by Chrissy J
“Ha I’m going to his crib to go check up on it and I’ll see you later. it was nice meeting you Diva and I’ll make sure Sincere know you stopped by” she said walking out the room with her home girl and Ha behind her I sat down on the bed with Kendu and took his hand into mines.
“Baby I’m here, me and your princess. You need to wake up I feel so naked and sick, so if you can hear me I love you and I’ll be waiting for you” I said kissing his lips.
Raya stayed up in New York for a week and that whole week I was stressed out I didn’t want to eat and I couldn’t sleep. I was so used to sleeping next to Kendu while he rubbed my stomach that it was hard for me to close my eyes without him being next to me. I was laying on the sofa in my house when I saw Ha calling I picked up on the third ring, Ha didn’t let me get a hello out before he told me Ken was up and he was asking for me. I jumped off the sofa so fast it seem like the couch was on fire, I hung up the phone with Ha after telling him I was on my way. I threw on my pink Prada sneakers and pink Ed Hardy hat I was already dressed from going shopping for the twins, I had on some Blue DKNY jeans and a pink Ed Hardy shirt. I got to Brooklyn in no time Ha was walking out the hospital; Ha started smiling telling me Ken was waiting for me while we hugged I asked where he was off to and he chuckled telling me he had to go get aunt Tasha.
I walked in the hospital and went straight to the elevator, I got to the ICU floor and was buzzed in the door. I walked to Kendu room I heard his voice he was talking to somebody I opened the glass and walked inside the room Street was standing there with a girl that could pass as my twin. That shit freaked me out when she looked at me and froze we just stared at each other. I mean home girl had everything I had the same eyes, hair and dimples she was around my height maybe an inch taller.
“Hi Street, how are you feeling baby?” I asked walking to the bed I bent down and we kissed
“I’m better now since you and my princess here” he said rubbing my stomach the baby balled up in a knot, I sat on the bed with him. He wrapped his arm around me.
“Diva this my wife Story” Street said introducing me to his girl
“Hi” we both said at the same time
“Yo Sin we out, we going to leave y’all alone” Street said giving Ken a dap, Story asked how far I was and I told her I was four months and due in August. She laughed saying I was carrying real small and I was lucky because she was huge when she had their daughter. We made small talk with her asking for my number so we can talk some more, I agreed. Street joked about us wrapping up the conversation causing all of us to laugh. I stood up and hugged her we both got shocked. We both looked at each other and shook our head; Story beat me to the punch when she said that was weird. She said it was nice meeting me and I said the same thing. Once they were gone I walked over to Ken. “Come here Pretty girl” Ken said smirking at me
“I missed you baby, don’t you ever do that shit to me again” I said laying on the bed with him with my head on his chest I heard his heart beat sounding like Music to my ears. Ken kept telling me over and over again that he wasn’t going anywhere and he promised me that nothing would keep him away from me the twins and our baby. He laughed when he told me Ha explain the meeting that me and Soraya had, I gave him the evilest stare making him laugh some more before kissing my forehead. I told him I wanted to punch Ha in the damn throat when he introduced me as Mel Lil cousin; I rolled my eyes telling him everything Soraya said. I told him she was about to meet the real Diva then I told him Ha kept saying his brother would kill him if something happen to me or the baby. He asked me where I was staying since he was in the hospital and I told him home, he got upset but I told him Raya wasn’t letting nobody up in the hospital and she kept saying she was going over to his house to check up on it. Ken got even more upset when he told me Maria wouldn’t have let Raya inside the house and I should’ve went home to his crib where I been staying with the twins since we found out I was pregnant. He asked where the twins were at and I told him they were with my father and I wasn’t going back to his house until he was out the hospital. I fell asleep on his chest in the hospital bed while he rubbed my belly, I heard aunt Tasha come in the room and tell Ken that he know I needed to be in my own bed, I open my eyes to find her and Jamriah standing there smiling. I said hi to both of them while standing up to hug them; Auntie rubbed my stomach asking me if I was okay now since Ken woke up. I told her I was fine and so happy to have my bae back.
