by Cilla Lee
“Ella,” she says, looking me up and down and I look down at her clothes. Her ass cheeks hanging out her tiny, almost non-existent shorts. Her slim waist I could practically wrap my fingers around, and her short crop top that you can see the bottom of her perky breasts with her nipples standing up. Makes me look like a fat umpa lumpa, and everything in me wants to go back into my room and hide. I look down at my body cringing, the fat roll so noticeable with how tight my dress is (goddammit). She sashays past me, and everything in me wants to pull her skinny ass to the ground and suffocate her with said fat rolls. But I pull myself together walking down the hall to the main room where I see some of the guys drinking all ready for tonight. As I walk in a few of the guys whistle making me blush, and I watch as Bliss walks up to Oki and he pulls her to his front cupping her boobs and running his other hand over her crotch, and I walk faster to the door. As I get outside, I walk to Zoey’s car placing my bag in the back seat disappointed I didn’t see Blaze anywhere. The past week, he’s been avoiding me, and I feel stupid for overreacting, but I thought I would have had the opportunity to say sorry, but he’s disappeared, or he’s just avoiding me who knows.
“Wow Ella you look good,” Zoey tells me
“Thank you, ready?” I ask her smiling
“Bye baby, have fun” Zoey gets in the car, and Saint leans down, reaching in and grabbing Zoey around the neck pulling her closer to him
“No strippers” Saint tells Zoey
“No strippers” she repeats to him
“You look good Ella,” he tells me, and I smile
“Thank you, Saint” he turns back to Zoey, and I see the love he has for the beautiful women, it’s written all over his and her face
“Love you, baby,” he whispers to her
“I love you too” Saint steps back as Zoey pulls out, and I turn looking at her
“That was so cute,” I tell her
“I know, I’m so horny,” she says making me blush, and she laughs.
We make to Niya’s, and most of the girls are there already, Steven pulls up behind us and gets off his bike and follows us inside. “Damn girls, look at you,” Abbey says as Zoey, and I walk in, and Zoey does a little spin
“What do you think?” she asks them
“You both look beautiful,” Niya says making us both smile
“Thank you, you all look good too,” Zoey tells Niya and looks at Lena
“Tank let you out of the house like that,” she asks her and I make my way to the table and sit
“Fuck no, I got dressed at Abbey’s, if he’d seen this dress I’d still be at home,” Lena tells us, and I blush again, these women talk about sex as much as the guys back at the clubhouse do it
“TMI Lena” Abbey tells her, and we all laugh
“Ok ladies,” Maggie says, handing us all a shot. “Tonight, we celebrate another bride to be so here is to Zoey and Saint.”
“TO ZOEY AND SAINT,” we all say and shoot back the shots the burn instantly warming my insides, I hear the rumble of a bike, and then Widow comes walking in surprising us
“Widow” Zoey says as she walks into the kitchen and Widow holds up a bottle of tequila
“Hope you all don’t mind, but I’d rather party with you guys than the guys tonight,” she tells us and all the girls' nod
“The more, the merrier” Zoey tells her and Maggie hands her a shot
“Your one behind.”
Widow shoots it back and hisses through her teeth “Damn, that’s good, so where are we heading tonight ladies?” Widow asks
“To the Den,” Zoey tells her
“Any strippers,” she asks wiggling her eyebrows
“Fuck yes,” Abbey says “and I have something for the bride to be.” She leans down into a bag and pulls out a hot pink sash with ‘bride to be’ written on it and a tiara with the word ‘bride’ and a little white train attached. “Put this on Zoey” she hands them to her and Zoey puts them on doing another little spin
“Damn,” Steven says, walking in and we all turn to look at him. “I think I should check in, you all look to fuckin’ good, I might need help to look after you all” we all look at each other, but Widow stands up and holds out her hand
“Hand me your phone,” she says, and Steven looks at her
“But,” he says, and I can tell he’s nervous
“I said hand me your phone,” she holds her hand out I watch as Steven takes a step back and I wonder if he’s going to make a run for it
“Widow,” he says
“Exactly, Widow is my name, and I’m a fully patched member, now give me your fuckin’ phone” Steven hands it over to her looking even more nervous. “Now go outside and wait for us,” he tells him, and he walks out, and we all look at her
“Why do you want his phone?” Zoey asks her
“Because the guys are going to be checking in all night and he can’t lie to them without jeopardizing his patch.”
