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by Eavan Boland

no truth in it since even now

  the ground is clouding its ions and atoms.

  The sun is up; day begins.

  Someone else says dry as dust.

  But this is outside Dublin in

  summer: last night’s storm

  left clay and water mixed together.

  The afternoon is long and warm.

  The branch of one tree angles to

  its own heaviness. Everywhere,

  everywhere it continues: language crossing

  the impossible with

  the proverbial –

  until no one any longer wants

  a world where as is not preferred

  to its absence. Nor a fiddle not fit,

  nor a whistle not clean,

  nor rain not right again.

  I am walking home. A quarter moon

  rises in the whitebeams.

  At the next turn houses appear,

  mine among them.

  I walk past leaves,

  grass, one bicycle. I put my key in the lock.

  In a little while I will say safe as.

  Becoming Anne Bradstreet

  It happens again

  As soon as I take down her book and open it.

  I turn the page.

  My skies rise higher and hang young stars.

  The ship’s rail freezes.

  Mare Hibernicum leads to Anne Bradstreet’s coast.

  A blackbird leaves her pine trees

  And lands in my spruce trees.

  I open my door on a Dublin street.

  Her child/her words are staring up at me:

  In better dress to trim thee was my mind,

  But nought save home-spun cloth, i’ th’ house I find.

  We say home truths

  Because her words can be at home anywhere –

  At the source, at the end and whenever

  The book lies open and I am again

  An Irish poet watching an English woman

  Become an American poet.

  Commissioned by the Folger Shakespeare Library

  for the exhibition ‘Shakespeare’s Sisters’.

  Cityscape

  I have a word for it –

  the way the surface waited all day

  to be a silvery pause between sky and city –

  which is elver.

  And another one for how

  the bay shelved cirrus clouds

  piled up at the edge of the Irish Sea,

  which is elver too.

  The old Blackrock baths

  have been neglected now for fifty years,

  fine cracks in the tiles

  visible as they never were when

  I can I can I can

  shouted Harry Vernon as

  he dived from the highest board

  curving down into salt and urine

  his cry fading out

  through the half century it took

  to hear as a child that a glass eel

  had been seen

  entering the sea-water baths at twilight –

  also known as elver –

  and immediately

  the word begins

  a delicate migration –

  a fine crazing healing in the tiles –

  the sky deepening above a city

  that has always been

  unsettled between sluice gates and the Irish Sea

  to which there now comes at dusk

  a translucent visitor

  yearning for the estuary.

  A Woman Without a Country

  As dawn breaks he enters

  A room with the odour of acid.

  He lays the copper plate on the table.

  And reaches for the shaft of the burin.

  Dublin wakes to horses and rain.

  Street hawkers call.

  All the news is famine and famine.

  The flat graver, the round graver

  The angle tint tool wait for him.

  He bends to his work and begins.

  He starts with the head, cutting in

  To the line of the cheek, finding

  The slope of the skull, incising

  The shape of a face that becomes

  A foundry of shadows, rendering –

  With a deeper cut into copper –

  The whole woman as a skeleton,

  The rags of her skirt, her wrist

  In a bony line forever

  severing

  Her body from its native air until

  She is ready for the page,

  For the street vendor, for

  A new inventory which now

  To loss and to laissez-faire adds

  The odour of acid and the little,

  Pitiless tragedy of being imagined.

  He puts his tools away,

  One by one; lays them out carefully

  On the deal table, his work done.

