Reckless Scotland

by Vane, Victoria

  Christ, he was a damned fool.

  Pacing closer, he barely pressed his fingers on her shoulder. “Will I see you at the evening meal, Mairi?”

  Her frown eased into a shy smile. “Of course, Aaron.”

  “Good. I shall see you then, my lady,” he lied.

  With a bow, he quit the garden without a backward glance and strode straight for the camp where Finn awaited him.

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Arabella blinked against the warm sunlight on her face. She rolled onto her side away from the glare and stretched the aching muscles in her body. She rubbed her hand over the top of the cool furs where Calum had lain. Surprised to find his side of the bed empty, she sat up and glanced around the chamber only to find herself alone. When had he slipped away?

  Sighing, she slid to the edge of the bed to rise and felt a slight twinge between her thighs. Unable to help herself, she smiled at the reminder of their coupling last eve and earlier that morn. Her face heated, and it had naught to do with the fire blazing in the hearth across the chamber. Memories of Calum’s touch, of the things he’d done with his mouth, caused her heart to pick up pace.

  A month prior, she never would’ve imagined herself wed. Much less enjoying the marriage bed. The notion of landing such an agreeable match was far out of reach. How strange fate was, but she counted her blessings all the same.

  With a long groan, she pushed herself upright onto shaky legs and hobbled to the washbasin. She’d spent long enough lying in bed. Outside the window, the sun shone bright in a cloudless, blue sky. ’Twas a beautiful day, and one she’d no liking to miss.

  Once dressed, she hurried from her chamber and noted Sean and Gavin’s absence. Not that she was complaining. Thankfully, Calum dismissed his warriors before the wedding. She cringed imagining what the pair might’ve heard had they remained on guard outside the door. Below stairs, Arabella ran into Maggie and Florie in the nearly empty great hall.

  Maggie cast her a knowing glance. “You’re aglow with the look of a well-loved woman, my lass. Are you pleased with your new husband?”

  Arabella’s gaped at the woman, while Florie covered her mouth to stifle her giggle.

  Shrugging off her embarrassment, she reasoned she was a married woman now. ’Twas acceptable for her and Calum to share a bed.

  She met Maggie’s eager stare and smiled. “Aye. Truly, I am. I believe we will suit each other well.”

  Maggie sprang to her feet and enfolded Arabella in a tight embrace. “I’m happy for you, my dear. I could not ask for anything more.”

  She clung to the older woman. “Thank you. For everything. I would not be here without you.”

  Maggie pulled away and dashed at her tears. “Tch. You did not come below to see an old woman cry.”

  Laughing, Arabella squeezed her hand. “I actually hoped to find Mairi. Have either of you seen her this morn?”

  “She’s at her aunt’s work cottage, my lady,” Florie said with a grin.

  Maggie chucked her beneath the chin and nudged her toward the hall entrance. “Go on with you now, before that husband of yours finds you and spirits you away again.”

  The two women’s laughter followed her out of the great hall. Outside the keep, she pulled her mantle tighter around her body and set out for the village, passing the camps set up to lodge their wedding guests. As she wound through the worn dirt paths, clan members she met along the way extended their blessings on her marriage. For once, she felt as if she truly belonged among the MacGregors. She felt at home.

  When she drew near Elena’s cottage, her step faltered. She hadn’t forgotten the last time she paid Elena a visit. Shuddering at the memory, she approached with caution, pausing outside the entrance, and raised her hand to rap on the doorframe.

  “You must not speak of it, Mairi. Hammish told me in strict confidence. Neither he nor Calum wished her to learn of the dowry.”

  Dowry?

  “Christ, what a pair of fools!” A loud slam accompanied Mairi’s exclamation. “Why keep the truth from her? What is she to think when she does learn the truth?”

  The air squeezed from Arabella’s lungs. Her hand fell at her side as she grasped the meaning of their words.

  “That is why you must not tell her,” Elena urged.

  Mairi grumbled, “But ’tis not right.”

  The frigid wind chilled Arabella to the bone. A swell of anger crashed over her, dragging her down into a deep abyss. Her stance rigid, she closed her hands into fists, digging her nails into her palms, and stepped inside the doorway.

