The Girl of Fire and Thorns

by Rae Carson

Page 42

  Author: Rae Carson

  An animagus seizes Ximena by the shoulders and places her body in front of his; the other two grab Rosario and Alejandro. The presence of the soldiers makes no difference. Invierne’s sorcerers will still have what they want from me.

  “Let them go,” a dark voice commands. Lord Hector! Foolish hope glimmers inside me. No, it’s the Godstone, sparking warmth.

  “Leave this room at once, or we burn your king and queen. ”

  The Godstone pulses in manic excitement, like it’s going to burst from my belly. I look down, half expecting to see it glowing through my sash. I realize I have clutched the amulet to my stomach.

  My mind is a fog of heat and certainty, my body awash with blistering power.

  Four Godstones is not enough. Five is the perfect number, the divine grouping.

  I turn the amulet over in my hand. There, in the back, almost hidden. Another indentation, perfectly centered.

  Of course. A living Godstone should complete the holy grouping. My Godstone.

  I tear the sash from my waist, pull up the edge of my blouse and hold it in my teeth. The Godstone gleams at me, and I gasp. Light swirls inside it. No, thousands of tiny lights, from white to midnight blue, whirl in a lazy, glittering maelstrom.

  I press Roldán’s ugly amulet to my stomach. The muscles in my body tighten as it clicks into place. The sorcerer holding Ximena thrusts her to the ground and strides toward me, his eyes fixed on the amulet. He reaches for it.

  “No!” Alejandro screams. He wrenches free of the animagus’s grasp and launches toward the one approaching me, yanking a dagger from his boot. He plunges it into the sorceror’s back.

  The animagus freezes midstride, icy eyes opened wide. He drops to his knees, and blood bubbles on his lips.

  The remaining two lift their amulets toward the king; light streams forth, crashes into his body. Alejandro collapses to the floor, shrieking in pain.

  “Papá!” Rosario screams.

  And then my amulet begins to spin like a pinwheel on the axis of my navel.

  Everything tingles. The maelstrom of light from my Godstone is all around me now, swirling and beautiful and terrifying. My skin breathes in the energy of the earth, of the air around me, and feeds it to my living Godstone.

  So much power! I’m panting, shaking. It’s all too big for my skin, too huge for me to hold. I will burst if I don’t do something soon. My amulet spins faster.

  Instinctively, I do what I have practiced unceasingly for months: I pray, harder and more desperately than ever.

  Dear God almighty, please deliver my enemies into my hands.

  The maelstrom of light coalesces into a tight ball, a small blue sun hovering at my navel. I place my hands below it. Though the air crackles around me, it is cool in my palms. Wonderingly, I lift it toward the animagi.

  Words stream unbidden from my lips. “My God is with me; I will not waver. My God is with me; His power is mine. ”

  The animagi gape at me in horror. I realize I’m quoting scripture in the Lengua Classica. I cannot stem the flow of words, and my voice grows stronger. “I will look in triumph on my enemies. They will scatter to the ends of the earth, and God’s righteous right hand will endure forever!”

  The ball of light whirls. My body tingles with power. I’m shouting now.

  “I am God’s righteous right hand! And I will. Not. Waver. ”

  I splay my feet wide and toss my tiny, whirling sun high above my head.

  It hovers near the vaulted ceiling a moment, spinning faster and faster, sending sparks in all directions.

  A massive boom rocks the world as it explodes into a wave of heat and shimmering air. My hair blows back from my face; my skirt plasters against my legs. Windows shatter, and glass falls in a glittering wash all around me.

  The animagi scream. I watch in horror and relief as their bodies wrinkle and wither and dissolve into blackened dust.

  And suddenly, I am empty. Powerless. A drained husk of a girl.

  My knees can no longer support my weight. I crumple to the floor as the amulet detaches from my stomach, plinks to the ground, slides under my bed.

  I’m lying on my side, cheek pressed into my sheepskin rug, my eyes drifting shut. The amulet flares once where it lies, and winks out. I follow it into blessed darkness.

  Chapter 34

  I wake to sun streaming harsh against my eyelids.

  “Elisa?” A head hovers above me. I blink rapidly, but my mind clings to sleep. “Elisa! You’re awake. ”

  “Rosario?”

