by E. M. Leya
Jess's fingers bit into his skin, his neck arched, his muscled worked, and everything about the whole experience was overwhelming and incredible. The pleasure had voided the pain for now, replacing it with wonder, as Andy watched Jess in a way he'd never seen before. The top, the one in control, the one taking what he needed instead of what someone else gave. God, he was perfect.
"I can't…" Jess cried out, then stilled.
Andy felt Jess's cock pulse inside him, and warmth fill him. He loved it. Wasn't sure he'd ever do it again, but he loved having the chance to know, to feel, to see what all of this was like. His pulse raced. His body still hummed. He reached up and caressed Jess's cheek. "I love you so much."
"I love you too." Jess rested his head against Andy's leg. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I am. Too post-orgasmic to think about it all now." He smiled.
"I forgot what a workout that is." Jess grinned as he pulled out.
The slight spill of cum from his ass was something Andy liked. That was something he wanted to see, wanted recorded. "Come here." He opened his arms as he relaxed his legs.
Jess went to him, wrapping himself around Andy and held him tightly. "Anything else we have left to try?"
Andy laughed. "Not that I can think of, but with your creative mind, I'm sure you'll think of something." He pressed his lips to Jess's temple. "I can't wait to marry you."
"September first," Jess whispered.
"What?"
"I want to get married September first. It's soon enough to keep us from going crazy, but far enough away to give your mom time to plan. It's still warm enough for an outside reception, and it's also when my vacation kicks in so we can take a week off work together and forget the world exists," Jess explained.
"I was thinking we might take a honeymoon. I've got a little money saved." Andy slid his leg between Jess's so they were even closer. "Maybe a cruise or a week on the beach somewhere?"
"I'd like that." Jess rested his head on Andy's chest. "It really doesn't matter. I just want to marry you. Once that's done, nothing else in my life will make me as happy."
Andy smiled. "I feel the same way." He sighed. "I should go clean up."
"No, don't move. Rest with me for a minute. We'll shower later." Jess closed his eyes.
Unable to resist the man in his arms, Andy gave in, closing his eyes as well. With a wedding planned, a future with Jess to look forward to, and unknown adventures for them to explore, he couldn't imagine being happier. His best friend, now his lover. He couldn't ask for more. Everything he wanted was right in front of his eyes this whole time, and now that he had it, he was never going to let go.
As Jess slept against his chest, he would forever be thankful that his need for a little extra money brought them together. Jess was his future and no matter what it held, he was glad Jess would be right there beside him for it all.
EPILOGUE
Jess straightened his tie and looked over at Al. "Is it straight?"
"Come here." Al stepped close and fixed the tie. "You look amazing. Andy's not going to be able to take his eyes off you."
"I can't believe we're doing this. If you'd told me back in high school that Andy was who I'd marry, I'd have laughed. I don't know how I didn't see it before, but I'm glad you saw it and pushed us together."
"It was in your eyes when you talked about him. Your eyes light up when you say his name, even when he was only a friend. Once I saw you two together, I knew he felt it too. It was just a matter of getting you both to admit it. I won't take credit for doing it. I just urged you two to do what you both desired and you did it." Al patted Jess's shoulder. "You've come a long way from the man I first met."
Jess laughed. "I was a scared, insecure guy back then. Desperate for money and trying to come to terms with my family disowning me. You know, I've hardly thought about them at all recently."
"That's because you have a family who loves you now. Not just Andy's family, but your dungeon family as well. We'll always be here for you." Al glanced at his watch. "Are you about ready? It's almost time."
"Why am I so nervous? I shouldn't be nervous. This is Andy." Jess closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"That's right, it's Andy. You two have been through everything together. This is simply walking down the aisle, standing in front of all your family and friends, and telling him you will love him forever. Easy as pie."
Jess rolled his eyes. "As if anything about pie is easy." He turned and looked in the mirror again. He had to do this. He couldn't let Andy down.
Al laughed. "Here you are nervous to go out there and get married, but just three nights ago you stood naked in a crowd of thirty people and let Andy whip you and shock the shit out of your nuts. Seriously, Jess, this is going to be easy."
