Heart Ripper

by K. A. Merikan

  Raja groaned and squeezed David’s cock through the thin layer of cotton. “I want you so fucking much right now. And I deserve to have you now that you made me come out about us in front of all those people.”

  David swallowed and looked around the darkness surrounding them here. He raised his thigh to rub it against Raja’s leg. “You deserve everything.” His love was like a pulsing throbbing mess inside of him, and he needed to let off some steam or it would suffocate him.

  “I do,” said Raja, pressing his nose into the crook of David’s neck and loudly smelling him. “I wanna do you every night from now on,” he said, opening David’s pants with his other hand.

  “So, do you want me to move in? I mean, maybe not tomorrow, but, like, in general?” David started babbling too fast, but he couldn’t stop himself, already arching toward Raja’s hand. “I want to suck your cock so bad.”

  “Then you have a problem, because I want to suck yours, and this is my damn night,” said Raja, quickly pushing David’s jeans lower and exposing his sensitive skin to the cool breeze.

  “And… and the moving in part?” David took quick, shivering breaths, looking down to his own hardening cock in the faint yellow light coming from the back of the club.

  Raja’s hand enveloped his cock and gave it a gentle tug, but with Raja’s lips ghosting over David’s cheek, it was difficult to stay focused on just one sensation. “You should move in with me now that you’re mine.”

  Those words made David’s dick hard yet had him melting all at the same time. He would be living with Raja. He would get to taste him every day. And he wouldn’t be a dirty secret. He’d be there for Raja whenever he was needed, and Raja would be there for him.

  “Yes…” David ran his hands up to Raja’s hair.

  Raja’s mouth spread into a smile against David’s cheek, but a second later, Raja crouched in front of David and spat at the cock in his hand. The saliva made the movement of Raja’s hand over David’s dick even smoother, and David shuddered, briefly closing his eyes.

  “I’m gonna fuck you whether you come now or not,” whispered Raja.

  David swallowed, not sure if he’d be able to keep it in. Raja sucking him off was always such a turn-on he couldn’t take it for long. That thick beard against his thighs was his downfall. “Can we do bareback?” he whispered, imagining what it would be like to have Raja come inside him and leave his mark in there.

  Raja’s hand trembled as it twisted gently over David’s cock, and the low sound that came from his throat told David that he wasn’t the only one to find going bare a huge turn-on. But Raja shook his head.

  “Not yet. It’s too soon, and someone needs to be a responsible adult here.”

  David sighed. “But we’ll do it one day? You’ll come inside of me?” His cheeks were hot, his fingers full of Raja’s hair, and he sensed Raja’s breath on his cockhead. It was glorious.

  Raja moaned and kissed the tip of David’s cock, which stuck out from between his fingers. The sensation had David’s toes curling in his shoes. “I’m already doing it in my dreams. It’s gonna be so hot to see you drip with my cum,” whispered Raja and crooked his head, sucking in the sensitive sac around David’s balls.

  "Cum..." David rasped, revelling in how it rolled off his tongue. He’d always known that there had to be something delicious about sex if it was so forbidden, but he never thought it would be this good, this tempting, this irresistible.

  “That’s right. My cum inside you and overflowing,” teased Raja while moving his warm tongue in the space between David’s balls and cock. His warm breath was like a caress on its own, but even without being inside of Raja’s hot, impossibly smooth mouth, David was already rock-hard.

  “That’s so dirty.” David half closed his eyes, looking at that handsome face so close to his dick. “Like porn. If any of my old friends knew what I was doing…”

  “They’d be jealous you’re getting all the action they can only dream of,” Raja finished for him, only to unexpectedly dip his head over David’s cock and hollow his cheeks. It was as if David’s feet rose off the ground, and he became light as air, with only Raja’s lips to ground him.

  “Oh, my God…” He squeezed his fingers in Raja’s hair and bent forward. Goose bumps made the hair on his arms bristle, and when his cock was in Raja like that, it felt as if they were one.

