The Gift

by Julie Garwood

  Nathan hadn’t seen his bride since the day the contracts were read fourteen years earlier, but the picture he’d painted in his mind wasn’t fanciful. He didn’t have any illusions about the chit, for he’d seen enough Winchester women to know there wasn’t any such thing as a pick of the litter. They were all a sorry lot in both appearance and disposition. Most were pear-shaped, with big bones, bigger derrières, and, if the stories weren’t exaggerated, gigantic appetites.

  Although having a wife by his side was about as appealing to him as a midnight swim with the sharks would be, Nathan was fully prepared to suffer through the ordeal. Perhaps, if he really put his mind to the problem, he could find a way to meet the conditions of the contract without having to stay with the woman day and night.

  For most of his life Nathan had been on his own, refusing to receive counsel from any man. Only his trusted friend Colin was privy to his thoughts. Still, the stakes were too high for Nathan to ignore. The booty the contract afforded after one year’s cohabitation with Lady Sara more than made up for any repulsion he might feel or any inconvenience he might have to endure. The coins he would collect by the crown’s decree would strengthen the fledgling partnership he and Colin had formed the summer before. The Emerald Shipping Company was the first legitimate business either man had ever attempted, and they were determined to make it work. The reason was simple to understand. Both men were tired of living on the edge. They’d fallen into the business of pirating quite by accident —had done fairly well for themselves, too—yet they felt that the risks involved were no longer worth the aggravation. Nathan, operating as the infamous pirate Pagan, had made quite a legend for himself. His list of enemies could carpet a good-sized ballroom. The bounty on his head had increased to such an outlandish amount that even a saint would be tempted to turn traitor for the reward. Keeping Nathan’s other identity a secret was becoming more and more difficult. It was only a matter of time before he was caught, if they continued with their pirating escapades, or so Colin relentlessly nagged, until Nathan finally agreed.

  Exactly one week after that momentous decision had been made the Emerald Shipping Company was founded. The offices were located in the heart of the waterfront, the furnishings sparse. There were two desks, four chairs, and one filing cabinet, all blistered from a previous fire. The former tenant hadn’t bothered to cart them away. Since coins were at a premium, new furniture was at the bottom of their list of purchases. Additional ships for their fleet came first.

  Both men understood the ins and outs of the business community. They were both graduates of Oxford University, although as students neither had anything to do with the other. Colin never went anywhere without a pack of friends in attendance. Nathan was always alone. It was only when the two men were partnered as operatives in a deadly game of secret government activities that a bond formed between them. It took a long while, a year or so, before Nathan began to trust Colin. They had risked their lives for each other and for their beloved country, only to be betrayed by their own superiors. Colin had been stunned and outraged when the truth became known. Nathan hadn’t been surprised at all. He always expected the worst in people and was rarely disappointed. Nathan was a cynical man by nature and a fighter by habit. He was a man who thoroughly enjoyed a good brawl, leaving Colin to clean up the mess.

  Colin’s older brother, Caine, was the earl of Cainewood. He’d married Nathan’s younger sister, Jade, just the year before, and in so doing unknowingly strengthened the bond between the two friends. Colin and Nathan had become brothers by marriage.

  Because Nathan was a marquess and Colin was the brother of a powerful earl, both men were invited to all the affairs of the ton. Colin mingled quite easily with the staunch upper crust and used each occasion to mix pleasure with the business of building their clientele. Nathan never attended any of the parties, which was, as Colin suggested, probably the reason he was invited. It was a fact that society didn’t consider Nathan a very likable man. He certainly wasn’t bothered by the ton’s opinion of him, though, for he much preferred the comfort of a seedy tavern on the wharf to the stiffness of a formal salon.

  In appearance the two men were just as different. Colin was, as Nathan liked to remark whenever he wanted to prick his temper, the pretty one in the partnership. Colin was an attractive man with hazel eyes and a strong patrician profile. He’d taken to the unsavory habit of wearing his dark brown hair as long as his friend’s, a lingering leftover from his pirating days, but that minor fashion sin didn’t detract from the perfection of his unscarred face. Colin was almost as tall as Nathan was, but much leaner in build, and as arrogant as Brummell when the occasion called for it. The ladies of the ton thought Colin incredibly handsome. Colin had a noticeable limp due to an accident, but that even seemed to add to his appeal.

