Forbidden Love

by Phillips, Laura

  Jackie’s lips left hers, moving to her jaw and down to her neck, kissing her softly before she stood up, letting her dress fall to the floor.

  Cam’s eyes roamed across her toned body and her lacy black lingerie, to her full breasts and the erect nipples pressing up against their constraints.

  Jackie’s hand reached out for Cam’s, pulling her up to stand in front of her. Cam shrugged off her blazer and tossed it on the couch.

  Jackie didn’t say anything. She took Cam’s hand again, leading them down the hall to what Cam hoped would be her bedroom. Cam’s eyes fell to Jackie’s athletic legs and up to her ass as she let Jackie lead the way.

  Jackie pushed open the last door on the left and closed it behind them. A floor lamp in the corner and the light from the bathroom created the mood lighting. In the center of the wall on the left was a king-sized bed, covered in gray sheets and black pillows.

  Jackie backed Cam up against the door, her lips crashing into Cam’s with a burning desire that left Cam breathless.

  Cam’s arms slid around her, running across her back, her nails lightly raking across her smooth skin before letting her hands travel down further to Jackie’s ass.

  Jackie’s leg was in between Cam’s, her thigh pushing up against her sex. Cam knew she was dripping wet already but getting that contact from Jackie made her groan. She needed Jackie to touch her.

  Jackie broke their kiss to lift Cam’s teal tank top over her head while Cam unbuttoned her black skinny jeans, pushing them down her legs.

  Jackie’s lips were on hers again, her tongue eagerly dancing with her own as Cam stepped out of her jeans and kicked them away.

  “I need to taste you,” Cam whispered between kisses as her hands moved to Jackie’s waist, gently backing her up until she was against the edge of the bed.

  Cam reached behind her to unhook her bra, her lips brushing across Jackie’s shoulders as she let the straps fall. Jackie tossed it to the side, reaching for Cam, cupping her cheek and pulling her into a captivating kiss.

  Jackie sat down on the edge of the bed, breaking their kiss, and pushing herself into the middle of the bed while Cam climbed on top of her.

  Cam’s body covered hers, kissing her once more before moving down to her breasts, cupping each of them as she wrapped her tongue around her hard nipple, flicking across it.

  Jackie’s back arched into her as Cam slid further down her body, trailing kisses across her stomach and hips, down to her thighs as she slowly kissed her way to Jackie’s center.

  Jackie’s musky aroma filled Cam’s nostrils as she inched closer, pressing her tongue against her clit through her lace panties, before retreating to kiss the inside of her thighs again.

  Cam’s fingers grasped the thin fabric, sliding Jackie’s panties down her legs and tossing them to the side. Cam’s mouth hovered over Jackie as her hands slipped underneath Jackie to cup her ass.

  Cam’s tongue ran through her folds right up to her clit in one long stroke, swirling her tongue around the sensitive bud. Jackie’s hand ran through Cam’s hair, keeping her there, silently begging her to continue.

  Cam’s tongue caressed her, encircling her clit with long, drawn out strokes then she came back to flicker the tip of her tongue over Jackie.

  Cam knew that she’d come if she didn’t move away. Cam’s tongue was driving Jackie crazy, her free hand gripping the sheets, the other still lost in Cam’s hair.

  Cam pulled away, kissing her way back up Jackie’s body as she slid two fingers inside of her, taking Jackie by surprise.

  Jackie’s back arched into her as Cam’s body covered hers. She cupped Jackie’s breast, massaging it as her thumb grazed across her rock-hard nipple.

  Cam added a third finger as she moved her hand faster, making each stroke count, bottoming out before entering her again.

  Jackie’s hand left Cam’s hair, raking across her back, while her other hand reached for Cam, cupping her neck as she pulled her down into a searing kiss, their tongues wrestling before Jackie pulled away, resting her head on Cam’s shoulder.

