Order of the Black Sun Box Set 5

by Preston William Child

  She sighed. “How would knowing the details profit you at all? We still don’t know what is going on with you. Hell, we don’t even know what happened to you the day you disappeared on board the DKM Geheimnis. I am really not sure how much more far-fetched shit you can handle, Sam.”

  “I understand that. I do, but this concerns me, so I have to know. No, I am entitled to know,” he argued. “You have to tell me so that I have the whole picture, love. Then I can put two and two together, see? Only then will I know what to do. If there is one thing I have learned as a journalist, it is that half of the information…no, even 99% of the information is sometimes not sufficient to implicate a culprit. Every detail is necessary; every fact has to be assessed before drawing a conclusion.”

  “Okay, okay, already,” she interrupted him. “I get it. I just don't want you to deal with too much so soon after you came back, understand? You have been through so much and miraculously braved all of it against all odds, honey. All I am trying to do is to spare you some of the bad shit until you are better equipped to deal with it.”

  Sam laid his head on Nina's shapely stomach, starting her into a fit of giggles. He could not lay his head on her chest because of the sling, so he wrapped his arm around her hip and slipped his hand under the small of her back. She smelled like roses and felt like satin. He felt Nina's free hand rest on his thick dark hair as she held him there and she began to speak.

  For over twenty minutes Sam listened to Nina recount the whole incident, not sparing any details. When she told him about the native man and the strange voice Sam had spoken words in an obscure language in, she could feel his fingertips twitching on her skin. Apart from that, Sam handled the tale of his frightening condition pretty well, but neither of them slept until the sun came up.

  9

  The incessant hammering on the front door had driven Detlef Holtzer to the point of despair and rage. It had been three days since his wife had been killed, but contrary to what he had been hoping, his feelings had only gotten worse. Every time yet another reporter knocked at his door he would cringe. The shadows of his childhood came creeping from his memories; those dark times of abandonment that had caused his aversion to the sound of someone knocking at the door.

  “Leave me alone!” he shouted, regardless of the caller.

  “Mr. Holtzer, it is Hein Mueller from the funeral home. Your wife’s insurance company contacted me to sort some matters out with you before they can go ahead…”

  “Are you deaf? I said get lost!” the forlorn widower spat. His voice was unsteady from the alcohol. He was on the verge of a full-fledged breakdown. “I want an autopsy! She was killed! She was killed, I tell you! I will not bury her until they have investigated that!”

  No matter who showed up at his door, Detlef refused them access. Inside the house, the reclusive man ineffably crumbled to next to nothing. He had stopped eating and barely moved away from the sofa where Gabi's shoes kept him anchored to her presence.

  “I will find him, Gabi. Don't you worry, sweetheart. I will find him and throw his carcass off a cliff,” he growled softly as he rocked with eye frozen in place. Detlef could not deal with the sorrow anymore. He got up and walked through the house, heading for the blacked-out windows. With his index finger, he picked away at a corner of the refuse bags he had taped over the glass. Outside, two cars were parked in front of his home, but they were vacant.

  “Where are you?” he sang softly. Sweat meandered over his forehead and ran into his burning eyes, red from lack of sleep. His massive body had shrunk by several pounds since he had stopped eating, but he was still a tank of a man. Barefoot in his pants and a creased long sleeve shirt that hung loosely over his belt, he stood waiting for someone to appear by the cars. “I know you are here. I know you are at my door, little mice,” he winced as he sang the words. “Mousy, mousy! Are you trying to get into my house?”

  He waited, but nobody knocked at his door, which was a great relief even though he still did not trust the peace. He dreaded that knocking that sounded like a battering ram to his ears. During his teenage years, his father, an alcoholic gambler, would leave him home alone when he fled loan sharks and bookies. The young Detlef would hide inside, curtains drawn, while the wolves were at the door. Hammering on the door was synonymous with a full-blown attack on the young boy and his heart would slam inside him, terrified for what would happen if they got in.

