Intervention

by Julian May

  Champagne picnics and love on an old Hudson's Bay blanket in the deep woods beside Devil's Elbow Brook.

  A moonlit tennis game played in the middle of the night on a court at the White Mountain Hotel — and all the staff knowing about Elaine and me, and not daring to say a word because she was Somebody.

  Pub-crawling with her in lowest Montreal on a Canadian holiday weekend, and defending her honor in a riot of psychokinetically smashed glassware when she was insulted by canaille even more drunk than we were.

  Going down to Boston together, staying at the Ritz-Carlton, sitting on the grass for open-air Pops concerts, messing around the market, and never but never eating baked beans.

  Taking jaunts to the Donovan family's summer home at Rye where she tried to teach me to sail, then browsing for antiques among the tourist-trappy little coast villages until it was time to finish the day with a clambake or lobster-broil and love on the beach.

  Sitting petrified beside her as she drove her red Porsche like a demon through the Maine woods, playing tag with highballing log trucks going eighty-six miles an hour.

  Lovemaking on a stormy afternoon in my ancient Volkswagen stalled in the middle of a Vermont covered bridge.

  Lovemaking in a meadow above her house at Concord, while mon­arch butterflies reeled around us, driven berserk by the aetheric vibes.

  Love in a misty forest cascade during an August heat wave.

  Love in my hotel office at noon behind locked doors.

  Love on a twilit picnic table, interrupted by voyeur bears.

  Mad psychokinetic love in thirty-three postural variations.

  Love after a quarrel.

  Hilarious love.

  Marathon love.

  Tired, comfortable love.

  And toward the end, a desperate love that did hold fear and doubt at bay for a little while...

  There are memories of another type altogether, which I must deal with more briskly:

  One of the most disquieting was my realization that she would never be able to overcome the mental blockages causing her latency. She could converse telepathically with me, and Denis could "hear" her as well as probe her memories; but she was never functionally operant with others except when she was experiencing extraordinary psychic stress. Elaine's mind thus seemed to belong to me almost by default, and I felt the first stirrings of real guilt: we were not one mind but two, and to pretend otherwise was to court disaster.

  She was able to keep very few things secret from me. This gave me numerous opportunities to learn how to mask from her my own reac­tions of shock or chagrin — as, for instance, when I found out just how wealthy she really was. She cheerfully made plans for my gainful em­ployment in Donovan Enterprises "after you give up your tedious little job at the hotel. " She had all kinds of ideas on how I might capitalize on my metapsychic talents (and how Denis could go far if we only liberated him from the clutches of the Jesuits). She wanted to expand Visitant magazine into a rallying vehicle for as-yet-undiscovered superminds. When I balked at these and similar enthusiasms she was hurt, resentful, and unrepentently calculating.

  Elaine's loyalty was ardent. Nevertheless she was unable to disguise her disappointment when I was less than a success at a meeting with her brother the eminent Congressman, her other brother the wheeler-dealer land developer, and her sister the Back Bay socialite do-gooder. Elaine plainly regretted my lower-class origins, my lack of appreciation for the cosmological bullshit espoused by her Aetherian clique, and my persistently old-fashioned religious faith — which wasn't at all like the trendy version of Catholicism made socially acceptable by the Kennedy clan.

  I introduced Elaine to the Remillards at a disastrous Fourth of July barbecue in Berlin thrown by Cousin Gerard. Poor Elaine! Her clothes were too chic, her manners too high-bred, and the covered dish she contributed to the rustic buffet too haute cuisine. She compounded the debacle by speaking elegant Parisian French to old Onc' Louie and the other Canuck elders, and by admitting that her family were Irish Prot­estants. The only Remillards who weren't scandalized were little Denis and my brother Don. Don was, if anything, too damned friendly toward her. She assured me that there was no telepathic communication be­tween the two of them; but I recalled his coercive exploits of yesteryear and couldn't help feeling doubt at the same time that I cursed myself for being a jealous fool.

