“Boss, no. This is not a good idea,” Indigo panted as she tried to catch her breath. Her protest was weak as hell but at least she tried.
“Yes, it is. You were my first and I want you to be my last,” Boss replied as he kissed her neck.
He often dreamed about the night that he and Indigo took each other’s virginity. She was scared to death because she bled on one of her mother’s favorite sheets. They washed the sheets and tried their best to conceal what they had done but it was pointless. Being that she was such a hands on mother, Precious knew. She sat them down and gave them the talk that every parent dreaded having with their kids. She didn’t have a problem with them being together. In fact, she thought it was cute but she begged them to wait for the intimate part of their relationship. Indigo wanted to obey her mother and wait until they were older and mature enough to have a sexual relationship. Unfortunately, Boss couldn’t do it. By then, they had been having sex every day for two weeks straight and he was hooked. He didn’t press Indigo for sex and he respected her wishes. He just went out and had sex with other girls instead. He learned something new with every partner and, after a while, he’d mastered the art of sex.
“Boss, we can’t do this,” Indigo replied, trying her best to resist him.
When he started kissing down her body, Indigo moved up towards the headboard of the bed. Boss grabbed her by her ankles and pulled her back down towards him.
“Stop always running from me. It didn’t work the last time and it won’t work now,” Boss said as he used his index fingers to remove her underwear.
He pulled her shirt off next before taking his own clothes off. All the fight in Indigo left as she stared at his perfectly sculpted body. It had been years since she’d seen him naked and things were bigger and better than she remembered. Indigo hissed when Boss got down on his knees. He spread her legs wide and started kissing the insides of her thighs. He used his thumb and index finger to spread her second set of lips apart before he dove in. Indigo arched her back when his tongue flickered at the speed of light against her sensitive pearl. She marveled at the sight of him in between her legs as his tongue dipped in and out of her hole.
She squealed when he wrapped his arms around her thighs and pulled her closer to his face. He was eating her peach like it was a real piece of fruit and Indigo enjoyed every minute of it. She ran her hands through his thick hair and that seemed to make him go harder. He licked and sucked her into several shaking orgasms before he finally lifted his head. He kissed up her body until their lips connected once again. When she felt the tip of his dick at her opening, Indigo stopped him before he could enter her.
“Have you been using condoms?” Indigo asked.
“I’ve strapped up every single time I had sex after you,” he swore.
Indigo nodded, giving him the okay to proceed. They both moaned aloud when he entered her. It had been years, but Boss felt like he was back home. Indigo was tight and her pussy fit him like a glove. Justice couldn’t have been hitting it right but he was about to go all in. Boss licked his thumb before pressing it against her clit as he watched his dick sliding in and out of her. After taking it slow for a while, Boss picked up the pace. He put Indigo’s legs in the crooks of his arms and started beating it out the frame.
“Fuck, Boston!” Indigo yelled out in pleasure. That had to be the best missionary sex that she’d ever had in her life. She was almost upset when Boss flipped her over and entered her from the back.
“Damn,” Boss hissed as he watched her fat ass jiggle with every stroke.
Indigo was throwing it back at him and he was doing a good job of catching it. She was moaning and his name sounded good as fuck rolling off her tongue as she came. Her legs trembled underneath him until she collapsed. Boss thought she had tapped out, so he pulled out of her. Indigo surprised him when she got up and kneeled down in the bed.
“Stand up,” she instructed. Boss stood up in the bed and looked down at her. She was bold as she looked him in his eyes while inching his dick down her throat.
“Fuck Indie,” Boss moaned as he watched her head bobbing back and forth.
At that point, he didn’t give a damn about Lacey probably waiting up for him. He was done with her and any other female in his life. She could have chartered a plane home and he wouldn’t have missed her one bit. As Indigo sucked him up like a vacuum, he felt like he had so much to be thankful for. He was thankful that Justice didn’t make the trip. He was thankful that Indigo didn’t shut him down and turn him around at the door. But, most of all, he was thankful that he listened to his first mind and made his way up to her room.
