by Rowan Shaw
"I don't think it's fair to make Raphaël lose a point. None of us managed to stay soft."
"Fair enough," Adrien relented and gave Raphaël another chance. "Truth or dare?"
"Truth."
"On a scale of one to ten, how much do you want to fuck Noah right this second?"
I nearly choked. "Will you stop? You're making him uncomfortable. And if he says zero, it really sucks for me—"
"Ten," Raphaël replied, his eyes right on mine, quickly dipping to my mouth.
It took me a second to register what was going on. I pursed my lips in disbelief. "You guys can't keep teasing me like this if you're not going to deliver. Raphaël isn't even open to polyamory, so stop it!"
Adrien didn't seem to hear me talk. His eyes were trained on his lover, who was still standing and staring right back at him. They eye-fucked each other for a few seconds too long. I wasn't sure what the hell was going on between them, but I was still horny as heck, and I didn't appreciate being teased without a chance to get fucked.
The moment finally dissipated when I snapped my fingers to catch their attention. "Did you hear me? I swear, if you two don't stop it now, I'm gonna sleep between you tonight so you can't have sex."
Adrien burst out laughing. "Because you think having a witness is going to stop me from fucking!"
Ugh, he had a point. Knowing him, it would probably turn him on if I watched. "I really hate you right now."
His chuckle never stopped. He pulled Raphaël back on the couch with such a filthy look, I wondered if I should leave the room and let them have a round. But instead we played the game for another hour before the dares got so indecent that we had to stop, or the three of us would end up in bed fucking for good.
Nobody lost or won since no one was willing to step down no matter how filthy the question or dare. I found out some interesting facts about them, like how Adrien and Raphaël had a threesome with Charlotte three years ago, and that was the first time they ever had sex together. I was surprised to hear they hadn't invited anyone else to bed since but had discussed the possibility a few times. Hearing that spiked my interest. I wondered how good Raphaël was in bed. He had to be exceptional to catch someone as experienced as Adrien. His kiss sure promised something spectacular.
The rest of the evening unfolded the same way, with them teasing each other constantly. The eye-fucks were out of control, really. I'd never seen two guys so ready to tear each other's clothes off, and I'd fucked my fair share of men to know what I was talking about.
They somehow managed to behave while we had a small dinner in the living room along with champagne before we opened our presents after midnight.
Adrien had the most mischievous smile on his face when he handed me a wrapped package after opening my present to him. "Your turn."
"Okay." I tore through the paper and stared at the box in my hands. "Is that what I think it is?"
"What is it?" Raphaël asked, leaning forward to see.
I showed him the gift and looked at Adrien. "I should have known to expect something like that from you."
"You told me you didn't have one."
"Well, I didn't need one until I was single." I looked down at the huge dildo with a suction cup at the end. "Does it vibrate?"
Adrien raised an eyebrow. "Do you take me for a rookie? Of course it does."
"Nice."
"I can't believe you got him a dildo as a Christmas present," Raphaël scolded.
Adrien gave a tiny smirk. "Are you jealous?"
"Yes."
Raphaël's reaction made Adrien laugh so hard, his amusement spread between us all.
"Now, open mine," Raphaël clamored. "I'm sorry it's not as good as Adrien's."
"I'm sure it's great." I grabbed the flat, square package and undid the wrapping quickly, my eyes bulging when I saw what it was. "Is that a vinyl disk by Daniel Balavoine?" I asked, seeing the back before I turned it around, inspecting it closer. "Oh my God, it's signed!"
"Yep."
"Where did you find it? How did you even know?" I caressed the signature on the front.
Raphaël flashed a satisfied smile. "Adrien told me you love vinyl, and you're a fan of Balavoine. It's a secret where I got it."
"Wow, thank you so much." I stood to kiss his cheeks. It had to cost a bundle. Balavoine had passed so long ago.
"I see you're more excited by the vinyl disk than the dildo," Adrien commented with a laugh.
