Ruger: Soulless Bastards MC So Cal (Soulless Bastards MC So Cal Book 3)

by Erin Trejo

  Her admission is killing me. She tried to save those girls. She tried to help them.

  “You risked your life to save them,” I say in a matter of fact tone.

  “I had no choice. There was nothing else I could do. I heard what they talked about. What kind of person would that make me if I didn’t at least try? I knew there was no escaping it so I did what I had to do,” she says as if risking her life was nothing more than a breath of air.

  I walk around the counter, grab her hips in both hands and lift her small body onto the stool in front of me. I lean down, pressing my lips to her neck. When she moans, I almost lose my mind.

  “You put others in front of yourself. You could have been killed.” Whispering against her neck, she sighs.

  “I had no-”

  Cutting her off with my lips, I shove my tongue into her mouth. Curling it around hers, she moans and wiggles against me. I don’t break our kiss, reaching in between us to unbuckle my jeans. Letting them slide to the floor, I’m glad I opted to go fucking commando.

  “Lift that shirt and spread your legs,” I mumble against her lips. Kira pulls back watching me before slipping off the stool. Shaking my head, I’m like a goddamn lion stalking his prey. I kick my boots and jeans to the side and advance on her. She’s not sure what to do. She isn’t sure she even wants this so, I guess it’s a good thing I’m making the fucking decisions. Kira backs into the bar when I step forward.

  “Where are you goin’? You think you can run from the big bad wolf?” I ask her, watching her for her reaction. Kira licks her lips and starts to open that mouth one more time but I’ve heard enough. I don’t want to talk. I want to fuck and I want to fuck her now. Gripping her hips in my hands, I lift her onto the bar, spreading her legs so I can step in between them. A smirk crosses my face I slide my fingers over her hips and down her legs. Kira tries to clench her legs together but there is no way with my body in between her thighs.

  “Don’t do that. You’ll regret it,” I warn her. Kira gasps, watching me, waiting for my next move. I drop onto the bar stool and spread her pussy lips wide. “Fuck, Kira!” She’s dripping wet and waiting for me. I can’t believe we’ve been in that room for this long and she didn’t even have shorts on.

  “Tell me that Hawk didn’t touch this.” I grab her pussy in my hand and squeeze making my point.

  “Ruger!” she squeals but doesn’t answer me.

  “Tell me, Kira.” I give her one last chance.

  “He didn’t touch me. I was upset about you.”

  Admitting that took guts. Guts I know Kira hides from others. I want it. All of it. I want to see her strive for something better in her life. I want to see her put the past where it belongs, and I want to see that light that I know she has inside of her shine for the whole fucking world to see.

  “I’m gonna feast on this pussy until the bar is soaked.”

  With that warning, I drop my head before she can react. I don’t forget the little chat we had earlier. I don’t give a fuck at this point what she wants. I know what I want and taking it is the way I’ll get it. Kira needs that guidance. She needs that reassurance that when she doesn’t know which way is up, I’ll lead her. When she is sinking under the weight of the world, she needs to know that I’ll pull her back up.

  One long lick and Kira arches her back off the bar. Fuck, that’s hot! My tongue dances and twirls around her clit but not quite to the place she wants it. Kira wiggles, angling her hips to get closer, but when I slide a finger inside of her, she screams.

  “Just like that, darlin’.” In and out, I stroke her to perfection. She knows I got her. She knows I can please her body. Running my tongue over her clit once more, I suck it into my mouth. Tugging with my teeth while my fingers still plunge into her, she tenses up.

  “Come on, baby. Come for me so I can get inside of you,” I growl before sucking at her again. Kira writhes on the bar top until I feel her locking my fingers inside of her.

  “Ruger. Shit!” she cries as her body gives in to the pleasure I’ve just given it. I lick and suck as I let her calm down. When she’s good and out of breath, I grab her hips and drag her off the bar and onto my lap. Gripping my dick in my hand, I position her over me. Kira wiggles her body until I let her go. She slides down my length and I groan. That feeling couldn’t be any better. Kira locks her legs around my waist as she slides herself around my lap.

  “You gonna fuck me, sweetheart, or you want me to get you against the wall?” Slipping around is keeping me hard as a rock, but I need to plunge into her. I need to ruin her pussy for anyone else.

  “That’s it!” I roar when she doesn’t answer. Standing from the stool still inside of her, I walk us to the wall. Slamming her back against it, I rock my hips. Kira’s head tilts back as I plunge into her. Fucking her like she’s never been fucked before. Her body molds to mine perfectly. Coming inside of her is pure fucking bliss.