  Index of First Lines

  A child 40

  A famous battle happened in this valley. 189

  A May morning 168

  A neighbourhood. 128

  A squeak of light. Ocean air looking 230

  A tree on a moonless night 169

  About holiday rooms there can be 124

  After a friend has gone I like the feel of it: 72

  After the wolves and before the elms 151

  Alders are tasselled 96

  All night the room breathes out its grief. 193

  – and not simply by the fact that this shading of 118

  And then the dark fell and ‘there has never’ 73

  As dawn breaks he enters 233

  At first 166

  At first light the legislator 17

  At twilight in 102

  Beautiful land the patriot said 172

  Bent over 65

  Bold as crystal, bright as glass 19

  Breakfast over, islanded by noise 43

  Ceres went to hell 97

  Country hands on the handlebars, 20

  Dark falls on this mid-western town 129

  Daughters of parsons and of army men. 154

  Dawn on the river. 156

  Did we live a double life? 183

  Do you believe 184

  Dressed in the colours of a country day – 5

  Easter light in the convent garden 92

  Flesh is heretic. 25

  From my father’s head I sprung 3

  Head of a woman. Half-life of a nation. 155

  Here is the city – 153

  Hester Bateman made a marriage spoon 175

  How do you make a nation? 218

  How on earth did it happen, I used to wonder 217

  I am ready to go home 160

  I can imagine if, 112

  I decanted them – feather mosses, fan-shaped plants, 67

  I dreamed we came to an iron gate. 161

  I drove West 99

  I found it among curios and silver, 148

  I go down step by step. 110

  I have a word for it – 233

  I have been thinking at random 44

  I have two daughters. 165

  I have written this 50

  I knew we had to grieve for the animals 209

  I like this story – 137

  I live near the coast. On these summer nights 111

  I remember the way the big windows washed 66

  I take it down 93

  I was standing there 60

  I won’t go back to it – 59

  I wonder about you: whether the blue abrasions 90

  ‘Idle as trout in light Colonel Jones, 12

  I’ve caught you out. You slut. You fat trout. 30

  If no one in my family ever spoke of it, 225

  If there was 188

  In middle age you exchanged the sandals 6

  In my last year in College 126

  In the ancient, gruesome story, Philomel 204

  In the Old Kingdom scholars found pottery 214

  In the worst hour of the worst season 178
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  In those years I owned a blue plate, 202