  When it came to appearance, Nathan hadn’t been as blessed. He looked more like a warlord from the ancient days than a modern Adonis. He never bothered to bind his auburn-colored hair in a leather thong behind his neck the way Colin usually did but left it to fall past his shoulders as was its natural inclination. Nathan was a giant of a man, muscular in both shoulders and thighs, with nary a pinch of fat on his frame. His eyes were a vivid green—an attention-getter, to be sure, if the ladies weren’t in such a hurry to get away from his dark scowl.

  To outsiders the two friends were complete opposites. Colin was considered the saint, Nathan the sinner. In reality, their dispositions were very much alike. Both kept their emotions locked inside. Nathan used isolation and a surly temper as his weapons against involvement. Colin used superficiality for the same reason.

  In truth, Colin’s grin was as much a mask as Nathan’s scowl. Past betrayals had trained the two men well. Neither man believed in the fairy tale of love or the nonsense of living happily ever after. Only fops and fools believed in such fantasies.

  Nathan’s scowl was in full evidence when he walked into the office. He found Colin lounging in a wingback chair with his feet propped up on the window seat.

  “Jimbo has two mounts ready, Colin,” Nathan said, referring to their shipmate. “You two have an errand to do?”

  “You know what the mounts are for, Nathan. You and I are going to ride over to the gardens and have a look at Lady Sara. There’s going to be quite a crush of people in attendance this afternoon. No one will see us if we keep to the trees.”

  Nathan turned to look out the window before answering. “No.”

  “Jimbo will watch the office while we’re away.”

  “Colin, I don’t need to see her before tonight.”

  “Damn it all, you need to get a good look at her first.”

  “Why?” Nathan asked. He sounded genuinely perplexed.

  Colin shook his head. “To prepare yourself.”

  Nathan turned around. “I don’t need to prepare myself,” he said. “Everything’s ready. I already know which window belongs to her bedchamber. The tree outside will hold my weight; I tested it to be sure. There isn’t a lock on her window to worry about, and the ship is ready to sail.”

  “So you’ve thought of everything, have you?”

  Nathan nodded. “Of course.”

  “Oh?” Colin paused to smile. “And what if she won’t fit through the window? Have you considered that possibility?”

  That question got just the reaction Colin wanted. Nathan looked startled, then shook his head. “It’s a large window, Colin.”

  “She might be larger.”

  If Nathan was chilled by that possibility, he didn’t let it show. “Then I’ll roll her down the stairs,” he drawled.

  Colin laughed over that picture. “Aren’t you at all curious to see how she turned out?”

  “No.”

  “Well, I am,” Colin finally admitted. “Since I won’t be going along with you two on your honeymoon, it’s only decent to satisfy my curiosity before you leave.”

  “It’s a journey, not a honeymoon,” Nathan countered. “Quit trying to bait me, Colin. She’
s a Winchester, for God’s sake, and the only reason we’re sailing is to get her away from her relatives.”

  “I don’t know how you’re going to stomach it,” Colin said. His grin was gone, his concern obvious in his expression. “God, Nathan, you’re going to have to bed her in order to produce an heir if you want the land, too.”

  Before Nathan could comment on that reminder Colin continued. “You don’t have to go through with this. The company will make it with or without the funds from the contract. Besides, now that King George has officially stepped down the prince regent will surely rule to overturn the contract. The Winchesters have been waging an intense campaign to sway his mind. You could turn your back on this.”

  “No.” His tone was emphatic. “My signature’s on that contract. A St. James doesn’t break his word.”

  Colin snorted. “You can’t be serious,” he replied. “The St. James men are known to break just about anything when the mood strikes them.”

  Nathan had to agree with that observation. “Yes,” he said. “Regardless, Colin, I won’t turn my back on this matter any more than you would take the money your brother offered. It’s a point of honor. Hell, we’ve been over this before. My mind’s made up.”