  Jackie’s body shook underneath her, grinding against Cam’s palm as she thrust into her one last time. Jackie came hard, her hand gripping Cam’s shoulder as she moaned, her breath ragged, her nails digging into Cam’s skin until Jackie’s body went limp.

  She pulled Cam into another kiss, a slower, more sensual one that left Cam breathless. When Jackie broke the kiss, Cam rolled off her to lie down beside her, brushing a lock of damp black hair away from Jackie’s eyes.

  “I don’t think I’ve ever come that hard,” Jackie said with a smile.

  “Months of pent of desire…”

  “I think it’s more than that,” Jackie said in a husky voice as she leaned in again to brush her lips across Cam’s.

  Jackie was on top of Cam now, reminding herself that there was no rush. She wanted to run her hands through Cam’s folds, but she didn’t want to take this for granted. She had time to slow things down a little bit.

  Jackie’s lips parted against Cam’s, their tongues easily finding each other, while Jackie’s hands roamed across her body.

  Jackie’s hand cupped Cam’s breast, rolling her nipple between her fingertips. She broke their kiss, moving down her body to take her nipple in her mouth, rolling her tongue over it while teasing the other with her fingers.

  “Jackie… Please…”

  Jackie glanced up at Cam. “Yes?”

  “I need you…”

  “Patience,” Jackie said as she dipped her head to continue teasing her nipples, her hand gliding across her body to her hips, caressing her soft skin before moving her hand down a little further.

  Jackie’s fingertips slowly slid through Cam’s folds. She was soaking wet. Cam’s hips rose off the bed, begging her for more than just that light touch.

  Jackie removed her hand, returning her attention to Cam’s breasts, massaging them as she tilted her head up to kiss Cam’s neck.

  Cam’s hand searched for hers, covering it and pushing it down further, away from her breast.

  Jackie kissed her while she wriggled her hand free. “You clearly have none.”

  “Patience?” Cam asked, her eyes burning with desire.

  “Yes.”

  “No… Not today anyway.”

  Jackie’s hands found Cam’s and lifted them above her head, pinning them there behind the pillow with her left hand while she dipped her head, kissing Cam’s neck, trailing soft kisses up to her ear lobe and gently nibbling on it.

  Cam almost laughed. “Jackie… You can’t be serious.”

  “I am… Where’s the rush?”

  Jackie pulled back to see Cam’s face. She couldn’t even form the words. She was completely flabbergasted.

  “Because I want you!”

  “Then be patient,” Jackie said, her lips lightly kissing her chin before moving to her neck and then across her collarbone until she was back to Cam’s breasts.

  Cam’s body responded to every touch, lifting her hips, almost squirming underneath her, wanting more than what she was getting.

  Jackie let go of Cam’s hands and just when Jackie was sure that she’d had enough, she plunged two fingers inside of Cam.

  She was so wet that she easily added a third. Cam’s mouth was open, panting, as she held onto Jackie, her arms wrapped around her as she met each of Jackie’s strokes with her hips.

  Jackie’s hand moved faster and faster, feeling Cam’s walls tightening around her fingers. She leaned down, taking Cam’s nipple in her mouth, biting down gently as Cam threw her head back, groaning as she came.

  Cam’s hips grinded against Jackie as she rode out her orgasm. Jackie withdrew her fingers and moved further down the bed until she was between Cam’s legs.

  She pushed them apart, spreading her legs a little wider as she leaned in, running her tongue through Cam’s folds and up to her clit.

  Cam’s hips rose to meet her tongue and it wasn’t long before she was coming again. She didn�
�t know what Jackie was doing to her, but she didn’t think she’d ever get enough of it.

  Chapter 24

  Jackie woke up the next morning, her naked body tangled in the sheets. She rolled over, surprised to find the space beside her empty.

  Last night happened, right?

  Jackie sat up, running her hand through her long jet-black hair as she swung her legs out of the bed, her bare feet hitting the cold wooden floor boards.

  She stood up, stretching her hands above her head and took a few steps, her calves burning. Her lips moved into a smile.

  Yes… Last night definitely did happen.