  Intimate as underthings 70

  Into this city of largesse 7

  is what remained or what they thought 63

  It came with the osprey, the cormorants, the air 201

  It could be 101

  It happens again 231

  It is a winter afternoon. 106

  It is Easter in the suburb. Clematis 77

  It is her eyes 27

  It never mattered that there was once a vast grieving: 210

  It was a school where all the children wore darned worsted; 82

  It was an Irish summer. It was wet. 158

  It was early summer. Already 100

  It was our first home – 180

  It was the first gift he ever gave her 89

  It was winter, lunar, wet. At dusk 199

  Jean-Baptiste Chardin 57

  Life, the story goes, 139

  Like oil lamps we put them out the back, 83

  Long ago 162

  Look. 103

  Memory 105

  My mother died one summer – 211

  My mother was married by the water. 226

  My naked face; 28

  My window pearls wet. 42

  On Sundays, 170

  Once in the West Pennines I was shown 219

  One night in winter when a bitter frost 179

  One summer 40

  Our way of life 47

  Poet to poet. I imagine you 186

  Several things announced the fact to us 4

  Sex and history. And skin and bone. 171

  She came up the hill carrying water 95

  So high 188

  Somewhere up in the eaves it began. 185

  Soon 221

  That was the year the news was always bad 205

  The air hoarded frost. The lilac was a ghost 205

  The bickering of vowels on the buses, 81

  The chimneys have been swept 68

  The daffodils are out & how 120

  The evening was the same as any other. 146

  The first man had flint to spark. He had a wheel 49

  The German girls who came to us that winter and 104

  The linen map 133

  The lovers in an Irish story never had good fortune. 182

  The old pale ditch can still be seen 163

  The only legend I have ever loved is 130

  The radio is playing downstairs in the kitchen. 109

  The stilled hub 38

  The woman is as round 36

  The woman sits and spins. She makes no sound. 206

  The women who were singers in the West 117

  The wounds are terrible. The paint is old. 123

  There are dying arts and 135

  There are outsiders, always. These stars – 108

  They are making a new Ireland 207

  They made money – 191

  They stitched blooms from ivory tulle 91

  This dry night, nothing unusual 11

  This harbour was made by art and force. 152

  This is dawn. 35

  This is for you, goddess that you are. 215

  This is my time: 37

  This is St Louis. Where the rivers meet. 121

  This is the day 177

  This is the hour I love: the in-between, 70

  This is the story of a man and woman 78

  To write about age you need to take something and 220

  Tonight the air smells of cut grass. 132

  Town and country at each other’s throat – 14

  Tryers of firesides, 138

  Unpod 52

  We always knew there was no Orpheus in Ireland. 194

  We walk in sunshine to the Musée Marmottan. There, 213

  We were married in summer 176

  Well not for years—at least not then or then. 227

  When he is ready he is raised and carried 84

  When I saw my father 157

  When the Peep-O-Day Boys were laying fires down in 119

  Where are the lives we lived 180

  Where in blind files 21

  William Harnett was a famous realist. 202

  Yesterday I knew no lullaby 13

  You rise, you dawn 45

  young woman who climbs the stairs, 194

  Index of Titles

  A Dream of Colony 161

  A False Spring 96

  A Habitable Grief 162

  A Marriage for the Millennium 184

  A Woman Painted on a Leaf 148

  A Woman Without a Country 233

  After a Childhood Away from Ireland 40

  Against Love Poetry 176

  Amber 210

  An Elegy for my Mother In Which She Scarcely Appears 209

  An Irish Childhood in England: 1951 81

  An Old Steel Engraving 103

  And Soul 211

  Anna Liffey 139

  Anorexic 25

  Art of Empire 225

  As 230

  Athene’s Song 3

  Atlantis – A Lost Sonnet 217

  Beautiful Speech 126

  Becoming Anne Bradstreet 231

  Becoming the Hand of John Speed 218

  Belfast vs Dublin 7

  Bright-Cut Irish Silver 93

  Child of Our Time 13

  City of Shadows 157

  Cityscape 232

  Code 186

  Cyclist with Cut Branches 20

  Daphne Heard with Horror the Addresses of the God 100

  ‘Daphne with her thighs in bark’ 50

  Daughters of Colony 154

  Degas’s Laundresses 45

  Distances 109

  Domestic Interior 36

  Domestic Violence 199

  Embers 179

  Endings 40

  Energies 37

  Envoi 77

  Exile! Exile! 193

  Fever 63

  First Year 180

  Fond Memory 82

  From the Painting Back from Market by Chardin 5

  Heroic 171

  Histories 205

  How It Was Once In Our Country 202

  How the Dance Came to the City 201

  How We Made a New Art on Old Ground 189

  I Remember 66

  Imago 155

  In a Bad Light 121

  In Coming Days 221

  In Exile 104

  In Her Own Image 27

  In Our Own Country 207

  In Which Hester Bateman, Eighteenth-Century English Silversmith, Takes an Irish Commission 175

  In Which the Ancient History I Learn Is Not My Own 133

  Inscriptions 124

  Instructions 220

  Irish Interior 206

  Irish Poetry 194

  Is It Still the Same 194

  It’s a Woman’s World 47

  Lace 65

  Lava Cameo 137

  Legends 138

  Letters to the Dead 214

  Limits 188

  Limits 2 188

  Lines for a Thirtieth Wedding Anniversary 185

  Listen. This is the Noise of Myth 78

  Love 129

  Making Money 191

  Making Up 28

  March 1 1847. By the First Post 120

  Midnight Flowers 110

  Mise Eire 59

  Monotony 38

  Mother Ireland 166

  Moths 132

  My Country in Darkness 151

  New Territory 4

  Night Feed 35

  Nocturne 72

  O Fons Bandusiae 19

  On This Earth 213

  Once 182

  Our Origins are in the Sea 111

  Outside History 108

  Patchwork or the Poet’s Craft 44

  Quarantine 178

  Re-reading Oliver Goldsmith’s ‘Deserted Village’ in a Changed Ireland 227

  Self-Portrait on a Summer Evening 57

  Silenced 204

  Song 21

  Still Life 202

  Suburban Woman 14


  Suburban Woman: A Detail 68

  Thankëd be Fortune 183

  That the Science of Cartography is Limited 118

  The Achill Woman 95

  The Black Lace Fan My Mother Gave Me 89

  The Blossom 168

  The Bottle Garden 67

  The Briar Rose 70

  The Colonists 160

  The Death of Reason 119

  The Dolls Museum in Dublin 123

  The Emigrant Irish 83

  The Famine Road 12

  The Glass King 84

  The Harbour 152

  The Journey 73

  The Latin Lesson 92

  The Laws of Love 17

  The Long Evenings of their Leavetakings 226

  The Lost Land 165

  The Making of an Irish Goddess 97

  The Mother Tongue 163

  The Muse Mother 42

  The Necessity for Irony 170

  The New Pastoral 49

  The Oral Tradition 60

  The Parcel 135

  The Photograph on My Father’s Desk 101

  The Pinhole Camera 177

  The Pomegranate 130

  The Rooms of Other Women Poets 90

  The Scar 156

  The Shadow Doll 91

  The Singers 117

  The War Horse 11

  The Woman Turns Herself into a Fish 52

  The Women 70

  Then 180

  This Moment 128

  Time and Violence 146

  Tirade for the Mimic Muse 30

  To Memory 215

  Tree of Life 169

  Unheroic 158

  Violence Against Women 219

 

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