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To my father, who sometimes left me at the top of the ski trail . . . but always waited for me at the bottom. You knew I had the ability to fly—and you helped me find the courage to spread my wings.
And to my mother, who, while not the biggest fan of winter sports, has a sweet summer heart that’s always able to warm away the iciest of chills.
PROLOGUE
One Year Ago . . .
Ladies and gentlemen! Next up in the seventeenth annual Parent’s Day Competition here at Mountain Academy, we have four very talented athletes competing in the snowboard cross event.”
I rocked back and forth on my board, my fingers white-knuckling the starting handles, unable to concentrate on the announcer’s words as I looked down at the spectators below. This was my favorite part of the race. The anticipation. The adrenaline surging. I could barely feel the bitter Vermont wind whipping at my cheeks and stinging my eyes.
Today’s typically dank December weather was likely making many of the parental spectators down below wish they’d signed their children up for ballet or soccer back in the day—instead of encouraging them to take up a sport that required standing outside in subzero temperatures for hours on end. And who could blame them? It was tough to applaud even the most impressive of performances when your fingers were frozen—even in gloves.
But to us it was all part of the game. Cold meant snow. Snow meant snowboarding. And snowboarding meant everything.
“In the second stall, we have Alexis Miller, a seventh-grade freestyle rider here at the academy. She’s the daughter of legendary Winter X Games star Bruce Miller—our illustrious head coach—and she’s already done her old man proud, placing first in the Vermont Junior High Snowboarding State Championships earlier this year. We at Mountain Academy believe this little girl has a grand—and hopefully golden—future in the sport of snowboarding.”
The crowd tittered appreciatively at the Olympic reference, and my face flushed—though thankfully no one could see it under my helmet. A golden future. I could only hope he was right. Of course, I still had a long way to go before I’d qualify for an invitation to the US Snowboarding Team. But I was definitely off to a good start.
“Great. We’re in the stocks with Golden Girl,” muttered a girl from the visiting team’s school two stalls down. “I knew I should have stayed in bed this morning. At least that way I could have faced defeat with warm toes and hot chocolate.”
“Oh please,” came the reply from the girl beside me. “She’s not all that.”
That would be Olivia Masters, daughter of Cy Masters, owner of Green Mountain Resort, the school’s neighboring luxury ski resort. Her dad and mine went way back: frat buddies in college, teammates at the Winter X Games. Meaning Olivia and I had been thrown together since our playpen days, the parental units believing that, as their offspring, we should naturally bond as they had.
But, turns out, I don’t exactly play well with self-entitled brats, and Olivia isn’t too fond of classmates who can kick her butt in every competitive event. And so the whole lifelong-besties thing never did quite work out between us.
“I mean, look at her.” Olivia continued, throwing me a scornful glance, not seeming at all concerned with the fact that I was standing right there, overhearing the conversation. Another reason we wouldn’t be braiding each other’s hair and having sleepovers anytime soon. “She weighs all of ninety pounds. She’ll blow over in this wind”—she gave the other girl a sly wink—“if you know what I mean.”
I knew what she meant. All too well. The snowboard cross event was supposed to be a no-contact sport—no bumping or pushing other riders off track. But with four snowboarders recklessly racing down a steep, narrow course, lined with hairpin turns and crazy big jumps, people tended to fall. And sometimes not by accident.
“Yeah, well, this so-called wind would have to catch me first,” I muttered under my breath. “And considering its recent performance, I don’t think I have too much to worry about.”
Olivia scowled. She’d placed dead last at Regionals the week before, later blaming an ankle injury she’d suspiciously forgotten to mention before the race. The crushing defeat had wreaked havoc on her current year’s ranking and earned her the nickname Slow-livia among the other students.
So yeah, a bit of a low blow. But to be fair, she started it.
“You just watch yourself, Golden Girl,” she growled, clenching her gloved hands into tight fists. “Everyone knows pride comes before a fall. And someday soon, you’re going to fall. Big time.”
“Is that a threat?” I demanded, feeling my anger escalate. I knew it was my fault for engaging in trash talk to begin with—something my father had always lectured me about. Save your energy for the race, he’d say. But still, sometimes Olivia made me so mad. . . .
She smirked. “Call it a . . . prediction.”
Cute. “Well, you can take that prediction and—”
A hand grabbed my jacket sleeve, strong fingers digging into my arm and effectively cutting off my retort. I turned to find Becca in the stall to my left, throwing me a stern Don’t let her get to you look. I knew she was right.
I’d met Becca my first day at Mountain Academy. She was as tall and broad shouldered as I was short and skinny. And when Olivia decided to inform everyone that I had cooties and they needed to stay far, far away? Well, Becca plopped herself down next to me in the cafeteria anyway. She even went so far as to share her chocolate milk—drinking from the same straw. Needless to say, we’d been inseparable ever since.
I reached over and squeezed her hand, feeling my anger melt away. “Good luck, girl,” I whispered. And I meant it too. Not that she had any chance of beating me down the mountain, but second place still came with a cash prize and could score her some positive notice from sponsors. Maybe a free board, a new jacket. “I know you’ll do great.”
