Chris

by M J Spence

  “Yes Sir, please Sir.”

  He began again. “Ten Sir.” The burn on his ass when he was struck felt so good that he wanted to give in to it and escape into sub space but he was not allowed. His Sir had said that he could not so he fought not to let the pain take him over. “Eleven Sir. Twelve Sir.” He moved his feet and his body from side to side to replant them yet again.

  “Thirteen Sir, fourteen Sir” Fifteen Sir, sixteen Sir”

  His ass was turning an angry red and Owen moved around him to stroke his dick again. By god, the boy did love pain. There would be no “bearing the pain for his master” with this one. He loved the pain all on its own.

  “Please Sir.” The boy moaned. At this point not even knowing what he was begging for. He felt the need to beg this man that was his Sir. Was it more pain that he wanted? Less pain? He just needed to say the words. “Please Sir”

  “Seventeen Sir. Ahhhhh..Eighteen Sir”

  “Two more” Owen said and swung with more force than the rest. The boy barely breathed “nineteen” his legs trembling and the tears starting.

  “Twenty Sir” he managed to get out as Owen echoed the last number with him.

  The boys legs gave way and Owen caught him and released his wrists. He lowered him to the floor and sat in a chair close by.

  “Come here boy.”

  The boy crawled towards Owens voice and when he bumped into his knee he knelt there.

  “Now get yourself off for me.”

  The boy reached for his dick and began working it. It felt like forever since he had touched himself except for washing because Master Owen had told him he was not to.

  Owen removed the cloth covering the boys eyes and said. “Look at me. I want to see your eyes when you cum for me. Tell me whose dick that is. Who does that cock belong to?”

  Christopher looked directly into Owens eyes as he worked himself and said. “Yours Sir. My dick….ahhhh… belongs to you.” He gasped out. Before adding “I… belong to you.”

  “When are you allowed to touch my dick boy?”

  “Only when you say I can Sir.”

  “And when are you allowed to cum boy?”

  “Only when you say I can Sir” He said again.

  “Do you want to cum for me right now boy?”

  “Yes Sir, please Sir”

  “Then cum for me boy.”

  His cock immediately jerked and he spurted streams of cum as he stared into his masters eyes. He held Owens gaze for as long as he could before his head fell forward and his eyes closed. He shuddered and leaned forward onto Owens knees and trembled through his orgasm with Owens hand tangled in his hair.

  When he calmed Owen stood and picked him up in his arms and took him to the bed and laid him on his back. He went to the bathroom returning with a warm cloth and a small bottle of salve. After cleaning the boy he turned him over and rubbed salve onto the angry red welts. He set the jar on the night table and laid down gathering the boy into his arms and rocking with him.

  “You did good boy, you did good.” Because it was important that the boy know.

  “Thank you Sir. I wanted to be good for you. Thank you for letting me cum Sir” The boy said before drifting off to sleep, exhaustion claiming him. It had been a long day.

  Fifteen

  Owen woke to an empty bed but before he could sit up and yawn the boy was coming through the bedroom door carrying two mugs of coffee.

  “I hope you don’t mind if I have coffee with you Sir. I thought we might be able to talk.”

  “No Christopher it’s perfectly all right. We need to talk about the last few days anyway and about last night in particular.”

  The boy settled himself on the floor beside the bed. “On the bed Christopher. It’s much easier if you’re in front of me when we talk.” Christopher climbed onto the bed being careful not to spill his coffee and sat cross-legged facing Owen who leaned back against the head board his legs splayed on either side of the boys body.

  “Tell me how you’re feeling with all that’s happened in the last few weeks Christopher.”

  “I’ll try Sir. I’ve had so many up and down feelings that it’ll be hard.

  He took a sip of coffee and began “The two weeks that you gave us to think about things were hard for me because I didn’t want to be away from you but it was fair and I knew it had to be done. As the two weeks were coming to an end I got excited because I felt that we should be together and I thought that you knew it too. I thought you would come for me and the two weeks would be finished. I was devastated when you wanted to give it another week.”