"Can you blame me?" This was the best present I'd ever received besides that day Hugo took me on a surprise trip to Majorca. That was the only romantic thing he'd ever done for me. We'd spent that vacation fucking like bunnies.
"I mean, this is a disk signed by Balavoine himself," I added. "Can you believe my mom actually saw him in a Starmania musical back in the eighties?"
"Does she know about your crush on him?" Adrien teased.
"She does, and just so you know, she approves. She figured out I wasn't straight when I wasn't even nine years old when she found me crying in my room while listening to SOS d'un terrien en détresse because a friend had told me Balavoine was already dead so he'd never be my boyfriend."
"So Balavoine helped you come out?" Raphaël asked.
"Not really. My parents and I didn't talk about my orientation until I was fifteen and I started crushing hard on Hugo. I knew I was bi before that, though."
"I thought you dated him when you were eighteen," he commented.
"I did, but I had a thing for him long before that."
Adrien flashed me a quick look I couldn't read. "I think it's time to clean up. I'm pretty beat."
I'd had such a good time with them, I didn't even grieve over Hugo until it was time to hit the sack. Cold loneliness replaced the warmth of their contagious joy. I was still horny as hell too, which only added to my frustration. Adrien and Raphaël had filled my mind with visions I couldn't erase. Without thinking, I pulled out my dick and stroked myself.
I pictured the two Italian guys at first, but their faces quickly morphed into Adrien's and Raphaël's. I imagined them fucking each other before they did me in unison. It'd been so long since I'd had a threesome, I ascended to the top quickly.
When the rush of pleasure hit, I bit my hand, lest they hear me. It was the strongest orgasm I'd had in months. Though I knew nothing would happen between the three of us, I'd felt truly wanted and desired tonight. With my head still rushing from my sexual high, I turned to my side in a fetal position after cleaning myself up. I fell asleep without crying for the first time since the breakup.
Chapter 9
RAPHAËL
"Do you still want him?" I asked Adrien when he joined me in bed. I remembered when I'd found them together just a few days ago, and Noah was crying in Adrien's arms while my lover kept stroking his hair. The jealousy I thought I would feel then wasn't there. I ached for Noah, and if anything, Adrien's compassion for his best friend made me love him even more.
He pressed his head against my shoulder and ran his fingertips over my bare chest, his legs catching mine in a trap. "I can't fully rein in my desires for other people, Raphaël. But it doesn't mean I will sleep with them or need to do so."
I got that. It was okay to look. We were only human, after all. What I wanted to know was if Adrien's attraction to Noah went further than mere fantasies.
"What if he asked?"
Adrien paused. "Asked what?"
"To sleep with you."
"He won't. He knows you're against it."
I breathed in deeply. "What if I allowed you to sleep with him?"
Adrien pulled away and furrowed his brow. "Where is all this coming from?"
"It's just...we've already talked about having another threesome. I know you miss group sex."
"I don't."
"Why are you lying to me?"
Adrien sighed deeply and reclaimed his spot against my chest, his fingers sliding down below, finding their way under the rim of my boxers but stopping there.
"Do y
ou miss sleeping with him?" I asked because he'd never really answered before.
"Whether I miss fucking him or not, it doesn't matter, Raphaël. I'm with you now."
"D'you think he'd agree if we invited him to join?" I asked tentatively.
I couldn't hide that a part of me was curious. Adrien had told me sleeping with Noah was different than sleeping with other men.
"He just had a really bad breakup, Raphaël. Sex isn't what he needs right now. What he needs is support."
I shook my head. "I disagree. He needs a rebound. And I don't mean an emotional one."
He let out a long sigh. "Noah doesn't do sex without emotions. That's not who he is. He will sleep with multiple people at once and care for each of them more than he cares about himself."
"Is that why he's so exceptional in bed?"
Adrien observed me for a few seconds. "I never called him exceptional."
"No, but you implied it."
"He is extremely good, that's true."
"Better than me?" I asked.
Adrien pursed his lips and looked at me pointedly. "And that is why I will not have a threesome with you and another man, Raphaël. It's not a competition. And no, he's not better than you. He's different. You've slept with other people. You know what I mean."