  “Ximena! She’s awake. ”

  Another head. My vision is clearer now. My body aches everywhere, like I was beaten with wooden swords. “Ximena?” I croak, almost choking on the dryness in my throat. “What happened?”

  She places a cool hand to my forehead and chuckles. “Elisa, my sky, you destroyed the animagi. ”

  I gasp out a sob of relief, remembering. “Yes. Yes, I did. ”

  “That amulet of yours. It sent a wave, like light or heat, all through the city. Every mirror and window in Brisadulce shattered. Then the animagi just . . . grew old right before our eyes. It was the strangest thing I’ve ever seen. They say the same thing happened to the two who remained on the battlefield. ”

  It’s overwhelming. The animagi are dead. Tears squeeze from the corners of my eyes. From habit, I put my fingertips to my Godstone and send a prayer of thanks. It responds with balmy warmth.

  I gasp. “My Godstone. It lives. ”

  “Yes. I suppose God isn’t done with you yet. ” I’m not sure I appreciate the amusement in her voice. The possibility that God has a further use for my stone could make me ill if I thought about it too much.

  “Your amulet didn’t fare so well, I’m afraid,” she says. “When it fell away from your body, it blackened and shattered. ”

  “Invierne’s army?” I ask in a shaky voice.

  Ximena strokes my hair. “Lord Hector and the general pursue them. He says the army was already falling apart, demoralized by your Malficio. Without the animagi, the Inviernos can’t sustain a fighting front. ”

  I swallow. “And the southern holdings?”

  “Invierne is in retreat there too. Your strange wave reached all the way to the southern coast. But . . . ” Her hand freezes. She takes a deep breath. “There’s something else. ”

  I sit straight up. I remember hearing screams, smelling burning flesh. “What? Is it Mara? Or Cosmé? Have you heard from her?”

  Her brows slope with sorrow. “Mara and Cosmé are well enough. Mara rests while her burns heal. ”

  “Then—”

  “Papá is sick,” Rosario says.

  Alejandro. I swing my legs around to the edge of the bed. Ximena grabs my robe from its bedpost and hands it to me.

  “Sick?” I ask her quietly, heart pounding with dread. He saved my life, I remember now, the same way I saved his months ago. He killed an animagus with a dagger, and they burned him for it.

  “Badly injured,” she whispers back. Everything in her expression speaks to the seriousness of his wounds.

  “I’ll be back soon. ”

  My bones ache as I limp to the door connecting our suites. I pause to take calming breaths. My hesitant knock is answered quickly by Captain Lucio.

  “Your Majesty. ” He bows.

  “How is he?”

  He rubs at weary eyes with a fist. “The animagus burned him severely, and he was badly cut by your window. We stopped the bleeding, but he is weak now, and—”

  I brush past him, remembering the way my window shattered. How many more of Brisadulce’s citizens were as unfortunately located when my shock wave hit? How many died?

  Alejandro lies on his back. Linen swaddles half of his beautiful face, including his mouth. The rest of his body hides beneath his blankets, and I’m glad for it because I could not bear to see his wounds
. His unbandaged eye crinkles when he sees me.

  “Elisa. ” His muffled whisper sounds so painful.

  I bend over and kiss his forehead. “I’m so sorry, Alejandro. ”

  A rattling sigh slips through the linen. “Don’t be. This was my choice. ”

  I run my fingertips across his eyebrow, let them trail into his hairline where they tangle in his hair, the way I used to imagine doing. “What do you mean?”

  He leans into my caress. “The animagus holding me was distracted. ” He takes another ragged breath. “I didn’t have time to think about it. You were more important. ”

  I feel more fondness for him in this moment than ever before. “You are a hero,” I say with conviction. “Thank you. ”

  His eye closes, the lines of his face relax. I’m ready to tiptoe away when he says, “Elisa, we’ve become friends, haven’t we?”

  I’m not sure, but I’d like us to be, so I say, “Of course. Just like you said we would. On our wedding night. ”

  “Good. ” He sighs. Then: “Ariña’s dead, isn’t she?”

