Bear Clan Complete Series Boxed Set

by Jenika Snow

  He was a man, a real one, who worked with his hands, who took care of his family ... who made sure I was happy and provided for.

  If I were being honest, I knew Oli didn’t want me to work at all. He’d probably want me at home barefoot and pregnant. And even if the thought of carrying Oli’s baby made me happy, excited even ... even if I knew I was ready, I also liked my independence and the good that I was helping create in the world.

  But I found myself placing my hand over my flat belly, picturing Oli’s baby in there, me growing bigger, my stomach getting rounder. I smiled again, looking down, envisioning it.

  The sound of Oli approaching had me lifting my head and looking at him, walking toward me, his focus trained right on me. I heard the sound he made even from the distance, the same sound he made whenever he was in one of his moods. And by moods I meant aroused, ready to take me ... to make me orgasm more times than I could count.

  I stood and walked up to him, scrunching my nose as he set the rabbits aside. Although I knew this was part of life, how we survived, I’d much rather just go to the store and get a package of ground hamburger meat.

  Not Oli, though.

  Not bear shifters living in the middle of the woods.

  This was natural to them. This was life.

  He pulled me in for a hug and, like he did every single time he held me, he buried his nose at the base of my neck. He ran his tongue over the mating mark, causing that now healed wound to tingle in awareness.

  As the seconds moved by, I felt this change in Oli, felt the tightening of his body against mine, the way his hands curled possessively around me. I pulled back and felt my brows knit in curiosity, looking into his face, one that wasn’t classically handsome, but was brutal, with sharp edges and piercing blue eyes.

  He inhaled again, his nostrils flaring, a low sound leaving him, one I couldn’t ever remember hearing before. It was sharp and jagged. It was the most animalistic one that had ever come from him.

  And then he closed his eyes and his mouth parted slightly, the breath leaving him slowly.

  “Oli?”

  He opened his eyes and I saw he was no longer human, the once blue irises now glowing bright yellow, like amber lit from behind.

  “Oli?” I said again.

  “You’re primed.”

  My mouth dried, my body reacting.

  “Fertile.”

  God, the way he said that, with so much need, had every part of me melting into a puddle. My nipples hardened, my pussy becoming wet.

  “You haven’t been able to tell before?” My voice was a mere whisper as I looked at his mouth, wanting to kiss him … wanting him to kiss me.

  “Not like this, not this powerful, not this definite.”

  The way he said that last part had me feeling like liquid.

  He took another step closer and I found myself moving one back.

  “If I took you right now, filled you with my seed, you’d get pregnant, India.” He looked at my mouth, his eyes going half-mast, this almost purr leaving him. “A definite.” He slowly lifted his gaze from my mouth to look into my eyes.

  My mouth was parted as I breathed fast and hard, so aroused as I stared at Oli, knowing how much he wanted me in this moment, that I couldn’t even catch my breath.

  He took another step forward and I found myself between him and the front of the house, nowhere else to go. But this cat and mouse game, this forward and backward tango, only made the situation hotter.

  He lifted his hands and placed them on the house, one hand on either side of my head. “What do you want, India?” He said those words low, deliberate, as he leaned in, our mouths only inches apart now. “If you don’t want this, I can wait, although it’ll be hard as fuck, baby. So damn hard I might not be able to control the shift, not when my bear wants out.” He closed his eyes, growling low. “A fertile mate is something that’s hard to resist, India.” His words were so low I almost didn’t hear him.

  I panted, his words turning me on. The truth was, I wanted this. I wanted Oli in all ways, wanted this life we were creating.

  I wanted his baby inside of me.

  The way his pupils dilated and contracted, dilated and contracted, was a clear indication that he was barely hanging on to his control.

  I licked my lips, knowing what I wanted, that starting this next chapter in my life would change a lot, but for the better. Always for the better.

  “Tell me what you want, India.” He leaned in another inch, his mouth nearly brushing mine now.

  “Take me to our room,” I said without hesitation.

  Oli grinned, but it was a feral one, a flash of straight white teeth. I swore his pleasure was tangible in that moment, swore his body got bigger. And then he had me in his arms, his hands cupping my ass, holding me close to him, the feel of his hard, massive erection digging right between my thighs.

  “Tonight, I’m going to fill you with my baby, India. Tonight, I’m getting my mate pregnant.”

  And then he was striding inside of the cabin and to our room. He set me on the bed and I felt my heart trying to beat through my ribs.

  “Are you ready for me, mate?” he asked as he started undressing.

  I licked my lips nodded. “I’ve always been ready for you,” I said as I watched him get rid of the last stitch of clothing he wore. He stalked toward me.

  “You’re so fucking perfect.” He grinned. “You’re all fucking mine.”

  Nothing like a possessive bear shifter to make a girl feel like she was his world.

