Collected Works of Zane Grey

by Zane Grey

  Nas Ta Bega turned the mustangs loose to fare for what scant grass grew on bench and slope. Firewood was even harder to find than grass. When the camp duties had been performed and the simple meal eaten there was gloom gathering in the canyon and the stars had begun to blink in the pale strip of blue above the lofty walls. The place was oppressive and the fugitives mostly silent. Shefford spread a bed of blankets for the women, and Jane at once lay wearily down. Fay stood beside the flickering fire, and Shefford felt her watching him. He was conscious of a desire to get away from her haunting gaze. To the gentle good-night he bade her she made no response.

  Shefford moved away into a strange dark shadow cast by the bridge against the pale starlight. It was a weird, black belt, where he imagined he was invisible, but out of which he could see. There was a slab of rock near the foot of the bridge, and here Shefford composed himself to watch, to feel, to think the unknown thing that seemed to be inevitably coming to him.

  A slight stiffening of his neck made him aware that he had been continually looking up at the looming arch. And he found that insensibly it had changed and grown. It had never seemed the same any two moments, but that was not what he meant. Near at hand it was too vast a thing for immediate comprehension. He wanted to ponder on what had formed it — to reflect upon its meaning as to age and force of nature, yet all he could do at each moment was to see. White stars hung along the dark curved line. The rim of the arch seemed to shine. The moon must be up there somewhere. The far side of the canyon was now a blank, black wall. Over its towering rim showed a pale glow. It brightened. The shades in the canyon lightened, then a white disk of moon peered over the dark line. The bridge turned to silver, and the gloomy, shadowy belt it had cast blanched and vanished.

  Shefford became aware of the presence of Nas Ta Bega. Dark, silent, statuesque, with inscrutable eyes uplifted, with all that was spiritual of the Indian suggested by a somber and tranquil knowledge of his place there, he represented the same to Shefford as a solitary figure of human life brought out the greatness of a great picture. Nonnezoshe Boco needed life, wild life, life of its millions of years — and here stood the dark and silent Indian.

  There was a surge in Shefford’s heart and in his mind a perception of a moment of incalculable change to his soul. And at that moment Fay Larkin stole like a phantom to his side and stood there with her uncovered head shining and her white face lovely in the moonlight.

  “May I stay with you — a little?” she asked, wistfully. “I can’t sleep.”

  “Surely you may,” he replied. “Does your arm hurt too badly, or are you too tired to sleep?”

  “No — it’s this place. I — I — can’t tell you how I feel.”

  But the feeling was there in her eyes for Shefford to read. Had he too great an emotion — did he read too much — did he add from his soul? For him the wild, starry, haunted eyes mirrored all that he had seen and felt under Nonnezoshe. And for herself they shone eloquently of courage and love.

  “I need to talk — and I don’t know how,” she said.

  He was silent, but he took her hands and drew her closer.

  “Why are you so — so different?” she asked, bravely.

  “Different?” he echoed.

  “Yes. You are kind — you speak the same to me as you used to. But since we started you’ve been different, somehow.”

  “Fay, think how hard and dangerous the trip’s been! I’ve been worried — and sick with dread — with — Oh, you can’t imagine the strain I’m under! How could I be my old self?”

  “It isn’t worry I mean.”

  He was too miserable to try to find out what she did mean; besides, he believed, if he let himself think about it, he would know what troubled her.

  “I — I am almost happy,” she said, softly.

  “Fay!... Aren’t you at all afraid?”

  “No. You’ll take care of me.... Do — do you love me — like you did before?”

  “Why, child! Of course — I love you,” he replied, brokenly, and he drew her closer. He had never embraced her, never kissed her. But there was a whiteness about her then — a wraith — a something from her soul, and he could only gaze at her.

  “I love you,” she whispered. “I thought I knew it that — that night. But I’m only finding it out now.... And somehow I had to tell you here.”

  “Fay, I haven’t said much to you,” he said, hurriedly, huskily. “I haven’t had a chance. I love you. I — I ask you — will you be my wife?”

