His Secret Submissive

by K. L. Ramsey

  Begging Zara to marry him was easier than he thought it would be. He was ready to grovel for as long and hard as it took, but she agreed and now, the only thing he wanted to do was carry her back down the steps and out onto his patio where he had a pastor waiting to marry them. She was finally going to be his and he was starting to feel like the luckiest man on the planet.

  The door creaked open and Avalon slipped out into the hallway. “Um,” she whispered. “I think she’s a little nervous. She asked to talk to you.” Aiden felt his heart drop and he worried he had pushed her too much for her first day out of the hospital.

  “Is she alright?” he questioned. “Has she changed her mind?” Ava didn’t answer him and that made him even more nervous. Zara’s best friend was usually a chatterbox and not at all afraid to speak her mind.

  “Just go in and talk to her,” she insisted. Aiden pushed the door open and slid past her to find Zara standing in front of the full length mirror in the dress Ava picked out for her and she took his breath away.

  “You look beautiful, baby,” he said. Zara didn’t turn to face him, but looked at him through her reflection and her worried frown nearly sank every last hope he had of Zara becoming his today. “Ava said you were having second thoughts,” he whispered.

  “I can’t,” she sobbed. He couldn’t let her finish her sentence. He crossed the room and pulled her into his arms.

  “Please don’t tell me you can’t marry me, Zara. I feel like I’ve waited my whole life for you and now, this baby. The girls are so excited you are going to be their mom and when I told them about the baby, they were thrilled. Although, they both want a girl and would like to name her Princess,” he said, making a face. Zara giggled through her tears and he hoped he was making some headway with her.

  “I would like to veto that name, although I’m thrilled they are happy,” she said. Zara carefully wiped at her eyes as if trying to avoid smearing her makeup. “And no, I’m not having second thoughts about marrying you, Aiden. It’s this,” she said, sobbing all over again.

  Zara used her one crutch to balance herself on her good leg to carefully turn in his arms. The gown she was wearing was unzipped and from the looks of it, she was going to have trouble getting it closed. “I can’t zip it up,” she cried. “Ava didn’t account for my expanding belly and I guess I’m not the same size now,” she sniffled. He wanted to laugh but knew better than to find a hysterical pregnant woman funny.

  “I don’t care if you marry me in your pajamas, baby. I just want to marry you—today, right now.” Aiden looked around the room and tried to come up with a plan.

  “Will any of your clothes fit you, honey?” he asked. She sniffled again and nodded.

  “I have jeans that will probably fit,” she admitted.

  “How about we make a deal,” he said. Aiden slipped from his tuxedo jacket and undid his tie.

  “Aiden, we can not have sex right now. I know you think it fixes everything but it’s what got us into this mess,” she said, cupping her little belly.

  Aiden chuckled, “No, I think we can save sex for the honeymoon portion.”

  “Honeymoon?” she asked.

  “Yep. When you get the all clear from your doctor and can travel, I’m taking you and the girls on a little tropical getaway. Ava and Corbin are coming along too, to help watch the girls so we can have some alone time.” He waggled his eyebrows at her, causing her to giggle again. “There’s my girl,” he praised.

  “So, what’s the plan then?” she asked.

  “We get married in jeans and t shirts,” he offered. From the look on her face, he wasn’t sure she was going to agree, but then Zara’s brilliant smile lit up the room and she nodded.

  “I’d marry you in anything, Aiden. How about you help me change and then I’ll let you carry me to the altar,” she offered.

  “Now, that sounds like a plan, my beautiful secret submissive,” he teased.

  “Hey,” she grouched. “That’s soon to be Mrs. Secret Submissive.” Aiden wasn’t sure how he had gotten so lucky finding Zara standing in that BDSM club but he wasn’t going to question fate. She was his now and that was all that mattered.

  Four Months Later

  Aiden carried Zara over the threshold of their little bungalow. “I’m too heavy,” she said. “Put me down.”

  “Baby, you are not too heavy,” he countered. He eyed her expanding belly and she giggled.