  Raja hummed around him and sucked on David slowly, savoring the taste of the cock in his mouth. His hands rolled David’s nuts, and it gave David a thrill to know how fine the line was between painful and pleasant pressure when it came to that spot. He completely trusted Raja to make him feel good.

  “So good,” he muttered and kissed Raja’s scalp, desperate to give back somehow. He knew sucking itself was pleasure, yet there was always a surge of guilt when he got to just lay back and enjoy whatever Raja chose to do to him.

  Raja pulled his mouth off David’s cock, and the saliva only made the cool air more noticeable.

  “I could eat this every fucking day,” he said and grazed the side of David’s cock with his teeth. “Just take bite after bite.”

  Being with Raja somehow made David feel as if he were a fuller person, as if he were a part of something bigger. It was him, shy and quiet David Stone, who managed to pique the interest of a biker club president, a wild and insatiable lover, and a man so handsome he could easily have his pick of all the men at the party and yet he only had eyes for David.

  “Fuck me now, or I’m gonna come. And I need to feel your dick in me when I do. I want to squeeze around it.” Even when speaking, David barely had any shame anymore when it came to Raja.

  Raja sucked on him so hard it bordered on pain, but before David could beg again, his big bad boyfriend was back on his feet and forced David to turn around and face the wall in one smooth tug. Having that sturdy warm body mold itself to David’s back was like a dream come true in itself, but feeling the hard bulge against his ass was what made David’s blood heat up. Raja’s strong hands massaged David’s hips, and then he pushed his hips against David’s bare ass, as if already fucking him.

  David moaned and arched his ass to Raja, his palms flat against the cold wall, and his cock already missing the heat of Raja’s mouth. David never felt safer than when Raja’s strong body was against his, shielding him from the world yet pressing close and reminding him the man behind him was about to thrust his cock into David’s body and fuck him. And David would take it with pleasure, happy to give Raja every inch of his skin and every intimate spot on his body.

  Raja’s teeth grazed the back of David’s neck, and he couldn’t help but shudder, imagining Raja would bite him there and keep him in place this way while he slammed his dick into David over and over. Instead, there was a rustle of plastic, and moments later, slick fingers delved into the cleft of David’s ass, teasing the wrinkled skin around his hole.

  “I’m gonna come within seconds while I’m inside your tight ass. If you can’t walk tomorrow, I’m gonna carry you around all day,” promised Raja.

  David smiled against the wall and wiggled his hips in invitation. “Yes, do me hard. I love it when you fuck me so hard everything around becomes a blur and I can only think about how thick your cock is.” He could hardly believe so much had changed in the last few months. He was having sex with a man. His boyfriend at that. And not even in a bed. And he said the f-word. And he loved it.

  He got to his toes when Raja’s fingers breached him. It was slightly painful at first, but he was already relaxing in preparation for something more.

  “You should say that to people. My boyfriend has a cock so thick I feel how well he’s fucked me the next day,” whispered Raja and laughed quietly, gently twisting his fingers inside David’s hole.

  “Oh, my God, no,” David whimpered, unable to stay still when Raja teased him this way, and even in the cool air, sweat was beading on his back. “It’s private. I’m not like that. Only with you.” He closed his eyes, panting and already anxious to feel Raja
’s hot, smooth cockhead between his buttocks.

  “You sure? What if I rewarded you for being a bad boy?” asked Raja, pulling on David’s hips and forcing him to push his ass back.

  “How?” David glanced over his shoulder at the man of his dreams.

  Raja’s cock pressed against David’s buttock, momentarily wiping out all coherent thought from his brain, but then Raja spoke, and his low, warm voice made David moan in excitement.

  “Maybe I could take you to the club rally?”

  “That’s so exciting. When is it?” David’s mind was scattered between the arousal here and now, and the distant excitement of future plans. His pants slid down from his thighs to his knees.

  “Soon,” whispered Raja and pulled his fingers out of David. “Good opportunity for you to talk about my dick to strangers.”

  David gasped, holding on to the wall, because his knees were going soft. “Wouldn’t you be embarrassed?”