“King you really need to talk to that Soraya” Tasha said
“Auntie not now” Ken said shaking his head.
Two weeks went by and Ken was discharged, Tasha stayed up here the whole time. I brought the twins with me to Ken’s house since he wanted to see them so bad, we just chilled the first week then Kevin called for Fantasy and I dropped her off then dropped Lil man off to my father house. I was supposed to be relaxing but I didn’t feel like laying in the bed all day so I started cleaning Ken’s room I started changing the sheets when Ken walked in the room asking me why I was cleaning. I told him I was just changing the sheets and making the bed up; I sat on the bed staring at Ken handsome face I asked where my food was at and he told me auntie was cooking at Ha crib so we was going over there. He laid on the bed next to me with his hand on my stomach
“Did you change your bandages?” I asked
“Yea Pretty girl, hey princess what daddy’s baby doing?” he asked talking to my stomach, the baby kicked his hand
“Aww little girl stop kicking mommy” I said placing my hand on top of Kendu hand
“Yo” Ken picked up his cell “y’all out here? When y’all got out here? You going to Ha crib?” he asked who ever was on the other end
“Ha on his way over here, Brie with you?” he asked off the back I knew it was Raya, he hung up and the phone started ringing again. I got up and went into the bathroom, I jumped in and out the shower. I put on my pink Baby Phat baby doll shirt with some black spandex’s and my flat Prada sandals my feet was a little swollen for me to be five months we was in the beginning of May. I asked Ken where he was going after he dropped me off, he looked at me telling me not to start. I left it alone as we left the crib.
We got to Ha crib and Story was there after the day we met we just clicked, we talked on the phone and we hung out going shopping for the kids, Ha walked to us
“How you doing Lil mama?” he asked
“I’m alright, where Hershey?” I asked
“She upstairs with my daughter” he said we walked into his big ass living Room
“About time you brought her” Aunt Tasha said walking into the living room
“I’m out, I’ll be back in a minute. Ha come on” Ken said giving me a kiss
“Where the hell are you going? You just got here” Army said Ken looked at her like she was crazy for questioning him. He just told her he had business to take care of, while giving me another kiss and walking out the living room. The house bell rung everybody attention turn to see who was ringing the bell. “Damn bitch I finally get to see my belly” Hershey said hugging me and giving me a peck on my lips
“Come on with your gay shit” I said laughing
“Who was at the door?” Story said coming from the back after putting her baby Italy to sleep.
“I don’t know but I’m about to go find out” Army said walking out the living room; Story sat down next to me. We heard yelling Hershey stood up, once Army came back in the living room removing her earrings telling us Brie and Raya was outside popping shit. I took my earrings off and put them in my bag Hershey did the same thing. I stood up and auntie told me to sit my behind back down and Hershey co-signed with her telling me she got this. I knew my girl had my back but this was Kendu mess and he was going to clean this shit up.
“Nah Hershey it’s time for her to know the truth” I said taking my phone out my bag and calling Kendu
“Shawty I’m going to call you back” Kendu said I told him he needed to tell her the truth or was he trying to hide the fact that I was c
arrying his child I was pacing back in forth, Raya was outside the door screaming and cursing Ken hung up. Everybody looked up at me
“She really need some help, she always carrying on like this. King need to make his mind up” Aunt Tasha said walking to the door, Ken and Ha was walking in the house with Raya and Brie. Raya looked around the room and rolled her eyes.
“Sin what’s going on?” Story asked after Raya gave her a hug, Raya eyes fell on me. Raya looked at Ken and asked him what was going on. Ken was stuck like he was stupid everybody was looking at him, then me and her. Raya walked towards me as I stood up, Hershey stood on my side ready for the brawl we all knew was about to happen, Raya asked me why I was there.
“Raya calm down, you blowing this shit way out of order” Ken said
“Sin don’t tell her to calm down, she asked this bitch a question” Brie said
“I know this bitch didn’t just call my girl outta her name” Hershey said taking a step towards Brie Ha stood in front of her.
