Berserker Wars (Omnibus)

by Fred Saberhagen

  When Harl’s recital was finished, Torla started to stand up as if he meant to speak. The girl fell from his lap and landed with a yelp on her soft bottom. Torla, his face showing uncharacteristic concern, bent as if to help her. But she rose and scurried away, and Torla kept right on bending over until he was seated again, with his head resting on the table. Then he began to snore.

  Torla’s shipmates, those who were not on the verge of snoring themselves, only laughed at this. The men were all tired … No. Something waswrong, they should not be drunk on one or two tankards apiece of any ale. And if they were drunk, some of them at least should be quarrelsome. Harl puzzled over the strangeness of this, took another thoughtful sip himself, and decided he had better get to his feet.

  “Your king is not dead,” the wizard was repeating to him in a monotone. “Not dead, not dead. Why should you believe that he is?”

  “Why?We saw the—the dragon take him.” But Harl was no longer quite sure of what he had seen or what he remembered. What was happening here? He swayed on his feet, half-drew his sword, and croaked, “Treachery! Wake up!”

  His men’s eyes were glassy or closing, their faces foolish. Some of them started to rise at his cry, but then they sank back, leaning on the table, letting weapons slide forgotten to the floor.

  “Wizard,” one man muttered, turning pleading eyes toward Lukas. “Tell us again that our king lives.”

  “He lives and shall live.”

  “He—he is—” Harl could not make him say that Ay was dead. In terror of he knew not what, he staggered back from the table, his sword sighing all the way out of its scabbard into his hand. To hurt anyone for any reason would be a monstrous crime, but he was so frightened that he felt he might do anything. “Stand back!” he warned the wizard.

  The wizard also stood up, not shaken, with the length of the table between himself and Harl. From inside his robe Lukas took a mask like an animal’s snout, which he fitted onto his face. His voice came out thickly. “No one will harm you here. I have shared with you the drink that makes men peaceful. Sit down now and talk with me.”

  Harl turned and ran for the door. Outside, the mist suddenly sparkled in his lungs. He ran on until he reached the hillock from which he could see the beached ship, only to discover that all the men he had left there were dead or dying. Half a dozen nearly human monsters with gray, snouted faces were busy arranging their bodies in rows on the beach. Those of his crew who could still move were offering no resistance, but were letting themselves be led like load-oxen.

  It was really too bad that such a thing had happened. Harl groped reflexively for his sword and ax, but then remembered that he had thrown his weapons away somewhere.

  “It’s all right.” Lukas’ soothing voice came from just behind Harl. As Harl turned, the wizard continued, “Your men are all asleep. They need rest; don’t wake them.”

  “Ahh, that’s it!” Harl sighed with relief. He might have known there was no reason to worry, not on this good island of sparkling ale and sparkling air and friendly people who spoke nothing but truth. He saw now that the snouted monsters were only men who wore masks like the wizard’s. They were taking good care of his men. Harl looked confidently at Lukas, waiting to be told some more good news.

  Lukas seemed to relax, sighing behind his mask. “Come here,” he said. And he led Harl down to the water’s edge, where the wet sand was kept lapping to perfect smoothness by the little wavelets coming in.

  With his finger the wizard drew in the wet sand, making the crude outline of a grotesque head. “Suppose now that this is the dragon you thought you saw. What exactly did you think happened?”

  Harl groaned wearily and sank to his knees, staring helplessly at the sketch. Now that he could relax, he felt very tired, and soon he was going to have to sleep. But right now he had to concentrate on what the wizard was showing him. “It seized Ay,” Harl said. “In its mouth.”

  “Like this?” The wizard’s finger drew a stick figure clenched in the dragon’s teeth, waving helpless lines of arms and legs. Even as he drew, the little waves were coming in over the sketch, smoothing and blurring its lines.

  “Like that,” Harl agreed. He sat down awkwardly.

