Shattered

by Skyla Madi

  His hot flesh against mine…

  It’s heaven and hell all mixed into one smooth, fiery ball of perfection.

  My heavy stare falls to his lips. They’re shut and pulled up in the slightest, sexiest, smile I’ve ever seen. Jai rubs me. He flicks me and swirls me like never before—until I can no longer keep my hips flat against the wood.

  “Look at you, wound up so tightly by the tip of my finger.”

  I close my eyes and focus on regulating my breathing. My lungs pump out air faster than I can inhale it. If I can just—yes—get him to go faster, harder—oh, God—then I’ll hit it. I will slam into my orgasm and shatter it into a million pieces.

  “Jai. Please.”

  He swallows the distance between us with a brief and bruising kiss, slowing the tempo of his fingers. The orgasm I could taste on the precipice falls away, dissolving into agony.

  Throbbing.

  Euphoric agony.

  “Cute. You think I’m going to let you come now? We’ve only been at this a few minutes, Kitten.”

  My breath hitches as he pushes a finger into my pussy, sliding deeper until he reaches his final knuckle. “When you come, my cock will be in your ass.”

  I shove his chest and his finger slips from me. “Not going to happen, Stone.”

  I shove him again and he steps back, his lips curling in excitement. Who does he think he is? Who does he think I am? I’ve never bent over for an ass fucking, not at any stage in my life and certainly not during sex. I do not submit. With a final shove Jai’s calves hit the bed and he lets himself fall back. His large body hits the mattress and I marvel at him as the light from the moon shines in through the window and settles in the ridges on his torso. He has a beautiful body. I glance at his popped button and unzipped fly. Along his thigh, I see its width. I see its length. Underneath the denim hides something just as beautiful as the rest of him. It hides something I need—something I crave.

  Jai pushes himself up on his elbows as I lower myself to my knees.

  “This what you want?” He asks, flexing his hips.

  I nod.

  “Come on then.”

  I grab the hem of his jeans that hang low on his hips, curling my fingers around the fabric. As I pull, Jai lifts his hips, allowing his jeans to slide effortlessly down his thighs. Eagerly, his thick cock springs to life and Jai palms it—up and down—as I bunch his jeans around his ankles.

  Between my thighs, I swell at the sight, desperate to feel his hot flesh against mine. His penis is better than any vibrator—better than any sex toy I’ve used.

  I inch closer and Jai removes his hand. The weight of his cock pulls it toward his stomach, but I slip my hand around it before it touches. It twitches and throbs in my palm, eager for me to touch it. It’s funny how quickly the tables turn. He wanted me at his mercy, but that’s not how I play.

  I hold him at the base and inch closer to the tip. Jai watches closely, his stomach clenching in anticipation. Ever so teasingly, I lick his cock from bottom to top and the groan he lets out from the base of his throat as my tongue slides against the underside of his warm cock is the sexiest thing I’ve ever heard.

  Ever.

  I pull back and tilt my head, ready to lick him again.

  “Wait.” He tangles a hand in my hair, his fingers tightening as he pulls my head back, putting distance between my mouth and his cock.

  “Tommy Field...” He says, slightly breathless. “Do you still think about him? About your first time?”

  How is that an important question? How does that take precedence over what I’m currently doing? I tug my head forward and he releases his grip.

  “I haven’t thought about it since it happened. Not until tonight.”

  I move my mouth close to his penis. It twitches, anticipating my wet mouth.

  “And me?” Jai asks through a slack mouth and heavy lids.

  I lock eyes with him. You? You stupid asshole. Isn’t it obvious? Since I met him, he has consumed my whole life. I want to give him everything...I want to put my heart in the palm of his strong hands. He has worked hard for it. It’s his to take care of.

  “I think about you all the time.” I say. “But you already know that.”

  “Just say it, Kitten. Tell me you love me t—shit!”

  I swirl my tongue over the head of his penis before opening my mouth and letting it slide in. I take it as far as I can without heaving and improvise with my hands to deal with the rest. Up and down I go, sucking him with everything I have before I take a break and return to licking him all over his big, beautiful cock like it’s a lollipop.