“Hersh it’s nothing, Ken why don’t you tell her why I’m here or do you want me to tell her?” I asked looking at him.
“Tell me what?” Raya asked looking confused Ken was at loss for words, if looks could kill he would’ve dropped dead where he stood from the look I gave him. Auntie looked at Ken and told him it was time for Soraya to know the truth.
“Raya remember when I told you I had something big to tell you, well this is it she’s pregnant with my baby” he said it looked like she was going to pass out the color drained from her face. Raya kept repeating Sin you’re playing right, Ken told her it wasn’t a joke and that I was due in August.
“Yo Sin you fucking bird ass bitches now” Brie asked that was the last time she was going to call me outta my name
“Look y’all bitches don’t know me or anything fucking about me, so if I was you I’ll watch your mouth. Don’t let this belly fool you bitch” I said to Brie taking a step towards her
“Calm down D you carrying my niece. Yo K what are you going to do?” Ha asked
“Hakim you knew about this shit?” Brie asked Ha
“When this shit happen Sincere? You be at my house and bed every night. Oh this is why you are always rushing to leave and come back to New York, you got a bitch up here” Raya said
“So that’s your business you are taking care of?” I asked I grabbed my bag and started walking towards the door with Hershey right behind me
“Shawty” Ken called out to me walking towards me.
“And you really trying to play me to my face” Raya yelled walking towards us
“King who do you want to be with?” Tasha asked
“I don’t know” Ken said that comment was like a slap in my face, next thing everybody knew Raya swung at me catching me on the side of my face. I dropped my bag and swung back punching her in face we knuckled up, pregnant and all nobody was going to handle me like some punk bitch. We was about to get it on until Hershey grabbed her by her hair swinging her into the wall. Brie came behind Hershey and swung they began fight while Story pulled me out the way. Army stepped in and she and Raya fought like they as fighting to stay alive, Ha broke Hershey and Brie up and Aunt Tasha and Ken broke Army and Raya up.
“I’m out” I said picking my bag up and walking out the house Hershey followed me and we got inside her car and she drove off, Ken didn’t follow me and that cut me deep.
“I’m live right now” Hershey said lighting a blunt, I didn’t say anything. My phone started ringing it was Kendu
“He’s going to keep calling this phone that doesn’t mean I have to answer this shit. This nigga really was playing me” I told her taking the blunt form her
“That was some fucked up shit, don’t stress yourself. You still carrying that nigga baby, so whatever y’all go through right now ain’t gonna change that.” she said
“Hersh drive me to my father house” I told her, sitting back.
Chapter 13
Slap in the face pt. 2
We got to my father house and I stayed there for three days until I got sick of my mother, they knew I was pregnant but they didn’t know it wasn’t Eddie’s baby. They thought Eddie was the father and so did Eddie. Hershey walked inside my house telling me she knew I wasn’t going to last a week in my father house with my bitch of a mother. I was lying on the couch with a banging ass headache I gave her my middle finger making her laugh. She was right me and my mother couldn’t stay in the same household for more than a day or two, she always have something to say. Hershey let me know that Ha asked about me and that his brother was stressed out, I told her his baby mother was stressing him out and Hershey laughed saying yea both his baby mother’s, while passing me the blunt, taking a pull of the blunt I passed it back to her we continued to talk. Don’t judge a bitch for smoking, a pull here and there wasn’t going to hurt my baby. Hershey told me Raya didn’t want to leave New York now because she knew all about me and I was stressing Ken out because he haven’t spoken to me since everything happen. I really wasn’t in the mood to talk to Ken or see his lying face.
Three weeks passed since everything popped of and I still haven’t talked to Kendu, I was dying on the inside from not being around Kendu but I had to stick to my guns. He was not going to play me like I was air headed dummy, he was going to respect me as a woman, the mother of his child and most of all the woman he wanted to be with. I had a doctor’s appointment Hershey was going with me but she was running late like always. I called a cab and left the house we had one more week in May and then our birthday was here.