  “See, your mouth is saying all the right things but your eyes give you away, Aiden Bentley,” she teased. He shut the door behind them and crossed the room to lay her on the bed. Zara looked around the room. “This is gorgeous Aiden.”

  He smiled down at her and wondered if wanting sex made him an ass. They had spent the better part of a day traveling to the island and he was sure his pregnant wife would be exhausted. “How about I show you what else my mouth does right,” he said. Zara’s eyes flared with need and he knew she was on board with his plan to get them both naked.

  “Are you sure the girls will be alright with Ava and Corbin?” she asked. He loved the way she worried about his girls. They had become a family and he knew his girls loved Zara.

  “I’m sure, honey. I got them a nice bungalow with plenty of space for everyone. I’m pretty sure the girls will drive Corbin half crazy and if they don’t, the sight of Avalon prancing around in her bikini will finish him off.”

  Zara giggled and moaned, “Ugg, don’t remind me about Ava and her perfect body.”

  He looked her up and down, “You don’t have anything to worry about, baby. You’re the most perfect woman on the planet,” he whispered against her lips. “You’re mine,” he growled.

  “I am,” she agreed. “Forever.”

  “I know we’ve been taking it easy with your recovery, but I’d like to try something new tonight, if you’re up to it,” he asked. Aiden didn’t want to get his hopes up but they already were.

  “Yes, Aiden,” she purred. “Please.”

  That was all the confirmation he needed. “Clothes off and get on your knees, baby,” he ordered. Zara squealed and clapped, making him chuckle. “Oh, you like my command?”

  “Yes,” she said, breathlessly stripping out of her sundress to reveal her naked, sexy curves. He had to admit seeing Zara naked and pregnant with his baby always did crazy things to him. Lately he couldn’t seem to get enough of her but he refused to push her too much. He had to squelch his dominance to just a burning ember when it came to making love to his new wife, for fear of hurting her. Now that she was medically cleared and more than willing, his inner caveman could come out to play.

  Aiden ran his hands over her belly and up to cup both of her breasts. “I like these,” he teased.

  “Yes, well they are pretty hard to miss now that I’m pregnant. Unfortunately, my ass is twice the size it was pre-pregnancy too.” She rubbed her hands over her fleshy globes, thrusting her breasts into his hands. She more than filled his palms and he couldn’t wait to get his hands on her ass next.

  “I think you and I see your ass very differently,” he teased. “I find every sexy new curve of yours drives me completely crazy,” he admitted.

  “You’re supposed to say that,” she said. “Isn’t it in the husband handbook?”

  “No wife, it isn’t,” he said, reaching back to give her ass a playful swat. “I think I need to give that sexy mouth of yours something to keep it occupied.”

  She got down on her knees and smiled up at him, playfully batting her eyes. “I’m ready, Sir,” she said. Aiden shucked out of his clothes, possibly setting a record for getting naked.

  “Open,” he ordered. He stroked his cock and loved the way her eyes seemed to follow his hand’s movement up and down his staff. Zara was just as turned on by this as he was. He let her suck the tip of his cock in and nearly swallowed his own damn tongue at just how good her mouth felt. He moaned his pleasure and shoved further in, needing for her to take all of him. Aiden pulled her hair back into his hand giving him better
access to watch her sucking him in and out of her mouth. He gave a little tug when she tried to take control and he set the pace, letting her know just what he wanted. He pumped in and out of her sexy mouth until he was on edge. Aiden knew if he didn’t stop, he wouldn’t be able to and he didn’t want to finish in her mouth this time. No, he had special plans for her new curvy ass and he just hoped Zara was on board.

  He pulled his cock free from her swollen lips and she mewled her protest. Aiden chuckled, “Sorry honey, but you need to catch up,” he said. He helped her from her kneeling position. “Get up on the bed and spread your legs as wide as you can. I won’t tie you up tonight as long as you hold still, baby. Can you do that for me?”

  Zara climbed onto the bed and nodded. “Yes, Aiden. I will try.” He loved her obedience, even craved it and Zara seemed to need it as much as he did. She really was the perfect woman for him. She spread her legs open, gifting him with the view of her drenched pussy. “Like this?” she questioned.