  Later that summer, when we would briefly visit Don and Sunny to pick up or drop off Denis, whom we often took on outings, Elaine was distant or even covertly antagonistic toward my brother. At the same time she claimed to pity him and pressed me to "see that he got help" in combating his alcoholism. I knew that any effort on my part would be worse than useless and refused to interfere — which provoked one of our few serious quarrels. Another took place in early September, when I took Denis back to Brebeuf Academy and revealed his metapsychic abilities to Father Jared Ellsworth, as the Ghost had instructed me to do. Elaine was irrationally convinced that the Jesuits would "exploit" Denis in some nameless way. I assured her that Ellsworth had reacted with sympathy and equanimity to the revelation (he had even deduced some of the boy's mental talents already); but Elaine persisted in her fretting over Denis, and her attitude toward him was so oddly colored and tor­tuous that I was unable to make sense of it until long after the end. The end. God, how I remember it.

  It was late in October on a day when the New Hampshire hills were pur­ple and scarlet with the autumn climacteric. We had gone on a season-end pilgrimage to the Great Stone Face, just she and I, and finished up at a se­cluded country inn near Franconia. It was one of those terminally quaint establishments that still draw Galactic tourists to New England, featur­ing squeaky floors, crooked walls, and a pleasant clutter of colonial Amer­ican artifacts, many of which were for sale at ridiculous prices. The food and drink were splendid and the proprietors discreet. After our meal we retired to a gabled bedroom suite and nestled side by side on a sofa with lumpy cushions, watching sparks from a birchwood fire fly up the chim­ney while rain tapped gently on the roof.

  We had been talking about our wedding plans and sipping a rare Aszu Tokay that the host reserved for well-heeled cognoscenti. It was to be a simple civil ceremony down in Concord, with one of her distinguished Donovan uncles officiating. Later we would have a small supper "for the wedding party only, " which effectively meant no Remillards except me. I listened to her with only half an ear, drowsy from the wine. And then Elaine told me she was pregnant.

  I recall a thunderous sound. It may have come from the storm outside the inn, or it may have been purely mental, my psychic screens crashing into place. I remember a fixed-frame vision of my hand, frozen in the act of reaching for the decanter. I can still hear Elaine's voice prattling on about how she was so glad it had happened, how she had always wanted children while her ex-husband had not, how our child was certain to be a paragon of "astromental" achievement, perhaps even more brilliant than Denis.

  Incapable of speech or even a rational thought, I sat gripped by a grand refusal. It could not be. She had not said it. I think I prayed like a child, entreating God to cancel this thing, to save my love and my life. I would repeat the same futile supplications later through the bleak winter months as I tried in vain to conquer myself and return to her; but always love would be obliterated as it was at that hellish moment, wiped out by a blast of volcanic rage and fatally wounded pride.

  Of course I knew who the father was.

  I finally turned my face to her, and I know I was without expression, my howling despair inaudible beyond the closet of my skull. Elaine cowered back against the cushions, shrinking from the exhalation of pain and menace.

  "Roger, what is it?"

  Her mind was, as always, completely open to me. And now that her thoughts concentrated on the certainty of the life growing within her, I could perceive a complex skein of memories woven about the embry­onic node. The confirmation would be there.

  I knew I should leave those memories of hers untouched. It was
the only forlorn hope left to me. I must not look into the secret place but seal it forever, pretend that the child's father was someone else. Anyone else.

  The secret places. All rational beings have them and guard them — not only for their own sakes but for those of others. Who but God would love us if all the secret places of our minds lay exposed? I knew how to conceal my own heart of darkness; it is one of the first things an operant metapsychic learns, whether he is bootstrap or preceptor-trained. Only a few poor souls remain vulnerable always, trapped in the shadow-country between latency and conscious control of their high mental powers. Elaine was one. Open. Without secrets.

  "Roger, " she pleaded. "Answer me. For God's sake, darling, what's the matter?"

  Don't look. She loves you, not him. To look would be a sin — against her and against yourself. You aren't a truth-seeker, you're a fool. Don't look. Don't look.

  I looked. Our love had been sinful, and I must be punished.

  She was calm as I lifted my barriers at last, showing her the incon­trovertible fact of my own sterility, and the theft of her secret, and what made her betrayal impossible to forgive.