  “Of course,” she said, simply, but the white, moon-blanched face colored with a dark and leaping blush.

  “We’ll be married as soon as we get out of the desert,” he went on. “And we’ll forget — all — all that’s happened. You’re so young. You’ll forget.”

  “I’d forgotten already, till this difference came in you. And pretty soon — when I can say something more to you — I’ll forget all except Surprise Valley — and my evenings in the starlight with you.”

  “Say it then — quick!”

  She was leaning against him, holding his hands in her strong clasp, soulful, tender, almost passionate.

  “You couldn’t help it.... I’m to blame.... I remember what I said.”

  “What?” he queried in amaze.

  “‘YOU CAN KILL HIM!’... I said that. I made you kill him.”

  “Kill — whom?” cried Shefford.

  “Waggoner. I’m to blame.... That must be what’s made you different. And, oh, I’ve wanted you to know it’s all my fault.... But I wouldn’t be sorry if you weren’t.... I’m glad he’s dead.”

  “YOU — THINK — I—” Shefford’s gasping whisper failed in the shock of the revelation that Fay believed he had killed Waggoner. Then with the inference came the staggering truth — her guiltlessness; and a paralyzing joy held him stricken.

  A powerful hand fell upon Shefford’s shoulder, startling him. Nas Ta Bega stood there, looking down upon him and Fay. Never had the Indian seemed so dark, inscrutable of face. But in his magnificent bearing, in the spirit that Shefford sensed in him, there were nobility and power and a strange pride.

  The Indian kept one hand on Shefford’s shoulder, and with the other he struck himself on the breast. The action was that of an Indian, impressive and stern, significant of an Indian’s prowess.

  “My God!” breathed Shefford, very low.

  “Oh, what does he mean?” cried Fay.

  Shefford held her with shaking hands, trying to speak, to fight a way out of these stultifying emotions.

  “Nas Ta Bega — you heard. She thinks — I killed Waggoner!”

  All about the Navajo then was dark and solemn disproof of her belief. He did not need to speak. His repetition of that savage, almost boastful blow on his breast added only to the dignity, and not to the denial, of a warrior.

  “Fay, he means he killed the Mormon,” said Shefford. “He must have, for I did not!”

  “Ah!” murmured Fay, and she leaned to him with passionate, quivering gladness. It was the woman — the human — the soul born in her that came uppermost then; now, when there was no direct call to the wild and elemental in her nature, she showed a heart above revenge, the instinct of a saving right, of truth as Shefford knew them. He took her into his arms and never had he loved her so well.

  “Nas Ta Bega, you killed the Mormon,” declared Shefford, with a voice that had gained strength. No silent Indian suggestion of a deed would suffice in that moment. Shefford needed to hear the Navajo speak — to have Fay hear him speak. “Nas Ta Bega, I know I understand. But tell her. Speak so she will know. Tell it as a white man would!”

  “I heard her cry out,” replied the Indian, in his slow English. “I waited. When he came I killed him.”

  A poignant why was wrenched from Shefford. Nas Ta Bega stood silent.

  “BI NAI!” And when that sonorous Indian name rolled in dignity from his lips he silently stalked away into the gloom. That was his answer to the white man.

  She
fford bent over Fay, and as the strain on him broke he held her closer and closer and his tears streamed down and his voice broke in exclamations of tenderness and thanksgiving. It did not matter what she had thought, but she must never know what he had thought. He clasped her as something precious he had lost and regained. He was shaken with a passion of remorse. How could he have believed Fay Larkin guilty of murder? Women less wild and less justified than she had been driven to such a deed, yet how could he have believed it of her, when for two days he had been with her, had seen her face, and deep into her eyes? There was mystery in his very blindness. He cast the whole thought from him for ever. There was no shadow between Fay and him. He had found her. He had saved her. She was free. She was innocent. And suddenly, as he seemed delivered from contending tumults within, he became aware that it was no unresponsive creature he had folded to his breast.