  “Yes, just like that,” he said, his voice hoarse with need. “Fuck, your sexy,” he swore. Aiden wasted no time settling between her legs, running two fingers through her wet folds and stuffing them deep inside her. Zara cried out from the pleasure of his sudden invasion and then stilled, seeming to remember his orders. “Good girl, baby,” he praised.

  “Please,” she whimpered. “I need to have an orgasm,” she begged.

  “I’m going to take good care of you, Zara,” he promised. Aiden dipped his head and ran his tongue through her slick pussy, loving her taste. His girl held so still; he knew he was driving her crazy but she was being so well behaved. Aiden decided to give her exactly what she asked for. “I’m going to eat your pussy, baby and I want you to come for me,” he ordered. She whimpered and nodded her head.

  He lapped and sucked her sensitive folds until she couldn’t seem to control her body any longer. She bucked and writhed against his mouth, taking over, finding her release. Aiden loved when she got so wild she couldn’t seem to stop herself and he especially loved knowing he was the one giving her that pleasure. Zara shouted out his name as she came on his mouth and he knew it was time to tell her what he was going to do with her tonight.

  Aiden kissed his way up over her belly and up the rest of the way to her mouth. He let his tongue leisurely dart into her mouth, knowing Zara would be able to taste her own release from his kiss always made him wild. “Roll over and get on your hands and knees, baby,” he ordered. Zara didn’t hesitate, doing exactly what he asked. He slipped from the bed to find his surprise for her he had stowed in his suitcase.

  “You were such a good girl, I thought you might like another reward,” he said. He pulled the purple vibrator from his bag and showed it to her. She wrinkled up her nose at it and he couldn’t help his chuckle.

  “A vibrator?” she questioned.

  “Yes,” he said. I’m going to shove this into your pussy and then I’m going to lube up that sexy ass of yours and take your virgin hole,” he said. Zara gasped and moaned and he knew he was on the right track. “You like that, baby?” he asked.

  “Yes,” she hissed. “I’ve been waiting for you to take my ass, Aiden,” she admitted. He had started training her ass before the accident and then he didn’t want to push her, so he stopped. Now that he knew she was willing and ready, there would be no stopping him. He grabbed the lube from his bag and got back onto the bed with her, letting it dip with his weight.

  “Up on your knees again and lean back against my body, baby.” Zara did as ordered. “Wrap your arms back around my neck,” he said. She did, laying her head to rest on his shoulder. Zara looked up at him and smiled. Aiden settled behind her and ran his hands down her body, tweaking and plucking her taut nipples. He knew she had to be ready for him but he wanted to drive her a little crazy.

  “Have you ever used one of these before?” he asked. Zara studied the vibrator and shyly shook her head.

  “No,” she admitted. “I only used my fingers to masturbate.” The thought of Zara giving herself pleasure made him nearly come up her back. He rubbed his cock against her ass and knew if he didn’t get inside of her soon it would be over much too quickly.

  “Um, I’d like to watch you do that sometime,” he admitted. “But now, we’re going to try something new.”

  “Okay,” she said, her voice a little shaky from need or nerves. Either way, she’d forget both once he got the vibrator inside of her and turned it on. He gently guided the vibe into her pussy and she was so wet and ready for him. He turned it on and she moaned and thrust back against his body at the new sensations.

  “You like that, don’t you, honey?” he asked.

  “Yes,” she hissed.

  “Good, now get on all fours again. I’m going to lube your ass and make it mine,” he growled. Zara did as ordered and he squirted lube on his finger, working it into her tight opening. She was going to feel amazing. He worked his finger in and out of her ass as she rode out her first orgasm. Aiden lubed up his cock and spread her cheeks, gently nudging his way into her body. His unruly cock hated having to take his time but he wanted Zara’s first experience with anal to be pleasant.

  “Fuck,” Zara swore, “Please Aiden, hurry. I’m going to come again,” she cried. He pushed into her ass a little further and his impatient girl push back against him, taking him completely into her body. She spasmed around his dick and Aiden knew he wouldn’t last long.

