A Ticket to the Boneyard

by Lawrence Block

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  "I never slept with her. "

  "I didnt sleep with her," he said. "I just screwed her like youd screw a sheep. Or a chicken. You wring their necks as you come, thats how you do it with chickens. I didnt wring her neck. I broke it. Snap, like a twig breaking. "

  I didnt say anything.

  "And then out the window. It was just luck she hit the boy on the way down. "

  "Luck. "

  "I was trying for Andrea. "

  "Who?"

  "His girlfriend. Of course I didnt expect to hit anybody, but I was trying for her. "

  "Why?"

  "Id rather kill a woman," he said.

  I told him he was crazy. I said he was an animal, that he belonged in a cage. He hurt me again, then crossed a leg in front of mine and gave me a shove. I went sprawling on my hands and knees. I scuttled forward, scraping my hands on gravel and broken glass, stumbling over things I couldnt make out, then spinning around, setting myself, bracing for his approach. He rushed me and I threw a right at him, putting whatever I had into the punch.

  He slipped the blow. The follow-through carried me past him and took me right off my feet. I managed one step, then lost it completely and fell full-length upon the ground.

  I lay there, gasping for breath, waiting for whatever was coming next.

  He let me wait. Then, softly, he said, "I could kill you right now. "

  "Why dont you. "

  "You wish I would, dont you? Good. In a week youll beg me. "

  I tried to get up onto my hands and knees. He kicked me in the side, just below the rib cage. I scarcely felt it, the pain refused to register, but I stopped trying to get up.

  He knelt at my side and put a hand at the back of my head, cupping the base of the skull. His thumb found the hollow behind the earlobe. He was talking to me but my mind was unable to track his sentences.

  His thumb dug into the spot hed found. The pain reached a new level, but I had gone somehow beyond pain. It was as though I were standing to one side, observing the sensation as a phenomenon, experiencing more awe than agony.

  Then he turned up the pain a notch. There was already nothing but blackness in front of my eyes, but now the blackness spread behind my eyes as well. There was just one drop of fiery red against a sea of inky black. Then the red shrank to a pinpoint and went out.

  I couldnt have been out long. I came to abruptly, as if someone had thrown a switch. I used to come to like that after a long night of drinking. There was a period of time when I never fell asleep and never woke up. Instead I would pass out and come to.

  Everything hurt. I lay still at first, taking an inventory of the pain, trying to assess the extent of the damage. It took me a while, too, to make sure that I was alone. He could have been hunkered down alongside me, waiting for me to move.

  When I did get up I did so slowly and tentatively, partly out of prudence, partly of necessity. My body didnt seem capable of fast movement or sustained activity. When I got up onto my knees, for example, I had to stay there until I summoned up the strength to stand. Then, on my feet at last, I had to wait until the dizziness passed or I would have fallen back down again.

  Eventually I found my way through the obstacle course of litter to the fence and groped along it until I got to where the opening had been cut. I emerged on Attorney Street. I remembered that was where I was, but Id lost all sense of direction and couldnt tell which way was uptown. I walked to the corner, which turned out to be Rivington, and then I must have turned east instead of west because I wound up back at Ridge Street. I turned left at Ridge and walked two blocks and finally got to Houston Street, and I didnt have to stand there too long before a cab came along.

  I held up a hand and he drew up and slowed down. I started toward him, and I guess he got a good look at me then and didnt like what he saw, because he stepped on the gas and peeled off.

  I would have cursed him if Id had the strength.

  Instead it was all I could do to remain on my feet. There was a mailbox nearby and I walked over and let it take some of my weight. I looked down at myself and was glad I hadnt wasted breath cursing the cabbie. I was a mess, with both trouser legs laid open at the knee, my jacket and shirtfront filthy, my hands dark with dried blood and embedded dirt and grit. No cabdriver in his right mind would have wanted me in his hack.

  But one did, and I cant say he came across as particularly demented. I stayed there at Ridge and Houston for ten or fifteen minutes, not because I really expected anyone to stop for me but because I couldnt figure out where the nearest subway entrance might be, or trust myself to cope with it once I did. Three more cabs passed me up, and then one stopped. He may have thought I was a police officer. I was trying my best to give that impression, holding up my billfold as if to display a shield.

  When he stopped for me I got the rear door open before he could change his mind. "Im sober and Im not bleeding," I assured him. "I wont mess up your cab. "

  "Fuck the cab," he said. "I dont own this heap of shit, and so what if I did? Whad they do, jump you and roll you? This is no place for you at this hour, man. "

  "Why didnt you tell me that a couple of hours ago?"

  "Hey, youre not too bad off if you got your sense of humor. I better get you to a hospital. Bellevues closest, but maybe youd rather go someplace else?"

  "The Northwestern Hotel," I said. "Thats on Fifty-seventh and-"

  "I know where its at, I got a regular pickup five days a week across the street at the Parc Vendome. But are you sure you wouldnt be better off going to a hospital?"