  He became suddenly alive to the warm, throbbing contact of her bosom, to her strong arms clinging round his neck, to her closed eyes, to the rapt whiteness of her face. And he bent to cold lips that seemed to receive his first kisses as new and strange; but tremulously changed, at last to meet his own, and then to burn with sweet and thrilling fire.

  “My darling, my dream’s come true,” he said. “You are my treasure. I found you here at the foot of the rainbow!... What if it is a stone rainbow — if all is not as I had dreamed? I followed a gleam. And it’s led me to love and faith!”

  . . . . . . . . . . .

  Hours afterward Shefford walked alone to and fro under the bridge. His trouble had given place to serenity. But this night of nights he must live out wide-eyed to its end.

  The moon had long since crossed the streak of star-fired blue above and the canyon was black in shadow. At times a current of wind, with all the strangeness of that strange country in its hollow moan, rushed through the great stone arch. At other times there was silence such as Shefford imagined dwelt deep under this rocky world. At still other times an owl hooted, and the sound was nameless. But it had a mocking echo that never ended. An echo of night, silence, gloom, melancholy death, age, eternity!

  The Indian lay asleep with his dark face upturned, and the other sleepers lay calm and white in the starlight.

  Shefford saw in them the meaning of life and the past — the illimitable train of faces that had shone the stars. There was a spirit in the canyon, and whether or not it was what the Navajo embodied in the great Nonnezoshe, or the life of this present, or the death of the ages, or the nature so magnificently manifested in those silent, dreaming waiting walls — the truth for Shefford was that this spirit was God.

  Life was eternal. Man’s immortality lay in himself. Love of a woman was hope — happiness. Brotherhood — that mystic and grand “Bi Nai!” of the Navajo — that was religion.

  XIX. THE GRAND CANYON OF THE COLORADO

  THE NIGHT PASSED, the gloom turned gray, the dawn stole cool and pale into the canyon. When Nas Ta Bega drove the mustangs into camp the lofty ramparts of the walls were rimmed with gold and the dark arch of Nonnezoshe began to lose its steely gray.

  The women had rested well and were in better condition to travel. Jane was cheerful and Fay radiant one moment and in a dream the next. She was beginning to live in that wonderful future. They talked more than usual at breakfast, and Lassiter made droll remarks. Shefford, with his great and haunting trouble ended for ever, with now only danger to face ahead, was a different man, but thoughtful and quiet.

  This morning the Indian leisurely made preparations for the start. For all the concern he showed he might have known every foot of the canyon below Nonnezoshe. But, for Shefford, with the dawn had returned anxiety, a restless feeling of the need of hurry. What obstacles, what impassable gorges, might lie between this bridge and the river! The Indian’s inscrutable serenity and Fay’s trust, her radiance, the exquisite glow upon her face, sustained Shefford and gave him patience to endure and conceal his dread.

  At length the flight was resumed, with Nas Ta Bega leading on foot, and Shefford walking in the rear. A quarter of a mile below camp the Indian led down a declivity into the bottom of the narrow gorge, where the stream ran. He did not gaze backward for a last glance at Nonnezoshe; nor did Jane or Lassiter. Fay, however, checked Nack-yal at the rim of the descent and turned to look behind. Shefford contrasted her tremulous smile, her half-happy good-by to this place, with the white stillness of her face when she had bade farewell to Surprise Valley. Then she rode Nack-yal down into the gorge.

  Shefford knew that this would be his last look at the rainbow bridge. As he gazed the tip of the great arch lost its cold, dark stone color and began to shine. The sun had just arisen high enough over some low break in the wall to reach the bridge. Shefford watched. Slowly, in wondrous transformation, the gold and blue and rose and pink and purple blended their hues, softly, mistily, cloudily, until once again the arch was a rainbow.

