I couldn’t bear to watch her dying! It was pure suicide, what she was doing! I couldn’t watch that beautiful, pure flower wilt and reduced to such an awful state. My eyes were blurry from tears all the time I was looking at her! It was bizarre and unprecedented for me. Having in my house a drug addict and not being able to prevent it because I am madly in love with her! I love her and I am watching her dying…
I went out to take a breath to relieve the tension. I hit the wall with hatred, throwing some strong punches from anger and when I calmed down I leaned with my back against the door, filling my lungs with some fresh air. I tried to keep calm and let go of the anger inside me before I went back in.
“Are you alright?”
“Hmm…” she whispered. She was half asleep on the sofa, curled up like an infant!
I was worried like never before. My mouth was dry from concern. She was lying down for over three hours!
Every five minutes I went next to her and made sure she was breathing to see if she was still alive! What a hideous and dreadful image, watching that young face, addicted to drugs!
She came around and asked me if she could eat something because she was very hungry. Willingly, I made her a sandwich and a salad.
“Are you alright?” I asked.
“Yes. I feel a lot better,” she replied, somewhat dizzily.
All the time I was watching her falling apart and yet totally relaxed, I began to lose my temper and get angry! I swung my arm suddenly and threw everything off the table, grabbing her arm!
“Let me go. Where are you taking me?” she screamed.
“You are going to cut all this shit, or else I don’t want to even know you!” I told her and led her to the bathroom.
I pulled her clothes off, ripping them with rage and left her wearing only her underwear. Under other circumstances that image would’ve aroused me and she would have made me explode from her beauty and immaturity but now it made me unbelievably angry!
I admit that she was stunning. An amazing silhouette and an incredible beauty, and was now torturing and wearing herself out, having signed a contract with death!
“Leave me. I’m ashamed,” she said and began smiling flirtatiously. I wasn’t used to her being so provocative. She was always a modest girl with morals! Shy and timid. Her attitude has changed a lot with the lowlifes she’d been hanging around with all these months.
I grabbed her in my arms and held her. She resisted in every way she could. Her legs were kicking. Her hands were slapping my face weakly. I put her into the bathtub and turned the hot water on until it was overflowing!
She made futile efforts to get away but every time I submerged her in the water again.
When she calmed down she realized that she couldn’t avoid me that easily and relaxed and enjoyed soaking in the warm bath. I waited for her standing and gazed at her all the time she was taking her bath. She rubbed her long legs gracefully with the sponge and she was covered in bubbles that coated the surface of the water.
“Do you want to make love?” she asked, turning her look on me.
She took me by surprise! Without giving her an answer, I saw her enticingly throwing her bra off.
I focused unconsciously on her aroused, youthful nipples that appeared above the water’s surface. Her pale, smooth skin was sprinkled with a few freckles that made her even more attractive!
She didn’t know what she was doing because of the drugs she was taking. It was natural after all these months she was working for those low-lives to have lost control.
“No, Eve. I don’t want us to do anything. You have to take a bath and clean up,” I said, trying to avert my eyes away from her perky breasts even though they were remarkable!
“Come on, you want me. I know it. I want you too,” she continued, taking off her tiny G-string! She held it in her hand wet and threw it at me with a teasing smile on her face. She was naked, lying in the bathtub, right in front of my eyes!
Not even in my wildest dreams could I have imagined this sight!
Her remarkable and firm body was soaked and wet underneath the hot water. She waited for me to enjoy it! To take it!
I, on the other hand, had freaked out! The modest and humble girl that I had once met, wouldn’t behave like this. The image that was in front of me didn’t make me desire her. On the contrary, she disgusted me with her attitude!
I looked her in the eyes with disgust and I reached out with my hand and gave her a strong slap on the cheek, sending her head the other way.
She was upset and became serious instantly, holding her cheek, which had turned red from the slap.
“Clean up and come out!” I shouted angrily and I went out the bathroom.
As soon as I closed the door, I began pulling my hair and crying, like a small, disappointed child! I banged the door with my fists and kicked the chairs in the living room, making a huge mess in the house. I acted like a madman, who couldn’t be stopped by anyone! A maniac!
‘How did the most beautiful creature on this planet end up like this? Her attitude had changed for the worse and who knows what she was doing all these months all alone, away from me, searching for money!’ I thought and kept on throwing objects everywhere to dispel my anger. To let off steam! I broke valuable vases, porcelain plates and overturned the sofa, overwhelmed with rage!
I barely caught sight of my cat’s fluffy tail, which as soon as she saw me in this state, disappeared. From the violence I released that night I wasn’t sure that she would come back to the house.
Exhausted, I began weeping softly and I sat in a corner of the living room, holding my head with both my hands to pull myself together.
As I raised my eyes to the top floor, I saw Eve with a towel wrapped around her looking at me repentant! I bowed my head again and said nothing.
“I’m sorry…” she whispered, standing there full of shame. “Are you alright?” she continued saying, coming closer to me.
I sighed deeply and shook my head.