  He took a breath, looked down and hesitated. Owen could see how much the boy had been hurt.

  “I thought that you had decided that you didn’t want me and didn’t want to hurt me by telling me so I made up my mind to go on without you. And then the thing with Alex happened and took my mind off of it. I was sad for him but at least he had had someone for a while. About then was when I decided to get the tattoo to have something to remember you by. After that we decided that we needed to put ourselves out there if we were ever going to find someone else. It was too soon but you have to understand that we were both upset. We had had a taste of the life and didn’t want to let it go.”

  He took another sip of coffee and looked up at Owen gauge his reaction.

  “We never expected you and Liam to be at Lair the night we went there and we never expected to be approached by Sir Robert. Neither of us had an interest in him or anyone actually. We just wanted to get ourselves seen in case a good Dom was looking for someone.

  When Liam claimed Alex again I could tell he was happy. He didn’t really want to be away from Liam he was just unhappy with not getting enough attention and the discipline part scares him a lot. I don’t think Sir Liam realizes what Alex has been through.”

  “When Alex went to join Liam and Lucas I was left at the table by myself with Sir Robert. I didn’t want to be with him and I also didn’t want you to see me with him so I left.

  I was so happy when you came to get me Sir. I didn’t know that you thought I had left with Sir Robert and I’m sorry you thought that I would go with another Dom that soon. As I said Alex and I were just testing the waters.”

  He went on:

  “This week has been unbelievable with the shopping and the new job although I don’t know what that will involve because I think I’m already your personal assistant with perks.” He laughed at the joke making Owen laugh also. “I’m still getting used to the hair but I guess it has its uses as you showed me last night.”

  “And last night Sir. I had waited for that. I wanted it so bad. For you to give me pain and use me as you wished. I love pain. I think I told you that. And you let me cum Sir, Thank you for that. And before when you let me please you. I think I liked that the most. You using my mouth as you wished. That’s what I’m good at. I’ve had a lot of practice.

  His face flushed red thinking that he had shared too much information. “I’m sorry Sir but you said I was to tell the truth.”

  Owen had been listening closely to the boy who was usually shy and quiet. He had been talking so fast that he had hardly taken a breath but now it was Owens turn to talk.

  “I always wanted you Christopher. I paid Robert 4000 dollars for him to give up his claim on you but then I found out about your background and I worried that I would do you more harm than good if I kept you. You seemed like such a fragile thing. I didn’t want to hurt you any more than you had already been hurt. It wasn’t that I didn’t want you it was that I was worried about your welfare.”

  “I’m not as fragile as I look Sir”

  “Hear me out Chris. My first thought when I saw you was how beautiful you were and that I wanted you with all I had in me. I was still getting over my Tristan but there in front of me was this beautiful fragile looking man-boy.”

  A pained look crossed the boys face.

  “I talked to my friends, as you know, looking for advice and that’s when I decide
d to get to know you on a man to man basis. I wanted to give you what you needed. I wanted to give you all of me Christopher. It’s what a submissive deserves if they are going to submit to a Dom. I kept going back and forth during those two weeks trying to find an answer and I wanted to be sure and that’s why I decided to take another week. It wasn’t that I didn’t want you it was that I wanted to be sure that I was able to give you what you needed both as a submissive and as a man. And if you were damaged I wasn’t sure that I could give you what you needed.”

  When I saw you with Robert I’ll be honest with you I was sick to my stomach thinking of him touching you, playing with you. And then when I got up to go to the restroom you were both gone and I thought I had lost you. I made up my mind that even if you were with him I would come and get you. I would take you from him because you were mine.”

  The boys smile lit up the room.

  “Fortunately it wasn’t a problem because you weren’t with him. So here we are Christopher. I have you and you have me because I am as much yours as you are mine.”

  “Yes. You are Sir” the boy smiled.