When Boss felt himself about to come, he pulled Indigo up by her shoulders. He picked her up and she instinctively wrapped her legs around his waist. When he entered her again, they both cursed, loving the feel of their connection. Boss planted his hands firmly on her ass and started drilling into her. The bed felt too unsteady to stand in, so he got out and put her back up against the wall.
“Shit Boston! Yes!” Indigo screamed and moaned.
Boss wanted every stroke to count. He wanted every thrust of his hips to convey how he really felt. How he’d been feeling since the day she rescued him rummaging through their trash looking for his next meal. Indigo was his weakness. She was his drug of choice and he wanted to stay high. He wanted to fuck Justice out of her system and make her have eyes only for him. Boss loved guns but sex was his favorite weapon. He’d mastered the art of pleasing women and that’s what he was known for. The only downfall to that was the feelings that every woman he’d dealt with seemed to catch. Sadly for them, the feelings were never mutual. It was only sex and he didn’t want anything more. There was only one woman who had his heart and he was balls deep inside of her now.
“You love me?” Boss asked as he moved his dick in a circular motion and hit spots that Indigo didn’t even know existed.
“Yes,” she cried out as her eyes disappeared inside her head.
“Tell me,” Boss demanded as he slammed her down on his dick repeatedly.
“I love you, baby! I fucking love you!” Indigo yelled.
It had been a while since she and Boss had sex but he’d learned a lot over the years. She should have felt guilty for cheating on Justice but she didn’t. Besides loving his job more than life, Justice was a good man. He was good to her and he didn’t deserve to be cheated on. Unfortunately, with the way that Boston was fucking her, she was doubtful that she would ever be able to walk away. Their connection outside of the bedroom was insane and their sexual chemistry was on another level. Indigo’s mouth was wide open as she felt her stomach muscles tightening up. Before long, she felt her juices pouring from her middle like a faucet.
“Damn Indie. When did you become a squirter?” Boss asked with a cocky smirk. That was a first for her and she was just as shocked as he was.
“I don’t know what you’re doing to me,” Indigo replied as she buried her face in the crook of his neck.
Boss walked them over to the chair in the room and sat down. When Indigo mounted him, Boss rested his hands on the arms of the chair and let her go to work. He bit his bottom lip as she started to twerk on him the same way she did on the dance floor. Her movements had him seeing double and he was ready to bust a few nuts. Indigo looked sexy as fuck as she rode his dick like she owned it. Technically, she did and he didn’t want to give it to anybody else. Their connection was solid and the sex was just an added bonus.
“Shit, I’m about to come Indie,” Boss hissed with a satisfied frown.
When Indigo got up, he was about to protest until she dropped down to her knees. She took him into her mouth again and sucked hard enough to draw blood. Boss felt dizzy as he spilled his seeds into her mouth and watched her swallow like a pro. His head fell back as he tried his best to catch his breath. Indigo went to the bathroom to brush her teeth and she got into the bed soon after. He was hoping that she wasn’t having regrets because he damn sure wasn’t. When Boss got up and got
in bed with her, he was hoping that she didn’t say something to ruin the mood or push him away. When he wrapped his arm around her, he visibly relaxed when she scooted back a little to be closer to him. She rested her hand on top of his and he felt content for the first time in a while. Boss slept better than he ever did, not knowing that Indigo was lying next to him wide awake.
“D on’t touch me!” Indigo screamed when Boss finally caught up with her.
She felt like throwing up after seeing her sister with his dick in her mouth. She couldn’t believe that he would do her like that, especially after begging her to give him a chance. Once she was released from the juvenile facility when she was seventeen, Boss acted like he couldn’t breathe without her. He tried to make up for lost time, and Indigo couldn’t do anything or go anywhere without him.
“It don’t feel so good when the shoe is on the other foot, huh? How do you think I felt?” Boss asked as he buttoned his pants and fixed his belt.
“What the hell are you talking about Boston?” Indigo sniffled.