  On top of the knocking, the angry men would shout threats and swear at him.

  ‘I know you’re in there, you little fuck! Open the door or I’ll burn your house down!’ they would scream. Some threw bricks through the windows, while the teenager sat cowering in his bedroom corner, covering his ears. When his father came home conveniently late, he would find his son in tears, but he only laughed and called the boy a pussy.

  To this day Detlef would feel his heart jump when someone knocked at his door, even though he knew the callers were harmless and had no bad intentions. But now? Now they were once again knocking for him. They wanted him. They were like the angry men outside back in his teenage years, insisting he came out. Detlef felt hunted. He felt threatened. It did not matter why they came. The fact was that they tried to force him out of his sanctuary, and that was an act of war to the sensitive emotions of the widower.

  For no apparent reason, he went to the kitchen and took the paring knife from the drawer. He was perfectly aware of what he was doing but relinquished control. Tears filled his eyes as he sank the blade into his skin, not too deep, but deep enough. He had no idea what drove him to do it, but he knew he had to. By some order of a dark voice inside his head, Detlef ran the blade a few inches from one side of his forearm to the other. It burned like a gigantic paper cut, but it was bearable. When he lifted the knife, he watched the blood ooze quietly from the line he had drawn. As its little red line became a trickle on his white skin, he took a deep breath.

  For the very first time since Gabi died, Detlef felt at peace. His heart slowed to a mellow rhythm, and his worries drifted out of reach – for now. The tranquility of the release fascinated him, making him grateful for the knife. For a while, he looked at what he had done, but despite his moral compass' protests, he did not feel guilty for doing it. As a matter of fact, he felt accomplished.

  “I love you, Gabi,” he whispered. “I love you. This is a blood oath for you, my baby.”

  He wrapped a dish cloth around his arm and washed the knife, but instead of replacing it he tucked it into his pocket.

  “You just stay right there,” he whispered to the knife. “Be there when I need you. You are safe. You make me feel safe.” A twisted smile played on Detlef’s face as he reveled in the serenity he felt all of a sudden. It was as if the act of cutting himself had cleared his mind, so much that he felt positive enough to put some work into finding his wife's killer with some proactive investigation.

  Detlef walked over the broken glass of the sideboard without caring to bother. The pain was just another layer of agony piled on to that which he already was already suffering, making it somehow trivial.

  As he had just known to cut himself to feel better, he also knew that he had to find his late wife's appointment book. Gabi was old-fashioned that way. She believed in physical notes and calendars. Even though she had used her phone to remind her of her appointments, she had also put everything down in writing, a most welcome habit now that it could serve to point out her possible killers.

  Rummaging through her drawers, he knew exactly what he was looking for.

  “Oh God, I hope it was not in your purse, baby,” he muttered through his frantic searching. “Because they have your purse, and they will not give it back to me until I go out this door to talk to them, you see?” He kept talking to Gabi as if she was listening, the privilege of the lonely to keep them from losing their mind, something he had learned by watching his abused mother when she endured the hell she had married into.

  “Gabi, I need your help, baby,” Detlef moaned. He sank down
on a chair in the small room that Gabi had used as her office. Looking at the books piled everywhere and her old cigarette box on the second shelf of the wooden cabinet she used for her files. Detlef took a deep breath and composed himself. “Where would you have put a business diary?” he asked in a low voice as his mind flipped through all the possibilities.

  “It has to be someplace where you could easily access it,” he frowned, deeply in thought. He stood up and imagined it was his office. “Where would be convenient?” He sat behind her desk, facing her computer monitor. On her desk, she had a calendar, but it was blank. “I suppose you would not write it here because it is not for the world to see,” he remarked, going over the objects on the surface of the desk.

  A porcelain cup with her old rowing team's logo held her pens and a letter opener. A flatter bowl contained several flash drives and trinkets like hair elastics, a marble and two rings she had never worn because they were too big. To the left, an open packet of throat lozenges sided with the foot of her desk lamp. No diary.