  “I need to know what turns you on. I already know that turning that ass of yours bright red whether with my hand or a paddle turns me on. And that mouth of yours needs a copyright. So tell me what you like boy. You’re allowed to have likes and dislikes as long as you submit to what I want. You already know that you can use your safe word at any time. Tell me your hard limits, your soft limits and your likes.”

  “Hmmm. Hard limits are easy Sir. No children. You know about my past. No animals of course, and no scat.”

  “Soft limits are kinda hard cause I would do anything for you but I guess I have a few. Being given away is one because; again my past. Needles ugh. I hate needles, and blood. Oh and watching you with someone else Sir cause I have a mean jealous streak. So if you decide to have another submissive there will be a very big problem Sir. I’m just letting you know. I could get through it but it would be hard. Other than that you can do whatever you want to or with me Sir. I am; after all your property.” Owen chuckled at the jealousy part.

  “I have a lot of likes but what we do is up to you Sir. I love pain of all kinds. I have been taken past my limit when I was just beaten up for someone’s pleasure but that’s a different thing. That was just someone trying to damage me. I know you wouldn’t do that Sir.”

  “I like humiliation. I don’t know why I like it or why anyone would like it but I do. I absolutely love sucking your dick Sir, getting you off and swallowing your cum. I like your reaction to my mouth and my tongue. I like my nipples played with and hurt. That goes along with the pain thing. I like kissing if it’s with someone I care about. I never let anyone kiss me who was paying me unless I was forced. I love having my ass filled Sir. Dildos, dicks, plugs, fingers anything. I love being blindfolded and I kinda like being gagged too. Oh, another soft limit is being sissified Sir. I don’t like being made to look like a girl or act like a girl. I think I already look enough like a girl and I don’t like it.” He added. “But if it’s what you want I will do it Sir. It’s a soft limit.”

  “Don’t worry Christopher you look less like a girl now than you did.”

  Chris continued. “I like it when you control my being able to cum too. Makes me feel more like you own me right down to my orgasms and I like being owned. I guess that’s it Sir. Except that I loved you beating my ass last night and I can’t wait to have you fuck me but it’s up to you when and if that happens…..Sir.

  Should I get more coffee?”

  He said the last all in a rush as if he couldn’t wait to get the words out.“

  “Yes Christopher. Would you like me to tell you what I like when you return?”

  He was on his way out of the room but he turned and looked at Owen before answering.

  “No Sir. I want it to be a surprise.”

  “Then I’ll tell you what I like about you then. That’s a little bit different. How about that?”

  “That would be ok Sir.” He said and continued to the kitchen.

  When he returned and settled himself on the bed again Owen began.

  “When I first saw you you were like a damsel in distress.”

  Christopher rolled his eyes. Damsel was female.

  Owen went on. “I liked how you needed rescuing. I liked how you looked like you needed someone to sweep you up in their arms and protect you and I wanted to be that someone. I like how from the beginning you’ve wanted to please me no matter what it took.

  “I like it that you’re shy one minute and a ball of fire the next but don’t get too comfortable with that. It will get you disciplined and not in a good way.”

  ***

  Owens cell rang while they talked and Owen reached for it. Liam was on the other end and talking so fast Owen was having trouble understanding what he said. He finally figured out that Alex had run away again. He was disciplining him for running the first time and the little son of a bitch safe worded again.

  “I’ve had it with the brat Owen. If you see him or if Christopher sees him tell him not to come back.” Owen sighed.

  “You’re not going to give him another chance Liam?”

  Christopher looked up at Owen worry on his face when he realized they were talking about Alex.

  “No Owen I’ve already given him another chance. If he’s not happy with me then….”His voice trailed off.

  “What about finding him another Dom? Maybe the two of you just aren’t a good fit”.

  “I wouldn’t put that on anyone else Owen. The boy is sulky, sassy and in my opinion not submissive material. I wouldn’t want to recommend him or give him to anyone else.”