  "If it had been anyone but him, " I said. "Anyone. But, you see, I wouldn't be able to live with it. "

  She looked me full in the face. "Once. It happened once — that first time you took me to meet your family, at that silly Fourth of July barbecue. It was madness. I don't know what came over me. It happened before I realized — without my wanting it. "

  No secret place. Poor Elaine. You had wanted it.

  I saw the entire episode etched in her memory and knew I'd see it forever. Don focusing the full force of his coercion, her fascination and willing surrender, Don laughing as he took her by the rockets' red glare, kindling in her a stupendous series of orgasms like chain lightning. And his child.

  "I can't live with it, " I told her.

  "Once, Roger. Only once. And now I hate him. "

  No secrets at all... Anyone but him. Damn the mind-powers. Damn him! But never her.

  "Roger, I love you. I know how much this must hurt. I feel the hurt.

  But I honestly thought the child was yours... that the thing with your brother was a piece of idiocy better left forgotten. " She tried to smile, showed me a glowing mental image. "You love little Denis. He's Don's child. "

  "I couldn't help it. Denis is different. Sunny was different. "

  "I'm only fifteen weeks gone. I could —"

  "No!"

  She nodded. "Yes, I see. It wouldn't make any difference, would it? It would make matters worse. "

  I let the wretched contents of my mind seep out: The child will be brilliant. Don's mental faculties are far more impressive than mine, in spite of his flaws. As you know. Goodbye, Elaine.

  "Roger, I love you. For the love of God, don't do this!"

  I must. I love you I will always love you but I must.

  I walked to the door and opened it. Aloud, I said, "I'm going to take your Porsche back to the White Mountain Hotel. In the morning, I'll send one of our drivers back here with it. There are a few things I must get from the house in Bretton Woods, but I should be out of it before noon. I'll leave my key. "

  "You fool," she said.

  "Yes. "

  I went out and softly closed the door after me.

  Elaine married Stanton Latimer, a prominent Concord attorney, that November. He gave her child, Annarita, his name and they were a happy family until his death in 1992. The distractions of motherhood — and the decline in flying-saucer sightings after 1975—led Elaine to abandon Visitant. She turned her leadership talents to environmental activism and campaigned against acid rain. In time she decided that she had imagined the more improbable facets of our liaison.

  Annarita Latimer grew up to be an actress of vibrant and unforgetta­ble presence who had a triumphant, tempestuous career. Like her mother, she was a powerful suboperant. Annarita's third husband was Bernard Kendall, the astrophysicist, who sired her only child, the fully operant Teresa — known to historians of the Galactic Milieu as the mother of Marc Remillard and Jack the Bodiless.

  21

  SUPERVISORY CRUISER NOUMENON [Lyl 1-0000]

  10 MAY 1975

  THE SIMB SHUTTLE saucer made its ingress into the im­mense Lylmik vessel in the manner of a lentil being swallowed by a whale, and the four senior members of the Earth Oversight Authority gathered in the shuttle's airlock to watch the curious docking maneu­vers.

  "I hate coming aboard Lylmik spacecraft. One is so likely to become overstimulated. " The Gi representative, RipRip Muml, whiffled its plumage in a gesture of libido suppression and sealed off four of its eight sensory circuits. "Strange that the Supervisory Body should want to meet with us here in Earth orbit instead of simply transmitting its instructions mentally. "

  The Simb magnate, Lashi Ala Adassti, watched the scene outside the viewport with rapt fascination. In spite of her high position in the Over­sight organization, she had never before been invited to visit a Lylmik cruiser. "I've given up trying to fathom the motives of the Supervisors, especially those relating to this perverse little planet... Sacred Truth and Beauty! Will you look what's happening out there in the parking bay?"

  "An interesting spectacle, but hardly unnerving, " remarked the

  Krondaku, Rola'eroo.

  "I've seen it a dozen or so times myself. " The Poltroyan magnate shook his head. "But it still rattles me. It's as though we were being digested!"

