The Tyranny of Shadows

by Timothy S Currey

  The Tyranny of Shadows

  By Timothy S Currey

  © 2019 Timothy S Currey

  All rights reserved

  For my darling Leah,

  Thanks for your all your patience and love

  Table of Contents

  Part 1: The Murder of Lord Pauloce

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Part 2: The Monastery

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 11

  Part 3: The Casting Out

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Part 4: Death Comes

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Epilogue

  Part 1: The Murder of Lord Pauloce

  Ardent Momaenta

  The Principle of Good

  Choose always the greater good, no matter the cost, no matter your doubt; for in the killing of four guilty men to save one innocent, the greater good surely prevails.

  Verandert

  Chapter 1

  It was the shadowless hour of noon when Gillis came to the inn. Inside was a man, a man much like him in age and appearance, in talents and tastes, and perhaps a host of other ways. The crucial difference was that only one would live to see the shadows lengthen. It would all be a transaction, of sorts. There was the dagger concealed in Gillis’ tunic; there was the crucial letter possessed by the unguarded target; and there was the ditch some way behind the inn, out of sight. It was by the dagger and the ditch that Gillis planned for the letter to change hands. The kill would be done without malice or pleasure, without hesitation or regret, or even remembrance. He thought of himself as a farmer rising to spill the blood of a calf: it was simply his work.

  He was supposed to have met his partner for the kill by now, but he knew the target might soon leave. He had to proceed. Pity, Gillis thought, to lack the options an enchanter would afford.

  Near the threshold where the overgrown grass was trampled into the mud, Gillis paused, listened, and adjusted his expression. There seemed to be a few men inside, though their drunken laughter was deep and loud. Gillis was a bald, middle-aged man, and what little bulk he had was soft—perhaps an easy target if any within sought a fight. So, Gillis inhaled and broadened his chest, though not so much as to seem pompous. His jowly cheeks drooped slightly, like candle wax starting to soften and ripple. He lifted and tightened his lips fractionally at the corners, enough to convince others he had a smile waiting. Hitching his pack, he stepped inside the tavern, into the warmth of the roaring hearth-fire, and blinked away the sun’s brightness.

  A lazy cheer of greeting rose from the strangers, and some lifted their mugs. Gillis did not want to speak yet—he knew not the accent he should use—so he coughed and spat. Some called for the barkeep. Gillis, eyes now adjusted to the dark, saw more people than he had originally expected. Bearded, pockmarked, work-stained, and sun-darkened faces turned away from Gillis and back to their drinking companions. There were brawny workmen and miserly looking farmers with their wives. The target, a man with a clean face and a bald head like Gillis’ own, sat alone in the farthest corner.

  The barkeep came to Gillis then, a large, white-haired man with a heavy limp.

  “Welcome to the Quail’s Foot,” he said. “Can I get ye soup? Bread?”

  “Just ale,” Gillis croaked.

  “Right ye are. Coin?”

  Gillis handed him a silver piece, and he limped away. The clean-faced target, Beldas, smiled widely to himself as he sipped from a small cup. Gillis took a table not far from him and set down his heavy pack, facing away from the man. After a moment, he turned and raised his eyebrows at Beldas. One could not appear eager.

  “Celebrating?” Gillis mumbled quickly to conceal any accent.

  “Aye, matter of fact I am,” said Beldas. “Good drink for good news.”

  Nasal and clipped, rolled ‘r’s: a southern Veldenlands accent. Gillis adjusted his own voice to match Beldas’.

  “Good health to you and the King, eh?”

  “Where are you from, then?”

  “South aways. In the mud flats, though I spent time as a child up north in the forests.”

  Better to have a mixed background to mask an imperfect accent, Gillis thought.

  “Truly, another Southman? Well cheers to you, friend. Have you a drink?”

  “It’s coming.”

  Beldas raised his drink, hesitated, and then sniffed at the air with an expression of distaste. “Do you smell that?”

  “Smell what?”

