Complete Poetical Works of Robert Southey
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They saw my sports in childhood, they have seen
My sorrows, they have sav’d me in the hour
Of danger;.. I have vow’d, that, as they were
My cradle, they shall be my monument!..
But we shall meet again, and thou wilt find me
When next thou visitest thy native Isle,
King in Aberfraw!
Never more, Llewelyn,
Madoc replied, shall I behold the shores
Of Britain; nor will ever tale of me
Reach the Green Isle again. With fearful care
I choose my little company, and leave
No traces of our path, where Violence,
And bloody Zeal, and bloodier Avarice,
Might find their blasting way.
If it be so,..
And rightly thou hast judged, the youth replied,
Thou wilt not know my fate;.. but this be sure,
It shall not be inglorious. I have in me
A hope from Heaven... Give me thy blessing, Uncle!
Llewelyn, kneeling on the sand, embraced
His knees, with lifted head and streaming eyes
Listening. He rose, and fell on Madoc’s neck,
And clasp’d him, with a silent agony,..
Then launched his coracle, and took his way,
A lonely traveller on the moonlight sea.
XIV.
Now hath Prince Madoc left the holy Isle,
And homeward to Aberfraw, through the wilds
Of Arvon, bent his course. A little way
He turn’d aside, by natural impulse
Mov’d, to behold Cadwallon’s lonely hut.
That lonely dwelling stood among the hills,
By a gray mountain-stream; just elevate
Above the winter torrents did it stand,
Upon a craggy bank; an orchard slope
Arose behind, and joyous was the scene,
In early summer, when those antic trees
Shone with their blushing blossoms, and the flax
Twinkled beneath the breeze its liveliest green.
But, save the flax-field and that orchard slope,
All else was desolate, and now it wore
One sober hue; the narrow vale which wound
Among the hills, was grey with rocks, that peer’d
Above its shallow soil; the mountain side
Was loose with stones bestrewn, which, oftentimes
Clattered adown the steep, or huger cragd,
Which, when the coming frost should loosen them,
Would thunder down. All things assorted well
With that grey mountain hue; the low stone lines,
Which scarcely seem’d to be the work of man,
The dwelling, rudely rear’d with stones unhewn,
The stubble flax; the crooked apple-trees,
Grey with their fleecy moss and mistletoe,
The white-barked birch, now leafless, and the ash,
Whose knotted roots were like the rifted rock,
Thro’ which they forced their way. Adown the vale,
Broken by stones, and o’er a stony bed,
Rolled the loud mountain-stream.
When Madoc came,
A little child was sporting by the brook,
Floating the fallen leaves, that he might see them
Whirl in the eddy now, and now be driven
Down the descent, now on the smoother stream
Sail onward far away. But when he heard
The horse’s tramp, he rais’d his head and watch’d
The Prince, who now dismounted and drew nigh.
The little boy still fix’d his eyes on him,
His bright-blue eyes; the wind just moved the curls
That cluster’d round his brow; and so he stood,
His rosy cheeks still lifted up to gaze
In innocent wonder. Madoc took his hand,
And now had ask’d his name, and if he dwelt
There in the hut, when from that cottage door
A woman came, who, seeing Madoc, stopt
With such a fear,... for she had cause for fear,...
As when a bird, returning to her nest,
Turns to a tree beside, if she behold
Some prying boy too near the dear retreat.
Howbeit, advancing soon, she now approach’d
The approaching Prince, and timidly enquir’d,
If, on his wayfare, he had lost the track,
That thither he had strayed. Not so, replied
The gentle Prince; but, having known this place,
And its old habitants, I came once more
To see the lonely hut among the hills.
Hath it been long your dwelling?
Some few years,
Here we have dwelt, quoth she, my child and I.
Will it please you enter, and partake such fare
As we can give? Still timidly she spake,
But gathering courage from the gentle mien
Of him with whom she conversed. Madoc thank’d
Her friendly proffer; and toward the hut
They went, and in his arms he took the boy.
Who is his father? said the Prince, but wish’d
The word unutter’d; for thereat her cheek
Was flushed with sudden heat and manifest pain;
And she replied, He perished in the war.
They entered now her home; she spread the board,
Bringing fresh curds, and cheese like curd so white,
The orchard fruits, and what sweet beverage
Her bees, who now were slumbering in the hive,
Had toil’d to purvey all the summer long.
Three years,” said Madoc, have gone by, since here
I found a timely welcome, overworn
With toil and sorrow and sickness; ,, three long years!
’Twas when the battle had been waged hard by,
Upon the plain of Arvon.
She grew pale,
Suddenly pale; and, seeing that he mark’d
The change, she told him, with a feeble voice,
That was the fatal fight which widow’d her.
