Delphi Complete Works of Sheridan Le Fanu

by J. Sheridan le Fanu

  Without waiting for her answer, I turned, holding my head very high, breathing quickly, and feeling my cheeks in a flame.

  The odious stranger, nothing daunted by my dignified resentment, smiled shrewdly, turned about quite unconcernedly, and continued to walk by my side. On my other side was Laura Grey, who told me afterwards that she greatly enjoyed my spirited treatment of his ill-breeding.

  She walked by my side, looking straight before her, as I did. Out of the corners of my eyes I saw the impudent old man marching on as if quite unconscious, or, at least, careless of having given offence. Beyond him I saw, also, in the same oblique way, Mr. Carmel, walking with downcast eyes as before.

  He ought to be ashamed, I thought, of having introduced such a person.

  I had not time to think a great deal, before the man of the harsh voice and restless eyes suddenly addressed me again.

  “You are coming out, you say, Miss Ware, when you are eighteen?”

  I made him no answer.

  “You are now seventeen, and a year intervenes,” he continued, and turning to Mr. Carmel, “Edwyn, run you down to the house, and tell the man to put my horse to.”

  So Mr. Carmel crossed the stile at the roadside, and disappeared by the path leading to the stables of Malory. And then turning again to me, the stranger said:

  “Suppose your father and mother have placed you in my sole charge, with a direction to remove you from Malory, and take you under my immediate care and supervision, to-day; you will hold yourself in readiness to depart immediately, attended by a lady appointed to look after you, with the approbation of your parents — eh?”

  “No, sir, I’ll not go. I’ll remain with Miss Grey. I’ll not leave Malory,” I replied, stopping short, and turning towards him. I felt myself growing very pale, but I spoke with resolution.

  “You’ll not? what, my good young lady, not if I show you your father’s letter?”

  “Certainly not. Nothing but violence shall remove me from Malory, until I see papa himself. He certainly would not do anything so cruel!” I exclaimed, while my heart sank within me.

  He studied my face for a moment with his dark and fiery eyes.

  “You are a spirited young lady; a will of your own!” he said. “Then you won’t obey your parents?”

  “I’ll do as I have said,” I answered, inwardly quaking.

  He addressed Miss Grey now.

  “You’ll make her do as she’s ordered?” said this man, whose looks seemed to me more sinister every moment.

  “I really can’t. Besides, in a matter of so much importance, I think she is right not to act without seeing her father, or, at least, hearing directly from him.”

  “Well, I must take my leave,” said he. “And I may as well tell you it is a mere mystification; I have no authority, and no wish to disturb your stay at Malory; and we are not particularly likely ever to meet again; and you’ll forgive an old fellow his joke, young ladies?”

  With these brusque and eccentric sentences, he raised his hat, and with the activity of a younger man, ran up the bank at the side of the road; and, on the summit, looked about him for a moment, as if he had forgotten us altogether; and then, at his leisure, he descended at the other side and was quite lost to view.

  Laura Grey and I were both staring in the direction in which he had just disappeared. Each, after a time, looked in her companion’s face.

  “I almost think he’s mad!” said Miss Grey.

  “What could have possessed Mr. Carmel to introduce such a person to us?” I exclaimed. “Did you hear his name?” I asked, after we had again looked in the direction in which he had gone, without discovering any sign of his return.

  “Droqville, I think,” she answered.

  “Oh! Laura, I am so frightened! Do you think papa can really intend any such thing? He’s too kind. I am sure it is a falsehood.”

  “It is a joke, he says himself,” she answered. “I can’t help thinking a very odd joke, and very pointless; and one that did not seem to amuse even himself.”

  “Then you do not think it is true?” I urged, my panic returning.

  “Well, I can’t think it is true, because, if it were, why should he say it was a joke? We shall soon know. Perhaps Mr. Carmel will enlighten us.”

  “I thought he seemed in awe of that man,” I said.

  “So did I,” answered Miss Grey. “Perhaps he is his superior.”

  “I’ll write to-day to papa, and tell him all about it; you shall help me; and I’ll implore of him not to think of anything so horrible and cruel.”

