A Bend in the Road

by Nicholas Sparks

  "Good," she answered. "It's a little early to start my weekend mornings, though. It sorta felt like I was heading off to work."

  Over her shoulder, Miles saw the team beginning to cluster together, and he used it as an excuse to escape her gaze. "Jonah, I think your coach just got here...."

  Jonah's head swiveled around and he started struggling with his sweatshirt before Miles helped him take it off. When his head was free, Miles tucked the sweatshirt under his arm.

  "Where's my ball?"

  "Weren't you just kicking it around a little while ago?"

  "Yeah."

  "Then where is it?"

  "I don't know."

  Miles dropped to one knee and began tucking Jonah's shirt in. "We'll find it later. I don't think you need it now, anyway."

  "But the coach said we had to bring it for the warm-up."

  "Just borrow someone else's."

  "Then what will they use?" There was a tinge of worry in his tone.

  "You'll be fine. Go on. The coach is waiting."

  "Are you sure?"

  "Trust me."

  "But--"

  "Go on. They're waiting for you."

  A moment later, after debating whether or not his father was right, Jonah finally scrambled toward his team. Sarah watched it all with a bemused smile, enjoying their interaction.

  Miles motioned to the bag. "Do you want a cup of coffee? I brought a thermos."

  "No, that's okay. I had some tea before I got here."

  "Herbal?"

  "Earl Grey, actually."

  "With toast and jelly?"

  "No, with my cereal. Why?"

  Miles nodded. "Just curious."

  A whistle blew and the teams began to gather on the infield, setting up for the game.

  "Can I ask you a question?"

  "As long as it's not about my breakfast," she countered.

  "It might sound strange."

  "Why does that not surprise me?"

  Miles cleared his throat. "Well, I was just wondering whether you wrap your head in a towel after you take a shower."

  Her jaw dropped open. "Excuse me?"

  "You know, after you shower. Do you wrap your head or do you style it right away?"

  She looked at him closely. "You're funny."

  "That's what they say."

  "Who says?"

  "Them."

  "Oh."

  The whistle blew again, and the game started.

  "So...do you?" he persisted.

  "Yes," she said finally with a mystified laugh. "I wrap my head in a towel."

  He nodded, satisfied. "I thought so."

  "Did you ever think about cutting back on the caffeine?"

  Miles shook his head. "Never."

  "You should."

  He took another drink to hide his pleasure. "I've heard that."

  Forty minutes later the game was over, and despite Jonah's best efforts, his team lost, not that he seemed all that upset about it. After slapping hands with the other players, Jonah ran toward his father, his friend Mark right behind him.

  "You two played well out there," Miles assured both boys.

  There was the murmur of distracted thanks from both of them before Jonah tugged on his dad's sweater.

  "Hey, Dad?"

  "Yeah?"

  "Mark asked if I could spend the night."

  Miles looked at Mark for confirmation. "He did?"

  Mark nodded. "It's okay with my mom, but you can talk to her if you want. She's right over there. Zach is coming, too."

  "C'mon, Dad. Please? I'll do my chores as soon as I get home," Jonah added. "I'll even do extra."

  Miles hesitated. It was fine... but at the same time, it wasn't. He liked having Jonah around. The house was lonely without him. "All right, if you really want to go--"

  Jonah smiled excitedly, not waiting for him to finish. "Thanks, Dad. You're the best."

  "Thanks, Mr. Ryan," Mark said. "C'mon, Jonah. Let's go tell my mom it's okay."

  They jogged off, pushing each other and veering through the crowd, laughing the whole way. Miles turned to Sarah, who was watching them go.

  "He looks pretty broken up about the fact he won't see me tonight."

  "Absolutely crushed," Sarah agreed with a nod.

  "We were supposed to rent a movie together, you know."

  Sarah shrugged. "It must be terrible to be forgotten so easily."

  Miles laughed. He was smitten with her, no doubt about it. Really smitten. "Well, since I'm alone and all..."

  "Yes?"

  "Well...I mean..."