  Detlef felt the misery take him again, distraught at not finding the black leather-bound book. Gabi's piano stood in the far right corner of the room, but the books there had only sheet music in them. Outside he heard the rain fall, befitting his mood.

  “Gabi, any help?” he sighed. The phone on Gabi's file cabinet rang and startled him half to death. He knew better than to pick it up. It was them. It was the hunters, the accusers. It was the very people who saw his wife as some suicidal weakling. “No!” he screamed, shivering in rage. Detlef grabbed an iron bookend from the shelf and hurled it at the phone. The heavy bookend mowed the phone off the cabinet with immense force, leaving it smashed on the floor. His reddened watery eyes leered at the broken device and then moved to the cabinet he had damaged with the heavy bookend.

  Detlef smiled.

  On top of the cabinet, he found Gabi's black diary. It had been lying under the telephone all along, obscured from view. He went to pick up the book, laughing manically. “Baby, you are the best! Was that you? Huh?” he mumbled affectionately as he opened the book. “Did you call me just now? Did you want me to see the book? I know you did.”

  He flicked through it impatiently, looking for the appointments she had written down on the date two days ago when she died.

  “Who did you see? Who saw you last besides that British fool? Let’s see.”

  With dried blood under his nail, he ran his index finger from the top downward, carefully perusing every entry.

  “I just need to see who you were with before you…” he swallowed hard. “They say you died in the morning.”

  8.00 – Meeting with intelligence people

  9.30 – Margot flowers bh plotC

  10.00 – David Purdue Ben Carrington office abt flight divert Milla

  11.00 – Consulate remember Kiril

  12.00 – Call for Detlef’s dentist appointment

  Detlef's hand reached up to his mouth. “The toothache is gone, you know, Gabi?” His tears obscured the words he tried to read and he slammed the book shut, held it tightly against his chest, and collapsed in a heap of woe, sobbing his heart out. Through the blacked-out windows, he could see the flashes of lightning. Gabi's small office was almost completely dark now. He just sat there, weeping until his eyes dried up. The sadness was overwhelming, but he had to pull himself together.

  ‘Carrington office,’ he thought. ‘The last place she visited was Carrington’s office. He told the media he was there when she died.’ Something prodded at him. There was more to that notation. Quickly he reopened the book and slammed on the desk lamp switch to see properly. Detlef gasped, “Who is Milla?” he wondered out loud. “And who is David Purdue?”

  His fingers could not move fast enough as he paged back to her contacts list, roughly scribbled on the hard inner cover of her book. There was nothing for a ‘Milla', but at the bottom of the page, there was the web address of one of Purdue's businesses. Detlef immediately went online to see who this Purdue was. After reading through the ‘About’ section, Detlef clicked on the ‘Contact’ tab and smiled.

  “Gotcha!”

  10

  Purdue closed his eyes. Resisting the urge to watch what the screens displayed, he kept his eyes shut and ignored the sounds of screams that shrieked out of the four loud speakers in the corners. What he could not ignore was the elevated temperature, gradually escalating. His body was sweating from the onslaught of the heat, but he tried his best to follow his mother's rule of not panicking. She had always said that Zen was the answer.

  ‘Once you panic you are theirs. Once you panic your mind will believe it and all emergency reactions will take hold. Keep calm or else you are done for,’ he told himself over and over as he stood still. In other words, Purdue employed upon himself a good old mindfuck that he hoped his brain would buy. Even moving, he feared, would increase his body temperature even more and he did not need that.

  The surround sound was tricking his mind into believing that it was all real. Only by keeping himself from looking at the screens could Purdue prevent his brain from consolidating the perceptions and turning them into reality. During his study of basic NLP in the summer of 2007, he had learned small tricks of the mind to influence comprehension and reasoning. He never thought his life would depend on it.