“But you can lie,” Maggie asks her
“No, I’ll just fudge the truth a bit” I smile as Maggie hands me another shot and I know tomorrow is going to be a rough day
“TO FUDGING THE TRUTH,” Maggie yells making me smile
*
As we got to the Den, we were shown to a VIP part of the club, and I open my purse to get money out handing it to Widow who was getting a round of drinks “Drinks are free” she yells over the music
“Free” I repeat, and she smiles
“What do you want?” she asks me
“Just a beer” I yell as some of the girls get up to dance, Widow heads over to the bar and comes back with four pitchers of beer, then walks back to the bar and brings back a tray full of shots, I look up at her, and she’s smiling
“Hey, it’s free,” she says making me smile, even more, she pulls out Steven’s phone and types something
“The guys,” I ask her, and she nods
“Fuckers are so insecure, they're texting nonstop, fuckin’ pussies,” she says
The lights go down, and Abbey stands in the middle of the dance floor with a microphone. “ZOEY” she shouts and pulls Zoey up on the stage and sits her in a seat, the lights go down, and a spotlight focuses on Zoey, and a song starts up a guy dressed in a three-piece suit, and a hat moves from the side of the stage and stands in front of Zoey. Whistles and screams erupt in the club, and the guy gives Zoey a lap dance. When Zoey slaps the guys' butt Widow and Lilly whistle so loud, and we all yell out, Zoey laughs as the guy slowly takes his clothes off women scream so loud, and I hear “WHAT THE FUCK?” The guy is tackled to the ground I watch as Steven punches the guy in the face and Abbey and Maggie run up pulling him off of the stripper and Widow walks up to the stage and helps Zoey up both of them laughing. The rest of the night we all dance, drink laugh and drink some more.
*
As I wake up my head is banging screaming at me not to move, I slowly open one eye and look up at the ceiling, (where the fuck am I). The night comes flooding back, and I remember coming back to Niya’s and passing out as Widow helped me to bed. I pull the pillow over my head and close my eyes again, but now I’m awake my bladder is screaming at me for a pee. I slowly sit up, my head feeling like it weighs a million pounds and I walk to the bathroom using the wall to hold my body up. The balls of my feet and calves on fire with every step, I look at myself in the mirror and almost scream as I pull the skin under my eye down than the other. “You look like shit,” I tell my mirrored self after relieving my screaming bladder I head back to the room and grab my overnight bag and head back in for a long needed shower. I stand under the water trying to wake myself up, and I smile at the memories of the night but wonder what Blaze did last night. As I walk into the kitchen, Niya and Zoey are sitting at the table, and I wonder how in the hell they both look so friggin’ good after a night like last night “Good morning” I say to both of them heading for the coffee pot
“Morning Ella, were heading to the clubhouse soon are you ready?” Niya asks me, and I nod<
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“Yep, ready to go if you are,” I tell them and they both nod
“Let’s go then.”
