by E. M. Leya
Hardly anyone noticed as they left. It was early and the party was still in full swing. As much as he hated leaving, there would be other parties, other nights. Tonight, he wanted to go home and curl around his fiancé. He giggled at the thought.
"What?" Andy clipped the seat belt in place around Jess.
"I just realized you're no longer my boyfriend. You're my fiancé. I kinda like that."
Andy kissed him. "Soon, I'll be your husband."
"Not soon enough."
"As soon as you want. We can pick a day tomorrow." Andy closed the door and went around to climb in the driver's side.
"Can we do it tomorrow?" Jess asked.
"No, but we can get the license Monday and plan from there. Though my mom might kill us if she doesn't get to throw us a huge reception."
"I love your family."
"Good thing, because they're about to become yours."
Jess leaned his head back and closed his eyes. He liked that. He liked it a lot.
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
"Saturday for dinner," Andy's mother called as he got into the truck.
He gave her a nod and a wave as he shut the door and started the engine. He glanced over at Jess and laughed. "They weren't excited or anything, were they?"
"I knew they'd be happy, but your mom is insane if she thinks we can afford to have a wedding like she wants us to. I was thinking we might just hit the courthouse with a few close friends." Jess smiled. "Imagine what she'd be like if you had a sister."
"I have a feeling Mom and Dad have been saving for a wedding for a long time. Mom's weird about some things and weddings are one of them. She claims you must have a great start to have a great ending, but that never made sense to me. If you have something great, you don't want it to end, right?"
"You'd think." Jess shrugged.
Andy loved that his mother wanted to throw them a huge wedding, but that meant taking the time to plan. What he really wanted was to have a few friends over to his parents' backyard and marry Jess as soon as possible. It was impossible not to get caught up in his mother's excitement and imagine a huge wedding, but the truth was, other than a few friends and some family, there weren't many to invite. Jess didn't speak to his family at all. "So, we need to decide, do we break her heart and rush this and do it our way, or let her have her fun and wait a bit?"
Jess sighed. "When you put it that way…"
"I know. We can't break her heart. I mean, waiting a bit isn't going to kill us. It's just a piece of paper. You know I love you. I know you love me, and we're already living together. It's not like waiting will kill us. We aren't virgins waiting for our wedding night. As much as I want you as my husband, we're almost as good as married now." He prayed he wasn't hurting Jess's feelings by wanting to wait. "Besides, we deserve a nice wedding. It won't be a huge event, but it will be fun to have music and dancing and all the stuff mom talked about. You and I have never danced together."
Jess looked at him. "We haven't, have we? I guess I just took for granted that you've been my best friend for so long we've done everything together."
"There's one more thing we haven't done yet that I want to do, and we can do that before the wedding." He reached over and ran his hand up Jess's thigh.
"Make out? Have sex?" Jess raised a brow. "Babe, we've done that a million times."
Andy grinned. "But you haven't taken me yet. I told you a long time ago I wanted you to." His stomach flipped nervously, but it was something he wanted to try. They'd played around, used fingers, but Andy wanted to know what it was like to feel Jess inside him. It wasn't something he thought he'd ask for often, but sometimes he wanted to switch things up.
"You sure?" Jess stared at him.
Keeping his eyes on the road, Andy nodded. "I might hate it and never want to do it again. I might love it and ruin us because I'll beg for it all of the time. Who knows? If you're willing, I want to give it a try."
"Of course, I'm willing." Jess gave him a sly look. "Just don't love it too much, okay?"
"I won't take that from you, Babe. I love being inside you too much to give that up." Andy meant it. He'd never known pleasure until he'd sunk deep into Jess's body and rode him hard. He might enjoy being fucked, but nothing would ever compare to fucking Jess.
"Good to hear. Whenever you're ready for us to do that, you tell me," Jess offered.
"Let me pull the truck over and we can get busy," Andy teased.
"I'm not doing you in the truck." Jess laughed. "I want you in a bed where I can make sure you're comfortable and where we have plenty of lube."
"We could have stayed at my parents' and snuck off to my old bedroom," Andy mused.