  The saucer rested on a kind of animated turf, pearly tendrils that rippled in peristaltic waves as they propelled the small spacecraft slowly along. A few meters away, on either side of the shuttle's path, plantlike excrescences apparently made of luminous jelly were sprouting up with graceful regularity; they unfurled pallid leafy ribbons and undulated in a questing fashion in the direction of the passing ship. Some of the larger plants "fruited, " producing crystalline structures that opened to discharge glittering powder that swirled around the shuttle viewports like saffron smoke. Behind these pseudo-organisms were rising much taller ones that resembled glassy tree-ferns and opalescent feather-palms. These soon formed an impenetrable jungle alongside the saucer, a bright corridor with purple obscurity lying ahead. The smaller ribbon-bearers became more and more numerous and their appendages reached out to caress the moving vessel's sides. It was like sailing underwater through a twisting tunnel alive with glowing albino kelp.

  "By their spacecraft ye shall know them, " the poetical Gi murmured. "Ours are preposterous and ramshackle, and their operation is so cir­cumscribed by the reproductive habits of our crews that no other enti­ties dare ride in them. Krondak ships are bleakly functional and those of the Poltroyans cozy and baroque, while Simbiari craft like this one we are riding in are paragons of high technology. But how can one classify the Lylmik ships?"

  "Peculiar, " suggested Rola'eroo, "like the race that produced them. " The others laughed uneasily.

  The Poltroyan, a dapper little humanoid wearing heavily bejeweled robes, shared his meditation. "We never really see the Lylmik, even though they must inhabit forms that are manifestations of the matter-energy lattices. They are not pure mind, as some have speculated — and yet they enjoy a mentality unfathomably above our own. They will tell us very little of their history — nothing of their nature. They are infal­libly kind. Their zeal in furthering the evolution of the Galactic Mind is formidable, but they often seem capricious. Their logic is not our logic. As RipRip Muml has noted, this ship of theirs is an embodiment of the Lylmik enigma: it is lush, extravagant, playful. Certain of our xenologists have speculated that the enormous cruisers are themselves aspects of Lylmik life, symbionts of the minds they transport. We know that these beings are the Galaxy's most ancient coadunate race, but their actual age and their origin remain a mystery. Our Poltroyan folk­lore says that the Lylmik home-star Nodyt was once a dying red giant, which the population rejuvenated into a G3 by a metapsychic infusion of fresh hydrogen sixty million years ago. But such
a feat is beyond Milieu science, contradicting the Universal Field Theory. "

  "Our legends, " the Krondak monster said, "are even more absurd. They suggest that the Lylmik are survivors of the Big Bang — that they date from the previous universe. A totally ridiculous notion. "

  "No sillier than ours, " said RipRip Muml. "The more simple-minded Gi believe that the Lylmik are angels — pseudocorporeal messengers of the Cosmic All. An unlikely hypothesis, but not inappropriate for men­tors of our Galactic Mind. "

  An impatient frown had been deepening on Lashi Ala's emerald fea­tures. "We Simbiari don't tell fairy-tales about the Lylmik. We accept their guidance at the same time as we resent their arrogant condescen­sion. Look how determined they are to give these Earthlings favored treatment. The planet is a Lylmik pet! And yet the Supervisory Body seems blithely ignorant about just how unready for Intervention Earth is. How many times during the Thirty-Year Surveillance have we Simbiari been obliged to save the barbarians from accidentally touching off an atomic war? How many more times will we have to rescue the planetary ass during the upcoming pre-Intervention phase? All of us know that there is no way this world's Mind can achieve full coadunation prior to Intervention. Earth will be admitted to the Milieu in advance of its psychosocial maturation! Sheer lunacy!"

  The Krondaku remained stolid. "Should the Earth Mind deliberately opt for nuclear warfare during the next forty years, you know that the Intervention will be cancelled. Furthermore, Intervention is contingent upon a certain minimal metaconcerted action by human operants. If they cannot rise above egocentrism to the lowest rung of mental soli­darity, not even the Lylmik can force the Milieu to accept them. "

  Lashi gave a disillusioned grunt. "No other potentially emergent planet ever got such special treatment. "

  "The Lylmik always have reasons for their actions, " the Poltroyan said, "incomprehensible though they may be to us lesser minds. If the Earthlings are destined to be great metapsychic prodigies, as the Lylmik maintain, then the risk of early intervention will be justified. "