  “I should film you.” He groans, panting hard.

  I lick him. “You would like that, wouldn’t you?”

  He nods and I lick him again, making him shiver.

  “I would fuck myself to it whenever you’re not with me.”

  My lips part as a heavy breath blows out of my lungs. That has to be the sexiest thing anyone has ever said to me. “Show me.”

  He takes his cock in his palm. “Spit on it.”

  I do as I’m told and I spit on his cock—like a lady, of course.

  Slowly, he slides his hand up and down, his fingers squeezing when they reach the tip. It squishes and squelches the faster his hand moves. I watch, mesmerized, as he tips his head back, exposing his throat. His Adams apple bobs with a hard swallow and a hard groan seeps from his full lips. Contractions seize my pussy and I can’t stop them. With each clench—each throb—they work me up more and more, until I feel myself leak down my inner thigh. With a shaking hand, I slip my fingers between my legs and—holy shit. I gasp, as the slightest touch to my outer lips has me surging toward an orgasm. I snap my hand back, clenching it to my naked chest as Jai groans my name.

  “I need you to sit on my face, baby. Let me taste you.”

  Like I need to be told twice. I leap to my feet and climb onto the bed. Jai’s heavy breathing draws me closer to him. His skin is covered in a thin layer of swear and a thick layer of goosebumps. I reach out and touch his ribs, gliding the tips of my fingers onto his stomach. His sexy abdominal muscles clench and relax with every thrust of his powerful hips as he pleases himself right in front of me. If only he could fuck me and jerk off in my face at the same time. I would come in an instant.

  With a growl, he snatches my wrist in one hand and my thigh in the other. In a single heave he picks me up and drops me on his face pussy first. His strong, manly hands grip my ass as I adjust myself, moving his mouth right where I need it. The second his tongue leaves his mouth—oh my God! I fall forward, quickly planting my hand on the mattress to prevent myself from falling. He lashes me with his tongue. He licks at me. Fucks me.

  I’m being loud. My cries ring in my ears, but it’s as if they’re coming from someone else. My calves cramp, my thighs tremble, drawing closer and closer. I grip his hair and rock my hips, letting his rough stubble tickle and burn my skin.

  I need it.

  Holy shit. I need it.

  He squeezes my ass, his fingers digging so hard I’m certain he’s going to break the skin—and I need more.

  I can feel it.

  My release.

  It’s hovering on the horizon, teasing me like a heavy cloud of rain teases a dry town.

  So.

  Damn.

  Close.

  And that’s when he shoves me off of him. Cursing, I roll onto my belly and by the time I brush my wild hair out of my face, he’s behind me. He snatches my arms and pulls me to my feet. His hard cock presses into my lower back. Teasing. Always fucking teasing.

  “You don’t think I know when you’re about to come?” He chuckles darkly. “I told you how you’re going to come.”

  I scoff, my knees trembling under my own weight.

  “I believe this is called police brutality.” I say, exhaling deeply with a smile pressing at the corner of my mouth.

  “Save that for when I fuck your virgin asshole.”

  “You still think yo
u’re getting it?”

  He simpers, hooking my elbows around his arm. “You’ll give it up to me, Kitten. You’ll see.”

  Jai kicks my feet apart and bends me forward, my entire upper body suspended from his arm. I jolt forward, as he lines his cock with my pussy. The tip is hot—searing—coaxing me to let him inside. I wiggle against him and Jai gasps, sending my tummy flipping. Placing his free hand on my lower back, Jai pushes in, stretching me the way I like it. I hang my head as he pushes and pulls me back with the arm he’s using to restrain me.

  His thrusts are powerful and aggressive, slamming into me with incredible force. Again, my cries and moans fill the room as my vagina gets absolutely destroyed by his powerful cock.

  “More.” I whisper, tears of pleasure filling my eyes.

  I need to come. I’m so close. Please!

  “Fuck. You’re clenching me so damn tightly. You need to come, don’t you?”

  “Yes! Yes! Please! I’ll do anything.”

