Dominate

by Godwin, Pam

  Her lips parted. “The day I walked into your house, those were my words.”

  “I’ve been listening.” He lowered his head and ran a hand through his hair. “I’m not going to apologize. I won’t beg for your forgiveness. Instead, I’m going to make you a promise.” He lifted only his eyes, pinning her with a stare she couldn’t ignore. “I will not repeat my mistakes. Let me be clear. My only priorities are to protect you and keep you healthy. I will not cheat on you. I will not starve you. But I will hurt you.”

  “Why?”

  “Because when we’re in love, we will hurt each other as much as we save each other.”

  She sat still for so long he thought he’d lost her inside her head.

  At last, she released her death grip on the bowl, set it on the counter, and tucked back into her meal.

  He returned to the stool beside her, bracketing her rigid body in the V of his thighs. “Tell me what you’re thinking.”

  “I should be in Texas, helping Evan’s parents bury their son.”

  “And get yourself killed in the process? I won’t allow it.”

  “Of course, you won’t. You’re a domineering prick.” She chewed slowly, eyes on her salad and voice soft. “I don’t belong here. I’m not a vigilante. I have nothing to offer.”

  “You just took out an assassin. The man who killed an innocent motel clerk. You succeeded where we failed. I’d say you’ve more than proved your value in this fight.”

  “I don’t want to be here.”

  “Tell me why.”

  She finished the last bite of salad and stood, carrying her bowl to the sink. “I didn’t choose this.”

  “None of us chose it. You know our histories. This life chose us.”

  “I work in law enforcement.”

  “Van’s father was the Austin Police Chief.”

  “I don’t carry weapons.”

  “Amber, Kate, and Josh don’t carry weapons.” He rose from the stool and prowled around the island to stand behind her. “You carry a shotgun in your truck, and let’s not forget the butcher knife you stole from my house.”

  She stiffened at his nearness. “I was in danger.”

  “You’re still in danger.” Lowering his nose to her hair, he breathed in her mouth-watering femininity. “That’s why you don’t want to be here.”

  “Because I’m in danger of getting killed by one of your homicidal friends?”

  “No, Rylee.” He trailed the backs of his fingers down her arms, making her shiver. “Because you’re in danger of falling in love.”

  “Oh, my God.” She shot out from beneath the press of his body and scurried around the island. “What is this obsession you suddenly have with love? The man who wrote those emails plowed through hundreds of women and couldn’t emotionally connect with any of them.”

  “None of them were you.” He stalked after her. “You blindsided me. Knocked me on my ass.”

  “I can’t stand you.” She backed away, rubbing her arms, looking for all the world like she wanted to run.

  “You can’t stand the thought of me getting too close.” He closed the distance, backing her into the corner of the kitchen. “Because I am getting too close, and when I ram through that armor around your heart, you think you’re going to get hurt again.”

  “You don’t know me.” Her back bumped into the pantry door, her eyes darting, searching for a way out. “You don’t love me.”

  “You’ll deny it. You’ll fight it with every breath in your body.” He braced a hand on the door above her head and leaned in. “But having already experienced it once, you know it’s a fight you can’t win.”

  “Stop throwing my words back at me!” She shoved at his chest, ducked under his arm, and darted toward the hallway.

  “Stop running from them like a hypocrite.”

  “I’m not running.” She held up her middle finger without slowing.

  She wasn’t literally running. But that speed-walk of hers wiggled her ass in a spellbinding way. He followed it like a tractor beam, locked onto the diabolical, heart-shaped curves. Fucking hell, she was built. All toned muscle, flawless skin, fiery temper, and his.

  The tightening heat in his stomach was a primal demand, his body thrumming for a fight and his eyes fixed on his meal.

  “Last door on the left.” He trailed after her, chasing, hunting his chosen with a determination that couldn’t be extinguished.

  She reached the bedroom two paces ahead of him. As the door swung closed, he stopped it with the toe of his boot. Then he kicked it open.