  “Tell me what?” She spoke through clenched teeth.

  Elena and Mairi wheeled around, their features aghast.

  “Arabella,” Mairi cried.

  “Now wait, lass.” Elena started toward her. “’Tis not what you think.”

  Arabella threw up a hand to halt the older woman. “For once, just tell me the truth. What dowry?”

  Both women had the good grace to look sheepish.

  “Your uncle…” Elena swallowed. “Hammish…well, over the years, he held a dowry for you at your mother’s bequest.”

  When the older woman hesitated, Arabella prompted. “And?”

  “Before Calum left for England, your uncle offered him the rich holding if he agreed to wed you. ’Twas part of the marriage contract he drew up with Calum.”

  Strength fled from Arabella’s limbs, and she slumped against the wooden frame for support. She squeezed her eyes shut against a wave of nausea as betrayal soured her stomach.

  “But that’s not why he married you,” Elena quickly added, as though the words made a difference.

  Seething in anger, she opened her eyes to glare at Elena. “Then why did he?”

  “Because he loves you,” Elena insisted.

  “Love?” she practically spat.

  ’Twas not love, but greed. He’d sought her hand solely to gain a dowry she’d no knowledge even existed. His actions, the words he’d spoken to her, had none of it meant anything to him? She trusted him, cared for him. By God, she loved him and he betrayed her. After everything, how could Calum do this to her?

  Christ, when would she stop playing the fool?

  To the devil with the lot of them.

  Close to splintering into a thousand pieces, she spun away from the doorway.

  Mairi followed close on her heels. “Arabella, wait. Let me explain.”

  “Leave me alone,” she shouted over her shoulder and ran to the only place she might find a bit of solitude.

  She pushed her way through the forest, heedless of the twigs and branches scraping her face and neck. Frigid air burned her lungs with each drag of breath. Her heart pounded in her chest, but she pressed her legs to carry her faster. Tears streamed from her eyes, blurring her vision. When it felt as if her legs might fail her, the wood parted to reveal the sanctuary she sought. With the last of her strength, she surged ahead but she tripped over a tree branch.

  Arabella pitched forward and flew through the air. Throwing her arms out to break her fall, she landed on the hard-packed earth with a jarring smack. Pain jolted up her right arm, and the limb refused to support her weight. Her chin slammed into the ground, rattling every tooth in her head. Sobbing, she rolled onto her back and tucked her throbbing wrist to her chest.

  Sore and aching, she squinted at a canopy of leaves dappled against the blue sky overhead. The faint hue resembled her deceitful husband’s eyes. She lifted her uninjured arm to cover her face, blocking the wretched reminder from sight. Sprawled in the dirt, she panted for air while pain stabbed through her wrist and heart alike.

  ’Twas over. Her illusion of happiness had shattered. She had naught left in her any longer. The will to fight, a desire to try—’twas all gone. Hollowed emptiness spread in her chest, leaving her numb and cold.

  The rustle of leaves announced someone’s approach, and Arabella resisted the urge to bang her head against the ground in frustration. Of course, ’twas Mairi. God forbid the woman give
her a moment’s peace to sort through the chaos in her mind.

  “Are you all right?” Concern weighed heavy in Mairi’s hesitant voice.

  Perhaps if Arabella ignored her she’d just go away but, then again, that would be too simple.

  Mairi crouched beside her. “What happened? Your chin’s bleeding.”

  Arabella heaved an exasperated sigh and dropped her arm on the ground with a thud. “I fell.”

  Mairi jumped to her feet and disappeared from sight. Rending fabric followed by splashing mingled with the gurgle of the waterfall. Within moments, Mairi returned to kneel beside her, dangling a wet scrap of cloth in front of her face.

  “Here.” Mairi pressed the linen to Arabella’s chin, and then settled back on her knees.

  Arabella lifted her injured arm and winced. Her wrist had swollen and throbbed painfully. She tucked her arm against her chest but made no motion to rise. Frankly, she was too weary to move.

  She met Mairi’s watchful gaze. “Why did he not tell me?”