  The wet tip of his thumb brush against my asshole. Gasping, I jolt forward in a panic. I thrash against him, desperate to get my arms free, but he clenches them against his chest, trapping me in the position.

  Jai chuckles darkly, the sound chilling me to the bone in the hottest way. He kicks my legs wider, his hips slowly rocking as he dips his cock in and out of my pussy, his finger lubing my ass. My orgasm rears its head again and I know I will catch it this time. I just might lose my damn mind if I don’t. Bearing down on my feet, I push back against his finger, and it slips inside my ass, consuming my body with a pressure I’ve never felt before. My entire body shudders as my lips part and a moan slips from my throat. With ease he lowers me onto my front on the bed and gives me control of my arms back. Instinctively, I grip the blankets in my hands as he rests his body against my back, parts of his anatomy still deep inside mine.

  “I knew you’d like it.” He groans, slipping another finger into my ass. I buck my hips, my cry lost in the blankets I’ve buried my face into. This can’t feel this good. It shouldn’t feel this good. My organs clench as my release races toward me. It barrels closer—faster and faster. My chest heaves. My body quakes. I...I gasp. Then my lungs cease to work. I...oh fuck...I’m going to...oh shit!

  “You’re going to fucking come, aren’t you?” I hear him smile as he pulls his fingers out, his cock too, leaving me empty. Frustration flares and I huff into the bed. So close!! Goddamn it!!

  “You’re a fucking asshole.” I pant, trying desperately to get a handle on my breathing.

  Our last night and together and he wants to spend it torturing me?

  He spits on me.

  Then on himself. With the head of his penis, he spreads his saliva around my ass, the very tip pressing into my opening. He drapes his large body over mine and wraps and arm around my chest, holding me close. I shiver as his breath blows by my ear, labored and thick with lust.

  “I’ll go slowly.” He pants, his voice thick and gruff. “I’ll stretch you out a little bit.”

  He pushes my thighs apart even further and wraps his other arm around my hips, pushing my ass up.

  I grit my teeth and hold my breath as he tilts his hips and pushes his way into my ass. I hiss as I stretch to accommodate him, the burn almost unbearable. To ease me, he plants a soft kiss on the side of my head. It’s enough. It’s enough for me to want to keep going.

  “Fucking hell.” He swears, pausing in his thrust. “I’m going to come already.”

  He lifts my hips, allowing enough space for my hand to snake under. “Rub your pussy, baby.”

  I reach for my clit, desperate to ease the swollen pressure building up in my core. For the last time, my orgasm shows itself in the distance. I rub myself, hard and fast. I shiver and shudder, making Jai curse into my ear. His harsh breathing tells me a lot. He’s close to coming. He’s desperately holding on. My hips flex, meeting his with every powerful thrust he throws at me.

  “Faster.” I beg, reveling in the pressure, the pain, the pleasure, as his cock slips in and out with ease.

  “You want my come?” He groans out, dropping his forehead against my shoulder as he tugs on my hips with his insanely tight grip.

  “I want it.”

  He fucks me harder—faster—until I’m not sure if my organs are in the same place they were before we started.

  Pushing up, Jai rears back and slaps me hard on the ass. I yelp as he sends me hurtling toward my orgasm at a speed unknown to any man.

  “It’ll be my name you give when someone asks you if you’ve ever been fucked in the ass. You’ll tell them you were head over heels in love with me.”

  He spanks me again.

  “Yes—fuck. Jai...” I moan.

  He growls, deep in his chest. “I guarantee you’ll be thinking about this every night for the rest of your fucking life.”

  My orgasm hits me with the force of an asteroid, crushing me into a million tiny pieces. I thrust forward to get away, only to rub myself against my dripping fingers. Shuddering, I thrust backwards, only to get slammed by his huge cock with extreme vigor. His groans surround me—his curse words pierce me—my name a shot of pure arousal on the tip of his tongue. The more he comes, the easier it is for him to slip in and out, and the less burn I feel. My toes are curled, my stomach knotted, and I lay dazed, face down on the bed in the aftermath of the most intense orgasm I’ve ever felt.