  Raja laughed into David’s ear, and moments later, the smooth thick cock slid between David’s lubed buttocks. “I’m never embarrassed. I will have you wear a property vest, and you’ll never leave my sight, so that everyone knows.”

  “You feel so good.” David moaned when Raja pushed closer, forcing David against the wall again. “I will be around for you. So everyone knows. And I’ll suck you off after a long ride on the bike, when you smell of sweat and leather… oh, God. I’m so dirty…”

  Raja’s cock was already pressing against David’s anus, and it was only up to David to let him in, and how could he not when Raja was already nibbling on his ear and holding him so firmly. “You’ll be even dirtier once I’m done with you. I’m gonna take off that condom, and you’re gonna lick my dick clean.”

  “Yes, yes I will. I love how your cum tastes.” David was frantic and hot all over when his eager hole let Raja’s cockhead in, stretching the sphincter and instantly making David know he was being claimed.

  Raja held his hand over David’s mouth as he pushed all the way in until David’s buttocks met Raja’s thighs and felt the tickle of pubic hair. That dick felt so impossibly good inside him that David was already shaking just from the sensation of fullness that came with it.

  “Do you want to call over the whole party, or what? Would you like that? Being watched as I drill into you?”

  He didn’t. He was much too shy for that, but his imagination instantly came up with the image of Raja fucking him like a madman on the pool table. The whole party would watch David take a dick, spread out like a mounted insect. “That’s so hot,” he whimpered into Raja’s palm, focused on how that thick meat felt inside of him, how it throbbed and despite not being a part of his body, in this moment it was completely his.

  “Yes. Your ass is so fucking hot it could melt steel. I’m gonna demonstrate,” hissed Raja, slamming into David hard and sliding his hand down David’s chin until it settled on his throat, protectively holding David’s neck.

  David had to bite his lip to not moan too loudly. “Just like that,” he whimpered, shivering in Raja’s arms. “Fuck me any way you want. I’m yours.” Tender emotions got mangled up with too much booze, and a surge of arousal made his eyes wetter from the turmoil he felt inside. When he was with Raja, he knew exactly who he was.

  Raja gasped, and they settled into a quick, hard rhythm that made David choke on his moans. Raja’s silent growls resonated in his ears and made every single time David tugged on his cock in time to the thrusts all the better. It was as if he were being fucked by a wild beast, so much bigger and stronger, and yet there wasn’t a single thing he’d change about this moment.

  Raja moaned and pulled on David’s hair, forcing him to look back, and their lips met, just in time for the thrusts to get more rapid. David wasn’t about to wait any longer either, and when he came, jerking off fast and hard, it felt as if he was breathing his orgasm into Raja’s lips, along with moans and whimpers when his ass clenched over that thick rod.

  Raja threw his head back, and his cock pistoned in and out of David until the final push that sent Raja’s dick balls-deep into David. Strong arms clenched around David, who savored the way his man shuddered against him, leaving his phantom seed inside.

  David settled his forehead against the wall, slowly finding a way to breathe again, and enjoying the heat between their bodies while Raja’s cock was still hard inside of him. “I can’t wait to have access to you all the time. I’ll eat my first lunch at your place off your abs,” he muttered.

  Raja laughed and gave David’s neck a sloppy kiss, slowly pulling out of him, and it felt like such a loss David wanted to beg him to keep the cock inside for just a few moments longer. “Deal. I’m gonna make sure it’s something fancy.”

  “So… um… can I lick your cock now, or would that be really weird?” he whispered the last words, afraid to say them out loud. He slowly turned around, pulling his pants up. He loved the tender feeling in his ass after fucking. It reminded him of the sex for hours after.

  Raja grinned and pulled his own up as well, without yet tucking his cock back in. “Sure, kid, knock yourself out,” he said and put his hand on David’s nape, pulling him down in a gesture David knew intimately.

  David gave him a silly smile and went down to his knees, quickly leaning in to lick up Raja’s cock, savoring all its stickiness and musky aroma, even the faint taste of rubber. He had no idea if it was normal to do so, but he didn’t care, because it felt so good he wouldn’t miss out on it. Salty, slightly bitter, he licked up the remaining sperm and even gave the cock one last suckle and kiss on the tip.