“You’ll do great,” she assured me. “And once you’ve won it all, you can celebrate during your big date tonight!”
“Argh!” I cried, my stomach immediately twisting into knots. “Why did you have to go and say that?” Cam had asked me to the school dance two weeks ago, and I’d found it nearly impossible to think of anything else ever since.
“Seriously, if I crash and burn now, I’m so blaming you,” I huffed.
“I’d be okay with that if it gave me half a chance of winning this thing,” she replied, giving me a sad smile.
Ugh. I hated when she got all self-critical. She was an amazing rider. One of the best in the school. If only she could gain a little confidence in herself and her abilities. I knew being downgraded to “alternate” on the snowboard cross team had really knocked her for a loop at the beginning of the year so I tried to boost her confidence whenever I could.
“Oh come on! You have as much chance as—” I started. But the announcer interrupted me.
“And they’re off in five, four, three . . .”
I gave Becca one last encouraging smile then crouched down, bending my knees, hands gripping the starting handles, ready for the snap. That was the key to the cross. You had to be first out of the gate if you wanted the best chance to win.
“Two, one!”
The gates slammed down and I threw my hips forward, pushing off and jolting out of the pack, pumping over the first few rolling hills as fast as my little body could take me. Behin
d me, I heard a crashing sound, followed by a cry of rage. I couldn’t afford to look back, but I had a pretty good idea of what I’d see if I did. The girl from the visiting school—the one Olivia had pretended to bond with at the starting gate—face-planting into the snow. Olivia was such a brute. If she were anyone but Cy Masters’s only daughter, she would have been called out for her bad behavior long ago—and maybe even kicked out of school.
I pressed forward, aiming for the fast-approaching banked turn. The trick was to enter high so as to gain as much speed as possible as you exited around the bend. But as I neared the bank, a shadow fell over me—another rider hot on my heels. I dared take a peek, praying it was Becca. But, of course, it was Olivia, her eyes narrowed and locked onto me, a defiant expression on her face. She shot forward, cutting in front of me at just the wrong moment, forcing me to dig in an edge and slow down, wasting precious speed. But it was either that or collide into one of the flags and wipe out completely.
Olivia was now in the lead—barely, but enough to make me nervous. Forcing myself to remain focused, I scoped out the terrain, searching for the best place to pass. As I shot down the mountain, I realized I had started singing under my breath. Not loud enough for anyone to hear, mind you, but just mouthing the words. It was a trick my mother had taught me long ago. A way to keep my nerves steady and my mind focused. In fact, whenever I was stressed—on the slopes or off—humming a favorite tune usually brought me back to earth.
I could do this. I could still make this happen.
Choosing my line, I tucked my body in tight and made my move, heading directly for the first big jump. Get good air off this and I’d find myself so far ahead I’d be able to send Olivia a consolation postcard through the mail.
But Olivia, it seemed, had other plans for me. Instead of taking advantage of the lead and choosing a straight path down the mountain toward a first-place win, she swung to the left, cutting me off once again. Startled by the unexpected move, I flailed and almost ate it. What was she trying to do? Didn’t she care about keeping her lead? Or was she really that determined to take me down?
Pride comes before a fall. And someday soon, you’re going to fall . . . big time.
I gritted my teeth, attempting to find my line again as we went over the second series of rolling snow banks, regaining speed before the big jump. I caught Olivia looking back at me, probably disappointed I’d somehow managed to stay upright, despite her best efforts. I gave her a friendly wave, imaging her scowl deepening under her helmet. Childish, I know, but oh so satisfying.
I realized our back and forth had slowed us down so much that Becca had caught up, and now the three of us were approaching the first jump neck and neck. I readied myself for the launch, bending my knees, weight on my back foot, and board flat, preparing to hit with maximum velocity. Or at least the best velocity I could muster having been cut off and slowed down twice. The cross was all about speed—no fancy tricks necessary over the jumps. Sometimes I’d throw in something simple—a quick tail grab or method—to give the crowd a little show, but not today. Not with Olivia deeply entrenched in some kind of revenge game.
This had to be down and dirty and super fast.
We hit the jump at almost the same time, three boards popping into the air, and for a moment everything was silent and still. Then we were back on solid ground, and suddenly I was in the lead again, though not by much. We swept around two more banked turns, still neck and neck as we readied for the next big jump. The one that would—if I played my cards right—give me enough ground to comfortably win the race. I was singing louder now. No matter what, I needed to win.
Concentrating as hard as I could, I tucked down again—knees bent and board flat. This was it. The moment of reckoning. I couldn’t mess this up. I narrowed my eyes, focusing on the jump’s lip, ready to pop up and soar—
But just as I hit the lip, I felt a strong tug at my back. Olivia must have grabbed my jacket from behind, hard enough to yank me off balance. I hit the jump lopsided, twisting into the air and flailing my arms to keep my balance. But it was no use. As Olivia and Becca flew past me, I tumbled helplessly back to earth.
I hit the ground hard, cartwheeling down the mountain at breakneck speed. I opened my mouth to scream but was immediately gagged by a face full of snow, my helmet flying off my head as I desperately tried to dig my board into the packed powder. But I couldn’t seem to find an edge, and so I kept going, gaining speed with every tumble.
