by Chrissy J
“Why you didn’t tell me that earlier?” he asked wrapping his arms around me, he went deeper into the water with me in his arms. I wrapped my legs around his waist as we sat in the water for twenty minutes
“Bae I’m ready to go” I said kissing his neck, he turned his face to me and we began kissing I felt him grow hard under the water he released himself and moved my bikini bottom to the side and entered me, we got our nuts off in the water not caring if anybody saw us.
“You are a freak” he said laughing carrying me out the water, I grabbed our stuff and wrapped a towel around me
“Yea I’m a freak for you” I said kissing his lips, yea I was open off of him. We got back to the crib we both got inside the shower together, Ken got out first because his phone was ringing I finished in the shower and walked out with a towel around me and one around my curly hair. I threw on some boy shorts with the matching bra then I put on some terry cloth shorts with a tank top. I sat on the bed oiling my legs Ken got off the phone pissed.
“What you want to eat Shawty?” he asked looking at me and licking his lips, I was tired of eating outside food and I wanted to cook. Ken asked me what I needed so his cousin can pick it up on his way to the crib. I told him to have his cousin pick up chicken drums, Jerk season and a bag of rice. He got on his phone and called his cousin, I couldn’t hear what the dude was talking about, Ken told him what to buy and then he started smirking telling the dude that his Shawty was cooking while staring at me. He hung up the phone and finished getting dress in some Gucci black slacks with a black Gucci bottom up. Twenty minutes later Kendu walked to the door, he opens the door and walked in his cousin. ‘Small fucking world’ I thought looking at his cousin, he looked at me and froze I seen the grin spread across Kendu face.
“Street this my girl Diva, Shawty this my cousin” Ken said
“Hi” I waved at him with a smile
“You Harlem’s Princess right?” he asked
“Yea” I said
“I seen you before, I got what you wanted” he said I got off the sofa and walked to him
“Thank you” I told him taking the bags from him and walking to the kitchen, I took everything out the bags and begin cleaning the chicken and putting the water on the stove for the rice. I heard Ken and Street talking about how I looked like Street Wifey, some chick from Brooklyn name Story. I wondered what the hell all that was about I would later find out who she was and that would change my life. Ken walked inside the kitchen to tell me he would be back in an hour.
“Ok Bay be safe and careful, it was nice meeting you Street” I said waving at him
“Same here and I want a plate” he laughed
“I got you” I said kissing Kendu, they was on their way. I sat in the living room waiting for the food, I put on ‘Paid in Full’ while I smoked my blunt and sniffed three lines of coke, I wasn’t using that much only when I wanted to feel more high then weed could make me, my cell phone started ringing I looked at the caller ID and seen Major name and picture flash across the screen.
“Hey baby” I picked up
“Well hello to you Ms. Diva” he said I smiled real big
“Oh now I’m Diva?” I asked
“What’s good Boo? When I’m going to see you?” he asked
“When you want to see me?” I asked
“Right now, but I can wait London asked for you. I heard what happen to Lil man, everything cool?” he asked
“Yea he fine tell my London I said hi, you miss me?”
“Hell yea I miss you, Trill coming up there in two weeks so I’m going to see you then, Boo I gotta run” he told me we hung up and I went into the kitchen I cut everything off and made three plates, I put Kendu and Street plate in the oven and clean the kitchen before going back in the living room to eat my food. Two hours later I felt Ken hand on me, I open my eyes
“Shawty why you didn’t go in the bed?” he asked kissing me
“I was trying to stay up and wait for you, your plate and Street plate in the oven, I’m going to bed when you finish handling business come wake me up” I said kissing him and going to the room, A hour later Kendu walked in the room he took everything off walking into the bathroom I heard the shower come on I eased off the bed stripping out of my clothes I walked in the bathroom and got in the shower with him, I grabbed the soap and began washing his back. He stood there while I washed him up. He turned around lifting me up and sliding me on his already hard dick.