  Her eyebrows lifted and she looked at him slyly. "You want to ask me about the fan again?"

  He grinned. She'd never let him live that down. "If you're not doing anything," he said with an air of feigned confidence.

  "What did you have in mind?"

  "Not a game of pool, that's for sure."

  Sarah laughed. "How about if I make you dinner at my place?"

  "Tea and cereal?" he prompted.

  She nodded. "Absolutely. And I promise to wear the towel on my head."

  Miles laughed again. He didn't deserve this. He really didn't.

  "Hey, Dad?"

  Miles pushed his baseball hat a little higher on his head and looked up. They were in the yard, raking the year's first fallen leaves.

  "Yeah?"

  "I'm sorry about not renting a movie with you tonight. I forgot until just a little while ago. Are you mad at me?"

  Miles smiled. "No. I'm not mad at all."

  "Are you going to rent one anyway?"

  Miles shook his head. "Probably not."

  "Then, what are you going to do?"

  He set the rake aside, took off his hat, and wiped his brow with the back of his hand. "Actually, I think I'll probably see Miss Andrews tonight."

  "Again?"

  Miles wondered how much he should say right now. "We had a nice time last night."

  "What did you do?"

  "We had dinner. Talked. Went for a walk."

  "That's all?"

  "Pretty much."

  "That sounds boring."

  "I guess you had to be there."

  Jonah thought about that for a moment. "Is this a date again?"

  "Kind of."

  "Oh." He nodded and then looked away. "I guess that means you like her, right?"

  Miles approached Jonah, lowering himself until they were eye level. "She and I are just friends right now, that's all."

  Jonah seemed to consider it for a long moment. Miles took him in his arms and hugged him, squeezing him. "I love you, Jonah," he said.

  "I love you too, Dad."

  "You're a good kid."

  "I know."

  Miles laughed and stood, reaching for his rake again.

  "Hey, Dad?"

  "Yeah?"

  "I'm getting kind of hungry."

  "What do you want to eat?"

  "Can we go to McDonald's?"

  "Sure. We haven't gone there in a while."

  "Can I have a Happy Meal?"

  "Don't you think you're getting a little old for that?"

  "I'm only seven, Dad."

  "Oh, that's right," he said as if he'd forgotten. "C'mon, let's go inside and wash up."

  They started toward the house, and Miles put his arm around Jonah. After a few steps, Jonah looked up.

  "Hey, Dad?"

  "Yeah?"

  Jonah walked in silence for a few steps. "It's okay if you like Miss Andrews."

  Miles looked down in surprise. "It is?"

  "Yeah," he said seriously. "Because I think she likes you."

  That feeling only grew stronger the more Miles and Sarah saw of each other.

  Throughout October they went on half a dozen dates, in addition to the times he saw her after school.

  They talked for hours, he took her hand whenever they walked, and though their relationship hadn't become physical yet, there was nonetheless a sensual undercurrent to their conversations that nei
ther could deny.

  A few days before Halloween, after the final soccer game of the season, Miles asked Sarah if she would like to join him on the ghost walk that night. It was Mark's birthday, and Jonah was staying over for the night.

  "What's that?" she asked.

  "You get to tour some of the historic homes and listen to ghost stories."

  "This is what people do in small towns?"

  "We could either do that or go sit on my porch, chew some tobacco, and play banjos."

  She laughed. "I think I'll take the first option."

  "I thought you might. Pick you up at seven?"

  "I'll be waiting with bated breath. Dinner at my place afterwards?"

  "Sounds great. But you know that if you keep making me dinners, I'm going to get spoiled."

  "That's okay," she said with a wink. "A little spoiling never hurt anyone."

  Chapter 13

  So tell me," Miles said to Sarah as they left Sarah's building later that night, "what do you miss most about the big city?"

  "Galleries, the museums, concerts. Restaurants that are open past nine o'clock."

  Miles laughed. "But what do you miss the most?"

  Sarah looped her arm through his. "I miss the bistros. You know--little cafes where I could sit and sip my tea while I read the Sunday paper. It was enjoyable to be able to do that in the middle of downtown. It was like a little oasis somehow, because everyone who passed you on the street always looked like they were rushing somewhere."