There was only one thing that could stop me now. A big old solid oak tree, looming in my path. I could hear the spectators gasping in horror. I fleetingly wondered if my dad was among them and if there was any way he could stage a last-second rescue, like he used to when I was little.
But, of course, I was no longer little. And this was no minor fall. I’m sorry, Dad, I thought as I hit the tree, praying that at least Becca had won the race.
CHAPTER ONE
One Year Later
Hi there! I’m here to drop off Alexis Miller?”
I hugged my jacket closer to my chest as Mom slid down the rental-car window and addressed the man sitting in the guard shack outside Mountain Academy’s wrought-iron front gate. It was only November, but the temperature had dropped, and the wind swirled through the car, stinging my still-sunburned nose. I breathed in, smelling hints of snow on the horizon. Most people didn’t believe you could smell snow, but you could. There was this sweetness to the air just before the first flakes started to fall. The forecasters had predicted at least twelve to fifteen inches tonight, and Mom had decided to cut her trip short in order to get back to eighty-degree temperatures and sunshine. After having been married to my dad for twelve frostbitten years, she’d say, she’d had enough of the white stuff to last a lifetime.
The gates creaked open and the guard waved Mom through, allowing us access to the long, windy road flanked by large oak trees that led to the main campus. We’d missed foliage season by a couple weeks, and the trees’ once-colorful leaves had faded and fallen—now blanketing the road in corpses of beige. As the bright morning sun filtered through bare branches, peering curiously into the car, I slouched in my seat and slid on my sunglasses, missing the vibrant palm trees in Mom’s backyard already.
Mountain Academy for Skiers and Snowboarders used to be a traditional New England boarding school—offering elite educations to children whose parents summered at Cape Cod and wintered in Saint Barts. And for a time it seemed that it would stay that way forever, mass-producing future lawyers and doctors and politicians from here to eternity and beyond.
But then, in 1969, the stuffy founder of this stuffy institution was found dead—facedown in a plate of stuffing. It was Thanksgiving. (I couldn’t make this stuff up.) And the school ended up being passed down to his hippie-dippie fool of a grandson, Irving “Call me Moonbeam” Vandermarkson, who had somehow, over the years, managed to avoid becoming lawyer, doctor, or politician, even after graduating (barely) from his grandfather’s prestigious school. In fact, Irving had somehow managed to avoid choosing a career at all. Until this one was dumped in his lap.
But Moonbeam wasn’t interested in running a boring old boarding school like his grandfather. After all, he argued, there were plenty of other places to go if you wanted to suit up in a blazer and tie and pad your college application with Harvard-friendly extracurriculars. Moonbeam wanted to run a school where kids could learn something more spectacular than fractions and fiction and filling in the blanks.
Like skiing, for example. Moonbeam’s favorite pastime.
So he quickly ejected the school’s then-current crop of future leaders of America and replaced them with a ragtag team of young but promising skiers, remodeling the place after one of those famous Russian sports schools founded in the 1930s. As you can imagine, the board of trustees was horrified! How embarrassing! The school’s reputation would never recover after these scruffy juvenile delinquents with funny boots and sticks strapped to their feet began parading down its halls.
But, go figure, it turned out Irving Vandermarkson—dirty hippie and ski bum extraordinaire—was actually onto something. In fact, his disgraceful little ski boarding school became a raging success. Today, more than one hundred Mountain Academy graduates have earned a spot on a national team—with fifty-four of them competing in the Winter Olympics and thirty-nine becoming medal winners. The school went from being a total joke to the place to enroll if you were serious about your winter-sports career.
And I had always been serious. Until now.
“Do I really have to do this?” I asked for the umpteenth time since we’d gotten off the plane in New Hampshire. “I mean, why can’t I stay in Florida with you this winter?” Hanging out with my friends on the beach, tanning and talking and flirting with cute lifeguards sounded so much better than freezing my butt off up here while trying to chase my dream for a second time.
Mom offered me a rueful smile. “I wish you could,” she said, reaching over to pat me on the knee, while keeping an eye on the windy road, already slick with black ice. “More than anything. But I don’t make the rules.”
When my parents split up three years ago and my mom moved out of state, the court awarded my dad custody from September to May so I could continue attending Mountain Academy. This year, however, Mom had gotten special permission for me to stay down in the Sunshine State until I finished my physical therapy. But now the doctors had given me a clean bill of health, leaving me no other choice but to trek back to the frozen tundra for the remainder of the winter.
I’d tried to argue that I’d rather walk over hot coals in bare feet while listening to Justin Bieber songs on an endless loop than return to this place. While Mom certainly sympathized, there was nothing she could do.
“Here we are,” she announced unnecessarily, forcing perkiness as she pulled the rental car up to the front entrance of the school. Like most fancy New England boarding schools, Mountain Academy boasted a redbrick facade, complete with the requisite Ivy League ivy withering on the walls. I used to think it looked pretty cool. Like an old Victorian mansion from one of my mother’s beloved Jane Austen books. Now it resembled a prison.