  He leaned against the window frame and let out a long, weary sigh. “You aren’t going to let up unless I agree to go, are you?”

  “No,” Colin answered. “Besides, you’ll want to count the number of Winchester uncles there so you’ll know how many you have to contend with this evening.”

  It was a paltry argument, and they both knew it. “No one’s going to get in my way, Colin.”

  That statement was made in a soft, chilling tone of voice. Colin grinned in reaction. “I’m well aware of your special talents, friend. I just hope to God there isn’t a bloodbath tonight.”

  “Why?”

  “I’d hate to miss all the fun.”

  “Then come along.”

  “I can’t,” Colin answered. “One favor deserves another, remember? I had to promise the duchess I’d attend her daughter’s recital, heaven save me, if she could find a way to get Lady Sara to attend her party this afternoon.”

  “She won’t be there,” Nathan predicted. “Her bastard father doesn’t let her attend any functions.”

  “Sara will be there,” Colin predicted. “The earl of Winchester wouldn’t dare offend the duchess. She specifically requested that Lady Sara be allowed to join in the festivities.”

  “What reason did she give?”

  “I haven’t the faintest idea,” Colin answered. “Time’s wasting, Nathan.”

  “Damn.” After muttering that expletive Nathan pulled away from the frame. “Let’s get it done, then.”

  Colin was quick to take advantage of his victory. He strode out the door before his friend could change his mind.

  On their way across the congested city he turned to ask Nathan, “Aren’t you wondering how we’ll know which one is Sara?”

  “I’m sure you have it all figured out,” he remarked dryly.

  “That I do,” Colin returned in a gratingly cheerful voice. “My sister Rebecca has promised she’ll stay close to Lady Sara all afternoon. I’ve hedged my bets, too.”

  He waited a long minute for Nathan to inquire as to how he’d done that, then continued. “If Rebecca is waylaid from her duty, I’ve lined up my other three sisters to take turns stepping in. You know, old boy, you really could show a little more enthusiasm.”

  “This outing is a complete waste of my time.”

  Colin didn’t agree, but he kept that opinion to himself.

  Neither man spoke again until they’d reached the rise above the gardens and reined in their mounts. The cover of the trees shielded them well, yet they had a clear view of the guests strolling about the gardens of the duchess’s estate below.

  “Hell, Colin, I feel like a schoolboy.”

  His friend laughed. “Leave it to the duchess to go overboard,” he remarked when he noticed the crowd of musicians filing toward the lower terrace. “She hired an entire orchestra.”

  “Ten minutes, Colin, and then I’m leaving.”

  “Agreed,” Colin placated. He turned to look at his friend. Nathan was scowling. “You know, she might have been willing to leave with you, Nathan, if you’d—”

  “Are you suggesting I send another letter?” Nathan asked. He raised an eyebrow over the absurdity of that possibility. “You do recall what happened the last time I followed your advice, don’t you?”

  “Of course I remember,” Colin answered. “But things might have changed. There could have been a misunderstanding. Her father could have—”

  “A misunderstanding?” Nathan sounded incredulous. “I sent the note on a Thursday, and I was damn specific, Colin.”

  “I know,” Colin said. “You told them you were going to collect your bride the following Monday.”

  “You thought I should have given her more time to pack her belongings.”

  Colin grinned. “I did, didn’t I? In defense of my gentlemanly behavior, I must say I never imagined she’d run away. She was quick, too, wasn’t she?”

  “Yes, she was,” Nathan replied, a hint of a smile in his voice.

  “You could have gone after her.”

  “Why? My men followed her. I knew where she was. I just decided to leave her alone a little longer.”

  “A stay of execution, perchance?”

  Nathan did laugh then. “She’s only a woman, Colin, but yes, I do suppose it was a reprieve of sorts.”

  “There was more to it than that, though, wasn’t there? You knew she would be in danger as soon as you claimed her. You won’t admit it, Nathan, but in your own way you’ve been protecting Sara by leaving her alone. I’m right, aren’t I?”