I did. But some lovers were better than others. That was a fact, and I couldn't help but wonder how I compared with Noah.
"Did you mean what you said when I asked you what number you were on the scale of wanting to sleep with him?" he asked.
"After that kiss, yes, I did."
"How about now?"
"I don't know. I..." Just thinking about that kiss made me hard. It wasn't what I'd expected. "Does he fuck as well as he kisses?"
"No."
"Oh."
"He fucks even better."
I raised both eyebrows. "Really?"
"Look, I know my friendship with Noah has been bugging you, and I know you've been curious about him. I'd like you to stop worrying that I might want him," Adrien said. "But I did notice the glances he sneaked at you after that kiss. I'm sure he'd say 'yes' in a heartbeat."
"I thought you said he wasn't ready."
"Emotionally, I don't know if he is, but after two months of celibacy, he's probably ready to explode. Noah might be heartbroken, but he's still the most sexual person I know."
"More sexual than me?"
Adrien gave a tiny smile. "Well, I have yet to invite two other men to our bed and have you suck my cock while they both do you at the same time, so...yes, he's more sexual than you."
"Noah let three men do him at once?" I blurted out a bit too loud.
"Shhh." Adrien let out a tiny laugh, his smile expanding to his eyes. "Let's just say there isn't much I've seen him say no to. I wasn't there that day. I just know because he told me. He was really proud about it too."
"So, I've been thinking about this. I think if things were to happen, I wouldn't get upset," I said.
"The fact that you think you wouldn't get upset tells me you haven't thought it through well enough."
Maybe he was right, but I was still intrigued. "What's the wildest thing you've ever done with him?"
Adrien gave a self-satisfied smirk. "Well, we once had sex in a bathroom stall at the Galeries Lafayette. We almost got caught." He let out a chuckle. "And Hugo was into DP a lot. On Noah, obviously. Not on himself."
My eyes shot wide. "Really?"
It figured, though, since Noah had been with three men at once.
"Nothing turns Hugo on more than fucking Noah with another man fully involved."
"And Noah likes it?" I remembered the one time Adrien tried to use a dildo on me when he was already inside. It was a complete failure. I hated it, and we never did that again.
"I sure hope so considering how many times we did it."
I looked him straight in the eyes. The thought of sharing him with another guy terrified me, and yet, I couldn't help but feel jealous knowing all the sexual experiences he'd had that I had missed out on in my life.
"What?" he asked.
"I want to try."
"What?"
"I want to watch you fuck him like you would if I weren't there, and then I want to join in."
Adrien looked skeptical. "I don't know."
"Why not?"
"I'm not sure you're ready."
"We already did it with Charlotte." I remembered how incredible it felt to penetrate her pussy when Adrien was already lodged deep inside her ass. It was one of the best experiences of my life.
"I don't think you're ready to share me with another man," he insisted. "And least of all Noah. I can't trust that you won't get jealous seeing us together."
Maybe, but it was driving me nuts imagining them, wondering what Noah's slim, fair-skinned body looked like when he rode my chiseled, tanned-skinned boyfriend. I bet they looked gorgeous together. In spite of my jealousy, just thinking about them fucking made my dick twitch.
"We'll see what happens," Adrien relented. "I don't want to offer anything unless I feel like Noah needs it."
I gave a nod, feeling disappointed somehow.
"You need to think carefully and be sure about this," he added. "Noah tends to grow feelings quickly. Including him once means we might not be able to deny him later. He deserves better than us playing with him just for fun. I spent years denying him the emotional bond he needed besides sex, but that was back when he was still with Hugo. I won't be breaking his heart now that he's alone and vulnerable."
I hadn't considered that aspect. Sleeping with Noah for one night or two was one thing. Including him in our relationship as a constant third was another story. It was not something I was ready for.
Chapter 10
RAPHAËL
When I came home from work a few days later, loud sobs caught my attention. I hadn't seen Noah cry since that day I found him in Adrien's arms. After Christmas, he'd seemed to be doing better. Apparently, I'd falsely assumed he was over his breakup already, though how anyone could just move on from a ten-year relationship, I wasn't sure.