  "No," I said. "I just want to go home. "

  Jacob was at the desk when I stopped to check for messages. If he noticed anything unusual about my appearance, nothing in his manner showed it. Either he was more diplomatic than Id ever realized or hed reached that point in the terpinhydrate bottle where relatively few things got his attention.

  No calls, thank God. I went to my room, closed the door, and put the chain on. Id done that once before, a few years back, only to discover that a man who wanted to kill me was waiting for me in the bathroom. Id only managed to lock myself in with him.

  This time, though, all that was waiting for me in the bathroom was the tub, and I couldnt wait to get into it. But first I braced myself and looked in the mirror.

  It wasnt as bad as Id feared. I was carrying some bruises and superficial scrapes and scratches, and some of the grit Id rolled in, but I hadnt lost any teeth or broken anything or sustained any bad cuts.

  I looked like hell all the same.

  I got out of my clothes. My suit was beyond salvage; I emptied the pockets and stripped the belt from the slacks and stuffed them and the jacket into the wastebasket. My shirt was ripped and my tie was a mess. I tossed them both.

  I drew a hot tub and soaked in it for a long time, let the water drain out and filled it up again. I sat there and soaked while I picked bits of glass and gravel out of the palms of my hands.

  I dont know what time it was when I finally got to bed. I never did look at the clock.

  I had swallowed some aspirin before I went to bed, and I took some more as soon as I got up, and another hot bath to draw some of the ache out of muscle and bones. I needed a shave but knew better than to scrape a blade over my face. I found the electric shaver my kids gave me a few Christmases back and did what I could with it.

  There was blood in my urine. Its always a shock to see that, but Id taken kidney punches before and knew what they did to you. It was unlikely hed done me any lasting damage. My kidney ached where hed poked me, and it would probably pain me for a while, but I figured Id get over it.

  I went out and had coffee and a roll and read Newsday. Breslins column was all about the criminal justice system, and he wasnt giving it any raves. Another columnist got slightly hysterical on the subject of a death penalty for major narcotics dealers, as if that would make them all weigh the consequences of their actions and turn their talents to inve
stment banking instead.

  If the previous day was up to the years average to date, there had been seven homicides within the five boroughs in the course of its twenty-four hours. Newsday had four of them covered. None were in my neighborhood, and none of the victims had names I found familiar. I couldnt say for sure, but from what I read it didnt look as though any of my friends had been murdered yesterday.

  I went over to Midtown North but Durkin wasnt around. I caught the noon meeting at the West Side Y on Sixty-third. The speaker was an actor whod sobered up on the Coast, and his energy gave a California rah-rah quality to the hour. I walked back to the station house, stopping on the way to get a slice of pizza and a Coke and eat on the street. When I got to Midtown North Durkin was back, holding the phone to his ear and juggling a cigarette and a cup of coffee. He motioned me to a chair and I sat down and waited while he did a lot of listening and not much talking.

  He hung up, leaned forward to scribble something on a pad, then straightened up and looked at me. "You look like you walked into a fan," he said. "What happened?"

  "I got in with bad company," I said. "Joe, I want that bastard picked up. I want to swear out a complaint. "

  "Against Motley?" I nodded. "He did that to you?"

  "Most of what he did is where it doesnt show. I let myself get suckered into an alley on the Lower East Side late last night. " I gave him a condensed version, and his dark eyes narrowed as he took it in.

  He said, "So what do you want to charge him with?"

  "I dont know. Assault, I suppose. Assault, coercion, menacing. I suppose assaults the most effective charge to bring. "

  "Any witnesses to the alleged assault?"

  "Alleged?"

  "You have any witnesses, Matt?"

  "Of course not," I said. "We didnt meet in Macys window, we were in an empty lot on Ridge Street. "

  "I thought you said it was an alley. "

  "Whats the difference? It was a space between two buildings with a fence across it and a gap in the fence. If it was a passage to anything, I suppose you could call it an alley. I didnt get far enough into it to find out where it went. "

  "Uh-huh. " He picked up a pencil, looked at it. "I thought you said Attorney Street before. "

  "Thats right. "

  "Then a minute ago you said Ridge Street. "

  "Did I? I met the hooker on Ridge, in a toilet of a place called the Garden Grill. I dont know why they call it that. Theres no garden, and I dont think theres a grill, either. " I shook my head at the memory. "Then she took me around the block to Attorney. "

  "She? I thought you said a transsexual. "

  "Ive learned to use female pronouns for them. "

  "Uh-huh. "

  "I suppose shes a witness," I said, "but it might be a trick to find her, let alone get her to testify. "

  "I can see where it might. You get a name?"

  "Candy. That would be a street name, of course, and it might have been made up for the occasion. Most of them have a lot of names. "

  "Tell me about it. "

  "Whats the problem, Joe? He assaulted me and I have a bona fide complaint to file. "

  "Youd never make it stick. "