  They walked in silence for a few moments.

  "You know, you can do that here, too," Miles finally offered.

  "Really?"

  "Sure. There's a place like that right over there on Broad Street."

  "I've never seen it."

  "Well, it's not exactly a bistro."

  "What is it, then?"

  He shrugged. "It's a gas station, but it's got a nice bench out front, and I'm sure if you brought in your own teabag, they'd be able to scrounge up a cup of hot water for you."

  She giggled. "Sounds enticing."

  As they crossed the street, they fell in behind a group of people who were obviously part of the festivities. Dressed in period clothing, they looked as if they'd just stepped out of the eighteenth century--thick, heavy skirts on the women, black pants and high boots for the men, high collars, wide-brimmed hats. At the corner they broke into two separate groups, heading in opposite directions. Miles and Sarah followed the smaller group.

  "You've always lived here, right?" Sarah asked.

  "Except for the years I went to college."

  "Didn't you ever want to move away? To experience something new?"

  "Like bistros?"

  She nudged him playfully with her elbow. "No, not just that. Cities have a vibrancy, a sense of excitement that you can't find in a small town."

  "I don't doubt it. But to be honest, I've never been interested in things like that. I don't need those things to make me happy. A nice quiet place to unwind at the end of the day, beautiful views, a few good friends. What else is there?"

  "What was it like growing up here?"

  "Did you ever see The Andy Griffith Show? Mayberry?"

  "Who hasn't?"

  "Well, it was kind of like that. New Bern wasn't quite so small, of course, but it had that small-town feel, you know? Where things seemed safe? I remember that when I was little--seven or eight--and I used to head out with my friends to go fishing or exploring or just out to play and I'd be gone until supper. And my parents wouldn't worry at all, because they didn't have to. Other times, we'd camp out down by the river all night long and the thought that something bad might happen to us never entered our minds. It's a wonderful way to grow up, and I'd like Jonah to have the chance to grow up that way, too."

  "You'd let Jonah camp out by the river all night?"

  "Not a chance," he said. "Things have changed, even in little New Bern."

  As they reached the corner, a car rolled to a stop beside them. Just down the street, clusters of people strolled up and down the walks of various homes.

  "We're friends, right?" Miles asked.

  "I'd like to think so."

  "Do you mind if I ask you a question?"

  "I guess it depends on the question."

  "What was your ex-husband like?"

  She glanced toward him in surprise. "My ex-husband?"

  "I've been wondering about that. You've never mentioned him in all the time we've talked."

  Sarah said nothing, suddenly intent on the sidewalk in front of her.

  "If you'd rather not answer, you don't have to," Miles offered. "I'm sure it wouldn't change my impression of him, anyway."

  "And what impression is that?"

  "I don't like him."

  Sarah laughed. "Why do you say that?"

  "Because you don't like him."

  "You're pretty perceptive."

  "That's why I'm in law enforcement." He tapped his temple and winked at her. "I can spot clues that ordinary people overlook."

  She smiled, giving his arm an extra squeeze. "All right...my ex-husband. His name was Michael King and we met right after he finished his MBA. We were married for three years. He was rich, well educated, and good-looking.. ." She ticked those off, one right after the other, and when she paused, Miles nodded.

  "Mmm ...I can see why you don't like the guy."

  "You didn't let me finish."

  "There's more?"

  "Do you want to hear this?"

  "I'm sorry. Go on."

  She hesitated before finally going on.

  "Well, for the first couple of years, we were happy. At least, I was. We had a beautiful apartment, we spent all of our free time together, and I thought I knew who he was. But I didn't. Not really, anyway. In the end, we were arguing all the time, we hardly talked at all, and... and it just didn't work out," she finished quickly.

  "Just like that?" he asked.

  "Just like that," she said.

  "Do you ever see him anymore?"

  "No."

  "Do you want to?"

  "No."

  "That bad, huh?"

  "Worse."

  "I'm sorry I brought it up," he said.