  Laura Grey stopped short, and laid her hand on my wrist for a moment, thinking.

  “Perhaps it would be as well if we were to turn about and walk a little further, so as to give him time to get quite away.”

  “But if he wants to take me away in that carriage, or whatever it is, he’ll wait any time for my return.”

  “So he would; but the more I think over it, the more persuaded I am that there is nothing in it.”

  “In any case, I’ll go back,” I said. “Let us go into the house and lock the doors; and if that odious Mr. Droqville attempts to force his way in, Thomas Jones will knock him down; and we’ll send Anne Owen to Cardyllion, for Williams, the policeman. I hate suspense. If there is to be anything unpleasant, it is better to have it decided, one way or other, as soon as possible.”

  Laura Grey smiled, and spoke merrily of our apprehensions; but I don’t think she was quite so much at ease as she assumed to be.

  Thus we turned about, I, at least, with a heart thumping very fast; and we walked back towards the old house of Malory, where, as you have this moment heard, we had made up our minds to stand a siege.

  CHAPTER VII.

  TASSO.

  I daresay I was a great fool; but if you had seen the peculiar and unpleasant face of Monsieur Droqville, and heard his harsh nasal voice, in which there was something of habitual scorn, you would make excuses. I confess I was in a great fright by the time we had got well into the dark avenue that leads up to the house.

  I hesitated a little as we reached that point in the carriage-road, not a long one, which commands a clear view of the hall-door steps. I had heard awful stories of foolish girls spirited away to convents, and never heard of more. I have doubts as to whether, had I seen Monsieur Droqville or his carriage there, I should not have turned about, and ran through the trees. But the courtyard in front of the house was, as usual, empty and still. On its gravel surface reposed the sharp shadows of the pointed gables above, and the tufts of grass on its surface had not been bruised by recent carriage wheels. Instead, therefore, of taking to flight, I hurried forward, accompanied by Laura Grey, to seize the fortress before it was actually threatened.

  In we ran, lightly, and locked the hall door, and drew chain and bolt against Monsieur Droqville; and up the great stairs to our room, each infected by the other’s panic. Safely in the room, we locked and bolted our door, and stood listening, until we had recovered breath. Then I rang our bell furiously, and up came Anne Owen, or, as her countrymen pronounce it, Anne Wan. There had been, after all, no attack; no human being had attempted to intrude upon our cloistered solitude.

  “Where is Mrs. Torkill?” I asked, through the door.

  “In the still-room, please, miss.”

  “Well, you must lock and bolt the back-door, and don’t let any one in, either way.”

  We passed an hour in this state of preparation, and finally ventured downstairs, and saw Rebecca Torkill. From her we learned that the strange gentleman who had been with Mr. Carmel had driven away more than half an hour before; and Laura Grey and I, looking in one another’s faces, could not help laughing a little.

  Rebecca had overheard a portion of a conversation, which she related to me; but not for years after. At the time she had no idea that it could refer to any one in whom she was interested; and even at this hour I am not myself absolutely certain, but only conjecture, that I was the subject of their talk. I will tell
it to you as nearly as I can recollect.

  Rebecca Torkill, nearly an hour before, being in the still-room, heard voices near the window, and quietly peeped out.

  You must know that immediately in the angle formed by the junction of the old house, known as the steward’s house, which Mr. Carmel had been assigned as a residence, and the rear of the great house of Malory, stand two or three great trees, and a screen of yews, behind which, so embossed in ivy as to have the effect of a background of wood, stands the gable of the still-room. This strip of ground, lying immediately in the rear of the steward’s house, was a flower-garden; but a part of it is now carpeted with grass, and lies under the shadow of the great trees, and is walled round with the dark evergreens I have mentioned. The rear of the stableyard of Malory, also mantled with ivy, runs parallel to the back of the steward’s house, and forms the other boundary of this little enclosure, which simulates the seclusion of a cloister; and but for the one well-screened window I have mentioned, would really possess it. Standing near this window she saw Mr. Carmel, whom she always regarded with suspicion, and his visitor, that gentleman in black, whose looks nobody seemed to like.