“MMM...mmm” I moaned closing my eye’s while he handled my body in the shower. When we was done we laid on the bed
“Shawty thank you, the food hit the spot” he said kissing my forehead
“You’re welcome Baby, now go to sleep” I said wrapping my leg over him.
The next morning felt like a drag, we ate in bed and made love for two hours then it was time to go. We got to the G5 and I went straight to sleep I was beat, Ken walked in the room that was in the back of the Jet. He asked me if I had a good time, I lift my head to look into his eyes. I told him I had fun then I laid back down dozing back off.
Kendu woke me up when we landed in New York. Ha and Hershey was waiting for us when we stepped out the Jet, Hershey hugged me telling me I looked toast. We both laughed as Ha and Ken took my bags from the Jet and put them in my truck, Kendu came to me wrapping those big arms around me, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him.
“When I’m going to see you again?” I asked wiping the lip gloss off his mouth
“Whenever you want Shawty, now give me a kiss” he said kissing me again, me and Hershey got inside the Range and drove off. Hershey sparked a blunt and told me to start talking, I laughed telling her I went to Miami the day I left her house. She sat driving while I filled her in on Kendu; I was all smiles when I told her what I heard him say about him falling in love all over. Hershey couldn’t stop screaming and smiling I just sat there giggling like a school girl. She asked me did he tell me that he was in love, I just told her he said it while he thought I was sleep and how I knew I was going to have a problem with his baby mother even though they weren’t together. Hershey shook her head nodding in agreement with my statement. Hershey explain that Ha already put her on game on Kendu baby mother, she said the chick was caked up and her ass was crazy over Kendu. I just sat there smoking as Hershey drove us into Harlem; I wasn’t even worried about home girl. I told Hershey about their younger brother and that sexy nigga Street being their cousin. She wasn’t too shocked about Street being Kin too them, she always said he looked a lot like Kendu. We talked about their twin sisters that Kendu sent to Atlanta to live with their aunt once their mother ran out on them. When Hershey pulled up in front of my house I already knew it was going to be some shit when we both walked in the house.
Chapter 11
Reality Check
Hershey looked out the car window and sucked her teeth looking at Teddy Benz. I got out and went to the back to grab my bags. We walked in the house and were greeted by clouds of weed smoke; I dropped my bags on the floor and walked to the living room. Eddie was sitting on the Lazy-E-Boy with a blunt in one hand and a bottle of Hennessy in the other he seen me walk into the living room.
“About time you brought your ass home, T look who with her” he said to his twin, Teddy got off the sofa and walked to Hershey who had a grin on her face, they walked out the house and I walked to Eddie.
“Eddie what if the people come by to check you and they smell that this entire house smell like weed?” I asked looking at him and taking my jacket off, he grabbed me on his lap.
“Diva you going to make me kill somebody” he said kissing the spot on my neck he knew he had me. He tried slipping his hand in my jeans but I stopped him; my pussy was already sore and swollen from the beaten Kendu put on it. I told Eddie not now and got up walking up to my room, I began to take my clothes off. Eddie walked inside the room with a pissed off expression. He all but yelled asking where I been and why I looked as I been in the sun. I couldn’t keep the laugh in when he asked
that, I told him don’t come at me asking questions when I don’t ask him shit. That nigga went into another zone.
“Bitch I didn’t ask you all that, I asked you a fucking question” he yelled I looked at him and busted out laughing that did it, next thing I know I was laid out on the floor with him on top of me. I tried fighting him but he punched me in my face twice almost knocking my teeth out, I felt him enter me rough as he stroked in and out of my dry box.
“Eddie please not like this” I cried I couldn’t believe my baby father the man that I loved was raping me like I was some random chick on the street and not the woman that birthed his kids.
“Shut up you hoe ass bitch, you want to give my pussy away?” he asked slapping me I tasted blood in my mouth, it felt like he was ripping my insides. He kept going not caring that I was crying with blood all over my face.
“Eddie please” I begged I laid there with my eyes closed numb to the pain.