  “You just said I wouldn’t admit it,” he countered. “Why bother to ask?”

  “God help the two of you. The next year is going to be hell. You’ll both have the world trying to do you in.”

  Nathan shrugged. “I’ll protect her.”

  “I don’t doubt that.”

  Nathan shook his head. “The daft woman actually booked passage on one of our own ships to run away from me. That still chafes. A bit of an irony, wouldn’t you say?”

  “Not really,” Colin answered. “She couldn’t have known you owned the ship. You did insist upon remaining a silent partner in the company, remember?”

  “We wouldn’t have any clients otherwise. You know damn well the St. James men aren’t liked by the members of the ton. They’re still a little rough around the cuffs.” His grin told his friend he found that trait appealing.

  “It’s still odd to me,” Colin announced, switching the topic. “You had your men follow Lady Sara—watch out for her, too—yet you never bothered to ask any of them to tell you what she looked like.”

  “You didn’t ask any of them either,” Nathan countered.

  Colin shrugged. He returned his attention to the crowd below. “I suppose I thought you’d decide the contract wasn’t worth the sacrifice. After all, she . . .” He completely lost his train of thought when he spotted his sister strolling toward them. Another woman walked by her side. “There’s Becca,” he said. “If the silly chit would just move a little to the left . . .” That remark went unfinished. Colin’s indrawn breath filled the air. “Sweet Jesus . . . could that be Lady Sara?”

  Nathan didn’t answer him. In truth, he doubted he was capable of speech right then. His mind was fully consumed taking in the vision before him.

  She was enchanting. Nathan had to shake his head. No, he told himself, she couldn’t possibly be his bride. The gentle lady smiling so shyly at Rebecca was simply too beautiful, too feminine, and too damn thin to belong to the Winchester clan.

  And yet there was a hint of a resemblance, a nagging reminder of the impossible four-year-old he’d held in his arms, something indefinable that told him she really was his Lady Sara.

  Gone was the wild mop of honey-colored curls. Her hair wa
s shoulder-length, still given to curl, but as dark as chestnuts. Her complexion looked pure to him from the distance separating them, and he wondered if she still had the sprinkle of freckles across the bridge of her nose.

  She’d grown to only average height, judging by the fact that she was eye level with Colin’s younger sister. There certainly wasn’t anything average about her figure, however. She was rounded in all the right places.

  “Look at all the young bucks moving in,” Colin announced. “They’re like sharks circling their prey. Your wife seems to be their target, Nathan,” he added. “Hell, you’d think they would have the decency to leave a married woman alone. Still, I suppose I can’t really fault them. My God, Nathan, she’s magnificent.”

  Nathan was fully occupied watching the eager men chase after his bride. He had an almost overwhelming urge to beat the foppish grins off their faces. How dare they try to touch what belonged to him?

  He shook his head over his illogical reaction to his bride.

  “Here comes your charming father-in-law,” Colin said. “God, I didn’t realize how bowlegged he is. Look how he shadows her,” he continued. “He isn’t about to let his prize out of his sight.”

  Nathan took a deep breath. “Let’s ride, Colin. I’ve seen enough.”

  Not a hint of emotion was in his voice. Colin turned to look at him. “Well?”

  “Well, what?”

  “Damn it, Nathan, tell me what you think.”

  “About what?”

  “Lady Sara,” Colin persisted. “What do you think of her?”

  “The truth, Colin?”

  His friend gave a quick nod.

  Nathan’s smile was slow, easy. “She’ll fit through the window.”

  Chapter Two

  Time was running out.

  Sara was going to have to leave England. Everyone would probably think she’d run away again. They’d begin to call her coward, she supposed, and although that slander would sting, she was still determined to go through with her plans. Sara simply didn’t have any other choice. She’d already sent two letters to the marquess of St. James requesting his assistance, but the man to whom she was legally wed hadn’t bothered to respond. She didn’t dare try to contact him again. There simply wasn’t enough time left. Aunt Nora’s future was at stake, and Sara was the only one who could—or, more specifically, who would—save her.