  “I told you, sir,” said Mr. Carmel, “through my friend Ambrose, I had arranged to have prayers twice a week, at the Church in Paris, for that one soul.”

  “Yes, yes, yes; that is all very well, very good, of course,” answered the hard voice; “but there are things we must do for ourselves — the saints won’t shave us, you know.”

  “I am afraid, sir, I did not quite understand your letter,” said Mr. Carmel.

  “Yes, you did, pretty well. You see she may be, one day, a very valuable acquisition. It is time you put your shoulder to the wheel — d’ye see? Put your shoulder to the wheel. The man who said all that is able to do it. So mind you put your shoulder to the wheel forthwith.”

  The younger man bowed.

  “You have been sleeping,” said the harsh, peremptory voice. “You said there was enthusiasm and imagination. I take that for granted. I find there is spirit, courage, a strong will; obstinacy — impracticability — no milksop — a bit of a virago! Why did not you make out all that for yourself? To discover character you must apply tests. You ought in a single conversation to know everything.”

  The young man bowed again.

  “You shall write to me weekly; but don’t post your letters at Cardyllion. I’ll write to you through Hickman, in the old way.”

  She could hear no more, for they moved away. The elder man continued talking, and looked up at the back-windows of Malory, which became visible as they moved away. It was one of his fierce, rapid glances; but he was satisfied, and continued his conversation for two or three minutes more. Then he abruptly turned, and entered the steward’s house quickly; and, in two or three minutes more, was driving away from Malory at a rapid pace.

  A few days after this adventure — for in our life any occurrence that could be talked over for ten minutes was an adventure — I had a letter in mamma’s pretty hand, and in it occurred this passage:

  “The other day I wrote to Mr. Carmel, and I asked him to do me a kindness. If he would read a little Italian with you, and Miss Grey I am sure would join, I should be so much pleased. He has passed so much of his life in Rome, and is so accomplished in Italian; simple as people think it, that language is more difficult to pronounce correctly even than French. I forget whether Miss Grey mentioned Italian among the languages she could teach. But however that may be, I think, if Mr. Carmel will take that trouble, it would be very desirable.”

  Mr. Carmel, however, made no sign. If the injunction to “put his shoulder to the wheel” had been given for my behoof, the promise was but indifferently kept, for I did not see Mr. Carmel again for a fortnight. During the greater part of that interval he was away from Malory, we could not learn where. At the end of that time, one evening, just as unexpectedly as before, he presented himself at the window. Very much the same thing happened. He drank tea with us, and sat on the bench — his bench, he called it — outside the window, and remained, I am sure, two hours, chatting very agreeably. You may be sure we did not lose the opportunity of trying to learn something of the gentleman whom he had introduced to us.

  Yes, his name was Droqville.

  “We fancied,” said Laura, “that he might be an ecclesiastic.”

  “His being a priest, or not, I am sure you think does not matter much, provided he is a good man, and he is that; and a very clever man, also,” answered Mr. Carmel. “He is a great linguist: he has been in almost every country in the world. I don’t think Miss Ethel has been a traveller yet, but you have, I dare say.” And in that way he led us quietly away from Monsieur Droqville to Antwerp, and I know not where else.

  One result, however, did come of this visit. He actually offered his services to read Italian with us. Not, of course, without opening the way for this by directing our talk upon kindred subjects, and thus deviously up to the point. Miss Grey and I, who knew what each expected, were afraid to look at each other; we should certainly have laughed, while he was leading us up so circuitously and adroitly to his “palpable ambuscade.”

  We settled Monday, Wednesday, and Friday in each week for our little evening readings. Mr. Carmel did not always now sit outside, upon his bench, as at first. He was often at our tea-table, like one of ourselves; and sometimes stayed later than he used to do. I thought him quite delightful. He certainly was clever, and, to me, appeared a miracle of learning; he was agreeable, fluent, and very peculiar.

  I could not tell whether he was the coldest man on earth, or the most impassioned. His eyes seemed to me more enthusiastic and extraordinary the oftener and longer I beheld them. Their strange effect, instead of losing, seemed to gain by habit and observation. It seemed to me that the cold and melancholy serenity that held us aloof was artificial, and that underneath it could be detected the play and fire of a nature totally different.