  “Get out.” She tried to re-shut it, pushing him back, her resistance at odds with the raw lust in her eyes.

  He wasn’t imagining it. Her breathing unfurled at a ravenous speed, noisily heaving from her chest. Her nipples pebbled beneath the tight shirt, her pupils dilated. She licked her lips, stared at his mouth, and shoved him again.

  With a hand holding the door open and his boots planted on the threshold, he didn’t budge.

  Wild brown hair fell in disarray around her shoulders, the upthrust of her tits so round and tempting. Lashes, sprinkled in dark hues of animosity, hooded the molten silver of her eyes.

  He leaned in, shaking with excitement and hard as a rock.

  She leaned in, too, angry and gorgeous and not above ruthlessness when it came to getting what she wanted.

  Right now, she wanted him. The dip of her gaze to his straining fly confirmed it.

  “When I shove down your pants,” he said, “and sink my fingers in your pussy, you’re going to drip all over my hand.”

  “Doesn’t mean anything. I love your monstrous cock.”

  He throbbed behind his zipper, engorged past the point of pain.

  Tension mounted. He didn’t force his way in. She didn’t push him out. They just stared at each other for an endless, unblinking moment.

  Then they moved. He grabbed her as she climbed his body. Lips colliding and hands grappling, they locked in a battle they would both win.

  The door hadn’t even closed before he had her pinned against the wall. She tore his fly. He wrenched down her pants. In a frenzy of shredded fabric, they managed to rip enough clothing out of the way, and he was in her.

  Christ almighty, he was all the way in, plunging to the root and submerged into soaking wet heat. Her hips rose to meet his, questing, demanding, and he gave it to her. Nailing her against the wall, he fucked her with the unbridled force of his strength.

  It was so incredibly hot, this unhinged frenzy between them, this mutual, maddening urgency to climb closer and closer until they dug out their souls. They couldn’t keep their hands and mouths off each other. Ripping at clothes, kicking away shoes, they were naked and tumbling across the floor in a matter of seconds.

  She thrashed beneath him, her eyes the color of rainclouds. Perky, flushed tits. A complexion so pristine and fair. Sinful pink lips—one set bruising his mouth while the other swallowed the full length of his hunger.

  His hips moved like a piston, chasing his release. The sensations blew his mind, the pleasure out of this world. He was going to come. Really fucking hard and soon.

  He broke the kiss and held her gaze, his balls tightening, the pressure nearing detonation. “Tell me you don’t need me.”

  “I don’t need you.”

  He pulled out, rose up, and finished all over her chest and face, grunting and shaking in a surge of liquid ecstasy. With a firm grip, he continued to stroke from base to tip, milking every drop and spraying jets of come across her shivering flesh.

  When his nuts went empty, he climbed to his feet, his insides jumping with wild anticipation of her reaction.

  She sniffed haughtily, sat up, and reached blindly behind her. Her hand landed in his bag near the door. Without a word, she pulled out his favorite fur-felt cowboy hat and wiped it across her chest, collecting his come on the expensive fabric. She used the underside on her face, cleaning every drop of him from her skin. Then tossed the hat back in his bag.


  He stood there in absolute disbelief, staring at her. His hat would forever be traumatized.

  Opening her legs, she ran two fingers along her slit and slipped them inside, her wicked eyes fixed on his. “I don’t need you.”

  The fuck she didn’t. She needed his cock, his protection, and above all, she needed his love. But rather than forcing any of it on her, he turned on his heel and strode toward the bathroom.

  One round with this woman would never be enough. Already, his dick was swelling with blood, pulsing to get back inside her.

  Halfway to the bathroom, her footsteps hit the floor, sprinting after him. He didn’t have time to turn before she was climbing up his back and biting down on his shoulder hard enough to draw blood. Then she slapped him across the head.

  His temper flared, and he spun. She spun with him, sliding to her feet while landing a torrent of punches on his spine and ribs. His seething frustration culminated in World War III when her open palm collided with his ass.

