by Cala Riley
“Yes. More, Lo.”
I roll off her and move off the bed.
“Wait. Come back.”
I give her a sly smile. “Be patient, babe.”
I slide off my sweats before heading to the dresser. I pull out the items I purchased this afternoon. I had every intention of leaving Mia alone, but not before I gave her a gift to remember me by. I planned to give her the bag and then put distance between us, but I’m already going to hell. Might as well enjoy myself before I go. I bring the bag to the bed as curiosity fills her eyes.
“I bought you a present, mio piccolo angelo. Do you want to see?”
She bites her lip as she looks at the bag. Her eyes say yes, but she’s also nervous. I wait patiently as she makes up her mind.
“Yes.” The one whispered word brings a rare, real smile to my face.
The trust in her gaze makes me feel slightly guilty, but it also makes me want to be better for her. It’s too late for me, but goddamn it if I don’t want to try.
“Good.”
I pull the lube out of the bag first. She gives a smile. Good, she knows what it is. I watch her eyes as I pull the next item out. A purple eight-inch dildo. I didn’t want to go too big for her, but I want her to know what a real man is supposed to feel like. Her eyes widen slightly, but again she just smiles. The last item is the one I’m most worried about. She liked what I did the other night, so I thought she might enjoy this, but I don’t know how she will respond. I pull the item out, and her smile turns to a look of confusion. She’s looking at it, trying to figure out what it is. I hand it to her and let her look at it.
“What is it?”
“An anal vibrator.”
She gasps and actually drops it onto the bed. I bought her a small, black anal vibrator to help enhance her experience. I didn’t think she would use it with me since I planned to break it off, but who better to teach her how to use it?
“Oh. Um. Wow.” She’s speechless as she looks at it.
Sitting next to her on the bed, I pick the toy up and place it in her hands with mine around hers. Then I turn it on, and she jumps.
“It will feel good. I promise. Do you trust me?”
She nods as she stares at the thing. When I chuckle, she looks up and glares at me. “Don’t laugh at me, Lorenzo. This is the first time I have seen one in person.”
I quirk my eyebrow at her. “Where else have you seen it, babe?”
A sly smirk fills her face even as it’s turning red. “Porn, of course.”
My mouth drops open. She watches porn? What the fuck?
“I do.” I realize I must have spoken out loud. “I’m not some innocent girl, Lo. I have toys too. I just never thought to buy this particular type.”
I shake my head as I chuckle. “Sorry. I guess I just didn’t expect it from you.”
“I have secrets, Lo. You don’t know everything about me.”
The same look of despair from earlier returns in her eyes, but she masks it quickly. I tuck that away for another time as I pick the toys and lube up and place them next to her on the bed.
“What kind of porn do you watch?”
I lie on my side next to her before sliding my fingers up the inside of her thigh. Goose bumps form on her skin, and I lean forward to kiss the ones on her shoulder.
“All kinds really. I don’t have a particular type, if that’s what you’re asking. I scroll through until one jumps out at me.”
“Mm,” I say against her skin. “What usually catches your attention?”
Her chuckle turns into a moan as I slide my fingers through her slick center.
“I really like when they’re rough. Nothing too extreme. Just hard fucking.”
My cock responds well to her statement, growing so hard it starts to hurt.
“Tell me more.” I push her shorts and underwear aside to insert one, then two fingers and lazily start to pump them. She rocks her hips onto my hands, attempting to speed up the pace.
“I love when the girl is giving a blow job and the guy places both hands on her head and pumps into her mouth all wild. It turns me on like crazy.”
“The ones when the girl has no choice but to take his entire length? The ones where she almost chokes on his cock? Those ones?”
“Oh, God. Yes!” she calls out as she rocks harder and faster.
I pull my fingers out, and she glares at me. I bring my fingers to her mouth and press on her lips. “Suck them dry and get them real wet, baby.”
She opens her mouth and sucks my fingers in, and damn if I don’t wish it was my cock. Once she’s done, I slide them out and back down to her entrance.
“What else do you like? Tell me.” I use my commanding voice, easing her into my particular tastes. I won’t go too far with her. I can’t show her all my kinks, but she seems to savor when I dominate her. I will only go as far as she’s willing to go. I pause my fingers outside her entrance until she starts to speak.
“I like when the girl is pressed up against the wall and the guy is fucking her hard from behind, pulling her hair or pinching her nipples.”
I reward her with my fingers beginning their assault again. “Anything else?”
She skims her hands down her body and pinches her nipples, but I scold her.
“I didn’t tell you that you could touch yourself, mio piccolo angelo. Stop before I stop.”
Her eyes had fallen closed, but they pop open at my command. Her hands fall away as she looks at me.
“Good girl. Now tell me. Anything else you like to watch?”
She hums. “I like when a girl takes it up the ass. Something about it seems so wrong. Like it isn’t supposed to go there, but the pleasure ringing out always makes me want to know what it feels like to have a throbbing cock up my ass, spilling cum into my body.”
Fuck!
This girl is the single sexiest thing I have ever seen in my life. Sprawled out on my bed with her tank top pushed down under her breasts, putting them on display for me. Her small shorts and white lace underwear pushed to the side with my fingers dipping in and out of her.