  I was always fluctuating in my judgment upon this issue; and the problem occupied me during many an hour of meditation.

  How dull the alternate days had become; and how pleasant even the look-forward to our little meetings! Thus, very agreeably, for about a fortnight our readings proceeded, and, one evening on our return, expecting the immediate arrival of our “master,” as I called Mr. Carmel, we found, instead, a note addressed to Miss Grey. It began: “Dear Miss Eth,” and across these three letters a line was drawn, and “Grey” was supplied. I liked even that evidence that his first thought had been of me. It went on:

  “Duty, I regret, calls me for a time away from Malory, and our Italian readings, I have but a minute to write to tell you not to expect me this evening, and to say I regret I am unable, at this moment, to name the day of my return.

  “In great haste, and with many regrets, “Yours very truly, “E. Carmel.”

  “So he’s gone again!” I said, very much vexed. “What shall we do tonight?”

  “Whatever you like best; I don’t care — I’m sorry he’s gone.”

  “How restless he is! I wonder why he could not stay quietly here; he can’t have any real business away. It may be duty; but it looks very like idleness. I dare say he began to think it a bore coming to us so often to read Tasso, and listen to my nonsense; and I think it a very cool note, don’t you?”

  “Not cool; a little cold; but not colder than he is,” said Laura Grey. “He’ll come back, when he has done his business; I’m sure he has business; why should he tell an untruth about the matter?”

  I was huffed at his going, and more at his note. That pale face, and those large eyes, I thought the handsomest in the world. I took up one of Laura’s manuals of The Controversy, which had fallen rather into disuse after the first panic had subsided, and Mr. Carmel had failed to make any, even the slightest, attack upon our faith. I was fiddling with its leaves, and I said:

  “If I were an inexperienced young priest, Laura, I should be horribly afraid of those little tea-parties. I dare say he is afraid — afra
id of your eyes, and of falling in love with you.”

  “Certainly not with me,” she answered. “Perhaps you mean he is afraid of people talking? I think you and I should be the persons to object to that, if there was a possibility of any such thing. But we are talking folly. These men meet us, and talk to us, and we see them; but there is a wall between, that is simply impassable. Suppose a sheet of plate glass, through which you see as clearly as through air, but as thick as the floor of ice on which a Dutch fair is held. That is what their vow is.”

  “I wonder whether a girl ever fell in love with a priest. That would be a tragedy!” I said.

  “A ridiculous one,” answered Laura; “you remember the old spinster who fell in love with the Apollo Belvedere? It could happen only to a madwoman.”

  I think this was a dull evening to Laura Grey; I know it was for me.

  CHAPTER VIII.

  THUNDER.

  We saw or heard nothing for a week or more of Mr. Carmel. It was possible that he would never return. I was in low spirits. Laura Grey had been shut up by a cold, and on the day of which I am now speaking she had not yet been out. I therefore took my walk alone towards Penruthyn Priory, and, as dejected people not unfrequently do, I was well enough disposed to indulge and even to nurse my melancholy.

  A thunderstorm had been for hours moving upwards from the south-east, among the grand ranges of distant mountains that lie, tier beyond tier, at the other side of the estuary, and now it rested on a wide and lurid canopy of cloud upon the summits of the hills and headlands that overlook the water.

  It was evening, later than my usual return to tea. I knew that Laura Grey minded half-an-hour here or there as little as I did, and a thunderstorm seen and heard from the neighbourhood of Malory is one of the grandest spectacles in its way on earth. Attracted by the mighty hills on the other side, these awful elemental battles seldom visit our comparatively level shore, and we see the lightning no nearer than about halfway across the water. Vivid against blackening sky and purple mountain, the lightning flies and shivers. From broad hillside, through rocky gorges, reflected and returned from precipice to precipice, through the hollow windings of the mountains, the thunder rolls and rattles, dies away, explodes again, and at length subsides in the strangest and grandest of all sounds, spreading through all that mountainous region for minutes after, like the roar and tremble of an enormous seething cauldron.