As Niya pulls into the clubhouse, we see all of the guys standing around my heart jumps into my mouth seeing them all topless “I think they know” Niya says
“Shit” Zoey says, and my heart rate picks up more when I see Blaze standing there his jeans low on his waist and his gorgeous body on display and my mouth waters
“Shit indeed,” Niya says bringing me out of my daydream of Blaze ravishing me (god he’s so hot)
“Are we in trouble?” I ask them, and Zoey turns to look at me
“No, you’re fine, Niya and I maybe,” she says, and I start to worry
“Why would you say that?” I ask her wondering why just those two would be in trouble surely they’d be mad at us all
“Because Saint said no strippers,” Zoey says, and I bite my lip
“He isn’t going to hurt you is he?” I ask worried that Saint might hit her like Joe use to hit me
“No, he’s not going to hurt me, he may scream and yell, but then I’ll end up having one of the best orgasms of my life,” she tells me, and I blush but Niya gags
“So, he’s not going to hurt you?” I ask, needing a little reassurance and she shakes her head as we pull in
“No, they may all seem like scary assholes sometimes, but trust me they’d rather chop off their own hands than lay a finger on any of the Old Ladies” Zoey tells me
“But I’m not an Old Lady” I remind them and Niya parks
“Ella trust me you're fine ok, don’t panic.”
We all get out of the truck and Colt, and Saint walk towards the three of us “Are you ok? What happened?” Zoey says, and I look up and see a cut on Saint’s face, and Zoey grabs his face, but he grabs her wrists
“I thought I said no strippers” Saint tells her and I’m not sure what I should do, Colt pulls Niya away from us, and I can see those two having an argument. I decide I don’t want to be nosy and walk towards the door when Blaze stands in front of it stopping me
“Have a good night,” he asks me, and I nod, but want nothing more than for him to grab me and kiss me
“I had a great night,” I tell him watching him grind his jaw, and we stand there staring at one another
“We…” he says, but Zoey and Niya walk up, and Zoey takes my hand, and we walk in the clubhouse together as the guys follow us in
“Hey Widow,” we all say sitting with her on the sofa
“So, I guess he’s yelled at you then,” she says to Zoey
“He tried to,” she tells us smiling
“I kicked him in the balls before you got here,” Widow says, and the three of us look at her
“Why did you do that?” Zoey asks her
“He was being a rude asshole, and had to be taught a lesson not to call me a bitch,” she tells her as the guys walk in and sit at the bar
“I think it still hurts,” Zoey says a look of worry on her face
“It should, I kicked him pretty hard,” Widow tells her smiling, and we sit for a while talking when Steven comes in telling us the van was here with the marquee.
We go out and watch the guys set up the marquee, next the table and chairs are taken in, and things are set in place. It takes me back to my wedding and what a disaster that was, that should have been the first sign of trouble, but I was young dumb and thought I was in love
“Ella, are all the flowers done?” Zoey asks me, and I nod
“Yeah, Gladis and I finished them yesterday, but I’m going to head over to make sure they're good.”
“Is your dress done?” Niya asks Zoey as a guy walks past rolling a table and I tune back into Niya and Zoey’s conversation
“I wish you would tell me what it looks like,” Niya says
“I can’t, I don’t even know what it looks like” Niya Widow, and I frown at her
“How don’t you know what it looks like?” I ask her
“Mia gets me to wear a mask over my eyes, so I’ll be just as surprised as you all will be” I look at Niya who seems a little concerned and I know if it was my dress I couldn’t try it on without seeing it
“Zoey,” Niya says
“It’s fine Niya, Mia has done an amazing job whenever it’s on it feels wonderful, perfect,” she says smiling, trying to reassure her sister
“Ok, if you’re sure.”
“I’m positive,” Zoey says smiling
“So, what’s this Mia like?” Widow asks
“Why?”
“Just wondering.”
“Well, you’ll meet her tomorrow so you can see for yourself” Widow nods standing up
“Well ladies, I’m going to have a nap, I’m still tired,” she tells us standing up and stretching, and I look at her lean body feeling so inferior to all of these women
“Where’s Mason?” Zoey asks her
“Mom and Dad came down to look after him.”
“He’s lucky to have such good grandparents” Widow smiles, making her look even more attractive, she doesn’t smile often-last night was the first time I’ve ever seen her smile she should totally do it more often.
“I can’t believe you call him that,” Zoey says and Widow smiles
“Yeah, he still hates me for it.”