“You’re gorgeous, Mia. Perfect.”
I sit up and move down to remove her shorts and underwear in one go.
“Shirt off. Now.”
I watch as she follows my command with lust in her gaze. She doesn’t remove her eyes from mine except for when the shirt obstructs her view.
“What next, sir?”
A chill runs down my body at how easily she slips into the role of a submissive. I don’t need all the BDSM shit to get me off, but fuck if I don’t appreciate a woman who follows commands.
“Lie back down. Open your legs wide. You won’t come until I tell you.”
“Yes, sir.”
She gets into position as I grab the toys and place them by her hip. I take the dildo first and put it up to her lips.
“Get it wet for me.”
She slips it into her mouth easily and takes it all the way down her throat. I hold it there for a moment as her eyes widen. I place my fingers inside her wet, aching hole to find her contracting. Shit, she really does fancy this shit. I pull it out before it cuts off her air supply for too long, and she takes a gasp of air in.
“I’d rather it be your cock, Lo. I love your piercing, by the way.”
She looks at my cock, and he gives her a show, jerking at her gaze. Fuck, this woman is a dream.
My dream woman, made just for me.
“I’m sure you would. Hold on tight, baby.”
I place the dildo at her entrance and count to three before I slowly slide it in, conscious of the fact that this might be her first object this big inside her.
Part of me wonders if this is me taking her virginity since I’m penetrating her, but the other part says no. It’s a toy, not my cock. She’s still untainted by a man.
“Faster, Lo.”
At this point, I’m inserting the dildo a couple of inches before pulling out, easing the length into her.
“I
don’t want to hurt you. Let yourself adjust.”
“Fuck, Lo. You're driving me crazy. I have a dildo at home. This isn’t my first. Fuck me with it, damn it.”
This woman doesn’t cease to surprise me.
“Do you think of me when you're using your dildo?”
I slowly press the dildo in until she has it completely inside her. She groans as she attempts to rock on it.
“Yes. Ever since I met you, you’re the only one I think of.”
Her admission inspires me to pick up my speed a bit.
“How do you do it, Mia? Like this?”
“No. Want me to show you?”
I look up and meet her eyes. They’re glassy from lust. I usually don’t give over control, but I can’t help but admit I’m curious.
“Show me.”
Reaching down, she wraps her hand around mine and moves our hands in tandem, forcing the toy inside of her faster and harder. She throws her head back as she moans loudly.
I reach down and fist my cock with my other hand and stroke to relieve some of the pressure. The head is already slick with beads of precum, and I spread it around as I start to jerk.
“Fuck. Lo. This feels fucking amazing. Best gift ever.”
I hear her voice climbing, so I stop my own jerking and pull her hand back.
“Hey!”
“No orgasms until I tell you. Remember?”
She pouts, but she doesn’t respond. I leave the dildo inside her as I move over her to give her a chaste kiss.
“I want you to try your other toy. Do you want to?”
Her pout turns into a smile as she nods in excitement. I chuckle at the look on her face. Mia looks like she just won the lottery. I grab the lube and put some on the end of the anal vibrator before I spread some on her puckered hole, sliding my finger in. She presses down on it like I taught her, and I beam with pride.
“This will be bigger than my finger. You need to stay relaxed. Okay?”
She nods.
“What’s your safe word again?”
“Grandma.”
“Good girl.”
I work the dildo in and out again before I place the anal vibrator to her hole. She moans as soon as it touches her. I press it against her slowly, and it goes in slightly. I keep a light pressure, allowing her to take it on her own. She presses down on it, and it slips in even further.
“How does it feel?”
“Fucking amazing. More please.”
I shake my head as a smile fills my face. This dirty bird actually likes it. I would have never guessed in a million years. She continues to press down, and before long, she has half of it inside her.
“Almost there, mio piccolo angelo. You’re doing so well. I’m so proud of you.”
“I need to come, Lo. Please.”
“Soon. I promise.”
I press more inside until she has the entire toy in her ass. I look at my work and smile. She looks sexy as fuck right now. All I want to do is pull either fucking toy out and fuck her hard and fast. The brain downstairs agrees.
“It’s in, baby. You okay?”
“No, I’m needy as fuck right now, Lo. I’m so fucking horny that a slight breeze would set me off.”
I’m tempted to blow on her to see if it’s the truth, but I don’t want her coming too soon.
“Trust in the process.”
I don’t give her time to respond. I put the vibrator on the lowest setting. She lets out an adorable “oh” in response.
I work the dildo in and out of her as I increase the vibration.
“I feel so full, Lo. Fuck! It feels so fucking good. More. I need more.”
I wrap my hand around my cock and start pumping in rhythm with the pace I set with the dildo. We work in tandem until I’m almost there. I keep pumping myself as I take my hand off the dildo and flip the setting to the anal vibrator all the way up.
“Come now,” I demand.
It only takes a second before she’s screaming out, her body convulsing. I pump two more times; then I’m spewing my own release all over her stomach. I keep jerking until I have nothing left.
“Stop. Please. Too much. Fuck. It feels so fucking good. FUCK! Again! I’m coming again!”
