Telzey looked around at the guard at the other house corner. He was down and out, too, and Wergard and Dasinger were now on their way along the sides of the house to take care of the two guards at the rear. She stood up and went over to Sommard. What she’d done to him was a little more complicated than using a stun gun, a good deal gentler than a stun gun’s jolt. The overall effect, however, was the same. He’d go on sleeping quietly till morning.
She stayed beside him to make it easier for Dasinger to find her when he came to take her to the back of the house. There was an entry there which led to the servants’ quarters below ground level. They would use that way to get into the house. There should be only three men in the servants’ quarters tonight—Larien Selk’s second gate guard team. They might be asleep at present. The estate’s normal staff had been transferred to other properties during the past week. In the upper house were Costian, Larien Selk, probably Noal Selk, and two technicians who kept alternate watch on the instruments of the protective system. That was all.
Getting into the house wasn’t likely to be much of a problem now. But the night’s work might have only begun.
IV
“I’m getting traces of Larien,” Telzey said.
“And Noal?” Dasinger asked.
“I’m not sure. There was something for a moment . . . but—” Her voice trailed off unsteadily.
“Take your time.” Dasinger, leaning against a table ten feet away, watching her in the dim glow of a ceiling light, had spoken quietly. They’d turned off the visual distorters; the ghost haze brought few advantages indoors. Wergard had found the three off-duty gate guards asleep, left them sleeping more soundly. He’d gone off again about some other matter. Telzey and Dasinger were to stay on the underground level until she’d made her contacts, established what the situation here was.
She leaned back in her chair, closed her eyes, sighed. There was silence then. Dasinger didn’t stir. Telzey’s face was pale, intent. After a while, her breathing grew ragged. Her lips twisted slowly. It might have been a laborious mouthing of words heard in her mind. Her fingers plucked fitfully at the material of the coveralls. Then she grew quiet. Wergard returned soundlessly, remained standing outside the door.
Telzey opened her eyes, looked at Dasinger and away from him, straightened up in the chair, and passed her tongue over her lips.
“It’s no use,” she said flatly.
“You couldn’t contact Noal?” She shook her head. “Perhaps I could. I don’t know. You’ll have to get the psi block shut off, and I’ll try. He’s not in the house.” She began crying suddenly, stopped as suddenly. A valve had opened; had been twisted shut. “But we can’t help him,” she said. “He’s dying.”
“Where is he?”
“In the sea.”
“In the sea? Go ahead.”
She shrugged. “That’s it! In the sea, more or less east of Joca Village. It might be a hundred miles from here, or two thousand. I don’t know; nobody knows. Larien didn’t want anybody to know, not even himself.”
Wergard had come into the room. She looked over at him, back at Dasinger. “It’s a bubble for deep-water work. Something the Selks made on Cobril. Marine equipment. Larien had it brought in from Cobril. This one has no operating controls. It was just dropped off, somewhere.”
An automated carrier had been dispatched, set on random course. For eight hours it moved about the sea east of the mainland; then it disintegrated and sank. At some randomly selected moment during those eight hours, relays had closed, and the bubble containing Noal Selk began drifting down through the sea.
She told them that.
Dasinger said, “You said he’s dying . . .”
She nodded. “He’s being eaten. Some organism—it tries to keep the animals it feeds on alive as long as it can. It’s very careful . . . I don’t know what it is.”
“I know what it is,” Dasinger said. “When was it injected?”
“Two days ago.”
Dasinger looked at Wergard. Wergard shrugged, said, “You might find something still clinically alive in the bubble five days from now. If you want to save Noal Selk, you’d better do it in hours.”
“It’s worth trying!” Dasinger turned to Telzey. “Telzey, what arrangements has Larien made in case the thing got away from him?”
“It isn’t getting away from him,” she said. “The bubble’s got nondetectable coating. And if somebody tried to open it, it would blow up. There’s a switch in the house that will blow it up any time. Larien’s sitting two feet from the switch right now. But he can’t touch it.”