“Hershey I’m in a cab just meet me at the clinic, bring me a bagel with cream cheese and jelly and an orange juice” I told her hanging up.
“Hi Diva, sign in and the doctor will see you in a little bit.” the receptionist said smiling, I signed in and sat down to start waiting for the doctor I pulled out my book I was reading ‘Every Thugs Needs A Lady’ by Wahida Clark, it was a banger and I fell in love with the character’s Tre and Tasha. They remind me a little bit like what me and Ken was going through.
“Pretty girl how long you going to stay mad at me?” Kendu asked sitting next to me, I put the book down to look at him.
“I could be mad at you for as long as I want” I said he put his hand on my belly and I didn’t move it truth be told I missed him and so did our princess.
“Shawty I miss you and the twins and our princess” he said looking into my eyes
‘I’m going to kill Hershey ass for telling him I had a doctor’s appointment’ I thought
“What do you want from me? Why are you here?” I asked that cold stare came back on his face, I only seen that look once when I told him Eddie raped me. I shook the chill that ran down my spine when he gave me that stare.
“What I want is for you to bring your ass back home to my crib so I could take care of you and don’t ask me no stupid ass question as to why I’m here. I love you and you carrying my baby, it’s fucked up I had to hear from Hershey that you had a doctor’s appointment and you stressed out” he said the baby started kicking his hand.
“Ken you lied to me, you said you weren’t with her that it was a done deal between y’all and she blew your spot up. What if you would’ve brought me a STD and your baby caught it? I know you wasn’t wearing no condom with her” I said feeling the sting of tears in my eyes, he wiped my eyes with his thumbs.
“Shawty I’m not going to lie to you, I was with both of you. But I know in my heart that it’s you that I want to be with. Raya is old news; I broke it off with her after everything jumped off. I’m sorry for putting you through this, I’m sorry for lying to you about meetings. Shawty I’m a man of my word, it’s over between me and her” he said kissing my belly.
“Ms. Woods the doctor ready for you” the receptionist said I stood up Ken was still sitting down
“You coming? Or are you going to sit out here?” I asked putting my hand out for him; he smirked and took my hand. We walked to the back where Dr. Bacon was waiti
ng for us, Kendu heard the baby heart beat and he seen her on the screen while the doctor did the sonogram. Dr. Bacon confirmed that I was indeed carrying a little girl the look on Kendu face was priceless, the doctor told me I lost five pounds which worried him so once again I was put on bed rest. We left the clinic after I made my next appointment. We went to BBQ’s to eat then we went home to his crib. The whole time Kendu phone was blowing up, we got to the crib and I changed the sheets and jumped in the shower, Ken got in the shower with me.
“Can I get some of my pussy?” he asked pulling me to him
“Yea baby” I said kissing his lips he sat down on the wall chair that was built inside the shower, I got on top of him and started riding him slow.
“This not going to hurt my princess?” he asked kissing my neck and licking down to my tender breast
“No baby, she fine.” I said feeling my orgasm coming; I felt my legs about to shake and so did Ken he started moving faster underneath me. I busted my nut and so did he at the same time, we dried off and laid down on the bed it felt so good to be back in his arms.
“This little girl move too much” I said rubbing my stomach
“Auntie wants you to come down to Atlanta” he said rubbing my stomach, I asked him when and he told me whenever I was ready. Grabbing his phone from the night stand he looked at the screen.
“Hi Paris” he picked up his cell on the second ring I grabbed my phone and started looking at all the text messages that I got from Hershey asking how everything went I told her I was going to fuck her up and she sent back a smiley face along with lmao.
“I’m coming to see and your brothers next week, yes we’re going to the mall. Ok I love you to” he said hanging up he grabbed my phone from my hands and put both our phones on the nightstand
“Does your Paris know you having a baby?” I asked
“Yea Egypt told her, she called to ask me if it was true. I told her yes it was true but she would always be my Paris and my oldest daughter” he told me, Egypt is Ha seven-year-old daughter. Kendu laid his head on my stomach while the baby moved around.