  Ages before life had evolved upon the earth it had spread its grand arch from wall to wall, black and mystic at night, transparent and rosy in the sunrise, at sunset a flaming curve limned against the heavens. When the race of man had passed it would, perhaps, stand there still. It was not for many eyes to see. Only by toil, sweat, endurance, blood, could any man ever look at Nonnezoshe. So it would always be alone, grand, silent, beautiful, unintelligible.

  Shefford bade Nonnezoshe a mute, reverent farewell. Then plunging down the weathered slope of the gorge to the stream below, he hurried forward to join the others. They had progressed much farther than he imagined they would have, and this was owing to the fact that the floor of the gorge afforded easy travel. It was gravel on rock bottom, tortuous, but open, with infrequent and shallow downward steps. The stream did not now rush and boil along and tumble over rock-encumbered ledges. In corners the water collected in round, green, eddying pools. There were patches of grass and willows and mounds of moss. Shefford’s surprise equaled his relief, for he believed that the violent descent of Nonnezoshe Boco had been passed. Any turn now, he imagined, might bring the party out upon the river. When he caught up with them he imparted this conviction, which was received with cheer. The hopes of all, except the Indian, seemed mounting; and if he ever hoped or despaired it was never manifest.

  Shefford’s anticipation, however, was not soon realized. The fugitives traveled miles farther down Nonnezoshe Boco, and the only changes were that the walls of the lower gorge heightened and merged into those above and that these upper ones towered ever loftier. Shefford had to throw his head straight back to look up at the rims, and the narrow strip of sky was now indeed a flowing stream of blue.

  Difficult steps were met, too, yet nothing compared to those of the upper canyon. Shefford calculated that this day’s travel had advanced several hours; and more than ever now he was anticipating the mouth of Nonnezoshe Boco. Still another hour went by. And then came striking changes. The canyon narrowed till the walls were scarcely twenty paces apart; the color of stone grew dark red above and black down low; the light of day became shadowed, and the floor was a level, gravelly, winding lane, with the stream meandering slowly and silently.

  Suddenly the Indian halted. He turned his ear down the canyon lane. He had heard something. The others grouped round him, but did not hear a sound except the soft flow of water and the heave of the mustangs. Then the Indian went on. Presently he halted again. And again he listened. This time he threw up his head and upon his dark face shone a light which might have been pride.

  “Tse ko-n-tsa-igi,” he said.

  The others could not understand, but they were impressed.

  “Shore he means somethin’ big,” drawled Lassiter.

  “Oh, what did he say?” queried Fay in eagerness.

  “Nas Ta Bega, tell us,” said Shefford. “We are full of hope.”

  “Grand canyon,” replied the Indian.

  “How do you know?” asked Shefford.

  “I hear the roar of the river.”

  But Shefford, listen as he might, could not hear it. T
hey traveled on, winding down the wonderful lane. Every once in a while Shefford lagged behind, let the others pass out of hearing, and then he listened. At last he was rewarded. Low and deep, dull and strange, with some quality to incite dread, came a roar. Thereafter, at intervals, usually at turns in the canyon, and when a faint stir of warm air fanned his cheeks, he heard the sound, growing clearer and louder.

  He rounded an abrupt corner to have the roar suddenly fill his ears, to see the lane extend straight to a ragged vent, and beyond that, at some distance, a dark, ragged, bulging wall, like iron. As he hurried forward he was surprised to find that the noise did not increase. Here it kept a strange uniformity of tone and volume. The others of the party passed out of the mouth of Nonnezoshe Boco in advance of Shefford, and when he reached it they were grouped upon a bank of sand. A dark-red canyon yawned before them, and through it slid the strangest river Shefford had ever seen. At first glance he imagined the strangeness consisted of the dark-red color of the water, but at the second he was not so sure. All the others, except Nas Ta Bega, eyed the river blankly, as if they did not know what to think. The roar came from round a huge bulging wall downstream. Up the canyon, half a mile, at another turn, there was a leaping rapid of dirty red-white waves and the sound of this, probably, was drowned in the unseen but nearer rapid.