  “Awful smell. But I wouldn’t accuse…” Beldas trailed off. His eyes wandered away from Gillis, and he sniffed again with his lips pressed thin. Their exchange was done for the moment, and Gillis turned away. The barman came with Gillis’ ale in a heavy mug shortly after.

  Gillis surveyed the room with his back to Beldas. They were as far away from any door as they could be. More than that, the only paths out led past every occupied table in the place. If this Beldas was to be herded to the ditch—or anywhere else—it had best be done quietly and slowly, so the others would not take notice. Force was out of the question.

  There were a dozen other patrons in all, huddled around their cramped tables. The sharp stink of spilled ale and bile seemed to rise out of the timber floor, and the nearly tangible fog of it invaded Gillis’ every breath. He pretended to sip his ale with lips pressed close on the brim, and kept his face mildly aloof, mildly jovial. One patron sat shrouded by a heavy, dark cloak on the far side of the room. Their face was turned slightly away from Gillis, but he sensed the gaze that followed him from under the cloak’s hood.

  It’s a fool who thinks a cloak hides anything. It proclaims secrecy loudly and clumsily, Gillis thought. So be it. If he was being watched, he would perform well.

  Beldas had neared the end of his glass.

  Gillis turned to him and asked, “What you’re celebrating worth another glass?”

  Beldas raised his eyebrows, then nodded with a modest grin. Gillis waved the barkeep over.

  “Aye?”

  “Another for this fellow here,” Gillis said.

  “Ye sure? On yer own coin?” the barkeep said.

  “Don’t trouble yourself,” Beldas said.

  “You’re celebrating, and my mood is generous,” Gillis said.

  “It’s nice whiskey. Not from round here, neither,” the barkeep said.

  “I insist!”

  “From Ghelder itself, made from the fine grain of the heartlands and water from the mountains of Gweidor. I’ve not many bottles, so I charge steep,” the barkeep said.

  They both stared at Gillis while several heartbeats pounded loud in his ear. He was too generous, too insistent with a stranger too quickly.

  “To hell with it,” Gillis said, and he drained his own mug in one long draft. The taste of ale was among Gillis’ chief hates, and he strained the muscles in his throat so that he did not gag. One did anything to play the part. “A glass for both of us!” He thrust two gold pieces into the barkeep’s hands, and took the seat opposite Beldas.

  “If you’re paying, I’ll not complain,” Beldas said, and he drained the last drop of his glass. “You are generous. Do I know you? I feel your face is familiar—perhaps from younger times.”

  “Nay, friend. In truth, I’m celebrating myself,” Gillis said.

  “Oh, aye?”

  “You first. What calls for this fine whiskey?”

  “Well,” Beldas said with a small smile, and then paused. The flush of wh
iskey came to his face, and he raised his eyebrows. “I’ve a position in Lord Pauloce’s kitchen.”

  “No!” Gillis said jovially. “You’re a cook?”

  “I am.”

  “Must be a good one! Great, even!”

  “Pauloce thinks so,” Beldas said. The flattery had drawn his smile wider.

  The barkeep returned with their drinks, and Gillis took his in hand and feigned appreciation for the foul taste. He resolved not to press too hard. In a moment, he would turn the talk to banter and playful insults. But first, he would wait.

  Over in the opposite corner, the cloaked person waved away the barkeep. Gillis shook his head. To sit without food or drink was doubly suspicious. It was like a poor actor playing out a spy on stage.

  “I thought you must have been a cook, or something of the like,” Gillis said.

  “Oh? How’s that?” Beldas said.

  Cuts and burns on your hands, fair skin, poor posture that will one day crook your back, and a nose so keen you smelled the goud root from its oiled pouch in my pocket, Gillis thought. I know a fellow cook when I see one.

  “That face has never seen the sun,” Gillis said, then laughed. “I thought, there’s a man who’s never done real, honest work!”

  “Oy, you watch what you call honest work—”

  “I only jest, mate.”

  “Look at you,” Beldas said. “Almost as pale as I.”