  She fucking spanked him.

  He froze and felt her go deadly still behind him.

  “Rylee.”

  “Tommy.” Her voice shook.

  “You better run.”

  CHAPTER 22

  The mad ravings of Rylee’s thoughts withered beneath the impact of Tommy’s searing glare.

  Oh, shit. She’d done it now. He was going to kill her.

  Her heart rate spiked, hammering at her to flee. But with Tommy, she never did the smart thing.

  In a bristling surge of fear, she slapped his face, making his cheeks bloom redder, hotter, madder than ever.

  His hands balled at his sides, his cock outrageously long and swollen between his powerful legs.

  Beautiful.

  Dominant.

  Terrifying man.

  “Go ahead.” She stood taller, despite her knocking knees. “Hurt me just like you promised.”

  His nostrils flared, and he closed his eyes. When they opened again, his anger was leashed, focused.

  “Love hurts,” he said. “It lashes out when tempers erupt. I might say shit I don’t mean, but I will not strike you when I lose control.”

  Like she just did.

  Her face tingled, chilling at the implication.

  “You want me to hit you out of anger, so you can push me away.” He touched her chin, lifting it. “You want me to cheat on you, so you can blame me when you run.” He lowered his hand. “I won’t do it, Rylee. I’ll grab your throat in the heat of passion because it burns you up. I’ll beat your ass because it makes you wetter than sin. But I will never cheat on you, nor will I ever hurt you out of anger.”

  “You hurt me when you fucked me in the desert.”

  “Weak argument. We were both raging. With hunger.”

  Buzzing ignited in her ears. She shook her head, unable to escape the thrashing of her pulse. “I don’t trust you.”

  “You’re too scared to try.”

  “I’m old enough to be your mother. A hard pass.”

  “That was a lie. A bullshit attempt to chip away your confidence. There’s no excuse for it. I was in the wrong. You know all my secrets, and I felt cornered, embarrassed by my mistakes. You had the advantage. You still do. You have the power to destroy me.”

  “I do not!” She drove her fist against his stone-hard chest. “See? You don’t even move!” Another punch. “You chained me in the desert.” Punch, slap, punch. “You strangled me until I passed out, left me with no water, and starved me for days.” She pounded her knuckles in a fit of fury, her eyes hot with tears. “I can’t forgive you. I won’t. What kind of woman falls in love with a sadistic bastard?”

  He stopped the barrage of her fists with a bear-hug, lifted her off her feet, and brought her down on her back on the bed.

  “A sadistic woman, that’s who.” He lay atop her, trapping her hands and hovering his face an inch from hers. “And this bastard loves you.”

  She felt a cracking, rupturing sensation around her heart, and all at once, something burst, letting in air and warmth and terrible possibilities.

  “No.” She was breaking open, falling apart. “Stop playing with me, Tommy. If you’re going to hurt me, just do it. Get it over with!”

  He kissed her. Open mouth. Sweep of tongue. Gentle strokes, slipping along the inside of her lower lip. It hurt. Not like a fist. It hurt like hunger pangs. It was a helpless, gnawing, painful need way down deep inside.

  Delving deeper, he roamed the caverns of her mouth with a skill that electrified. Her knees turned to water. Her arms went slack between them, and currents of insidious heat flooded her breasts, prickling the peaks.

  He kissed her with tenderness, his hands flowing over her body with devotion, drawing pleasure beneath her skin, making her hungry, needy for more. He tasted of warmth and something rich and masculine and loyal. He tasted like her fantasies.

  Never, never, had she been touched or kissed with such sublime adoration. His tongue moved in her mouth with agonizing respect as his fingers traced her breasts with reverence. His cock lay hard and thick against her belly, leaking from the tip but not stabbing. Not taking.

  She could battle his cruelty with fists. She could fight his ruthlessness with hateful words. She could sink her teeth into his stone-cold rage.