I turn the anal vibrator down as she goes through a second wave of orgasm. Her body’s shaking, and her eyes are closed.
“Are you okay?”
“I think so.” She breathes out. “Fuck, Lo. That was intense.”
She still hasn’t opened her eyes, so I can’t tell where she’s at.
“Look at me, Mia.”
She slowly opens her eyes and lifts her head to look into my eyes.
“I’m fine, Lo. Better than fine. I’m a little dizzy though. And thirsty.”
“Let me get these out of you, and I will clean you up and grab you water.”
She nods and lays her head back down.
I slowly pull out the anal vibrator. She hisses the entire time and even lets out a moan. I use my other hand to pull the dildo out, and take the toys to the bathroom and set them in the sink. I then grab a washcloth and wet it before walking to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water. I uncap the bottle and set it on the table.
I lean on the bed as I clean her up. She hasn’t moved since I came back.
“Babe?”
“Hmm.”
“I got you water.”
“Okay.”
She doesn’t move to take it, so I quickly finish cleaning her up and throw the washcloth in the corner before I go to sit by her head.
“Let me help you up.”
I help her sit up then hold the bottle to her lips. She greedily drinks before pulling back.
“Sleep. I need sleep.”
I help her lie back down and pull the blankets up to her chest.
“I need to clean the toys. I’ll be right back.”
I lean in and kiss her head. As I walk back into the bathroom with the bag from the toy store, I glance back at Mia. Lying in my bed with her hair spread out around her, she looks every bit like an angel.
How are you going to quit her, Lo?
Chapter Seven
Mia
My pillow is warm and sticky. Okay, so maybe my head is the sticky one. I slowly open my eyes and find myself sprawled out on top of Lo. He’s still sleeping, and I take a moment to observe him. He looks peaceful when he sleeps, like the weight of the world isn’t on his shoulders. I smile as I study his face.
He really is gorgeous. He could have been a model in another life had he not gotten mixed up with the mafia. I wonder how it happened anyways. I don’t think we are to that point of this friendship for me to ask him. Hell, I still don’t know if I’m just another one of his hookups or if it’s something else.
I let out an involuntary cough and curse. Lo’s eyes pop open, and I watch as he looks around, allowing his eyes to focus.
“Morning, mio piccolo angelo.” He leans forward and kisses my forehead.
“Morning, Lo.”
“How are you feeling?”
“Good. A little sore, but good.”
A small wave of guilt shows on his face, and I kick myself for it.
“What can I do to make you feel better?”
“I have some ideas.”
He chuckles. “When did you become sex crazed?”
“I always have been, but I suppose we need a different term since we aren’t actually having sex.”
Even I can pick up the bitterness in my voice, and I cringe, waiting for his response.
“I’m not a good man, Mia. It’s for your own good.”
I sigh. “I know. It’s what you keep saying, but why don’t I get a say in this?”
“Because I’m twenty-nine and you’re twenty-one.”
“Age isn’t everything, Lo.” I glance up and meet his eyes.
He’s sexy first thing in the morning. He still looks sleepy, and his hair is standing up in different places. Add in his sweaty torso underneath me and my libido is already ready to
go, even if my body is sore.
“No, but it’s important to me, Mia. You need to explore the world, not tie yourself down to me. Speaking of which, I also don’t think you should take Bash’s offer. Dr. Fields got herself in this situation. You have a big heart, Mia, but you can’t save everyone.”
I sit up and turn to look down at him. “That’s not why I’m doing this, Lo.”
He sits up and cups the side of my face. “Really? Then tell me why you want to tie yourself to the mafia for the rest of your life?”
“I don’t need to explain myself to you, Lo. You aren’t my boyfriend. You have no say in it.”
“If I agree to be your boyfriend, I can make this decision for you?”
He’s staring at his hands, so I can’t tell if he’s being serious right now.
“Fuck no. It’s my decision. If you were my boyfriend, your opinion would hold more weight, but I would still do it anyway. It’s something I feel I need to do.”
“If you do this, there is no going back. You will never have a normal life. No white picket fences, Mia. Can you live with that?”
“I never wanted a white picket fence, Lo. If you would bother to ask me what I want, then I would tell you. This life with the mafia is what I want. I’m already forever tied to it. You think I would ever leave Sofia? Then you have Izzy who is still in love with Giovanni. The two most important people in my life are tied to the mafia. This isn’t going to change anything, but it will give me my purpose back. Well, if I make it out of this meeting with Bash alive.”
“What does that mean?”
I realize my mistake too late. I didn’t mean to reveal anything yet. I wanted to tell Bash first. If he lets Lo sit in, well, then it will just be a bonus. If I make it out of the meeting, I will then need to tell the girls and Matt. I’m hoping for a game night tonight at the house.
“Nothing, Lo.” I climb out of bed and grab my bag. “I’m going to take a shower.”
“This conversation is not over, Mia. Get back here.” He climbs out of bed to follow me, but I rush into the bathroom and lock the door. He tries the handle then pounds on the door. “I will break this fucking door down, Mia! Do not make me. It will only piss me off even more.”