  “True enough. We’ll just say no farmer’s calling on us to be a hand come harvest or slaughter. Neither of us would know a cow’s head from its arse!”

  Beldas broke out in laughter, a thin, gasping laugh that Gillis took note of.

  “Aye. We’re a pair.”

  “On a farm, the chickens would sit on us for a pair of eggs,” Gillis said as he rubbed his own bald head. He took a chance, and rubbed Beldas’ also, in the rough manner of masculine bonding that Gillis had often observed. It worked—he batted Gillis away, laughing.

  “Rotten egg, in your case,” Beldas said.

  “Bastard!” Gillis laughed roughly.

  The two men raised their glasses and clinked them together. They continued to banter and jibe and drink through two more whiskeys each, and as they did, Gillis used the ease of the conversation as a space to plan the final stage. The unwelcome, heady warmth of the drink made the room swim slightly, but Gillis drank as much as he needed to get the job done.

  Suddenly, intentionally, Gillis interrupted a joke of Beldas’ to say, “But Pauloce’s own kitchen, that’s a big claim.”

  “Meaning what?”

  “I don’t accuse! There’s few who deserve the honor, but many who’d boast it. His cook’s purses would clank so loud with gold I’d warrant they walk about naked to spite the pickpockets. Are you really, truly, on your way there?”

  “It’s no lie, he called for me,” Beldas said. “And I have none of this gold, if that’s what you’re—”

  “No, no, no, friend, don’t misunderstand. I’m no thief.” Gillis leaned in close, and whispered lies he invented with every breath, “I want to know how you got the honor. What did you do that others haven’t? How did he send for you? Look at me, at my age. My craft isn’t getting any better. I’ve none to teach me, and damn it, I’m too stubborn to listen if they try. Please.” Gillis held Beldas’ hands in plea, “I’ll die in the kitchens of a lesser Lord if no one helps me.”

  “I thought you were eager. I didn’t expect that,” Beldas said, and with a measured movement he released his hands from Gillis’ grip. “I have had young apprentices come and say almost exactly that. Watching a man my own age say it is like hearing a frog sing a ballad.”

  “How did he send for you?” Gillis asked. He lowered his head so that he looked up slightly at Beldas, raised his eyebrows, and tuned his voice to a soft and high pitch.

  “I’m as good as I’ll ever be,” Gillis said. “I need no instruction on cooking damn fine meals. But the politics—whose arse do I kiss? Is that what it takes? Whose pocket takes the bribe?”

  “It is not like that with Pauloce,” Beldas said. “My talent was noticed by his stewards months ago, though I never met them, and then I was sent a letter bearing Pauloce’s seal.”

  “That’s it? A letter?” Gillis said dismissively.

  “Pauloce’s folk saw my meals, but never me. The sealed letter is the only proof of my employ.”

  “May I…?”

  Beldas gazed around the room, and then drew out the letter from inside his tunic. Gillis knew the twin-circle seal the letter bore—one of red and one of yellow—to be genuine. He sighed in false longing. The letter disappeared once more into Beldas’ tunic. Gillis would soon possess it. With it, he would take Beldas’ place, accent and mannerisms and all, and walk into Pauloce’s Keep. The real target would likely be one of the Lords attending the coming feast, though Gillis had not been told whom. This business with Beldas, Gillis thought once more, is a mere transaction. Who was it that sent me? Athers, that fresh young face that they just made Dreyen, that’s right. He’s either sloppy or careless. Sent me here without an inkling of the real target. That enchanter is late as anything, yet was entrusted with the writ. Would that I was a Dreyen…

  “I don’t mean rudeness,” Beldas said. “But do you have goud root on you?”

  Gillis blinked, snapped out of his reverie. “Why?” he said. “Do you wish to smoke some?”

  “No, friend. It stinks. It is vile. It deadens the tongue and ruins a cook’s taste. You want to improve? Drop that filthy stuff down a well.”

  “I will do that,” Gillis said.

  Beldas rose and hitched his belt. “Excuse me, time to piss.”