“I’m talking about you fucking with your brother’s friend. Ivy told me everything. That nigga is dead when I catch his bitch ass too,” Boss fumed as he got in her face. He hated love and feelings, but Indigo was his sanity. She was his life and he wasn’t willing to share her.
“Wow. So, you take the word of the one bitch who hates me the most. You begged me to give you a chance and I did. If I wasn’t ready or serious about it, I wouldn’t have agreed to be with you. I’ve never dealt with any of my brother’s friends and I never had the desire to. Even if I did, fucking my sister was not the way to get back at me,” Indigo cried.
“I didn’t fuck her,” Boston swore.
“Only because I walked in on you. Fuck you, Boston. I’d rather live with a broken heart than continue being with you,” she spat as she started hitting him. Her heart was shattered and she was angry that she didn’t hate the man who’d done it. She’d loved him since they were kids and she didn’t think that she ever could.
“Shit. I’m sorry Indie. I fucked up,” Boss said as he tried to hug her.
“Yeah, you did and I’m done,” Indigo swore as she walked away from him.
It took everything in her not to go back into her father’s house and fuck her sister up. Although Ivy lied on her, it was up to Boss to get the facts. He was just as much to blame as Ivy, if not more. The bond that he and Indigo shared was too strong, or at least she thought it was.
“Baby please, I’m sorry. I’ll do whatever you want me to do to make this right,” Boston begged as his eyes filled with tears.
“Just stay out of my way Boston. Let a real man do for me what you obviously couldn’t,” Indigo replied as she got into her car and pulled off.
“Stop overthinking shit Indie,” Boss said, making Indigo flinch at the sound of his voice.
She was lost in her thoughts and she didn’t even hear when he walked up. It was almost two that evening and he was just waking up. He barely slept at all because he and Indigo got it in a few more times before she finally drifted off to sleep. He felt her tossing and turning for a while and he knew that she was thinking about what they’d done. Instead of discussing it, Boss put her to sleep the only way he knew how. Now, she was sitting on the sofa in her room with a million thoughts running rampant in her head.
“I’m not overthinking anything,” Indigo replied.
“I know you, Indie. Unlike me, you have a conscience,” Boss noted.
“You have a conscience too, Boston. It only shows with certain people though.” She shrugged.
“What are you thinking about?” he asked her as he pulled her up by her arms. He took her spot on the sofa and sat her on his lap.
“I’m thinking about this,” Indigo replied as she pointed back and forth between the two of them.
“What about it?” Boss questioned.
“It’s wrong Boston and I feel bad as fuck. Justice pisses me off a lot but he doesn’t deserve this,” Indigo sighed.
“I’m not one to bullshit Indie and you know that. I fucked up with you and I can’t blame nobody for that but myself. I was only eighteen years old at the time, but I knew better. It was my loss but I’m not trying to come in between what you got going on with Justice. If I gotta be the nigga on the side, then fuck it; I’m your side nigga.” Boston shrugged.
He knew that he’d done her wrong when he listened to her sister without discussing it with her first. Boss was hurt and he let his anger cause him to make a stupid decision. He was thankful that he didn’t fuck Ivy because he knew that was her goal. Having her give him head was bad enough and he hated to break Indigo’s heart. She tried to let it go and, for a while, she did. Ivy kept throwing shade at her and Indigo ended up beating her ass a week later. Boss didn’t hate Ivy because it was his own fault. He didn’t fuck with her after that though and he swore that he never would. He didn’t even like to go to their house if Indigo wasn’t with him and he didn’t.
“No, that’s not what I meant,” Indigo said, shaking him from his thoughts.
“So, what are you saying Indie? The shit just started and you wanna end it already?” Boss asked, trying not to get angry.
“I don’t know if I can,” she replied honestly.
“And you don’t have to. I’ll play my position for as long as I have to. Having a part of you is better than not having you at all,” he replied as he pulled her in for a kiss. He would have never uttered those words to another female, but Indigo was different.