  “I’m not sure, Alejandro. I think so. ”

  “I loved her. ” Sorrow creases his brow, then he seems to melt into himself. I feel a strange distance when he says, “Take care of Rosario. ”

  “Take care of him yourself. ”

  “Promise me. He loves you. ”

  I should shower him with encouraging denial. I should say something to give him hope. Or I could be honest. “I promise. ”

  “Elisa? I would have loved you too, given a little more time. ”

  During Alejandro’s final lucid moments, he summons me, Father Nicandro, and General Luz-Manuel to his bedside. With shaking hands, he signs an edict declaring me his heir and Queen Regnant of Joya d’Arena until such time as his son comes of age. “When I’m gone,” he explains in a voice so soft I have to bend to hear, “no one can dispute your right to rule. Even though you weren’t born here. ”

  I would have raised Rosario to the throne, even without his help. I know that about myself now. Still, I’m touched by the gesture. I have to blink and swallow a bit before saying, “Thank you, my friend. Rosario will grow up knowing his father acted nobly till the very end. ”

  My words seem to soothe him. The next morning, he slips into a coma and does not awaken from it.

  Lord Hector pursues Invierne’s huge but dispirited army well into the jagged arms of the Sierra Sangre before returning home. He reports to me in my new office—a sumptuous chamber of lush rugs and gleaming bookcases that I’m not yet comfortable in—and lays a letter of resignation on my desk.

  I look up at him, confused. “What is this?”

  “Your Majesty, I am the king’s personal guard and man-at-arms. My king is dead. Therefore, I am unemployed. This letter just makes it official. ”

  My heart hammers in my throat. I can’t bear the thought of losing Hector. Sometime, when I wasn’t paying attention, I grew unbearably fond of him.

  I search his face, but his handsome features are cast in iron and unreadable. “You are so eager to retire, then?” I ask hesitatingly. “You really want to leave?”

  His mouth opens. Closes. He shifts on his feet.

  “Unless you’re determined to escape me, I’d like you to consider staying. I . . . well, you have to forgive me . . . ” My cheeks feel hot, and my hands are sweating. “I just assumed you would be Queen’s Guard. ”

  I wait an eternity for his answer.

  Then his face relaxes, and his mustache twitches with the influence of a soft smile. “I would be honored, Your Majesty. ”

  I exhale in relief. “Oh, thank God. ”

  Three months after the death of Alejandro, on the day Brisadulce throws off its mourning rags, I crown Cosmé Queen of Basajuan, the new country extending from the desert’s eastern edge to the foothills of the Sierra Sangre. Jacián is there, and Father Alentín. Even Conde Eduardo from the southern holdings makes the journey to welcome the new queen.

  Only Papá and Alodia decline my invitation, though they send letters of congratulations.

  In the same ceremony, I honor Prince Rosario with the Queen’s Star for acts of bravery and heroism in circumstances of extreme danger. He stands so straight, and his little lip trembles as I pin the medal to his sash.

  There are many deserving of the same honor. Hundreds, perhaps. But he is the perfect representative for the children of my Malficio—an orphan like them, and equally brave. He also represents hope for us, hope of a strong future and a strong king. When I step away and present him to the court, the applause is thunderous.

  The dining room is too small to hold all our guests, so the kitchen staff brings food to the audience hall. I’m pleasantly ill from spiced, blackened chicken, creamy potato soup, and orange-peel scones when Cosmé glides up to me wearing her new crown. She leans forward and kisses my cheek. “Thank you, my friend,” she says. “I am glad to have been proven wrong about you. ” She shifts uncomfortably; such declarations do not come easily to her. She hurries away before I can respond and disappears behind a wall of celebrants.

  Ximena’s arm sneaks around my waist. Together we survey the smiling, milling crowd.

  “You see, my sky?” Ximena whispers. “God was right to choose you. ”

  I grin. “Yes, he was right to choose me. He had a plan all along, just like Aneaxi said. ”

  She gives me a squeeze. “I knew someday you would realize your worth. Your worthiness. ”

  I shake my head. “Oh, Ximena, he was right to choose me, but not because of my worth. ” I gaze happily at my friends as they swirl through the hall, feasting and chatting. “You, Cosmé, Hector, even little Rosario, were already willing to be heroes. ” And Humberto, says a little voice in my head. “You didn’t need to be chosen. But I would have done nothing, become nothing, were it not for this thing inside me. So you see, God picked me because I was unworthy. ”