"And let Brad hear us? I'm still not sure how to feel about him watching us in a scene last night. True to his word he didn't bring it up today, but it was weird knowing he'd seen us. When I said I wanted everyone watching us, I didn't mean him." A blush covered Jess's cheeks. "What do you think is up with that? With him being there. It's by invitation only. He had to know someone to get in."
"Yeah, and did you see the way he looked at Tony and wanted to know how we knew him? I know Tony's straight, so I don't think my brother would have played with him, but if Brad's a Dom, maybe they are friends?"
"We can ask Tony. He might tell us more than Brad."
"Yeah, but then again, the rules are not to get into anyone else's business. Maybe we're better to just let it go. I can't see Brad on his knees for anyone, so I'm assuming he's a Dom. Whatever he is, I know if I walk in and see him doing a scene, I'm turning my back and leaving. I don't need to see my brother that way. I can't believe he watched us."
Jess laughed. "We were hot."
"You were hot. People were impressed with you." Andy had no doubt that Jess had been the draw. "Honestly, once we started, I hardly noticed the crowds. I was too into you."
"Yeah, it was the same for me. I didn't notice Brad until the end when we were done. Maybe he didn't watch too much?" Jess shrugged. "We may never know unless he brings it up again."
"Which I hope he doesn't." Andy didn't want to have that conversation with any family member. He parked the truck and they got out, walking hand in hand into the apartment.
Once in, he kicked off his shoes and sank down on the couch. "I love our weekends now that you aren't working all the time. It's nice to have you home more."
Jess crawled onto his lap, straddling him. "It's nice to be home. I don't miss those long hours at all." He dipped his head and trailed kisses along Andy's jaw. "It's too bad we can't make a living on porn or we could both stay home all week and fuck on camera."
Andy's cock thickened at the idea. "That doesn't mean we can't make our own from time to time. Maybe one day you'll find another client who wants to watch you get fucked and I can join in again. For now, we still have Al. He might not be paying us anymore, but he likes to watch every once in a while."
Al had quit requesting a weekly video chat, but he still watched them for fun from time to time. He also dropped in on some of their scenes when they were at his house or at Tony's.
"I would love to have more clients watch us. Maybe I should put out a new ad and see how much we can get for fucking on camera." Jess rolled his hips. "See how hard you get me?"
"Um, you climbed on my lap. This one is your fault." Andy slid his hands under Jess's shirt and up his back. "Want to move this to the bedroom?"
"As long as we can spend the rest of the day there." Jess nipped his ear. "Ever since you mentioned me fucking you, I've been hard."
"Your turn to give me a little pain?" Andy teased.
"I'm not that big. It will hardly hurt at all if we do it right."
"You're bigger than your finger and I felt that."
Jess rolled his eyes. "Amateur."
"Hey, there's a reason I'm the Dom and you’re the sub." Andy pinched Jess's nipple hard through his shirt. "Come on. I want you to show me everything. Let me know what you love so much about a hard cock inside you."
> Jess stood and smiled. "Not just any cock. Not anymore. Now it's you. I love you inside me."
Andy took his hand and led him to the bedroom. His body yearned for Jess, but at the same time, he was nervous. He had to try it once, maybe twice and know for sure if it was something he liked.
"I'm not going to rape you." Jess laughed as he started to strip off his clothes. "You look as if I'm leading you to your doom. Get naked, get on the bed, and let me help you relax."
"Bossy."
"Yep, today is my day to tell you exactly what I want you to do." Jess had an evil gleam in his eyes.
Andy swallowed hard, thinking about all the pain he'd given to Jess. He'd wanted it though. Andy was a wimp when it came to pain. He would use a safe word at the first swat of a hand against his ass. "You know I love you, right?" He took off his pants.
"I love you too. You have nothing to worry about. I'll make it good."
He trusted Jess and knew he wouldn't hurt him, but damn, he was about to let Jess take him in a way nobody else ever had. The thought both excited and scared him. Even though they'd played, used fingers, tongues, and even a slender toy, it wasn't a thick cock. Andy tossed his shirt on the dresser and climbed onto the bed. "How do you want me?"