  "Don't be. I'm better off without him."

  "So when did you know it was over?"

  "When he handed me the divorce papers."

  "You had no idea they were coming?"

  "No."

  "I knew I didn't like him." He also knew she hadn't told him everything.

  She smiled appreciatively. "Maybe that's why we get along so well. We see eye to eye on things."

  "Except, of course, about the wonders of small-town living, right?"

  "I never said I didn't like it here."

  "But could you see yourself staying in a place like this?"

  "You mean forever?"

  "C'mon, you have to admit it's nice."

  "It is. I've already said that."

  "But it's not for you? In the long run, I mean?"

  "I guess that depends."

  "On what?"

  She smiled at him. "On what my reason for staying would be."

  Staring at her, he couldn't help but imagine that her words were either an invitation or a promise.

  The moon began its slow evening arc upward, glowing yellow and then orange as it crested the weathered roofline of the Travis-Banner home, their first stop on the ghost walk. The house was an ancient two-story Victorian with wide, wraparound porches desperately in need of painting. On the porch, a small crowd had gathered as two women, dressed as witches, stood around a large pot, serving apple cider and pretending to conjure up the first owner of the house, a man who'd supposedly been be-headed in a logging accident. The front door of the home was open; from inside came faint sounds of a carnival funhouse: terrified shrieks and creaking doors, strange thumps and cackling laughter. Suddenly the two witches dropped their heads, the lights went out on the porch, and a headless ghost made a dramatic appearance in the foyer behind
them--a blackened shape dressed in a cape with arms extended and bones where hands should have been. One woman yelped as she dropped her cup of cider on the porch. Sarah moved instinctively toward Miles, half turning toward him as she reached for his arm with a grip that surprised him. Up close, her hair looked soft, and though it was a different color from Missy's, he was reminded of what it had felt like to comb through Missy's hair with his fingers as they lay together in the evenings. A minute later, at the muttered incantations of the witches, the ghost vanished and the lights came back on. Amid nervous laughter, the audience dispersed.

  Over the next couple of hours, Miles and Sarah visited a number of houses. They were invited inside for a quick tour of some; in others they stood in the foyer or were entertained in the garden with stories about the history of the home. Miles had taken this tour before, and as they strolled from home to home, he suggested places of particular interest and regaled her with stories about homes that weren't part of the ghost walk this year.

  They drifted along the cracked cement sidewalks, murmuring to each other, savoring the evening. In time, the crowds began to thin and some of the homes began to close up for the night. When Sarah asked if he was ready for dinner, Miles shook his head.

  "There's one more stop," he said.

  He led her down the street, holding her hand, gently brushing his thumb against it. From one of the towering hickory trees, an owl called out as they passed, then grew silent again. Up ahead, a group of people dressed as ghosts were piling into a station wagon. At the corner, Miles pointed toward a large, two-story home, this one devoid of the crowds she'd come to expect. The windows were absolutely black, as if shuttered from the interior. Instead, the only light was provided by a dozen candles lining the porch railings and a small wooden bench near the front door. Beside the bench sat an elderly woman in a rocking chair, a blanket draped over her legs. In the eerie light, she looked almost like a mannequin; her hair was white and thinning, her body frail and brittle. Her skin looked translucent in the flickering glow of candles, and her face was lined deeply, like the cracked glaze of an old china cup. Miles and Sarah seated themselves on the porch swing as the elderly woman studied them.

  "Hello, Miss Harkins," Miles said slowly, "did you have a good crowd tonight?"

  "Same as usual," Miss Harkins answered. Her voice was raspy, like that of a lifetime smoker. "You know how it goes." She squinted at Miles, as if trying to make him out from a distance. "So you've come to hear the story of Harris and Kathryn Presser, have you?"

  "I thought she should hear it," Miles answered solemnly.

  For a moment, Miss Harkins's eyes seemed to twinkle, and she reached for the cup of tea that sat beside her.

  Miles slipped his arm over Sarah's shoulder, pulling her close. Sarah felt herself relax beneath his touch.