  “I do not know.” After a long pause, Mairi added, “’Twas not why he married you.”

  “Is that so?” she replied sardonically.

  “Saints, Arabella. Calum’s not some villain who set out to deceive you.”

  “But he did.” Anger shook her voice.

  Mairi huffed in annoyance. “Would you at least try to be reasonable?”

  If her blasted arm was not aching, she would’ve smacked the woman in the face. “I am being reasonable. He lied to me. He made me believe he…”

  “Loves you?” Mairi supplied.

  Arabella closed her eyes as a sharp pang pierced what was left of her heart. “’Twas folly for me to believe him. He’s no better than others who’ve sought my hand for a price. At least they had the courage to admit so.”

  Mairi bolted up to her knees with her fists dug into her waist. Anger slashed across her features as she loomed over Arabella.

  “Do not compare him to those arses. My brother is no such man, and you know it. By the Saints, he did not even want the blasted dowry.”

  Arabella opened her mouth to speak, but Mairi pointed an accusing finger in her face.

  “Aye, that’s right. Calum told your uncle he did not want the land, but Hammish insisted. If you had waited for me and Elena to explain, then mayhap you would not be lying flat of your back rolling in the dirt like some breeding sow.”

  Stunned, she gaped at the woman who just likened her to a pig.

  “Look, I’m not trying to hurt you. You know Calum is carrying a heavy burden, caring for his clan. A clan which you are now a part of, I might add. Even if he had accepted your uncle’s offer willingly, what does it truly matter?” Mairi sank back on her heels, resting her hands on her knees. “Please believe me when I say he did not wed you for a blasted piece of land. I’ve never seen my brother as happy as he is with you. Calum loves you, Arabella. Do you not care for him at least a little?”

  Arabella stared at the tree limbs overhead as tears swam in her eyes. If what Mairi said was true, then why did he not tell her? Did he think she would refuse him if she learned the truth? Inwardly, she cringed. Aye, ’tis precisely what she would’ve done.

  She blew out a harsh breath. “I love him.”

  Mairi snorted. “Well then. Get your arse up and let’s head back to the keep. The sooner you and Calum speak, the better.”

  Mairi grabbed her injured arm and Arabella cried out.

  The other woman snatched her hand away. “What? What’s amiss?”

  “I was felled by a wretched piece of wood.”

  She laughed at the ridiculous statement, while Mairi stared at her as though she’d taken a blow to the head.

  “I think I merely wrenched my wrist when I fell.” She sat upright, careful not to bump her arm.

  Mairi rose to her feet and bent forward, wrapping her arms around Arabella’s back. “We’ll pay a visit to Elena on our way back.”

  Once Arabella managed to stand, she cradled her sore wrist against her stomach. By the Saints, nature must despise her. First, moss. Now tree branches. She opened her mouth to mutter a complaint to Mairi, but her friend raised her hand for silence.

  Distant thumps grew into thunderous roars along with a snap and crash of limbs. As four mounted warriors tore through the forest and headed for them, she threw an alarmed glance at Mairi, who stared in shock.

  “Grab them,” one rider shouted over the clamor.

  Mairi’s surprise melted into a look of pure rage. She forcefully tugged Arabella’s gown.

  “Run!”

  She wasted no time doing as her friend bid. The two of them charged around the men and ran for the keep. Despite the ache in her arm, a healthy measure of fear pushed her onward. Her heart hammered in her chest as she forced her legs to carry her faster, desperate to reach the safety of the keep—to reach Calum.

  They broke through the forest and raced over open pasture. There, in the distance, was the village and keep. Just a bit further, she told herself, over and over, as her greedy lungs dragged in breath.

  Mairi’s piercing scream rent the air, raising the hair at Arabella’s nape. She threw a glance over her shoulder to see her friend fighting in earnest with her captor. The grip of terror squeezed her chest and her step faltered. She nearly pitched head first but caught herself, struggling to gain speed as she fled for help. ’Twas the only way to save Mairi.

  Suddenly, a rider blocked her escape and she smacked into a solid bulk of horseflesh. She stumbled backward but managed to say on her feet. Her gaze darted to the rider and dread roiled in her stomach. Bile rose in her throat when she recognized one of Longford’s men.

