the towers in Eyrie. How it agreed to guide the soul of a dying friend to the Heart that lay beyond Odin’s Sea.
The Lady went on to describe the founding of the city Councils and the emergence of the guilds and how some refugees from the fallen ships sought them out while others remained outside the walls and grew jealous. She chronicled petty and bitter disputes between city and country over whose law should prevail. She never saw the end of those quarrels, the final treaty to enshrine the rights of both provinces and city, and her disappointment in the seemingly interminable squabbling was reflected in her later writing about the years when the Skylord visits became less frequent. When she asked them why they were abandoning humans, they told her it was because people were incomplete, their souls too immature to be taken to the Heart. The Lady felt shame for her species. Humbled that they would wither and die before the Heart accepted them, she devoted the remainder of her life to elevating humanity, to installing a sense of purpose and dignity in life through her teachings. Along with a now-ailing Rah and the last few Skylords to visit Makkathran, she cajoled the city into creating the central church in Eyrie. When it was done, when she saw the embryonic church swelling up out of the ground, she joined Rah on the top of Eyrie’s highest tower and let her soul slip from her body so that they could both embrace the guidance of the Skylord and travel into the Heart together.
No Skylord had been seen above Querencia ever since.
“That’s good,” Kristabel said. “I don’t want you to turn to people like her for answers. They’re the past. If you’re the person I think you are, the one I believe in, you make your own decisions.”
“Wow.” Edeard stared at her, almost intimidated by her impassioned expression. “I’ll do my best,” he promised.
“I know you will. That’s why I love you.” With that she cuddled against him, ordering the illumination down low again. “And don’t think I haven’t noticed what you’ve done to this maisonette, either,” she added.
“Er …”
“It’s all right. I haven’t told anyone. This is Makkathran; even you should know by now never to reveal your full abilities.”
“I do.”
“Until you have to, of course.”
“Right.”
She grinned in the darkness. Rather surprisingly, Edeard fell asleep again. This time, with her beside him, he was not troubled by dreams or visions of any kind.
In the morning, Kristabel got up as dawn began to produce a glow in the sky over the Donsori Mountains. She dressed quickly and kissed Edeard goodbye as he lay drowsily on the bed.
“I’ll see you in a little while,” she said quietly, and slipped out. Edeard followed her with his farsight as she walked off down the street. Her gondola was waiting in the pool that formed the top end of Flight Canal and the bottom of Arrival Canal. A ge-eagle from Jeavons station circled overhead, watching carefully as she was taken to her family mansion. She would be let into the ziggurat by a small side door and appear at her family’s breakfast table pretending she’d spent the night in her room, and every relative would maintain the pretense.
Stupid etiquette, Edeard grumbled to himself as he started to dress. His mauve cotton shirt had sleeves that barely came over his shoulders, while the trousers were the short ones he used for playing football in the park, ending well above his knees. The cobbler had shaken his head in dismay at the shoes Edeard commissioned, complaining that they were little more than lace-up slippers with thick soles. But the strange footwear was perfect for Edeard’s now-daily run, as he’d known it would be.
This morning he threw on a light sleeveless sweater to counter the early chilly air and jogged steadily away from the tenement. With so few people on the street, he made good time to Brotherhood Canal, then ran along the path on the Ogden side until he was level with the militia stables, where he cut across the meadows to the crystal wall itself. Golden morning light streamed through the crystal, creating a glowing barrier that curved slightly above him.
As he pounded onward, he felt strands of farsight wash over him, tenuous at best. His observers were trying to avoid being noticed. There were a few blatant scrutinies, accompanied by mental snickering. His routine had attracted a great deal of interest when he’d started it. The first couple of weeks had even seen kids running alongside as he left the tenement every morning. That casual amusement and mimicry had ended as he kept faithfully to his routine. On those early days after finishing his mild postfall convalescence, he’d barely been able to last half a mile before having to stop, red-faced and heart pounding. Now he could do forty-five minutes with ease.
Acena, the Culverit family doctor, h
ad approved, commenting that she wished more people would take their health seriously. Others in the city had been less charitable. Edeard didn’t care. Never again would he be so pathetically out of condition that he couldn’t chase someone up a tower in Eyrie.
Once he was level with Arrival Canal, Edeard headed back across the grass as the stable hands began leading the remaining militia horses on their morning walk. He crossed at the green and yellow slab bridge back into Jeavons as the district started to come to life, with shops and traders busy preparing for the day’s commerce. As always, he stopped at the bakery on the corner of Pharo Street to pick up some fresh croissants before heading back to the tenement.
Inside the maisonette he stripped and handed the sweaty clothes to his ge-chimps for laundering. Beside the pool there was a shallow oval-shaped recess in the floor with a sheet of crystal curving around two-thirds of it. Edeard stood inside and told the room to let the water out. A thick spray gushed down on him from holes in the ceiling. He rubbed some soap on, then ordered the water to cool slightly so he could rinse himself clean.
These days he actually preferred the novel minirainfall arrangement to bathing in the traditional pool. It was a lot quicker and left him feeling refreshed even after the run. After the comment Kristabel had made last night, he was wondering if he should extend the crystal sheet to make it big enough for two. Sharing might be a lot of fun.
He met Kristabel outside her mansion as arranged. The two of them took a family gondola across the city to the Ilongo district, disembarking on the North Curve Canal, opposite the North Gate.
“You’re happy,” Kristabel said as they started walking. She was wearing a modest azure dress with a simple white lace hem and a broad green hat to shade her from the warming sun. Her thick hair hung down her back in a single fluffy tail.
“The caravan families are very good old friends,” he replied, “and I really don’t have a lot of those.”
They picked their way carefully along the tracks that wound across High Moat, heading for the caravan pens. There was a lot of traffic that morning, with carts laden with produce, herds of farm beasts driven along, and terrestrial horses cantering in and out of the various wooden stable blocks. They had to step aside smartly for carriages carrying nobility out into the Iguru plain at considerable speed.