“I didn’t mean to hit you! It’s unacceptable,” I replied with sadness.
“It’s okay. I understand you. You were right. I didn’t know what I was saying.”
“I had a really bad time while you were away from me. You can’t imagine what I was going through every day! From the day you left, up until now when we met again…” I said and paused.
“Tell me, don’t be afraid. You are ashamed of me and how I’ve ended up, now that you see me again, isn’t that true?”
“You’ll stay here, with me!” I shouted, determined to keep her near me.
“You still want me back?”
“And when didn’t I? I always needed you. You were the only reason I existed and you left and ruined your life, taking me with you down to hell.”
“I know. You are right. I can’t turn the clock back to prove to you that I have made a mistake. I should never have left here! I was being reckless!”
“It doesn’t matter anymore. We have to see what we are going to do from now on… together!”
“Thank you, Jacques and I am sorry about everything,” whispered Eve.
“You’ll stay with me on one condition!”
“Whatever you want!”
“You’ll stop the drugs!”
“… I’ll try,” she said quietly.
“I can’t accept this answer! We are going to go together to doctors, to different rehabilitation programmes and you will be as you were when I first met you. My young rebel.”
“I’ll do my best. I’ll do anything for you!”
“I hope so, baby. Try. Please.”
“I promise you because…” she said, hesitating, without finishing her sentence.
“Because what?” I asked her.
“Because… ‘ti amo’,” she said in Italian and her beautiful lips formed a smile. She then began descending the stairs and stood in front of me.
“Ti amo anchio…” I said back.
Our eyes locked and we remained still, facing each other.
I slipped my hand behind her neck and came closer to her, pressing my rough beard on her delicate face. Our lips met with passion and couldn’t be parted! This time I kissed her first and as soon as I tasted her youthful lips I felt like I found my old self back. She may have changed and wasn’t as she used to be but her youthful scent remained irresistible and compellingly charming.
With very slow movements I took her slim waist in my hands and turned her to face me, lying her down on the white carpet and removing the wet towel from her. I began kissing her, scratching her slightly with my whiskers on her neck and shoulders and moved from her small chin down to her fragile breasts. The scent of her youthful body had taken me aback. I continued further down her neck and felt her hard nipples pleasantly tickling my tongue. I spent several minutes on her untouched breasts, I went even further down with slow movements and the sensual pleasure I was giving her was obvious!
From her young belly button to her pubic area there were only a few blonde hairs that revealed her young age. Suddenly, she stopped me, pulling my hair and looked me in the eyes.
“I haven’t done it before,” she whispered, biting the tip of her finger subtly.
“Do you want me to stop?” I asked, looking at her pale face.
“No, no,” she said and closed her eyes, pushing me downwards so I could continue…
As I was kissing and stroking her erotic zones, she cried out with small groans from pleasure. I sucked at every inch of her. I didn’t leave one bit of her that I hadn’t touched with my lips and my tongue! I wanted nothing more in my life than a passionate night with this girl who had aroused me so much! She was so feminine and so youthful that it made me take deep breaths. I felt young myself!
She was a lot younger than me but at that moment neither of us was thinking of it. In that beautiful and passionate atmosphere that we had created, we both had the same age.
As she was lying down, enjoying my kisses and my affectionate touch, she stood up with passion and pushed me with force, throwing me on my back and bringing her body on top of me.
She took off my jumper with sudden movements and kissed my chest with her warm, wet lips. Her piercing blue eyes looked at me suggestively. She began unbuttoning my trousers’ buttons one by one and made me want her even more and I was uncontrollably aroused!
So young and inexperienced, but at the same time so dynamic and lively that I surrendered to her charm. I was naked and was lying on my back! She looked at me and touched me with her fingers, scared! She hadn’t done it before and she wanted to satisfy me! She spread her slim legs, placing them next to my ribs and pressed her body down hard so she could feel me inside her. I saw her clenching her teeth and pushing her pelvis downwards with force, closing her eyes so she could enjoy it. She really wanted it! She was in pain but continued pushing her body, yearning for our bodies to become one!
After great difficulty and many efforts, we did it! She began moving up and down slowly and with great sensuality. I noticed that her stomach and hands were trembling every time she sat on me and she didn’t want to stop.
Her wet hair erotically covered her face. She had placed her small hands on my chest so she could keep the rhythm as she was enjoying making love for the first time in her life.
She breathed fast and groaned loudly, biting her juicy lips out of pleasure. She moved her body, rubbing it against mine slowly and hard, increasing her speed gradually. She looked at me with a modest and innocent look. Her mouth was half open and she groaned melodically.
The best moment of my life! The young girl, who I always lusted and dreamt of, was on top of me, making love to me!
Her movements were awkward and clumsy, justifiably of course since it was her first time. As I had her in front of me, I stood, grabbed her by her beautiful, velvet waist and placed her on her back. I spread her long, slender legs and found myself on top of her, embracing her. I wrapped my arms around her back, holding her tightly and slid inside her! I could feel her burning… she was hot all over! She had intense spasms and breathed quickly, while she kept on
swaying her tiny pelvis the same way she had when I heard her masturbating in her room!