  “But now all that is being wiped out,” the wizard intoned. “Wiped away. And when this evil thing is gone, then the truth, what you and I want to be the truth, can be written in, to fill its rightful place.”

  The waves were coming in, coming in, erasing the dragon. And Harl could sleep.

  Somewhere along the line, during his hurried days of training, Matt asked, “Then King Ay is in fact dead—and not wounded, as I was first told?”

  A tutor explained. “You were told he was only wounded, because he can be brought back to life. If your mission succeeds, his dying and his wounds will be as if they had never happened.”

  “Then if I should fail, someone else can try again? If I am killed back there, my life too may still be saved?”

  He had his answer at once from the gravity of their faces. But they went into explanations. “All that you see being done here, all this work, is only to try to give that one man back his life. If we can restore him, then all the other bent and altered lives surrounding his will also flow back to where they were before the berserkers interfered. But not yours, for your life was not there in the original pattern. If you should die in the time of King Ay, that death will be real and final for you. And death will be real and final for all of us here, if you fail in your mission. No one will be able to try again.”

  One of the perquisites of Derron’s new rank was a small private cubicle of an office, and right now he was silently cursing the promotion that had given Lisa such a fine place in which to corner him.

  “Whose fault isit if not yours?” she was demanding, angry as he had never seen her angry before. “You admit you’re the one who suggested they use Matt. Why didn’t you suggest they go back and grab someone else from the past instead?”

  So far Derron was holding on to his patience. “Operations can’t just reach back and pull someone out of history every time they feel like it. Ay’s crew are a special case; they’re going right back where they belong. And Matt is a special case: he was about to die anyway when he was brought up. Now Operations already hasbrought up a couple of other men who were about to die in their own times, but those two haven’t had a chance to learn where they are yet, let alone what the mission they’re wanted for is all about. When they are able to understand it, there’s a chance they may refuse.”

  “Refuse? What chance did Matt ever have to refuse to go, when you demanded it of him? He thinks you’re some kind of a great hero—he’s still like a child in so many ways!”

  “Beg your pardon, but he’s not a child. Far from it. And he won’t be helpless. Before we drop him he’ll be trained in everything he’ll need, from politics to weapons. And we’ll be standing by—”

  “Weapons?” Now she was really outraged. She was still like a child herself, in some ways.

  “Certainly, weapons. Although we hope he’s only going to be in Queensland for a few days and won’t get involved in any fighting. We’re going to try to have Ay rehabilitated and bring Matt back here before the wedding.”

  “Wedding!”

  Derron hastened on. “Matt can take care of himself, and he can do the job that’s expected of him. He’s a natural leader. Anyone who can lead Neolithic people—”

  “Never mind all that!” Becoming aware that her anger was useless, Lisa was sliding toward the brink of tears. “Of course he can do it! If he must. If he’s really the only one who can go. But why were youthe one to suggest that he be used? Right after I had talked to you about him. Why? Did you just have to make sure that hewas temporary too?”

  “Lisa, no!”

  Her eyes were brimming over, and she hurried to the door. “I don’t know what you are! I don’t know you any more!” And she was gone.

  Days ago, the plastic membrane, its task completed, had fallen away
from his face. The new skin had appeared already weathered, thanks to the Moderns’ magic, and with the membrane gone the new beard had grown with fantastic speed for two days before slowing to a normal rate.

  Now, on the day he was to be dropped, Matt stood for the last time in front of the mirror of his room—he was still quartered in the hospital—to get a last good look at his new face. Turning his head from side to side, he pondered Ay’s cheeks and nose and chin from different angles.

  It was a much different face from the one that had looked back at him reflected in the still waters of Neolithic ponds; but he wondered if the spirit behind it had also been changed sufficiently. It did not seem to Matt that he was yet possessed of the spirit of a king.

  “Just a few more questions, sire,” said one of the omnipresent tutors, standing at Matt’s elbow. For days now the tutors had conversed with him only in Ay’s language, while treating him with the respect suitable for subordinates to show when addressing a warrior chief. Maybe they thought they were helping to change his spirit, but it was only playacting.