An hour went by Eddie was laid out on the bed sleep while I was still on the floor, my body ached all over I pushed myself to get off the floor. I walked in the bathroom and went straight to the shower I scrubbed my body like I wanted to rip my own skin off. Once I was finish I got out, I looked at myself in the mirror and shook my head I had a busted lip, both my eyes were swollen with my left eye being swollen shut. I walked in the room tiptoeing as I got dressed in a sweat suit and Uggs boots with some dark Prada shades. I grabbed my cell phone and wallet and walked out the house, I jumped in a cab going to the only place I once felt safe at. I got out the cab going into the building. I stood outside the apartment door thinking should I knock or should I just go to a hotel? I knocked on the door and he open the door with a shock look on his face, I had on my dark shades and a baseball hat.
“Diva what’s wrong?” he asked pulling me in the crib, I broke down crying
“Kevin he raped me” I cried falling to the floor, Kevin picked me up and carried me to his room
“Who raped you Baby Girl?” he asked removing my shades I put my head down I didn’t want him to see me like this, he lift my head up to look in my face and jumped off the bed like a raging bull when he seen my eyes.
“Diva who did this shit to you?” he yelled
“Eddie” I said his name above a whisper, Kevin stopped pacing and looked at me
“Eddie did this to you? I’m going to kill that nigga” he yelled picking up his phone
“Yo Mike come to my crib ASAP, I got Princes over here and shit not looking good Homie” he said hanging up
“Kevin please don’t tell my uncle who did this, he will kill him. I’m begging you” I said getting off the bed, he held me close to his chest
“Diva” he said wiping my tears
“Please Kevin don’t tell him who did this” I said crying in his chest
“I promise I won’t tell him, go get some rest” he said putting me in his bed and putting the covers over me. He asked where his daughter was and I told him the kids were with my father for the weekend before he walked out the room to wait for my uncle.
I fell asleep sore, I heard my father tell me to wake up. My back was facing the wall so they didn’t get a good look at my face, I knew once I turned around to face them Eddie would be history. I turn to both my father and uncle and I swear I seen the smoke coming from both their ears. My father eyes went blood shot red, My Uncle went through the roof when he seen my face.
“Who the fuck did this to you?” my uncle yelled making me jump
“Mike calm down, Princess tell me who did this” my father said rubbing my face, I looked into my father eyes and knew I couldn’t lie to him. I told both my father and uncle what happen between myself and Eddie when I came home from Miami. My uncle was livid he kept yelling out ‘that nigga put his hands on you’ and ‘I’m going to kill that Lil nigga’ Kevin walked in the room and said something to my uncle. It seem to calm my uncle down a little bit before he started again. I told my father that Eddie was drunk and I don’t think he remembers anything that happen. I begged my father not to kill him, he still was my child father and I didn’t want him dead. They can teach him a lesson but I didn’t want him to die. My father assured me that he wouldn’t kill Eddie but he was going to beat the fuck outta him and break all his fucking fingers and I was cool with that. As long as Eddie was still breathing that was all that mattered at that point, I knew once both my father and uncle was done with Eddie he was going to wish he was dead. I asked my father can he keep my babies with him until my face healed up, I knew Christmas was two weeks away but I didn’t want my kids seeing me with bruises and black eyes. I knew it wasn’t going to be a problem and my father confirmed it was good. Kevin told my father he was going to go pick Fanny up in a day or two because his sister wanted to see her, I was cool with that. Kevin sister was real cool and she was older than Kevin by five years; she couldn’t have kids due to being raped when she was 12 years old and due to the rape it messed up her insides. Jessica and I got along real good she was so happy to find out Fantasy was her niece.
“Let’s go calm your uncle down, that’s the one you should be worried about” he said we both laughed. After calming my uncle down him and my father left thanking Kevin for keeping an eye on me, I didn’t tell them Eddie raped me because I knew there was no begging in the world that would stop them from killing him. Kevin called Hershey and told her to come to his crib she told him give her twenty minutes, it took her ten minutes to get there. When Hershey seen my face my bitch went bananas. She screamed what the fuck happen to my face? I saw the tears form in her eyes and her leg kept shaking. I told her the same story I told my father but I confided in her about Eddie raping me.