After another quick sex session, Boss headed to his room to shower and get dressed for the day. He’d left his phone when he went outside to smoke, so Lacey couldn’t even call to bother him. When he got into the room, she was gone and he was happy for a little peace, even if it was temporary. Boss took a hot shower and was walking out of the bathroom right when Lacey walked back into the room.
“Nice of you to show up after being gone all night. Why did you even invite me here?” Lacey snapped angrily.
“Check your mental rolodex my baby. I didn’t extend an invitation to you once. Had I invited you, you wouldn’t have had to pay for shit,” Boss pointed out.
“Where did you sleep last night?” Lacey asked,
“I’m single sweetheart. That means that I don’t have nobody to answer to,” Boss replied, unbothered by her apparent anger.
Lacey hated his nonchalant attitude, even though she should have been used to it by now. Boss was rude, cocky and sometimes disrespectful. Still, she couldn’t stop herself from loving him. Her sister was right and the sex did play a very big part of it. To know that he’d probably hooked up with one of the hoes in the club had her heated. She even entertained the idea of him being with Indigo and she felt sick to her stomach. If that ever happened, she knew that it would be the end of whatever they had. Lacey would never admit it to anyone but she didn’t sleep a wink. She even got up early that morning and walked around the hotel looking for him.
“I’m going to the restaurant downstairs to get something to eat. Are you coming?” Lacey asked him.
“You can go. I’m about to roll up. I’ll be there in a minute,” Boss replied.
“Okay, I’ll order for you,” she said, right before she walked out of the room.
Lacey was checking her Instagram page as she waited for the elevator. As soon as it opened, Indigo was standing there looking like a runway model. She had on a knee-length fitted skirt with the matching crop top. She had a pair of Louis Vuitton combat boots on, giving the outfit an edgy bad girl look. She had a gold chain around her flat stomach that was connected to a small heart dangling from the piercing in her navel. Her curly weave was pulled up into a messy bun and gold hoops adorned her ears. She had a unique style and Lacey loved the way she dressed.
“Hey girl.” Indigo smiled when she got on the elevator.
“Hey boo. Where are you headed to?” Lacey asked.
“Draco and Jaci asked me to meet them in the restaurant downstairs. Where’s Boss?
” Indigo asked.
“He’s coming in a minute. You know he can’t survive without a blunt or ten,” Lacey joked.
“I already know,” Indigo laughed.
“Did he stay the night in your room?” Lacey blurted out, surprising herself as well as Indigo. She had been thinking it but she didn’t really mean to ask.
“Excuse me?” Indigo shrieked in surprise.
“I’m not trying to offend you or anything and I’m sorry if I did. He left out of the room after we came from the club and he didn’t come back until a little while ago. He claimed that he was going to smoke but that doesn’t take all night. I just wanted to know where he was,” Lacey said.
“Well, maybe you need to be asking him that,” Indigo replied, right as they got off the elevator and headed towards the restaurant.
Draco and Jaci still weren’t there but that was no surprise. They were late for everything, even if they extended the invite. She couldn’t get mad because she was rarely on time for anything herself. Indigo sent them a text and they told her what to order for them. Lacey felt bad for coming at Indigo the way that she did. She didn’t want it to cause bad blood between her and Boston, so she had to make it right. Once they were seated, she turned to her and spoke.
“I’m sorry Indigo. I wasn’t trying to offend you or nothing. I was out of line,” Lacey apologized.
“You’re fine Lacey. No hard feelings,” Indigo assured her, right as their waitress came over to the table. Indigo ordered for herself, Draco and Jaci. Monroe was off doing her own thing as usual but she was fine. Indigo made sure to check in on her often and make sure she took her medicine.
“What can I get for you?” the waitress asked as she looked over at Lacey.
“I’ll have a club sandwich with fries and a sweet tea. And my boyfriend will be joining us soon. You can give him the bacon cheeseburger, dressed, with fries and a sweet tea,” Lacey replied confidently. She and Boss had never gone out to eat before but she remembered seeing him eating a bacon cheeseburger when she went to his house one day. She just guessed everything else.
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