O Christ! cried Madoc, ’tis a grief to think
How many a gallant Briton died that day,
In that accursed strife! I trod the field
When all was over,.. I beheld them heap’d,..
Aye, like ripe corn within the reaper’s reach,
Strewn round the bloody spot where Hoel lay;
Brave as he was, himself cut down at last,
Oppressed by numbers, gash’d with wounds, yet still
Clinching, in his dead hand, the broken sword!..
But you are mov’d;.. you weep at what I tell.
Forgive me, that, renewing my own grief,
I should have waken’d yours! Did you then know
Prince Hoel?
She replied, Oh, no! my lot
Was humble, and my loss a humble one;
Yet was it all to me! They say, quoth she,...
And, as she spake, she struggled to bring forth,
With painful voice, the interrupted words,...
They say Prince Hoel’s body was not found;
But you, who saw him dead, perchance can tell
Where he was laid, and by what friendly hand.
Even where he fell, said Madoc, is his grave;
For he who buried him was one whose faith
Recked not of boughten prayers nor passing bell.
There is a hawthorn grows beside the place,
A solitary tree, nipt by the winds,
That it doth seem a fitting monument
For one untimely slain... But wherefore dwell we
On this ungrateful theme?
He took a harp
Which stood beside, and, passing o’er its chords,
Made music. At the touch, the child drew nigh,
Pleas’d by the sounds and leant on Madoc’s knee,
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p; And bade him play again: So Madoc play’d,
For he had skill in minstrelsy, and rais’d
His voice, and sung Prince Hoel’s lay of love.
I have harnessed thee, my Steed of shining grey,
And thou shalt bear me to the dear white walls.
I love the white walls by the verdant bank,
That glitter in the sun, where Bashfulness
Watches the silver sea-mew sail along.
I love that glittering dwelling, where we hear
The ever-sounding waves; for there she dwells,
The shapely Maid, fair as the ocean spray,
Her cheek as lovely as the apple-flower,
Or summer evening’s glow. I pine for her;
In crowded halls my spirit is with her;
Through the long, sleepless night I think on her;
And happiness is gone, and health is lost,
And fled the flush of youth, and I am pale
As the pale ocean on a sunless morn.
I pine away for her, yet pity her,
That she should spurn so true a love as mine.
He ceas’d, and laid his hand upon the child,..
And didst thou like the song? The child replied,..
Oh, yes! it is a song my mother loves,
And so I love it too. He stoopt and kiss’d
The boy, who still was leaning on his knee,
Already grown familiar. I should like
To take thee with me, quoth the Ocean Lord,
Over the seas.
Thou art Prince Madoc, then!...
The mother cried;... thou art indeed the Prince!
That song... that look... and at his feet she fell,
Crying, Oh, take him, Madoc! save the child!
Thy brother Hoel’s orphan!
Long it was
Ere that in either agitated heart
The tumult could subside. One while the Prince
Gaz’d on the child, tracing intently there
His brother’s lines; and now he caught him up,
And kissed his cheek, and gaz’d again, till all
Was dim and dizzy,.. then blest God, and vow’d
That he should never need a father’s love.
At length, when copious tears had now reliev’d
Her burthen’d heart, and many a broken speech
In tears had died away, O Prince, she cried,
Long hath it been my dearest prayer to heaven,
That I might see thee once, and to thy love
Commit this friendless boy! For many a time,
In phrase so fond did Hoel tell thy worth,
That it hath waken’d misery in me
To think, I could not as a sister claim
Thy love! and therefore was it that till now
Thou knew’st me not; for I intreated him,
That he would never let thy virtuous eye
Look on my guilt, and make me feel my shame.
Madoc, I did not dare to see thee then,..
Thou wilt not scorn me now,.. for I have now
Forgiven myself; and, while I here perform’d
A mother’s duties in this solitude,
Have felt myself forgiven.
With that, she clasp’d
His hand, and bent her face on it, and wept.
Anon collecting, she pursued,.. My name
Is Llaian: by the chance of war I fell
Into his power, when all my family
Had been cut off, all in one hour of blood.
He saved me from the ruffian’s hand; he sooth’d,
With tenderest care, my sorrow...You can tell
How gentle he could be, and how his eyes,
So full of life and kindliness, could win
All hearts to love him. Madoc, I was young;
I had no living friend;.. and when I gave
This infant to his arms, when with such joy
He viewed it o’er and o’er again, and press’d
A father’s kiss upon its cheek, and turn’d
To me, and made me feel more deeply yet
A mother’s deep delight,.. oh! I was proud
To think my child in after years should say,
Prince Hoel was his father!