I picked up Opale and scratched her chin as soon as she came running to me, jumping all over the place. My curiosity heightened when I realized the sounds were coming from the bedroom, where I found Noah curled up in my boyfriend's arms, crying hard while Adrien kept stroking his hair and kissing his forehead to soothe him.
I wasn't sure what upset Noah so much this time, but Adrien sent me a quick glance when the door creaked, and he gave me a meaningful nod. That was our signal for what we had discussed, an agreement we'd made but hadn't told Noah about.
I dropped Opale to the ground, went to wash my hands, and retreated my steps to the room, where I closed the door behind me so our pets couldn't intrude. Though Opale whined and scratched at the wood, I didn't pay heed. I took my coat off and placed it on the chair before approaching the bed. Noah's body was a warm furnace when I lay on the cover behind him and wrapped my arms around his stomach to spoon him into comfort.
Adrien pushed Noah's blond hair behind his ear and wiped the tears from his cheeks, then placed both his hands around his face and leaned forward to kiss him on the mouth—one simple peck before whispering, "Let us make you feel good."
Noah's body tensed in my arms. He turned around to look at me, his deep blue gaze asking for my approval. I replied with a kiss. His lips were as soft as they'd been on Christmas Eve. When he parted his mouth to let me in, his tongue was warm, tasting like the salt of his tears and the fresh citrus flavor of his toothpaste. His chest heaved from his subsiding sobs as I pulled him closer and deepened the kiss.
I felt Adrien shift on the bed, his body pressed hard against Noah's back as he nibbled on the side of his neck before murmuring sweetly in his ear, "Do you want us to make you forget about him?"
Noah nodded into my kiss, then croaked a desperate "yes" followed by "please."
"Do you want it hard?" Adrien asked, his voice husky.
"No, make love to me.
I want you both, at the same time. Please make me forget."
Adrien smiled against Noah's delicate white skin and licked the length of his neck. "I will make you come like I never did before."
Upon those words, Noah let out a moan inside my mouth, the vibration shooting all the way to my cock. I slid my hand down to grab his crotch and felt him harden underneath his overpriced cargo pants as I kissed him deeper.
The longer we kissed, the more starved I became with a new kind of hunger. I'd never shared Adrien with another man. I was wrong to worry I'd be jealous. Knowing that Adrien trusted me to be with someone else made me crave him so much more.
I pulled away and let Noah roll on his back, then watched as Adrien drew him into a passionate kiss. Seeing them make out answered all the questions I ever had. Adrien was soft and tender in touching Noah, almost affectionate and loving as he took off Noah's shirt, then kissed his jaw and neck before removing his own.
Adrien trailed the lines of Noah's pale chest with a gaze hot as fire and bent over him to tug at his bottom lip. "We're gonna make you come so hard."
When Noah let out a moan of agreement, I joined in their kiss, both their tongues seeking mine before Adrien slid down Noah's body and bit his nipples. I peppered kisses along Noah's neck before meeting Adrien's mouth again. My boyfriend kissed me deeply, massaging my tongue while Noah watched.
My breath grew ragged the harder my cock got. Pulling away, I slipped my sweater and shirt off while Adrien tackled Noah's pants, unbuttoning them and pulling them down in between kisses to his thighs.
Noah had the whitest skin I'd ever seen, contrasting sharply against my own dark complexion. His body was lean and petite, his entire flesh covered with beautiful freckles that I wanted to lick and tease until he begged.
His uncut dick was thinner than mine and Adrien's, but it was long and curved in a way that promised a sweet prostate massage. When Adrien took him in his mouth, Noah arched his back in surprise. I lowered myself and joined in, helping my lover suck Noah's length, our tongues touching with every lick. Adrien took Noah's balls in his mouth while I wrapped my mouth around his glans and slid down to take him all in. Noah's body arched repeatedly while we worked him so good, his precum hit my tongue.