Her pelvic bones were sticking out enough encouraging me to take hold of her from both sides and increase the intensity and speed. The pleasure was magical for both of us.
With a sensual moan that seemed more like a cry, she came to orgasm and she relaxed. After some time, when we had finished, we laid next to each other on the floor, perspiring and gazed at each other. I was stroking her hair and she was touching my face gently with her fingers.
“It was dreamy…” she whispered to me. Her smile lit the whole room.
“This night was exceptional for me as well,” I said and gave her a kiss on her forehead.
Our love was so strong and we had chemistry when we made love! Romance, love and passion was the secret to this unforgettable night. We were lying in each other’s arms on the living room floor when night fell. On our faces satisfaction and happiness was imprinted.
Next morning, I opened my eyes and reached out my arm to embrace her. The little one was not there!
“Eve?” I cried out, anxiously and stood up hastily. I couldn’t bear the thought that she might have left again.
“Yes?” she replied with a towel on her head. She was carrying a metallic tray and approached me, bringing me breakfast in the living room.
“You scared me to death.”
“Don’t be afraid. I won’t leave you now that I found you again, even if you beg me,” she smiled.
“Thank you. You are remarkable,” I said, taking the tray with the breakfast she had prepared.
“Only a small favour, Jacques.”
“What is it?”
“I think you should shave your beard. It doesn’t suit you after all!”
“Yes, I know. I didn’t have the time or the energy to focus on myself.”
“Oh, Jacques, I’ve missed you so much,” she whispered, charmingly.
“You don’t know how much I’ve missed you! I really had a hard time without you,” I said, bowing my head. “So, I’m going to shave and take care of myself a little. But first we are going to go for our walk and enjoy our ice creams, right?” I joyfully asked.
“Yes…” she murmured, hesitantly.
“What is it, Eve? Don’t you want to go out?”
“No, it’s not that.”
“But, what’s wrong?”
“I don’t know how to tell you…”
“Tell me, sweetheart.”
“It’s not easy…” she said, lowering her eyes to the floor.
“What is it?” I asked. “Talk to me,” and sat next to her on the sofa.
“I need money!”
My eyes widened! “No!” I said firmly.
“You said that you would give me some!”
“Eve! You should stop using that stuff! Do you want to die? Don’t you like life? Don’t you want to live?”
“I do like living… with you.”
“Then why are you doing this?”
“I can’t control it. I just want to.”
“Did they give you cocaine?”
“Coke at first and then I began using heroin when I was homeless and alone.”
“No, damn it! This can’t be happening to you. I remember when you were full of joy and vitality. Don’t do this to yourself. Please, baby. Get over it! We can do this together.”
“I’ll quit. Besides I’m not over using. Once in a couple of days and I’m fine!”
“It doesn’t matter, little one! This stuff will kill you!”
“I’ll try and quit. I promise you.”
“My love, I adore you and I can’t let you fall apart and someday find myself collecting your pieces from the streets! Do you understand?”
She didn’t speak. She sat in the corner of the sofa curled up. I sat next to her and hugged her affectionately. We sat together and watched a film on the television that was humorous and comical, which ma
de her smile from time to time and forget about what she has gone through.
At some point she fell asleep in my arms and we sat like that for hours. I didn’t want to wake her so I stayed with her until late in the evening!
When she opened her eyes and saw me she gave me a kiss while holding my hand tightly.
“Are you awake, sweetheart?” I asked.
“Yes,” she replied, stretching her slender body to relax.
“Do you want to go for a walk? Are you hungry?”
“I’m cold…”
“Cold?” I asked baffled and went up to my bedroom to bring her a blanket to warm her. I made her a hot cup of tea so she could feel better, but she insisted that she was cold.
“Are you better?” I asked, but she didn’t look well. She was sweating and was feverish.
“Do you think I’ll make it?” she asked herself and when she looked up I realized that it wouldn’t be easy for her to quit.
I began putting on some warm clothes. I put my leather jacket on and grabbed my keys from the coffee table, walking hastily towards the door.
“Where are you going?” she asked, alarmed.
Her body was shivering inside the blanket and the sweat was literally pouring off her.
“Stay here!” I said, sharply.
“Where are you going?” she asked again.
“I’ll be back soon!”
“Where are you going? Tell me. I’m scared.”
“I’m going to get you some!” I replied loudly, the veins on my neck were ready to burst from the anger I suppressed inside me.
She buried her head under the thick blanket, leaving only her eyes showing and she was looking at me terrified but calm. Her tears shed on the cushion. They weren’t tears of sorrow but of anxiety and fear.
I locked the door so she couldn’t escape and I went on my way to get her drugs!
Me! Who love her so much! Who adore her! I would give my life for this girl and now I, alone, will give her the substance that I know will kill her! It’s like I’m killing her with my own hands. But what can I do? Let her torture herself and lose her mind! I can’t do this to her… I can’t bear it!
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