Thus I dwelt,
In the white dwelling by the verdant bank,..
Though not without my melancholy hours,..
Happy. The joy it was when I beheld
His steed of shining grey come hastening on,
Across the yellow sand!.. Alas! ere long,
King Owen died. I need not tell thee, Madoc,
With what a deadly and forefeeling fear
I heard how Hoel seiz’d his father’s throne,
Nor with what ominous woe I welcom’d him,
In that last, little, miserable hour
Ambition gave to love. I think his heart,
Brave as it was, misgave him. When I spake
Of David and my fears, he smiled upon me;
But ’twas a smile that came not from the heart,..
A most ill-boding smile!.. O Madoc! Madoc!
You know not with what misery I saw
His parting steps,.. with what a dreadful hope
I watched for tidings!.. And at length it came,..
Came like a thunderbolt!.. I sought the field:
O Madoc, there were many widows there,
But none with grief like mine! I looked around;
I dragged aside the bodies of the dead,
To search for him, in vain;.. and then a hope
Seized me, which it was agony to lose!
Night came. I did not heed the storm of night!
But, for the sake of this dear babe, I sought
Shelter in this lone hut: ’twas desolate;
And, when my reason had return’d, I thought,
That here the child of Hoel might be safe,
Till we could claim thy care. But thou, meantime,
Didst go to roam the Ocean; so I learnt
To bound my wishes here. The carkanet,
The embroidered girdle, and what other gauds
Were once my vain adornments, soon were changed
For things of profit, goats and bees, and this,
The tuneful solace of my solitude.
Madoc, the harp is as a friend to me;
I sing to it the songs which Hoel lov’d,
And Hoel’s own sweet lays; it comforts me,
And gives me joy in grief.
Often I griev’d
To think the son of Hoel should grow up
In this unworthy state of poverty;
Till Time, who softens all regrets, had worn
That vain regret away, and I became
Humbly resign’d to God’s unerring will.
To him I look’d for healing, and he pour’d
His balm into my wounds. I never form’d
A prayer for more,.. and, lo! the happiness
Which he hath, of his mercy, sent me now!
XV.
On Madoc’s docile courser Llaian sits,
Holding her joyful boy; the Chief beside
Paces afoot, and, like a gentle Squire,
Leads her loose bridle; from the saddle-bow
His shield and helmet hang, and with the lance,
Staff-like, he stay’d his steps. Before the sun
Had climb’d his southern eminence, they left
The mountain-feet; and hard by Bangor now,
Travelling the plain before them they espy
A lordly cavalcade, for so it seem’d
Of knights, with hawk in hand and hounds in leash,
Squires, pages, serving-men, and armed grooms,
And many a sumpter-beast and laden wain,
Far following in their rear. The bravery
Of glittering bauldricks and of high-plumed crests,
Embroider’d surcoats and emblazon’d shields,
And lances, whose long streamers play’d aloft,
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Tambour and cittern, proudly they went on;
And ever, at the foot-fall of their steeds,
The tinkling horse-bells, in rude symphony,
Accorded with the joy.
What have we here?
Quoth Madoc then, to one who stood beside
The threshold of his ozier-woven hut.
’Tis the great Saxon Prelate, he returned,
Come hither for some end, I wis not what,
Only be sure no good! “.. How stands the tide?
Said Madoc; can we pass? ,, ’Tis even at flood,
The man made answer, and the Monastery
Will have no hospitality to spare
For one of Wales to-day. Be ye content
To guest with us.
He took the Prince’s sword:
The daughter of the house brought water then,
And washed the stranger’s feet; the board was spread,
And o’er the bowl they commun’d of the days
Ere ever Saxon set his hateful foot
Upon the beautiful Isle.
As so they sate,
The bells of the Cathedral rung abroad
Unusual summons. What is this? exclaim’d
Prince Madoc: let us go!.. Forthwith they went,
He and his host, their way. They found the rites
Begun: the mitred Baldwin, in his hand
Holding a taper, at the altar stood.
Let him be cursed!.. were the words which first
Assailed their ears,.. living and dead, in limb
And life, in soul and body, be he curst
Here and hereafter! Let him feel the curse
At every moment and in every act,
By night and day, in waking and in sleep!
We cut him off from Christian fellowship;
Of Christian sacraments we deprive his soul;
Of Christian burial we deprive his corpse;
And, when that carrion to the Fiends is left
In unprotected earth, thus let his soul
Be quenched in hell!
He dashed upon the floor
His taper down, and all the ministering Priests
Extinguish’d each his light, to consummate
The imprecation.
Whom is it ye curse,
Cried Madoc, with these horrors? They replied,