  Coffee. That’s what she needed right now. She went into her closet and took her white robe off its hanger and slipped it on. The bathroom door was opened, and it was clearly empty.

  Jackie padded down the hall and into the kitchen, expecting to find Cam but there was no sign of her.

  Jackie’s mind ran through last night’s events. They’d been up for most of the night. She’d lost track of the number of orgasms they’d had.

  Nothing bad had happened though. No one had said anything awkward. Why would Cam just leave?

  Jackie turned to go back into her bedroom to check her phone. Maybe she’d left her a message.

  The front door opened a second later and there was Cam with her winter jacket and scarf on, her cheeks flushed, carrying two cups of coffee.

  “Hey… Sorry,” Cam said, handing her one of the cups. “I didn’t want to wake you. And I had no idea how to work that fancy coffee machine,” she said, glancing over at the kitchen. “I remembered that there was a deli around the corner so… I hope this is okay? It’s just a cappuccino.”

  “Thanks,” Jackie said, her lips moving into a smile.

  She leaned in to give Cam a kiss, lightly brushing her lips across hers but Cam’s free hand was around her waist and things quickly escalated. Jackie moaned softly into her mouth as she pulled away.

  “I um…,” Cam started as she pulled away. “As much as I want to, I can’t. I have to go… I take the Saturday morning meetings at the youth center.”

  “When does it start?”

  “In a half hour. There’s a taxi on the way.”

  “I could have drove you.”

  “It’s fine. But thank you for offering.”

  Jackie nodded. “So…”

  “Last night,” Cam said with a slight smile.

  “I know you don’t have time to talk right now… I just wanted to say that I had a great time.”

  “Me too.”

  “And I… I know that this whole thing is crazy and that it probably shouldn’t be happening but… It felt really good… I’m not just talking about the sex,” Jackie said with a warm smile. “Which was mind blowing by the way. I like being around you Cam.”

  “I know exactly what you mean,” she said, returning her smile. “Are you free later?”

  “I have nothing planned this week. Just to relax.”

  “I’ll be in touch then.” A car horn interrupted them. “I better go.”

  Cam leaned in for a quick kiss before she opened the door.

  “Bye,” Jackie called after her as she left.

  She brought her coffee over to the couch and put her feet up, taking a sip.

  How were they supposed to continue this? Every time they met, she would be risking her job.

  Or would she? She really needed to find the school’s handbook and see if there was anything definitive in it about this kind of situation.

  She wanted to talk to Linda about it, but she’s been so judgmental about Cam. She’d let Jackie know exactly what she thought, and Jackie knew her friend wouldn’t be impressed to find out that Cam had spent the night.

  Jackie sighed. It probably didn’t matter if they never saw each other again or if they did continue this. Either way, they’d already slept together and if that turned out to be against college policy, Jackie was screwed anyway.

  She might as well keep going. Jackie smiled to herself. She didn’t know how she could do anything else.

  Jackie took another drink, letting the coffee warm her up.

  Who is this person? If someone told me a year ago that I would be doing this, I’d have told them that they were out of their minds.

  Maybe I needed Cam to shake up my life. Maybe I was getting a little too boring, playing things a little too safe.

  There was another problem though that had been at the back of Jackie’s mind as if she didn’t already have enough of them. She knew that she was falling for Cam and she had no idea what that would mean.

  Even if they weren’t technically breaking any rules, there was still the fourteen-year age gap. Cam would hardly want to settle down.

  It was so unlikely that this was going to work out well for her. Maybe she should have listened to Linda.

  But how could something so wrong, feel so right?

  Chapter 25

  Cam had gotten to the youth center a few minutes before the meeting started which was plenty of time to get set up and the meeting had gone well. They’d had sixteen people show up and they’d had a few debates over political issues and one about whether or not it was worth it to go to college.

  She took a chair from the circle and folded it up, carrying it over to the back wall. She carried them over one by one, leaning them up against it so that they were ready for the next meeting.