  The End

  THE BEARLY RELUCTANT GRIZZLY (Bear Clan, 4)

  By Jenika Snow

  www.JenikaSnow.com

  Jenika_Snow@Yahoo.com

  Copyright © June 2019 by Jenika Snow

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  Uprooting my life, buying a cabin that was all but falling apart, and moving to the middle of the woods might not have sounded like the best idea, but to me it was almost perfection.

  I guess that’s the perks of being an author … packing up and moving to anywhere in the world, because as long as I had a laptop, I was good to go.

  What I didn’t expect during this new start was the man I’d hired to renovate my place—Asher, the bear shifting carpenter. He had me feeling things I’d never experienced before; things that excited, but scared, me.

  Lust, desire, and all kinds of filth a girl like me probably shouldn’t be thinking about a man I didn’t even know, played on repeat in my head.

  But there was more than just arousal where Asher was concerned. I knew it in my heart.

  Here I was, in my twenties, never been with a man in any way, and all I could think about were these obscene things that made a certified virgin like me blush.

  And when Asher showed up on my doorstep during a storm, soaking wet, looking feral, telling me he’d tried to stay away but couldn’t, I knew one thing for certain. These weren’t just idle feelings I was having.

  This was what it felt like to be mated.

  Chapter 1

  Asher
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  I didn’t hear my phone ringing over the hammering and the music echoing in my workshop, but I felt it vibrate in the front pocket of my jeans.

  I set the hammer aside and reached in my pocket to pull it out. Looking down at the screen, I didn’t recognize the number and contemplated not answering. I didn’t want to be drawn out of my focus from restoring the boat, but something in me had me pushing the accept button.

  “Yeah?” My voice came out gravelly and harsh, like the sandpaper I’d been using.

  “Hello. May I speak with the owner of Blue Bear Ridge Restoration?” The older man’s voice came through the phone and I faced the barn door of my workshop, looking out at the thick pine trees that lined my property.

  “Yeah, this is the owner, Asher. Who is this?”

  “This is Mr. Blackwell, a real estate agent for Blue Bear Ridge.”

  He was silent for a second, as if he wanted me to say something in response.

  He cleared his throat and started speaking again. “I recently sold a piece of property on the outskirts of town, one that’s desperately in need of some TLC and restoration.”

  Another moment of silence passed before I answered. “And you want me to do the restorations?” I turned and faced my boat, the calming feeling of doing mindless work calling to me. Today was a “day off,” and working on my boat was the only time I actually did something that was just for me.

  “The owner, a Miss Ainsley Shepherd, specifically asked for your talents on the project. I informed her I would get in contact with you since she’s out of town and in the process of moving.”

  I lifted my hand and scratched my jaw, the stubble on my cheeks making a soft scraping noise that filled my ears. “I’m pretty booked up this summer. I could see if I have any openings starting end of September though.”

  There was a shuffling of papers, and then he cleared his throat. “Miss Shepherd will be moving in to the residence at the end of next week. She was really hoping that you’d be able to come out and give her a price estimate, and see about scheduling.”

  Shit, an entire residence renovation would take a long time.

  I should’ve said no, was about to even, because I did have a packed schedule, but something inside of me kept nagging, pushing. I felt my bear stir slightly, and I rolled her name around in my head.

  Ainsley Shepherd.

  Ainsley Shepherd.

  There was this tingling at the base of my spine, this tightening in my muscles. It was as if a thousand ants were moving along my arms and legs, stinging, that burning pain consuming me. I began to get restless, walking back and forth in my workshop, this strange feeling overcoming me.

  “Hello? Asher? Are you there?”

  I cleared my throat and walked to the door of the workshop, breathing in the fresh air, taking it into my lungs. A breeze picked up and I closed my eyes, willing that wind to take away this foreign feeling in me.

  I’d never felt anything like this before, and frankly, I didn’t care much for it. I was always in control, always had a handle on everything. I worked because that’s what I could do, because that was the only thing I could do. I’d all but given up on finding my mate.

  I wasn’t like Oli and could leave in hopes of finding her out there in the world.

  And I certainly wasn’t like Zakari and Maddix, with their mates all but falling into their laps as if fate had done the work for them. I’d grown bitter and resentful over the years, watching as my brothers found that happiness and peace, that completion.

  And as time moved on, as I became even more isolated within myself, I came to the realization that being alone wasn’t the worst thing to ever happen to me.

  Did I wish I had her, that one female that would complete me?

  Yes, absolutely. But I also knew that moving forward and focusing on life was the only thing I could do.

  And so, I just accepted this was my life now.

  I restored, renovated, and worked. I helped my brothers out with the construction company when they needed it, but a lot of my time and energy went into my own business, into making old and depleted buildings shine with a new life.