"Just like that." Jess smiled as he climbed onto the bed. "I'm going to make you forget to be nervous. You'll beg for me by the time I'm done." Jess straddled Andy, bringing their cocks together in his hand and stroking them. He bent and kissed him softly, then pulled back a bit. "You can say no if it's horrible. It's not something I need in our relationship. You wanted to try it, so we will, but never think you need to do this for me."
It was impossible to think with the way Jess was running his fist over both their cocks. "Thanks for that, but I want to try it once at least. I need to know what it's like."
"Okay, then just let me take care of you for a change. Let me be the one in charge. Just relax and enjoy it." Jess trailed his tongue over Andy's shoulder, then across his neck. The whole time, he kept working their cocks, pushing the desire and need higher.
Andy arched his head back, giving Jess room to do what he wanted. It was hard to not be the one taking the lead, but he liked that Jess was willing to do it from time to time. He loved feeling Jess's mouth on his skin, his body against his.
"Have I ever told you how much I love your nipples?" Jess bit on one gently.
"No." Andy cupped the back of Jess's head, holding him there.
"Well, I do." He moved to the other one, biting it too before sucking on it. He moved back and forth, teasing each nipple until they were peeked and hard, just like his cock. "You're so sensitive."
"Only for you." It was true. No woman had ever made him feel the way Jess did. He lit Andy up like a rocket.
"Good. I like hearing that." Jess slid his body back a bit as he lowered his head more, tracing his tongue over Andy's ribcage, then down to his stomach. "This is one of my favorite parts of you. When we do a scene, I focus on your stomach and the way the muscles move when you work me. The way your body tightens with each swing of a whip, the way you breathe when you shock me. It turns me on almost as much as the pain does."
Those were things Andy had never thought of. He figured Jess would be focused on his hands, on the whip, or other toy he held. Knowing he watched his body would make things even more intense when they did their next scene. His thoughts were lost as Andy's mouth covered his cock and he moaned as he lifted his hips. The man's mouth was magical, and he knew just where to pay the most attention to get Andy off. "Don't make me come. Want to do that when you're in me."
Jess glanced up and gave a slight nod as he continued to slide his mouth up and down Andy's length.
Andy watched him, relaxing back as Jess explored his cock and balls with his mouth. When Jess gently pushed his legs father apart, Andy knew what was coming. He loved the feel of Jess's mouth on his hole. Loved the feel of him licking and sucking that area. He willingly opened for him, even pulling his legs back with his arms to give Jess plenty of room.
The first swipe of his tongue had him gasping in pleasure, the second one had him nearly begging for more. Maybe it was the knowledge of what they were about to do. The excitement of another first for them, but Andy's control was fading. His cock pulsed against his leg, his balls were already pulled tight, and fire licked up his spine. He was going to come before things got good if he wasn't careful.
"You're so perfect here." Jess ran his finger around his hole. "I've always loved playing with you this way." He pressed his finger against him, but didn't push inside. "I'm going to get the lube. Stay just how you are." Jess reached for the nightstand drawer. "Maybe we should let Al watch us do this one day. He'd love to see me play with your ass."
He was as bad as Jess when it came to being watched. He loved knowing people were getting off on what they were doing. "Maybe I need to make you eat my ass in a scene. Let everyone watch how talented your tongue is. Maybe I'll have Al fuck you while you lick my ass? Would you like that?"
Jess's eyes widened in answer.
Andy laughed. "I know what you like, Jess. It would turn me on just as much as you."
"When's the next party?" Jess grinned.
"Not soon enough." Andy sucked in a breath as Jess spread lube over his hole. They'd stopped using condoms a while ago unless they were at a party where they were required. He loved feeling Jess naked around his cock when they fucked, and perverted as it was, he was looking forward to feeling Jess's cum leak from his hole after Jess fucked him.
"I'm going to open you up for me." Jess gave the warning as he pushed a single finger inside Andy's ass. "So tight for me."