  In the aftermath of his own orgasm, Jai plants soft kisses along my shoulder and down my back. His sweat is cold against my skin—as I’m sure mine is against his. I don’t know how long we wait in this position, but however long, it’s still not enough.

  Jai slips out and falls on his side, making the bed bounce and my ass jiggle. I roll over to look him in the face. Shadows obscure him for the most part, but I see him analyzing me.

  “I didn’t hurt you?” He asks, glancing down the length of my body.

  I shake my head, swallowing hard to gather a second to catch my breath. I want it to be like this forever. Me and him.

  Us against the world

  “I do love you.” I pant, swiping damp hair from my forehead. “I do.’

  Thirteen

  ****

  Smooth

  Jai

  I run the palm of my hand between her breasts, down her tummy, and snake it between her thighs, forcing all the soap and water to wash down to the floor. She soaps my chest, running her fingers along every rise and depression. It feels nice to appreciate her like this after she let me into her body. We never got to take the time to appreciate each other in the tunnels. We fucked quickly, usually clothed, and that was the end of it. Here, I see all of her. From the scar on her left ankle to the spattering of light freckles on her cheeks. She is perfection.

  My perfection.

  Today is a bitter pill to swallow. Now that it’s here, I realize I never got to enjoy her enough. I haven’t spoiled her...I haven’t taken her places she’s never been...and it’s all about to come to an end. Why couldn’t I have found her before this? Why couldn’t I have found her before Tommy field—before all of the other useless men before me?

  I want her. I want her now, back then and in the future.

  Mine. All mine.

  “I want to come with you.” She mutters, her shoulders relaxing from the tense hold she’s had them in this whole time.

  I stop caressing the skin around her belly button and flick my stare to hers. Her fierce irises burn with desperation. They plead with me, beg me to adhere to her wishes. There’s no way she’s coming to Skull’s compound—no fucking way—and I know that’s exactly what she’s asking.

  “Are you out of your mind? I’m not taking you there.”

  Emily drops her hands from my chest and smooths them over her head, forcing her hair into place.

  “Please don’t leave me here. I can’t stand it.” She steps closer. “I want to be there—where you are.”

  “You’re safer here.” I turn my back to her and step into the hot stream of w
ater, ending the conversation.

  Or at least I intended it to end the conversation. Naturally, Emily refuses to accept my final word. A stubborn little thing, as I’ve always said. She swings around my body, stopping in front of me with her arms crossed tightly under her breasts. I remember when I slid my cock between them. God...that was sexy. She ducks low for a moment, forcing my eyes from her lovely breasts to her face.

  “I feel safer with you, Jai.” Her eyes glisten. “Please. Don’t make me wait in the dark by myself. Not again.”

  I close my eyes and sink into the stream, letting it blast into my hair and roll down my face. What’s the worst that could happen? Huss will be in the car with her and he knows the times and signals to flee if anything goes wrong. He could take her with him...if she’s already in the car he can’t pussy out and abandon her here all alone.

  I lean away from the jets and brush my hands over my face, clearing any excess water.

  “Fine.” I say, opening my eyes. “You can come with us, but you stay in the car and you do what Huss tells you. If—”

  “Thank you! Thank you!” She bounces toward me.

  “Listen.” I grip her shoulders, preventing her from wrapping her excited little arms around my waist. “If I don’t make it back you leave. All right? You don’t get to come looking for me. You don’t get to go on a rampage.”

  Her excitement dulls and she pulls her arms back into her chest, as if they work as extra protection for her heart. “I can’t just leave if you don’t come back.”

  Her voice cracks and it’s the exact emotion I want her to avoid going into this thing tomorrow night. I might die. I might not make it back to her. The thought fucking terrifies me, but I can’t act on it. I can’t let it consume me. I need to have a clear head for my brother—for Ted and Huss.

  For her.

  “If you don’t promise me, Kitten. You’re not coming.”

  Emily swallows hard, weighing the decision in her mind. I get it. It’s a hard decision. If shit goes south I’m telling her to forget me and move on. It’s hard to grasp when you’ve just told someone you love them.

  “I promise.” Her chin falls slightly. “I promise I will leave the second Huss wants to.”