  He walked with a swaying gait toward the door, humming. Gillis felt the handle of the dagger concealed within a sheath inside his own tunic, running his thumb over the small pommel. The time to strike is now, Gillis thought. The men piss down in the ditch outside—the fool positions himself for doom. The blade must enter between the fourth and the fifth rib while I stand behind him, and with the other hand I must take the letter before the blood ruins it. My hand should close on the letter a moment before the strike, if possible. The first move should be to take hold of him; a kind of embrace. If the dagger strikes true Beldas will fall soundlessly, and even if the blade-tip wanders to the left or right in a struggle there will be the lungs, or the heart’s larger vessels, and the shock of the moment should be enough that a second wound will finish him.

  His fingers were sweaty on the dagger’s pommel. He rose, hitching his belt as he did, but before he took a step two men yelling and laughing about their dire need to piss stood and staggered outside.

  Man never pisses alone, Gillis thought wryly. The ditch won’t work. Damn the fool-headedness that made me think elsewise. Time to create an opening of my own.

  He rubbed his hands together as though stiff from cold, and then crossed the room toward the fire. A thought struck him as the fire’s warmth touched his fingers. His goud root, the smell that Beldas hated so much, was very faint. Even while burning the smell is subtle—undetectable to most. To those that are sensitive, however, it is pungent indeed.

  Gillis glanced around with the air of a man taking in the room, saw that none were watching him—even the hooded stranger—then took the bag and threw it with a silent lamentation into the fire. It had been difficult to get that much, and Gillis had hoped to savor it for many weeks. Even as the goud root burned, the smell lingered around the edges of the others, barely perceptible over the ale-stained timbers of the place, the stew cooking in the back, and the sweat of the men.

  Beldas and the other patrons returned, laughing and jostling each other. Evidently, they had made a game of who could piss the farthest into the ditch. The others resumed their seats and their drinks, but Beldas stopped at the door. He pressed his sleeve hard over his face and backed away, then coughed. The goud smoke worked wonderfully. Gillis hitched his belt and started to the door with a casual gait. He strode quickly once outside, toward
where Beldas was stumbling away and around the building. Gillis’ gaze followed Beldas with the utmost focus, and the world around Gillis was suddenly silent and clear despite the drink’s haze. Beldas rounded the building and was out of sight of the others. He continued past the ditch and along a road, then headed down a slope to where the inn was hidden from view, and Gillis followed. Gillis’ heartbeat, his breath in his own ears, and the muffled shocks of his quickening footfalls on the earth were all he sensed as the mounting anticipation of the kill swelled.

  Beldas stopped, his hand on a rock, to choke and retch. He had not yet seen Gillis. Gillis took the dagger in his hand and held it aloft as he closed the few remaining steps. Take the letter, plunge the blade between the ribs, hide him quickly.

  The cloaked figure, the pretend spy from the tavern, ran suddenly around the rock ahead of them, and Beldas looked up at the movement. Gillis’ shadow was on the rock face, with the dagger held high in a clear picture of looming death. Beldas made a strangled cry as he spun to face Gillis, and threw his arms up to meet Gillis’ plunging dagger. The tip of the blade dragged across Beldas’ forearm, Beldas smacked Gillis across the jaw with his other elbow, then suddenly they fell as one and writhed on the road. Gillis still had the dagger in hand, but could not see clearly—could not find the space he needed to bring the blade home. The struggle grazed the blade against Gillis’ own arm, and blood poured from the wounds of both men. Gillis felt no pain, only the numb pressure of the steel’s hardness when Beldas’ struggles brought the blade to his skin.

  Beldas’ fist struck Gillis’ face over and over until all sense of the world winked out for a moment. Beldas snatched up the dagger and raised it high, ready to plunge it down.

  White powder bloomed from a spot on Beldas’ chest, and he fell to the side, entirely limp. Gillis blinked once as an immense and sudden urge to sleep overtook him. He saw for the briefest moment a red-haired woman with the hood thrown back from her dark cloak, holding a cloth to her mouth and leaning over him with a mingled look of pity and disdain.