"Maybe I should go naked in nothing but my collar. That would make it easier."
"Until your mother-in-law starts sharing wedding photos with any kids you and Andy might have." Al winked.
"Shit, don't even get me thinking about kids. I'm nervous enough." He wondered if kids would be part of his future. He fisted his hands to resist combing his fingers through his hair. He could do this. He just needed—.
"On your knees." Al's tone was hard as he pointed to the ground.
At the sound of those words, Jess knelt, his head bowed, arms behind his back. "Thank you." Al walked around him twice, then stopped directly in front of Jess. "Breathe."
Jess closed his eyes, breathing in once, out once, in once, out once.
"I want you to stand up, and walk down that aisle and make Andy your husband. No more doubts, no more fear. You know this is what you want. Now find that inner peace you get only with Andy and marry the man. Stand." Al offered his hand.
"Yes, Sir." Jess took it and stood, trying to keep himself in a sub state of mind to keep the nerves from coming forward again.
"Good. Now I'm going to open the door and we are going to get you married." Al offered his arm. "Want to hold my arm as we go?"
Jess laughed, but tucked his arm in the curve of Al's right arm and took another long breath. "Thank you."
"Always." Al smiled as he opened the door.
The hallway was empty as they stepped out, but as they walked toward the large room set up for their wedding, Jess saw Maggie waiting for them.
"Come on. You're late." She waved them over, then stuck her head in to give a nod to the person who was playing the piano.
They'd decided not to use the Wedding March, but had found a classical piece they both enjoyed. As the music started, Maggie stepped out of the hallway and started slowly down the aisle. She held a bouquet of peach roses as she walked. Once she reached the end, then another selection of music started and Al stepped forward.
Jess went with him, letting him lead him. His nerves still raced, and for a moment he wondered if he was going to pass out, then he looked up. The moment he met Andy's gaze, everything went silent. Nothing mattered, no one else was around, it was just the two of them. Jess kept hold of Andy's gaze, seeing the heat in his lover's eyes, the desire, the love. This was right. This was exactly what he wanted, where he was supposed to be.
He walked slowly, letting Al set the pace. It took forever, but each step brought him closer to the one he wanted to be with. Andy. It was always Andy.
Al stopped as they neared Andy and took Jess's arm from his. He passed him gently to Andy's hands, then bent and kissed Jess on the cheek before stepping aside.
"You look amazing," Andy whispered.
"So do you." Jess meant every word. He'd seen Andy in a suit a million times, but he never had seen him look like this. It was the glow, the happiness, the desire and want in his eyes. He held Andy's hand, moving into position as the Justice of the Peace stepped forward.
The rest of the wedding was a blur. He wasn't sure if he said the right things, but he must have because suddenly, Andy was leaning in to kiss him. The kiss was soft and too short, but the words of someone announcing them as a wedded couple drew hi
s attention from his want for more.
He turned, arm in arm with Andy and laughed as everyone cheered for them.
"I love you." Andy kissed him again.
"I love you." Jess finally felt as if he could breathe.
Andy led them out of the room and soon he was alone with his husband. God, his husband. He'd never dared dream. He couldn't have dreamed something so perfect.
"You okay?" Andy ran a finger down his cheek.
"Yeah, I don't know why I was so nervous, so scared. I want you. Wanted this."
"I know. I'll tell you what. We have to humor my mother and put up with pictures and a few dances, then we can make an escape. No one will notice we're missing. The sooner we leave here, the sooner we can start our lives together."
"Forever," Jess whispered.
"Yes, forever." Andy bent and kissed him.