“No the fuck he didn’t, he don’t know I will kill his ass for you and won’t lose no fucking sleep” she yelled.
“Hershey please don’t say nothing, my father and uncle going to take care of it” I said my phone started ringing I looked at the caller ID and seen Kendu name flash on the screen.
“Hello” I picked up wiping my face
“Shawty why you didn’t call me to let me know you got to the crib ok?” he asked
“I’m sorry baby, I really want to see you” I said my voice started cracking
“What’s wrong Pretty girl?”
“Nothing can I see you later?” I asked
“I just got back to Harlem, where you at?” he asked I told him I was at Hershey house and hung up. Hershey told Kevin she was taking me to her crib he wasn’t feeling it at first but went with the flow. We got to Hershey building the same time Kendu was pulling up Ha got out the front seat and walked to Hershey and I got inside the car, Kendu pulled off
“What’s with the shades Pretty girl?” he asked finally looking at me, we was at a red light he removed my shades and seen my face. You would’ve thought somebody shot me the way he gripped the steering wheel and stared at my face. He pulled over and pulled me on his lap, asking who did this to me. I just started crying and holding onto him for dear life. I looked into his eyes and told him that me and Eddie had a fight when I walked in the house, I got coked up as I told him that Eddie raped me. His cute color eyes turned another color right before my eyes. That shit had me looking at his ass like he was a fucking alien, that shit had me weirded out for a minute. “Where you live, I’m going to kill this nigga” he said pulling off when the light turned green
“Baby no, my father and uncle already handling it. I just need to go to Rite Aid so I can get something for this headache” I said he drove to Rite Aid and I brought some Aleve then Ken drove us to his crib. When he pulled up in front of his house he turned off his blue Porsche Carrera and got out he walked to my side and picked me up causing me to jump a little.
“Relax Pretty girl, I’m not going to hurt you” he said, I laid my head on his chest as he carried me up to his room
“I know baby my body just sore” I said sitting up on the bed, he ran the water for his big tub in the floor then he walked to me. He undressed me and sat me in the tub
, he just sat there staring at me I felt embarrassed. My face was real fucked up and I really didn’t want him to see me like this
“Did you eat?” he asked
“No, not since leaving Miami” I told him he left out the room and came back in a minute flat, he picked me up out the tub and put one of his t-shirts and a pair of boxers on me. I laid in the bed watching TV, Kendu walked back out the room. My phone started ringing it was Eddie I let it ring out, he called back three more times. Kendu walked back in the room carrying a plate of steak yellow rice with corn and a cup of fruit punch juice, I ate then I took the pill and went to sleep.
The next week I stayed with Kendu, he would go take care of business and I would stay in his crib cleaning and cooking. I made him give Maria a week off since I was there; everything was going good between us my face had healed up a little. My father stayed true to his word he sent the little homie’s to the crib to beat the shit out of Eddie, my uncle made sure they took a picture of his face and sent to it me. I laughed but that shit didn’t really mean anything to me he took something from me that he couldn’t give back and that was a piece of my self-worth, he raped me like I was some stranger in the streets.
I left Kendu house after a week because his baby mother came to town and wanted to see him, he was pissed off because I left but I didn’t need the drama. Plus, I didn’t want her to see me looking all down and shit, I didn’t need this chick to think I was some fly by night, broke beat up woman. Even though my face had cleared up nicely I still had some dark rings around them. I took a cab home, my lip healed and the swelling around my eyes went down it was just a little black and blue. When I walked in my house Tammy as in my kitchen.
“About time you came home because I’m sick of this shit that’s going on between you and Eddie, what happen to your face Diva?” she asked walking up to me and seeing my eye’s I turned my face
“Nothing, Tammy you can leave now. I know he is driving you crazy” I said looking behind me to see Eddie walked out the living room into the kitchen staring at me.