  For hours, the deafening sound blared from all sides. Screams of abused children would be replaced by a choir of gunfire before turning into a constant rhythmic clank of steel on steel. The noise of hammer on anvil would slowly morph into the cadence of sexual moans before it was drowned out by the yelps of seal pups being beaten to death. The recordings were played in an endless loop for so long, that Purdue could predict which sound would follow the current.

  To his dismay, the billionaire soon realized that the horrible noises no longer sickened him. Instead, he became aware that certain segments aroused him, while others provoked his odium. In his refusal to sit down his feet had begun to ache, and his lower back was killing him, but the floor had started to heat up too. Remembering a table that would provide refuge, Purdue opened his eyes to find it, but while he had had his eyes shut, they had removed it, leaving him nowhere to go.

  “Are you trying to kill me already?” he screamed, jumping from one foot to the other to give his feet reprieve from the burning hot surface of the floor. “What do you want from me?”

  But no-one answered him. After six hours, Purdue was exhausted. The floor had not grown any hotter, but it was enough to burn his feet if he dared put them down for longer than a second at a time. What was worse than the heat and having to keep moving was the fact that the audio clip kept playing nonstop. Every now and then he couldn't but open his eyes to see what had changed in the time that had elapsed. After the table had disappeared, nothing else had changed. To him, that fact was more unnerving than the other way round.

  Purdue's feet started to bleed when the blisters on his soles burst open, but he could not afford to stop for even a moment.

  “Oh, Jesus! Please make it stop! Please! I’ll do what you want!” he screamed. Trying not to lose it was no longer an option. Otherwise, they would never buy that he was suffering enough to believe their mission successful. “Klaus! Klaus, for God's sake, please tell them to stop!”

  But Klaus did not answer, nor did he stop the torment. The detestable audio-clip was repeated in an endless loop until Purdue screamed over it. Even just the sound of his own words presented some relief over the repetitive noises. It was not long before his voice failed him.

  “Well done you idiot!” he uttered in nothing more than a hoarse whisper. “Now you cannot call for help, and you don't even have a voice to surrender with.” His legs buckled under his weight, but he was afraid to fall to the floor. Soon he would not be able to take one more step. Crying like a child, Purdue begged. “Mercy. Please.”

  Suddenly the screens died, leaving Purdue in pitch darkness again. The audio stopped instantly, leaving his ears ringing in the sudden silence. The
floor was still hot, but within a few seconds, it cooled down, allowing him to finally sit down. His feet throbbed in excruciating pain and every muscle in his body twitched and cramped.

  “Oh thank God,” he whispered, grateful that the torture had come to an end. He wiped his tears with the back of his hand and did not even mind the burn of his sweat in his eyes. The silence was sublime. He was finally able to hear his heartbeat, which was racing from the exertion. Purdue took a deep breath of relief, relishing in the blessing of oblivion.

  But Klaus did not have oblivion in mind for Purdue.

  Exactly five minutes later the screens came back on, and the first shriek blasted through the speakers. Purdue felt his soul shatter. In disbelief he shook his head, feeling the floor heating up once again and his eyes welled up in despair.

  “Why?” he grunted, punishing his throat with his attempts at screaming. “What kind of bastard are you? Why don’t you show your face, you son of a whore!” His words - even if they were audible - would have fallen on deaf ears because Klaus was not there. In fact, nobody was there. The torture machine was set on a timer to switch off just long enough to get Purdue's hopes up, a lovely Nazi-era technique to increase the psychological torture.

  Never trust hope. It is as fleeting as it is cruel.

  When Purdue woke up, he was once more in the lavish castle room with its oil paintings and stained glass windows. For a moment he thought it had all been a nightmare, but then he felt the agonizing sting of burst blisters. He could not see well since they had taken his glasses along with his clothing, but his vision was good enough to examine the details of the ceiling – not the paintings, but the framework.