“Why not?” Wergard asked.
Telzey glanced at him. “He can’t move. He can’t even think. Not till I let him again.”
Dasinger said, “The destruct switch isn’t good enough. Isn’t there something else in the house, something material, we can use immediately as evidence of criminal purpose?”
Telzey’s eyes widened. “Evidence?” For a moment, she seemed about to laugh. “Goodness, yes, Dasinger! There’s all the evidence in the world. He’s got Noal on screen, two-way contact. He was talking to Noal when I started to pick him up. That’s why—”
“Anyone besides Costian and the two techs around?” Dasinger asked Wergard.
“No.”
“Put them away somewhere,” Dasinger said. “Telzey and I will be with Larien Selk.”
They weren’t going to find the bubble. And if some accident had revealed its location, they wouldn’t have got Noal Selk out of it alive.
They hadn’t given up. Dasinger was speaking to the Kyth agency by pocket transmitter within a minute after he’d entered Larien’s suite with Telzey, and the agency promptly unsheathed its claws. Operators, who’d come drifting into Joca Village during the evening, showing valid passes, converged at the entry to the Selk estate, set up some lethal equipment, and informed Village Security the section was sealed. Village Security took a long, thoughtful look at what confronted it in the gate road, and decided to wait for developments.
Dasinger remained busy with the transmitter, while Wergard recorded what Larien’s two-way screen showed. Telzey, only halffollowing the talk, spoke only when Dasinger asked questions. She reported patiently then what he wanted to know, information she drew without much difficulty from Larien’s paralyzed mind—the type of nondetectable material coating the deep-water device; who had applied it; the name of the Cobril firm which installed the detonating system. They were attacking the problem from every possible angle, getting the help of researchers from around the planet. On Cobril, there was related activity by now. Authorities who would be involved in a sea search here had been alerted, were prepared to act if called on. The Kyth agency had plenty of pull and was using it.
The fact remained that Larien Selk had considered the possibilities. It had taken careful investigation, but no special knowledge. He’d wanted a nondetectable coating material and a tamperproof self-destruct system for his deep-water device. Both were available; and that was that. Larien had accomplished his final purpose. The brother who’d cheated him out of his birthright, for whom he’d been left in a vault, ignored, forgotten, incomplete, had been detached from humanity and enclosed in another vault where he was now being reduced piecemeal, and from which he would never emerge. As the minutes passed, it became increasingly clear that what Dasinger needed to change the situation was an on-the-spot scientific miracle. Nothing suggested there were miracles forthcoming. Lacking that, they could watch Noal Selk die, or, if they chose, speed his death.
Telzey bit at her lip, gaze fastened on Larien who lay on a couch a dozen feet from her. They’d secured his hands behind his back, which wasn’t necessary; she’d left her controls on him, and he was caught in unawareness which would end when she let it end. That strong, vital organism was helpless now, along with the mind that had wasted itself in calculating hatred for so many years.
There was something here she hadn’t wanted to see . . .
A psi mentality needed strong shutoffs. It
had them, developed them quickly, or collapsed into incoherence. The flow of energies which reached nonpsis in insignificant tricklings, must be channeled, directed, employed—or sealed away.
Shutoffs were necessary. But they could be misapplied. Too easily, too thoroughly, by a mind that had learned to make purposeful use of them.
There was something she’d blocked out of awareness not long ago. For a while, she’d succeeded in forgetting she’d done it. She knew now that she had done it, but it was difficult to hold her attention on the fact. Her mind drew back from such thoughts, kept sliding away, trying to distract itself, trying to blur the act in renewed forgetfulness.
She didn’t want to find out what it was she’d shut away. By that, she knew it was no small matter. There was fear involved.
Of what was she afraid?