  “Well I guess that’s it then. I can’t help but think that the boy is losing out. I hope he’s safe somewhere.”

  “I think he’s too damaged from being on the streets Owen and you’d better be careful with Christopher. He came from the streets the same as Alexander did although he seems to be a little better adjusted. Talk to you soon Owen.”

  Owen clicked off and turned to Christopher. “Alex has taken off again. Any idea where he might be?”

  “The lease isn’t up on my apartment Sir so I’m still paying for it. He has the keys cause we were living there together before Liam took him. He’s probably there. I don’t understand. He seemed happy when Liam came and got him that night at Lair. I hope he’s ok. May I call his cell Sir?”

  “Yes find him and make sure he’s ok Chris. Is it ok for him to stay at your place if he’s there?”

  “Yes Sir I don’t mind. I’m not using it and I don’t want him on the streets again.” And then.

  “Sir?”

  “Yes Christopher.

  “I was worried if he would be able to adjust. He sorta had a hard time Sir. Worse than me. But when he got with Liam he seemed to be ok so I stopped worrying.”

  He got his cell and called Alex’ number.

  Alex answered and just as Chris suspected he was at the apartment.

  “Alex what’s happened. Why did you leave again?”

  “I..I’m just not good enough Chris. Lucas is perfect and I’m just some street kid that Liam picked up and tried to make into a sub.”

  “But this is what you wanted Alex. It’s what we both wanted.”

  “I thought it was Chris but compared to Lucas I’m nothing. I’m useless to Liam.”

  “Will you be ok there or should I come over.” He looked at Owen who nodded his head.

  “I’ll be alright. Maybe you can stop by tomorrow though?”

  “Yeah I’ll do that Alex. Try to calm down ok?”

  “I will. I’m gonna try and get some sleep. I’ll be ok.”

  “Alex?”

  “Yeah Chris”

  Christopher looked at Owen and then looked away and said “Love you.”

  “Love you more. Christopher.”

  “See you tomorrow.”

  But Alex was gone.

  “Are you sure you don’t want to go c
heck on him Christopher?”

  “No he should be ok until tomorrow. I’d like to take some groceries over tomorrow if its ok though Sir. I don’t know if he has money for food. “

  ***

  But Christopher couldn’t get Alex off of his mind so later that evening :

  “Sir I am worried about Alex. Can we go over and check to see if he’s ok? He didn’t sound good when I talked to him”

  “Why are you so worried Christopher?”

  “I was thinking about it and something serious must be going on in his head for him to leave again. He seemed so happy when Sir Liam claimed him again so I can’t imagine what he’s thinking.”

  “Then let’s go check on him.”

  “Thank you Sir.”

  Rain is coming down in sheets as they make their way to the apartment and all that can be heard are the tires on the rain slicked streets. Chris is silent worried about his friend.

  “It’ll be ok Chris. Breathe. Your friend will be ok.”

  They sprint to the door in an attempt to avoid getting soaked and Christopher unlocks the door and calls out for Alex. He gets no answer but he can hear faint sobbing from the living room. Alex is lying on the couch with blood from his wrist pooling on the floor next to him. When he sees Christopher he holds his left arm up towards him like a child showing his parents his boo boo hoping for them to kiss it and make it better.

  “Alex no, no, no. Why did you do this? You said you were ok”

  “I’m sorry Chris. I’m sorry. I got scared” he sobbed “You didn’t come and I got scared.”

  “I’m here now. I’m here. I came for you. I’m here.”

  Owen was all business. “Move out of the way Chris. Let me see how bad it is and call 911 for an ambulance.”

  He didn’t know how long Alex had lain here bleeding. A razor blade lay next to him on the couch.

  “Do you have a first aid kit Chris and something to make a tourniquet? Did you call 911?”

  “I called Sir. I’ll get the first aid kit. Will he be ok Sir?”

  “It doesn’t look too serious but I’m not a doctor. “

  He gets the first aid kit and talks to Alex while Owen tries to stop the bleeding.