The finger felt strange, but not painful. It was an odd feeling of being full. Jess glided his finger in and out of him slowly, then a little harder. Andy closed his eyes, focusing on the feeling, waiting for the magic that Jess claimed would happen to come.
"Another finger. Tell me to stop if it hurts too much." Jess pressed a second finger inside, stretching Andy's body open. It was painful, but not so much he couldn't handle it. There was something about knowing it was Jess doing it that caused him to relax.
"We need to record this. I want to see."
"We'll set up a camera someday and do everything. I want to see you fuck me too. God, I'd watch that all the time when you weren't here to do it to me in person."
Andy agreed. He'd jack off to videos of them together anytime.
"Another finger." Jess licked over his balls as he slid another into him.
This one hurt. He stretched and moaned, trying to keep from telling Jess no. He wanted this. Others did this all the time. He could do it once to see what it was like. Still no magic, but he trusted Jess when he said it would happen. God, how did Jess take Mr. Purple this way? He couldn't imagine being stretched that much.
"You should see this, Babe. I've got three fingers in you, fucking your ass with them. You're so tight, so perfect. My cock aches to be inside you. I'm going to lose my mind when I sink inside."
Andy's cock hurt he wanted to come so badly. He reached down and wrapped his fist around the base, just holding it tightly. He was scared to stroke, afraid he'd come if he did.
"I love you so much." Jess pulled his fingers from him and came up to lean over Andy's body and kiss him.
"I love you too." He felt Jess rub the head of his cock over his hole, teasing the opening.
"I'm going to go slow. My cock is lubed, your ass is wet and stretched, and in just a few minutes, I'm going to show you exactly why I love being fucked so much." Jess pressed the head to him and gently pushed.
A burst of pain had Andy gasping. He tightened his grip around his own cock, hoping the stimulation would distract him from the burn and stretch.
"I know. This is the worst part." Jess pressed farther in. "Once I'm in, I'll give you a moment to get used to me, but if I stop now, it's just going to extend the discomfort." He kept pushing, sliding deeper.
The pain eased a bit the more he pu
shed in, and by the time Jess stilled, Andy was able to breathe again. He stared at Jess as he took in the feeling of having a cock buried deep inside him. The fullness was extreme, the stretching and burning almost too much, but the thought of Jess inside him, the look on Jess's face, those overrode everything else.
"You're so tight. Feel so good around me." Jess caressed Andy's thighs. "You okay?"
"Yeah, just full. It's not horrible, but different." He breathed through the words, trying to move slightly, just enough to take away the bite of pain he still felt.
"I'm going to move a little. See if it helps." Jess pulled back slightly, then went back in.
He hit some spot deep in Andy that sent a spark of lightning through him. He gasped, throwing his head back in pleasure. "Fuck!"
"There it is. There's that little magic spot I told you about." Jess grinned. "Want me to do it again?"
"God, yes." Andy had never felt anything like it. It was a form of pleasure he'd never known, not better or worse than others, but so different that he wanted to explore it.
Jess moved again, but this time he didn't stop, he gently thrust in and out, each time brushing over that spot that was going to drive Andy wild.
He couldn't help himself. He stroked his cock, gave in to his need. "More."
Jess laughed and started to fuck him faster, not harder, and Andy was glad for that, but quicker, stroking over that spot with his cock every few seconds. Andy's body felt alive, felt on fire. He focused on the feeling, on the tightness of his fist around his cock, but mostly on the look on Jess's face as he fucked him. God, he loved this man. He loved him more than he loved himself. He gave in to the pleasure as his body loosened and Jess moved with more swift and hard strokes. Their skin slapped, their hands caressed, and Jess's mouth moved up and down Andy's leg as he hooked it over his arms.
The position change made everything even more intense and Andy cried out, unable to warn Jess before his cock pulsed and cum spurted from him in streams. It was one of the most intense orgasms of his life, extended by the constant thrust of Jess's body into his. He was lost in pleasure, lost in everything they were doing. He rode out the waves of pleasure, unable to do anything but hold on while Jess worked to finding his.