She glanced uneasily over at the screen showing the brightly lit metallic interior of the bubble. Wergard stood before it, working occasionally at his recordings. She hadn’t looked at the screen for more than a few seconds since coming into the room. It could be turned to a dozen views, showing the same object from different angles and distances.
The object was a human body which wasn’t quite paralyzed because it sometimes stirred jerkily, and its head moved. The eyes were sometimes open, sometimes shut. It looked unevenly shrunken, partly defleshed by what seemed a random process, skin lying loosely on bone here and there, inches from the swell of muscle. However, the process wasn’t a random one; the alien organism within the body patched up systematically behind itself as it made its selective harvest. Outside tubes were attached to the host. The body wouldn’t die of dehydration, or starvation; it was being nourished. It would die when not enough of it was left to bind life to itself, or earlier if the feeding organism misjudged what it was doing. Dasinger had said its instincts were less reliable with humans because they weren’t among its natural food animals.
Or Noal Selk would die when it was decided he couldn’t be saved, and somebody’s hand reached for the destruct switch.
In any case, he would die. What the screen showed were the beginnings of his death, whatever turn it took in the end. There was no reason for her to watch that. Noal, lost in the dark sea, in his small bright-lit tomb unknown miles from here, was beyond her help.
Her eyes shifted back to Larien. It happened, she decided, at some point after she’d moved into his mind, discovered what he had done, and, shocked, was casting about for further information, for ways to undo this atrocity. Almost now, but not quite, she could remember the line of reflections she’d followed, increasingly disturbed reflections they seemed to be. Then—then she’d been past that point. Something flashed up, some horrid awareness; instantly she’d buried it, sealed it away, sealed away that entire area of recall.
She shook her head slightly. It remained buried! She remembered doing it now, and she wouldn’t forget that again. But she didn’t remember what she had buried, or why. Perhaps if she began searching in Larien Selk’s mind . . .
At the screen, Wergard exclaimed something. Telzey looked up quickly. Dasinger had turned away from the table where he’d been sitting, was starting toward the screen.
Sounds began to come from the screen. She felt the blood drain from her face.
Something was howling in her mind—wordless expression of a terrible need. It went on for seconds, weakened abruptly and was gone. Other things remained.
She stood up, walked unsteadily to the screen. The two men glanced around as she came up. An enlarged view of Noal Selk’s head filled the screen. There were indications that the feeder had been selectively at work here, too; but there wasn’t much change in the features. The eyes were wide open, staring up past the pickup. The mouth was lax and trembling; only wet, shaky breathing sounds came from it now.
Wergard said, “For some moments, he seemed fully conscious. He seemed to see us. He . . . well, the speaking apparatus isn’t essential to life, of course. Most of that may be gone. But I think he was trying to speak to us.”
Telzey, standing between them, looking at the screen, said, “He saw you. He was trying to ask you to kill him. Larien let him know it could be done any time.”
Dasinger said carefully, “You know he was trying to ask us to kill him?”
“Yes, I know,” Telzey said. “Be quiet, Dasinger. I have to think now.”
She blinked slowly at the screen.
Her diaphragm made a sudden, violent contraction as a pain surge reached her. Pain shutoff went on; the feeling dimmed. Full contact here . . .
Her mouth twisted. She hadn’t wanted it! Not after what she’d learned. That was what she hadn’t allowed to come into consciousness. She’d told herself it wasn’t possible to reach Noal where he was, even after they’d shut off the psi block in the walls of the house. She’d convinced herself it was impossible. But she’d made the contact, and it had developed, perhaps as much through Noal’s frenzied need as through anything she’d done; and now she’d been blazingly close to his mind and body torment—
She brushed her hand slowly over her forehead. She felt clammy with sweat.
“Telzey, is something wrong with you?” Dasinger asked.
She looked up at their watchful faces.
“No, not really. Dasinger, you know you can’t save him, don’t you?”
His expression didn’t change. “I suppose I do,” he acknowledged. “I suppose we all do. But we’ll have to go on trying for a while, before we simply put him to death.”