  But she couldn’t attack his affection with violence. She couldn’t hit him when he kissed like this. When he kissed her like he well and truly loved her. She wasn’t that hard-hearted.

  But she wasn’t naive, either.

  He would grow bored. Whatever this infatuation was, it wouldn’t last. He would miss the excitement of the chase.

  His mouth trailed down her neck and suckled her breasts. The pressure of his lips, the swirl of his tongue, it was too perfect, too familiar, as though she’d spent her entire life in his arms.

  His hand, strong and long-fingered, slid between her legs, tracing the shape of lower lips and rousing sensitive nerve endings. She throbbed, and his mouth nuzzled her quivering belly. Liquid heat flooded her pussy, and he continued to explore, tease, and slowly dismantle her kiss by kiss.

  She wasn’t stopping this. She couldn’t. He was too talented, and she wanted it too much.

  “This is just sex.” She twisted her fingers in his thick hair.

  “This is our bodies following the demands of our hearts.”

  “I bet that line gets you laid every time.”

  “My heart”—he sank a finger inside her—“never felt a damn thing during sex. Until you.”

  “That’s a lie. Everyone’s heart pounds when they fuck.”

  “My heart pounds when you walk into the room.”

  “You’re deranged.”

  “No, merely in love. With you.” He nipped her inner thigh. “Hurry up and love me back so we can do this without fighting.”

  “You can’t love me, Tommy. I’m too broken.”

  “If you’re broken, I’m broken. Christ, you look good enough to eat.”

  With his shoulders wedged between her legs, he stared at her cunt. Then he caressed her, stroking wickedly and stealing back, gentle around her opening and firm thrusts straight through the center.

  Her eyes rolled back in her head, her entire body shaking with the need to come.

  “You’re not thinking through this.” She gasped, clenching around his curling fingers. “You love women.”

  “I love you.”

  “You love pussy.”

  “Yours, no question.”

  “Do you love my pussy enough for it to be the only one you touch for the rest of your life?”

  “Yes.” He met her eyes. “I’m one-hundred-percent devoted to the stunning artwork between your legs and the beautiful stubbornness between your ears. So much so that I will answer these infuriating questions honestly every time they arise for the rest of our lives.”

  He buried his face in her cunt, scattering her thoughts on the tide of her gasps. The heat of his breaths was heaven, his lips firm, the voracious strokes of
his tongue exceeding her desires and filling her with more.

  Blazing light spread beneath her skin, stirring and shimmering and lifting her higher, higher, higher. Just as she reached the brink of climax, he pulled back. His heat, his kiss, all touch was gone.

  “Tell me you need me.” He stared at her, his mouth glistening, waiting.

  Stunned, she stared back. Confusion crashed into realization and simmered into outrage.

  He was trying to control her through orgasm denial? Kissing her with an agenda? Toying with her to get what he wanted?

  Fuck him. She refused to surrender like a doormat. She also knew she would never win this fight. He had the stamina and willpower of a superhuman machine.

  No more games. She was done.

  Done with the manipulation and the cheating and the emotional pain.

  “I don’t need you.” She reached between her legs to get herself off.

  He watched her hand but didn’t smack it away. His body tensed, but he didn’t overpower her with his strength. Didn’t try to dominate her in his Draconian way. Something flashed across his expression. Disappointment? Frustration? But he didn’t leave.

  Instead, he lowered his head and placed his mouth against her hand. His tongue joined her fingers. His fists gripped her thighs, holding her open, and before she could process the unexpected turn of events, he pushed her, hard and fast, through an unstoppable climax.

  Rippling waves of pleasure poured through her, trembling her limbs, her moan of completion one of barely contained victory.

  But she didn’t feel victorious.

  She felt like shit. Made worse when he pressed a loving kiss between her legs.

  His eyes lifted to hers, blinking, raw, stark with vulnerability. “You’re not the only one who’s afraid of getting hurt again.” He pushed off the bed and stood before her naked, open, his hands hanging at his sides. “It scares me how much I need you.”