  The tutor frowned at his notes. “First, how will you spend the evening of the day of your arrival in Queensland?”

  Turning away from the mirror, Matt answered patiently. “That is one of the times we cannot be sure of, where Ay’s lifeline is hard to see. I will stay in character as best I can and try to avoid making decisions, especially big ones. I will use my communicator if I think I need help.”

  “And if you should happen to meet the dragon machine that assassinated your predecessor?”

  “I will try my best to make it move around, even if this means letting it chase me. So that you can find the keyhole to cancel out the dragon along with all the harm it has done.”

  Another tutor who stood near the door said, “Operations will be watching closely. They will do their utmost to pull you out before the dragon can do you harm.”

  “Yes, yes. And with the sword you are giving me, I will have some chance to defend myself.”

  The tutors’ questioning went on, while the time for the drop neared, and a team of technicians came in to dress Matt. They brought with them the best copies that could be made of the garments Ay had worn when embarking for Queensland.

  The costumers treated him more like a statue than a king. When it was time for the finishing touches, one of them complained, “If they’ve decided at last that we should use the original helmet, where is it?”

  “Both helmets are out at the Reservoir,” the other answered. “The communications people are still working on them.”

  The tutors kept thinking up more last-minute questions, which Matt continued to answer patiently; the dressers put a plastic coverall on him over Ay’s clothes, and another officer came to lead him out to the little train that would take him through a tunnel to Reservoir H.

  Once before he had ridden on this train, when he had been taken to see the sleeping men and the ship. He had not cared for the train’s swaying and did not expect to enjoy riding the ship. As if in tune with this thought, one of the tutors now looked at his timepiece and handed Matt what Matt knew was an antimotion-sickness pill.

  Halfway to the Reservoir, the train stopped at a place where it had not stopped last time, and two men got on. One was the chief called Time Ops; he and everyone else showed deference to the second man, whom Matt recognized from his pictures as the Planetary Commander. The Planetary Commander took the seat facing Matt and sat there swaying lightly with the car’s renewed motion, holding Matt in steady scrutiny.

  Matt’s face was sweating, but only because of the plastic coverall. So, he was thinking, this is what a king looks like in the flesh. At once heavier and less rocklike than his television image. But this man was after all a Modern king, and so the king-spirit in him was bound to be different from that which had been in Ay.

  The ruler of the Moderns asked Matt, “I understand you thought it important to see me before you were dropped?” When there was no immediate response, he added, “You understand what I’m saying?”

  “Yes, I understand. Learning Ay’s language has not driven yours out of my mind. I wanted to see you, to see with my own eyes what it is that makes a man a king.” Some of the men in the background wanted to laugh when they heard that; but they were afraid to laugh, and quickly smoothed their faces into immobility.

  The Planetary Commander did not laugh or even smile, but only glanced sideways at Time Ops before asking Matt, “They’ve taught you what to do if the dragon machine comes after you?”

  Out of the corner of his eye, Matt saw Time Ops nod slightly to the Planetary Commander.

  “Yes,” said Matt. “I am to make the machine chase me, to get it to move around as much as possible. You will try to pull me out… .”

  The Planetary Commander nodded with satisfaction as he listened. When the train stopped, he waved the others to get off first, so that he and Matt were left alone in the car. Then he said, “I will tell you the real secret of being a king. It is to be ready to lay down your life for your people, whenever and however it is needed.” Then he nodded solemnly; he meant what he had said, or he thought he meant it, and maybe he considered it a piece of startling wisdom. His eyes for a moment were lonely and uncertain. Then he put on his public face again and began to speak loud words of encouragement, smiling and clapping Matt on the shoulder as they walked off the train together.