She nodded, eyes absent. “There’s something I can try,” she told them. “I didn’t think of it before.”
“Something you can try?” Wergard said, astonished, uneasily. His head indicated the screen. “To save him there?”
“Yes. Perhaps.”
Dasinger cleared his throat. “I don’t see . . . what do you have in mind?”
She shook her head. “I can’t explain that. It’s psi. I’ll try to explain as I go along, but I probably won’t be able to explain much. It may work, that’s all. I’ve done something like it before.”
“But you can’t—” Wergard broke off, was silent.
Dasinger said, “You know what you’re doing?”
“Yes, I know.” Telzey looked up at them again. “You mustn’t let anyone in here. There mustn’t be any disturbance or interference, or everything might go wrong. And it will take time. I don’t know how much time.”
Neither of them said anything for some seconds. Then Dasinger nodded slowly.
“Whatever it is,” he said, “you’ll have all the time you need. Nobody will come in here. Nobody will be allowed on the estate before you’ve finished and give the word.”
Telzey nodded. “Then this is what we’ll have to do.”
V
She had done something like this, or nearly like this, before . . .
Here and there was a psi mind with whom one could exchange the ultimate compliment of using no mental safeguards, none whatever. It was with one of those rare, relaxing companions that she’d done almost what she’d be doing now. The notion had come up in the course of a psi practice session. One was in Orado City; one at the tip of the Southern Mainland, at the time. They’d got together at the thought level, and were trying out various things, improving techniques and methods.
“I’ll lend you what I see if you’ll lend me what you see,” one of them had said.
That was easy enough. Each looked suddenly at what the other had looked at a moment ago. It wasn’t the same as tapping the sensory impressions of a controlled mind. Small sections of individual awareness, of personality, appeared to have shifted from body to body.
It went on from there. Soon each was using the other’s muscles, breathing with the other’s lungs, speaking with the other’s voice. They’d got caught up in it, and more subtle transfers continued in a swift double flow, unchecked: likes and dislikes, acquired knowledge, emotional patterns. Memories disintegrated here, built up there; vanished, were newly complete—and now qui
te different memories. Only the awareness of self remained—that probably couldn’t be exchanged, or could it?
Then:
“Shall we?”
They’d hesitated, looking at each other, with a quarter of the globe between them, each seeing the other clearly, in their exchanged bodies, exchanged personalities. One threadlike link was left for each to sever, and each would become the other, with no connection then to what she had been.
“Of course, we can change right back—”
Yes, but could they? Could they? Something would be different, would have shifted; they would be in some other and unknown pattern—and suddenly, quickly, they were sliding past each other again, memories, senses, controls, personality particles, swirling by in a giddy two-way stream, reassembling, restoring themselves, each to what was truly hers. They were laughing, but a little breathlessly, really a little frightened now by what they’d almost done.
They’d never tried it again. They’d talked about it. They were almost certain it could be done, oh, quite safely! They’d be two telepaths still, two psis. It should be a perfectly simple matter to reverse the process at any time.
It should be. But even to those who were psis, and in psi, much more remained unknown about psi than was known. Anyone who gained any awareness at all understood there were limits beyond which one couldn’t go, or didn’t try to go. Limits beyond which things went oddly wrong.
The question was whether they would have passed such a limit in detaching themselves from their personality, acquiring that of another. It remained unanswered.
What she had in mind now was less drastic in one respect, seemed more so in another. She would find out whether she could do it. She didn’t know what the final result would be if she couldn’t.
She dissolved her contact with Noal. It would be a distraction, and she could restore it later.
Larien Selk had been fastened securely to his couch. Dasinger and Wergard then fastened Telzey as securely to the armchair in which she sat. She’d told them there might be a good deal of commotion here presently, produced both by herself and by Larien. It would be a meaningless commotion, something to be ignored. They wouldn’t know what they were doing. They had to be tied down so they wouldn’t get hurt.
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