  Maybe I did that because I somehow saw myself that way, this broken house sitting and waiting for someone to bring me back to life, but always thinking that maybe, just maybe, this was how I’d die.

  Depressing, but reality.

  But this weird feeling, this sensation moved through me like a freight train. And although I should’ve told him no, that I couldn’t take this job, I already knew what I would say.

  “Okay. I’ll be out there end of the week to take a look.”

  Later that evening

  I leaned against the banister and crossed my arms over my chest, watching as Oli and his mate disappeared into the forest. I grumbled to myself, and then heard Zakari, Maddix, and their mates laughing, which put me in a sour, jealous mood.

  I was happy for my brothers, pleased they’d found their females. I’d long since come to the conclusion that I’d never find my other half.

  As one of the oldest of the six of us, I figured I should have found my mate already. And seeing brother after brother find their happily ever after had hardened me, resolved me to focus on work and leave behind the hope that I’d ever be happy as well.

  So, I worked my ass off doing home repairs, buying properties and flipping them. That was what I did, put my blood and sweat into creating perfection because I didn’t have that in my life.

  And having my family was all well and good, but that didn’t make a bear shifter complete. Only my mate could do that.

  I found myself even more pissy than before.

  Cason and Damon stepped onto the deck, their presence drawing me out of my thoughts.

  “We’re hitting up the bar,” Damon said gruffly. “All this mating is getting under our skin.”

  Cason, the quietest one out of all of us, had a toothpick between his lips, his baseball cap pulled low, so it obstructed the view of his eyes.

  “You up for going with us?” Case said in a low-pitched voice.

  I looked back at the woods, continuing to hear Maddix and Zakari with their mates, and nodded.

  “Yeah, I need to get the fuck out of here, too.”

  Finding a mate was overrated ... at least that’s what I told myself because the very idea that I’d always have this little piece of myself missing was just too fucking painful to even think about.

  Chapter 2

  Ainsley

  The drive up to my new home, located in the picturesque little mountain town of Blue Bear Ridge, Colorado, was long, but beautiful. The narrow roads, the isolation, this was exactly what I needed, what gave me inspiration.

  I turned up the volume on the radio, tapping my fingers along to the old country song, feeling as if this weight was being lifted off my shoulders the closer I got.

  Sure, the house needed some serious work, was almost uninhabitable, but I loved it. It was on five acres of wooded land, and there was even a creek that ran right through my backyard. It was gorgeous and serene.

  My phone started ringing and I hit the little phone button on my steering wheel.

  I heard my father muttering to the dogs through the Bluetooth and couldn’t help but smile.

  “Hey, Dad,” I said, focusing on the road, the twisting, narrow turns having my heart race. This kind of driving was far different than the city driving I was accustomed to, that was for sure. I saw a break in the trees, a massive cliff coming into view, a large lake at the base. I was getting close to town.

  “Hey, sweetie. How’s the drive?”

  I nodded even though he couldn’t see me. “It’s beautiful. Exactly what I needed.”

  “Good, I’m glad everything’s going well. Your mother wanted you to call her when you get there. She’s out to lunch and you know how bad cell reception is in the valley.”

  I nodded again, then chuckled softly. “Oh yeah. Tell her I’ll call her when I get to the house and am settled. And when it’s
all fixed up and looking good, I’ll have you guys out to see the transformation.”

  “Are you sure you don’t want us to come out there and help you?”

  My parents were older, having had me when they were in their forties, a surprise first child they hadn’t thought they could ever have. And now, twenty-four years later, I couldn’t imagine having them out doing manual labor. There was a very real fear that they would injure themselves, and it made me anxious.

  We talked for a few more minutes about pretty mundane things, a few laughs and reminiscing thrown in, a clear indication my father was having a hard time with me moving away.

  “I’ll talk to you later, honey. The dogs are going crazy because the mailman’s here.”

  After we got off the phone, I turned the radio back on, picturing all the things I wanted to do to the house, how I could make it my own. I had not even been to the house before I put the offer in, feeling this knowing pull instantly.

  It was home.

  My home.

  And it didn’t hurt that I got so much inspiration from this place, from everything that surrounded that old log cabin.

  Being an author meant I could just pick up and move if I wanted to, that my job was wherever I was, laptop in hand. Whether that be a coffee shop, my bedroom, or this brand-new piece of property, that’s where my work was. I loved every moment of it.

  So, after three years of being able to write full-time, I decided to leave the city and come back to the small mountain town. We’d lived here at one point, when I was young, those memories never fading despite my young age.

  And although it had been a short residence, my mother and father wanting to see if living out in the country—so to speak—was the best way to raise their child, it became abundantly clear they couldn’t make it work. Not financially at least.

  But I’d loved this town, had always thought about it, always saw myself coming back here one day. And when my writing career took off, I made that my reality.