As he melted against Andy's firm body, he knew he'd found his forever, his home, his family. Andy encompassed it all. He needed for nothing because with Andy, he had everything and for once, nothing would take that away.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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STAND ALONE BOOKS
LOVE PLUS ONE — (mmf romance)
OUT OF THE FLAMES — (mm romance)
FINDING HOPE — (mf romance)
THE JUDGE — (mmff erotic romance)
WESTERN INHERITANCE — (mm romance)
UNCLE — (mm romance)
A LITTLE BIT ROCK AND ROLL— (mm romance)
COMING HOME — (mm romance)
TRUSTING TRENT — (mm romance)
LEARNING TO LOVE — (mm romance)
VACATION — (mf romance)
BIGFOOT — (mm romance)
JULIE — (mf romance)
LOST IN THE CROWD — (mm romance)
PASTOR'S DAUGHTER — (mfm romance)
THE BOSS — (mm romance)
PUSHED (mm romance)
A VAMPIRE FOR HALLOWEEN (mm romance short)
MASKED — (mm romance, light bdsm)
TIME GONE BY — (mm romance)
THE PRINCE (mm fantasy romance)
SECOND CHANCE (mm romance)
LOVE UNDERCOVER – (mm romance short)
KITTEN CLAWS AND PUPPY BREATH- (mm romance)
PRIDE – (mm romance)
WASHED UP – (mm romance)
LIGHT BEYOND THE DARK – (mm romance)
WAKING UP DEAD – (mm romance short)
RAGS AND RICHES SERIES
WINTER FREEZE (mm romance)
LOVE JAKE (mm romance)
ONE MORE NIGHT (mm romance)
HEALING TOUCH (mm romance)
CAMERA SHY (mm romance)
INKED (mm romance)
THE WAY INSIDE (mm romance)
AS I AM (mm romance)
BEGIN AGAIN (mm romance)
THE ROAD HOME (mm romance)
SOUND OF SILENCE (mm romance)
HEAD ABOVE WATER (mm romance)
CAUGHT IN THE ACT (mm romance)
SAVE THE KIDS SERIES (STK)
PAIN – (mm romance)
SECERT— (mm romance)
HEAL – (mm romance)
FREE – (mm romance)
HACK- (mm romance)
CAGED – (mm romance)
TAKEN – (mm romance) coming 2020
TALES OF THE MERMAN SERIES
SAGE — (mm romance)
RANDY — (mm romance)
HEARTS NOT PARTS BOOKS
LOVE IN TRANSITION — (transgender male to female romance)
FLUIDITY (gender fluid mm romance)
TERRIN PASS PACK SERIES
BITTEN (shifter mm romance)
FOUND (shifter mm romance)
BLINDED (shifter mm romance)
CHANGED (shifter mm romance)
Mated (shifter mm romance) coming June 2020
MASTERS IN LOVE
POCKET CHANGE (mm romance)
PEACEFULLY SLEEPING coming 2020
MOTEL MINI SERIES
DEBT PAID — motel mini 1 (mmm reluctant erotica short)
MY SON'S BEST FRIEND — motel mini 2 (mm erotica short)
SIBLING SEDUCTION — motel mini 3 (mf taboo erotica short)
MY HUSBAND'S LOVER — motel mini 4 (ff reluctant erotica)
*DOUBLE TAKE — motel mini 5 (mm taboo twin erotic short)
PAYBACK— motel mini 6 (fmmm reluctant erotica short)
BLACKMAILED-motel mini 7 (mm blackmailed erotic short)
PIERCED-motel mini 8 (ff friends to lovers erotic short)
MOTEL MINI BOX SET Books 1-5 MM, FF, MF, Taboo, and Reluctant
*Available only in box set.
SINFUL TEMPTATION COLLECTION
HORIZONTAL ANALYSIS with Nicole Colville (mm romance)
ABSOLUTION with Nicole Colville (mm romance)
ROCKY PEAKS SERIES with Nicole Colville
The Journey Home (mm romance)
CHRISTIAN ROMANCE
HARMONY- (mf romantic suspense)
THE CHALLENGE- (mf New Adult romance)
FRENCH BOOKS
LE JUGE (French Edition) — (mmff erotic romance)
*MOTEL MINI BOX SET FRENCH Books 1-5 MM, FF, MF, Taboo, and Reluctant
DETTE PAYÉE — motel mini 1
LE MEILLEUR AMI DE MON FILS — motel mini 2
*SÉDUCTION FRATERNELLE — motel mini 3
LA MAÎTRESSE DE MON MARI — motel mini 4
*DOUBLE PRISE — motel mini 5
*Comptable pourrait ne pas être disponible chez tous les détaillants