  Raja tucked himself in, zipped his pants, and then pulled on David’s jaw until David got up so hastily that he fell straight into Raja’s kiss. “You’re such a good fuck,” whispered Raja, pushing David against the wall again and rolling his hips gently.

  David’s chest filled with pride, even though a deep-seated part of his mind still told him he should be ashamed. “I like to please.”

  Raja’s smile was tender when he hugged David and stayed silent, as if he were listening to their combined heartbeats. David pulled closer and pushed his face against Raja’s neck, smelling his beard and already imagining falling asleep cuddled up like that in Raja’s bed. Their bed.

  Raja kissed David’s forehead and just stood there, holding him. David wouldn’t exchange this moment for the most exotic vacation at the beach. Raja was truly here with him, and for once he didn’t have a single doubt about his man’s intentions.

  “I bet Hunter will cry when he sees you off,” said Raja with a loud laugh.

  David gently punched Raja’s back, still all warm inside after the orgasm. “He’ll be fine.”

  Raja kissed David again, but a loud voice nearby pulled them apart.

  “So fucking touching,” said the man staring at them from just a few yards away. He must have sneaked up on them while they were too hot and bothered to notice footsteps, and David wanted to call him out on his rudeness, but Raja roughly pulled David back. Only then did David see the glint of steel in the stranger’s hands.

  It was Blade, and he was pointing a gun at them.

  David’s mind refused to acknowledge the reality of this situation. What was Blade doing here? How had he snuck in? His heart thudded, and all at once he wanted to both hide behind Raja, and shield him from harm.

  “You think you can dispose of me just like that?” Blade spat and came closer like a ghost through the shadows. “After all the years I served the club. After all the years of supposedly being my friend, you get chosen for president and you take Spin as your VP?” His nostrils flared, and the crooked nose made his face look uneven and raw, especially in the darkness, which didn’t let David’s eyes catch much detail.

  Raja’s stiff body was like a shield between him and Blade, yet another sign that this wasn’t just a quarrel between friends. David’s skin broke out in goose bumps, and his throat clenched with fear. The question rattling in his head made it impossible to think about anything else: Wh
at does it feel like to get shot?

  Raja’s voice was surprisingly steady as he spoke. “This isn’t a contest. Spin is more experienced, and I was the one to suggest him for prez in the first place. You’d have gotten there soon enough. There’s no need for this.”

  “What did I tell you when you threw me out into the gutter, huh?” Blade was breathing heavily but took another step forward. “That you will regret what you did. And that you’ll lose it all too. So how about you kneel, and I consider if I offer a bullet to just you, or to your little church boy as well?”

  David couldn’t even swallow. His mouth was dry as sandpaper, his palms damp. He’d never been so close to the edge of death, and it sobered him up like a bucket of cold water straight to the face. He couldn’t let Blade shoot Raja, but what could he do?

  Raja exhaled loud enough for David to hear and took a tentative step forward, a mountain protecting David from harm. “Blade, you know what happened and why the club voted you out. You broke our trust. How can you hold a grudge against me? We can still reconcile, Brother. Do you really want to do this? Here of all places? If they hear a shot, you are not gonna leave here alive. You know that.”

  Blade laughed but didn’t lower his gun. “Right, with all the drunk fags disco dancing? Who’s gonna notice? They will only know once they find you with your brain leaking out.”

  David only now noticed that he was shaking all over and had to work on stopping his teeth from clattering. This wouldn’t be a duel in the name of ill-conceived honor. Blade wanted to kill Raja. Here, on Coffin Nails territory.

  “What’s it gonna be, Raja?” Blade hissed. “Will you kneel, or should I shoot the little guy in the knees first?”

  Hot tears fell down David’s cheeks, and he couldn’t stop them no matter how hard he tried to be tough.

  Raja stepped forward, slowly raising his hands above his head. “David, it’s gonna be fine. You have nothing to do with this,” he said in a tight voice, approaching Blade, whose sole focus seemed to be keeping Raja in the line of fire at all times.