  A knowing grin spread across his lip and she scrambled backward, but not quickly enough. The soldier reached down and snagged her injured wrist. Pain seared up her arm and she shrieked in agony. Black dots swam before her vision, threatening to drag her under. She struggled against the darkness closing in, but to no avail. She stumbled over her own feet, and the man hauled her over his saddle in front of him. Brute force knocked the air from her lung as she roughly landed on her stomach. Robbed of strength, she surrendered and allowed blackness to claim her.

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  With a parry, deflect, and thrust, the tip of Calum’s sword rested against the column of Patrick’s neck.

  Audibly swallowing, his friend pushed the sharpened edge away with his fore and middle fingers. “You’re relentless this morn.”

  “I suppose I’m simply exhilarated by the day.” Calum lowered his weapon.

  Patrick snorted. “By your new bride, you mean.”

  Unashamed of the truth, he laughed. “Aye, ’tis probably true.”

  Patrick sheathed his blade and slapped away dirt from his braies. “Probably? Oh, I’m sure of it.”

  Amused, Calum passed off his sword to one of his men and grabbed a skin of water for a long drink. His old friend had the right of it. Somehow, the day seemed much brighter and full of promise since he’d awoken beside Arabella. He smiled remembering her mumbled words before she fell into a deep slumber. ’Twas a sheer testament of strength to leave her side that morn. Even now, he plotted a means to escape his duties and return to his wife.

  His bellowed name pulled him from his musing. He spun around to see his Elena cut a direct path for him. Heedless of the warriors sparring around her, she picked up her skirts and rushed around the men. Her stricken features abated his good humor in a flash. Unconcerned of others’ stares, he ran the remaining distance to reach her.

  “What is it? What’s amiss?”

  Elena grasped her chest while panting to catch her breath. After several deep pulls of air, she managed to speak. “’Tis Arabella…me and Mairi…” Her chest rose and fell. “Arabella overheard us speaking of the dowry.”

  Hell.

  “How did you find out?” As soon as the question left his lips, he cursed. Fraser. He waved away her attempt to explain. “Where is she?”

  “She ran
off before I could explain. Mairi went after her.” Elena grabbed his forearm. “I’m worried, Calum. Arabella was so upset.”

  He pinched the bridge of his nose and shut his eyes. Christ, he should’ve known Fraser would not keep his damned gob shut. When did the man ever? The old fool gossiped more than a woman.

  Saints, what must Arabella think? He shifted from foot to foot before kicking at the ground, wishing he could kick his own arse instead. Why did he continue to ruin things between them? Hell, would she ever trust him again after this?

  His dropped his hand. “Where have they gone?”

  “I do not know.” Elena shook her head. “They ran into the forest, north of my cottage.”

  The waterfall.

  ’Twas the only place she might’ve fled. He wheeled around and nearly smacked into Patrick. He met his friend’s solemn stare.

  “What can I do?” Patrick offered.

  “You and Liam grab your mounts and follow me.”

  Patrick nodded and hurried away in search of Liam.

  Not waiting for the pair, Calum bolted for the stables and made short work of saddling his stallion. His mind spun with a hundred different ways to make amends with his wife, though none seemed remotely adequate. He scrubbed a hand over his face in exasperation. Of course, he’d dismissed Sean and Gavin of their duties the previous day. Now, because of his own carelessness, his wife and sister were outside the keep—alone and unprotected.

  If something happened to either of them…

  “Any notion where they’ve gone?” Liam’s query jarred Calum from his grim thoughts.

  “Aye, let’s go.” Calum vaulted into his saddle.

  Spurring his mount on, he galloped from the stables and through the courtyard with Liam and Patrick close behind. Desperate to find Arabella and Mairi, he led the two men across freshly reaped fields and browning pasture into the woods. With an adept sense of his surroundings, he steered the men along a twisting course until they reached the remote patch of forest. Once they entered the glade, a twinge of foreboding stabbed in Calum’s gut.

  He leaped from his stallion and scanned the area. “Where are they?”