“Well, tell him I said hi next time you talk to him,” Zoey tells her
“Will do, talk later girls,” she says, walking towards the rooms.
Chapter Twenty-Five
Blaze
I open my eyes and stare up at the ceilin’ Bliss layin’ next to me, and I curse myself for given in, the last week Ella’s been avoidin’ me and it’s been pissin’ me off. All I want is her, I dream about her non-stop, but when Bliss walked into the clubhouse and gave us a little strip tease my dick was the one in charge.
As I got her up to my room, she gave me another little show masturbatin’ in front of me and Fuck if that’s not fuckin’ hot. I rub my hand down my face tryin’ to clear my head, and Bliss stirs lookin’ over at me, and she smiles “Morning” she says, and I sit up
“Leave,” I tell her, and she frowns at me
“But”
“I said fuckin’ get out!” she stands up and walks out slammin’ my door. “Bitch.” I head to the bathroom and wash all evidence of her off of me, her sickly-sweet perfume makin’ me gag. I pull all my bedding off and throw it into the hamper and flip my mattress openin’ a widow. There’s no way I want Ella to know that I fucked Bliss last night.
I make my way downstairs, and Saint and Sinner are wakin’ all the brothers up “What the fuck are you doin’?” I ask them and they both turn
“Boss man says clean the clubhouse before the women come back.”
“Isn’t that what the fuckin’ Prospects are for?”
“Just fuckin’ help asshole, you helped with the mess, so fuckin’ help” I moan as Sinner kicks Tank again and he groans.
*
It takes most of the morning to clean the clubhouse everyone bitching and moaning about doin’ a Prospects job, me included.
“It’s too fuckin’ hot,” Cuff says, takin’ his shirt off
“Fuckin’ tell me about it,” I say takin’ mine off and wipin’ all the sweat from my brow
“We need a pool,” Socket says, and we all look at him
“A pool, really!” Saint says
“Yes, a fuckin’ pool.”
“Fuckhead we live near the beach.”
“I hate the fuckin’ ocean do you know how many things are in that can kill you.”
Socket says, and it reminds me of when Ella and I were at the beach
“Don’t be a fuckin’ pussy?” I tell Socket, and he gives me the finger
“Fuck it, I’m goin’ to the beach who’s comin’?” Cuff asks
“Fuck it, we’ll come”
The rumble of our bikes announces we’ve arrived and I watch as people get up and move down the beach far away from us makin’ me smile (fuck it more r
oom for us). A football game starts up, and as usual, a few of us get injured me included gettin’ the wind knocked out of me, as we sit and eat the BBQ Tiny made. I sit back, relaxed watchin’ the guys thinkin’ about Ella and Saint sits next to me
“You lookin’ forward to the wedding?” I ask him
“I am,” he says smilin’
“You're a lucky man, to find a woman as good as Zoey” he puts his empty plate down lookin’ at me
“What about you and Ella?” I shake my still unsure of what’s goin’ on or if anything more will happen
“What about us?”
“You seem to be really into her that’s all” I look out at the ocean and remember her grindin’ her pussy on me
“I am into her man,” I tell him honestly
“Then go for it” I shake my head
“She’s shy.”
“Yeah, cause her husband use to beat the shit out of her” I look at him
“What?” Saint nods his head
“Zoey told me he was a real piece of shit man, beat the fuck out of her for years cheating on her and treating her like shit.”
“Why the fuck didn’t Chance, kill the fucker?” I ask through gritted teeth
“Didn’t know,” he tells me
“How the fuck didn’t he know?”
“She never said a word until after the divorce and Chance was bringing her here to live with him” I look out at the ocean and remember the cuts on her chest (yep the fuckers definitely a dead man) “So you and Ella,” he asks me again
“Yeah, me and Ella,” I say not confirmin’ anything
“Chance wouldn’t mind man,” he tells me
“He wouldn’t mind me fuckin’ his sister,” I say and Saint laughs