  Derron was waiting at trackside in the low, rough-hewn cavern, to grip hands with Matt in the style of Ay’s time. Matt looked for Lisa in the busy little crowd, but, except perhaps for Derron, only those were here who had some work to do. In his mind Matt associated Lisa with Derron, and sometimes he wondered why these two friends of his did not mate. Maybe he would mate with Lisa himself, if he came back from his mission and she was willing. He had thought on occasion that she would be willing, but there had never been time to find out.

  The tutors and other busy men hustled Matt off to wait by himself in a small anteroom. He was told he could get out of the coverall, which he did thankfully. He heard another door open somewhere nearby, and into his room came the smell of the vast body of clean water, the lake that was hidden and preserved against the planet’s future needs.

  On the table in his little waiting room lay the sword that the Modern wizards had designed for him. Matt belted on the scabbard and then drew the weapon, looking at it curiously. The edge appeared to be keen, but no more than naturally so. The unaided eye could see nothing of what the Moderns had once shown him through a microscope—the extra edge, thinning to invisibility even under high magnification, which slid out of the ordinary edge when Matt’s hand, and his alone, gripped the hilt. In his hand, the sword pierced ordinary metal like cheese, and armor plate like wood, nor was the blade dulled in doing so. The Moderns said that the secret inner edge had been forged of a single molecule; Matt had no need to understand that and did not try.

  But he had come to understand much, he thought, sheathing the sword again. In recent days, sleeping and waking, Matt had had history, along with other knowledge, poured like a river through his mind. And there was a new strength in his mind that the Moderns had not put there. They marveled over it and said it must have come from his twenty thousand years’ passage from the direction of the beginning of the world toward the direction of its end.

  With this strength to work on the Moderns’ teaching, one of the things he could see very clearly was that in Sirgol’s history it was the Moderns who were the odd culture, the misfits. Of course, by mere count of years, by languages and institutions, the Moderns were far closer to Ay than Ay was to Matt’s original People. But in their basic modes of thinking and feeling, Ay and The People were much closer, both to each other and to the rest of humanity.

  Only such physical power as the Moderns wielded was ever going to destroy the berserkers—or could ever have created them. But when it came to things of the spirit, the Moderns were stunted children. From their very physical powers came their troubled minds, or from
their troubled minds came their power over matter; it was hard to say which. In any case, they had not been able to show Matt how to put on the spirit of a king, which was something he was now required to do.

  There was another thing he had come to understand—that the spirits of life were very strong in the universe, or else they would long ago have been driven from it by the berserker machines of accident and disease, if not by the malignant ones that came in metal bodies.

  Wishing to reach toward the source of life for the help he needed, Matt now did want what Ay would have done before embarking on a dangerous voyage—he raised his hands, making the wedge sign of Ay’s religion, and murmured a brief prayer, expressing his needs and feelings in the form of words Ay would have used.

  That done, he could see no reason to stay shut up any longer in this little room. So he opened the door and stepped out.

  Everyone was as busy as before. Men worked, singly or in groups, on various kinds of gear. Others hurried past, moving this way and that, calling out orders or information. Most of them remained utterly intent on their business, but a few faces were turned toward Matt; the faces looked annoyed that he had come popping out of his container before it was time for him to be used and fearful lest he cause some disruption of the schedule.

  After one look around, he ignored the faces. Ay’s helmet was waiting for him on a stand, and he went to it and picked it up. With his own hands he set the silver-winged thing upon his head.

  It was an unplanned, instinctive gesture; the expressions on the men’s faces were enough to show him that his instinct had been right. The men looking on fell into an unwilling silence that was mirror enough to show Matt that the helmet had marked a transformation, even though in another moment the men were turning back to their jobs with busy practicality, ignoring as best they could the new presence in their midst.

  In another moment, some of his tutors came hurrying up again, saying that they had just a few more questions for him. Matt understood that they felt a sudden need to reassure themselves that they were his teachers still, and not his subjects. But now that the spirit he needed had come to him, he was not going to give them any such comfort; the tutors’ time of power over him had passed.