  Cam looked up when she heard a noise. She’d thought everyone had left but she heard footsteps coming from the short hallway. It was probably just someone using the bathroom.

  “Hey, Grace,” Cam said when she saw who it was. She hadn’t participated in the meeting today even though she normally did. “Everything okay?”

  “Yeah… I just wanted to talk to you about something… If that’s okay?”

  “Of course. Have a seat,” Cam said, motioning to the chairs she’d yet to fold up.

  Grace sat down across from her, sweeping her long red hair over one shoulder as she left her bag at her feet.

  “Um… So, I’ve known that I was gay for a few years now,” Grace said, her voice quieter than normal. “I just turned eighteen last month and I’m thinking about setting up a profile and trying online dating.”

  “Okay…”

  “I feel like that’s what I should be doing anyway… But I uh… I already really like someone, and I think she likes me back.”

  “Is she a senior too?” Cam asked.

  “No… She’s my um… She’s my biology teacher.”

  “Ah… Right.”

  Cam’s mind was already skipping ahead. Should she stop Grace before she said too much? Cam would have to report anything to the police if Grace started telling her about how she’d slept with her teacher when she was underage.

  “Nothing’s happened. At all,” Grace said quickly. “I just feel like our eyes catch sometimes…I’ve bumped into her a few times after school, at a coffee shop. I feel like if I wasn’t in her class, we’d have gone on a date by now,” Grace said, tucking a lock of her red hair behind her ear. “This is probably silly… I don’t know why I’m telling you.”

  Cam could feel her heart rate increasing. Was this some kind of a sign? A warning to stop things with Jackie before they got out of hand?

  “It’s good to have a chat about stuff like this,” Cam said with a smile. “You probably don’t want to tell your friends?”

  “No… I haven’t really come out yet.”

  “That’s okay. There’s plenty of time for that. I don’t want to give you too much advice. I’m technically not a counsellor… Not yet, anyway. But I think you should forget about her.”

  “But-”

  “You have to think about her… She could be crazy about you but if you encourage her and you start dating… And you get physical. She could get fired, go to jail… She won’t be able to teach again. You have to think about the bigger picture, about the future. I know that’s hard to do right now, especially when that kind of attraction is there.”


  “But I’m eighteen.”

  “And you’re also her student.”

  Grace blinked back tears. Cam knew she was being harsh, but she had to be. She couldn’t have Grace leaving here with any hope of getting involved with her teacher.

  “I know this is hard… But almost everyone has a crush on one of their teachers at some point. It’s natural. You look up to them. They’re mature, intelligent. You spend so much time with them. But it’s a really, really bad idea.”

  “Okay.”

  “You’re so young. If it’s meant to happen, you can wait a few more months. You’re graduating in June, right?”

  “Yeah.”

  “Exactly. So, you’ll still see her around. You live in the same town. If those feelings are still there… Think about saying something, then.”

  “Thanks, Cam.”

  “No problem. I hope that I didn’t upset you.”

  “No… I think I needed to hear that. I don’t have anyone to talk to about this.”

  “I know,” Cam said. “Well, I’m here if you want to chat again. I won’t say anything to anyone about this, okay?”

  “Thanks,” Grace said, standing up. “I better get going.”

  “Okay. See you next week.”

  “Bye.”

  Cam watched her leave and then she put away the last few chairs. She slung her messenger bag over her shoulder and locked up.

  She couldn’t shake this uneasy feeling. Why couldn’t she just listen to her own advice? She knew that she shouldn’t have gone to Jackie’s house last night, but she couldn’t seem to stay away from her.

  Cam was still looking forward to seeing Jackie later, but she was starting to feel guilty. Yes, Jackie was a willing participant, but Cam had nothing to lose and she had everything to lose.

  How would she live with herself if she got Jackie fired?

  Chapter 26

  Jackie was feeling more relaxed than she had in a long time. She’d sipped on her coffee, stretched out on the couch in her robe in the morning and then went for a run after that, something she liked to do at least once a week.