  “Move please,” she begged.

  Aiden slid in and out of her ass, popping almost completely free before slamming back into her. Zara didn’t protest as he dug his fingers into her hips, pumping in and out of her body. She quickly came again, shouting out his name. Aiden pulled her back against his body, loving the way she fit him. He held her so tight, he knew she was going to wear his marks in the morning.

  “I’m going to come, Zara,” he panted. “I can feel the vibrator inside of you.” He felt every wave and pulse from the vibe he had inserted inside of Zara for her pleasure. But, it was rubbing against his cock through the thin membrane that separated her ass and her pussy and he felt about ready to explode.

  “Fuck,” he swore, pumping into her body twice more and then losing himself in her ass. Aiden pulled the vibrator free from her slick folds and collapsed with Zara onto the bed. “Tell me that was okay,” he asked.

  “That was better than okay,” she said. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him in for a kiss. “That was fucking fantastic,” she admitted with a smile.

  “Mrs. Bentley,” he feigned shock. “I think your cursing has gotten worse since you married me. I must be a bad influence.”

  “I swear it’s this pregnancy,” she said, rubbing her belly. “Either that or I’m turning into a sailor. Will you still love me if I turn into a swearing pirate?” she asked.

  “Baby, I’d love you if you had a wooden leg and rocked an eye patch.” Zara’s laughter filled the room and Aiden was sure he’d never heard a sound more magical. He had waited his whole life to meet someone like her. She was his other half, the woman who owned his body, mind and soul—his secret submissive, and she was his.

  Epilogue

  Avalon

  Avalon Michaels sat in the corner of the club and watched the couples and a few threesomes who had gathered around the room. She thought about running out of there as quickly as possible, but the thought of not facing Corbin’s stupid dare head on made her feel like a coward.

  She spied him as soon as he walked into the BDSM club and wasn’t sure if she was worried he’d see her or if he’d find someone else more interesting and forget all about her. Corbin Eklund was a tease and she’d do well to remember that before she lost her heart to the serial player. She watched him for a few minutes and could tell the exact moment he saw her. His sexy smirk told her all she needed to know—he didn’t believe she would actually take him up on his bet to show up at the club. He made his way across the crowded club and towered over her.

  “I didn’t think you�
��d show darlin’,” he drawled. “What made you decide to go through with it?” Ava smiled up at him, trying not to let on what the little nickname he called her did to her. Every damn time he called her darlin’, she had to bite back her moan. Frankly, everything Corbin did made her a little crazy but telling him that could never happen. He had asked her to the club because he thought she wouldn’t take him up on his bet and then she’d lose at the little game they had been playing. Losing wasn’t an option for her. Ava was competitive, but losing to Corbin Eklund felt worse than forfeiting to the devil himself. He was the sexiest devil she had ever met but keeping that to herself was for the best. The man already had a serious problem with humility—he had none. He was the most confident, self-possessed, arrogant man she’d ever met and for some reason, that wasn’t enough for Ava to stay away from him.

  “Well, a bet is a bet—so here I am. Now what are you planning on doing with me, Corbin?” she asked. Honestly, she tried not to think about the possibilities leading up to tonight. She had two very long nights to think about what she wanted him to do to her. Ava had spent the past two nights restlessly tossing and turning trying to figure out how to get through this evening with her heart intact and the answer wasn’t one she easily entertained—she wouldn’t.

  She had met Corbin a few months prior, when her best friend, Zara hooked up with Corbin’s best friend, Aiden. They stood up for their friends at their quicky wedding a few months ago when they got married. She was happy for her best friend; Zara deserved every happiness she had found with Aiden and his two little girls. But now, Ava felt more alone than ever. It wasn’t as if Zara was moving away, but being the new Senator’s wife was going to take up a good deal of her time. Well, that and the fact she was a new step-mother to two of the cutest little girls Ava had ever seen and Zara was pregnant with her first baby. There would be little to no time for the two of them to hang out or stay up all night talking about life and guys. Those days were over and it was time for Ava to grow up and move on.