  Chapter 15

  Whatever preconceived notion I had of relationships has been blown out of the water by Kira. It pisses me off too. There are a lot of things I can handle in life. Death, killing, hurting people, but feelings? I’m not always so good with those. Knowing what you want and actually having it in the palms of your hands is different. I knew I wanted Kira for a while now but now that I have her, what the hell do I do? I’m not the date night type of guy. I can’t sit through a two-hour movie popping handfuls of popcorn into my mouth and sharing a drink. I’d probably shoot the fucking screen or the assholes around me before the credits started rolling.

  I stand outside on the porch watching the sunrise of in the distance as all these thoughts swirl around in my head. The air is warm and thick with tension. Tension that I’m throwing out there. Small hands wrap around my waist before lips burn into the exposed skin on my back. The feeling that ignites inside of me is one I could get used to.

  “You’re up early,” I tell her. I know I wore her ass out last night. I fucked her on every goddamn surface in the clubhouse before dragging her back here and doing it again. “How you feelin’?”

  “Sore but good.” She giggles softly behind me.

  I let myself smile for the time being. I don’t know what is going to happen between us. Kira and I have a strange thing rising between us and neither one of us know how to handle that.

  “I’m goin’ back to get Shaw today,” I inform her. The plan is to drag his ass back to the warehouse I caught him at and see what information he willingly wants to give me before I unleash a few of my friends on his ass. And when I say ass, I literally mean his ass.

  “Ok. I’m ready.”

  I nod my head but I don’t turn to look at her just yet. I don’t know that she is ready. The things that happened to her aren’t things you can shut off in your mind. They aren’t easily forgettable. When I blow out a breath, I take another deep one before turning to face her. I need to see it in her eyes that she’s ready to do this. I need to see that I’m not going to lose her to the past once again. Watching that happen the first time nearly ripped my black heart out of my chest. When I look down into her eyes, she gives me a small smile.

  “I know what you’re doing,” she says, cocking her head to the side.

  “Oh yeah? What’s that?” I ask reaching up and tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear.

  “You want to make sure I’m not going to break again.”

  Nodding my head, I realize she can see right through me. No one has ever been able to do that before.

  “Your pieces are sharp. Pickin’ them up and puttin’ them back together isn’t as easy with you as it is with a normal woman.” My words seem to confuse her. She narrows those pretty brows at me and I continue. “You aren’t like them. You lived through somethin’ they never have and probably never will. Fixin’ a broken heart isn’t the same as fixin’ a broken soul, Kira.”

  Her eyes fill with tears but the smile on her face is all I need. I lean down, brushing my lips over hers until she slowly melts into me. I kiss her
hard and rough, just like this thing is between us. There’s nothing soft about it. We’re both fighting against the realities that we’ve lived with for so long.

  “You got company.” I hear Crow’s voice coming from behind me. I suck Kira’s tongue into my mouth and bite down a little making her squirm before pulling away. Spinning around, Crow stands there with a grin on his face.

  “The fuck you smilin’ at?” I ask him with a playful tone. Crow shakes his head and crosses his arms over his chest.

  “Not a goddamn thing, brother. Your boys are pullin’ up as we speak,” he tells me. I nod my head and let those words sink in.

  I called in an MC from out of town for a little help with the good Doctor Shaw. I figured if my big dick wasn’t enough, maybe nine others would be. Not many people know that there is a bike club made up of all gay men. I know them though. They heard about me and offered me a spot, but once I told them why I fuck people the way I do, they realized I wasn’t gay. Didn’t stop me from making a connection though. These are some big motherfuckers with even bigger dicks.

  “Thank fuck. If anyone can get him talkin’ it will be Spirit MC.” Crow chuckles, knowing exactly what I mean by that too.

  “You ridin’?” I ask him. Crow drops his arms and shakes his head rapidly.

  “Fuck no! You don’t remember last time I rode anywhere near them? That fucker Shank thought he could get a piece of my ass? Fuck that, man. No way in hell.”

  I can’t stop laughing at the memory. That was years ago. Shank didn’t know at the time that I was the only one that came close to them and went after Crow for himself. I thought Crow was going to slit his throat on the spot. It was funny. Even Kira is giggling behind me.

  “Who are they?” she asks as we hear the rumble of the bikes coming our way.

  “You’re about to meet them. Gay MC. Not a straight one in the bunch. Good fuckin’ guys though,” I inform her as I walk off the front porch. Just as my boots him the ground, nine bikes pull to a stop in front of my eyes. I watch as they all climb off their bikes, pulling their helmets off as they move.

  “Jesus.” I hear Kira mumble behind me. I cock my head and look over my shoulder at her face before I laugh again. I’ve been told they are some good-looking men. I don’t swing that way so I wouldn’t know, but judging by the look on Kira’s face, they must be.

  “Well if it ain’t Mr. Dick himself,” Stoney says as he walks closer to me, a smile plastered on his face. Stoney is the president of the Spirits MC. He’s a good guy that a lot of people know not to fuck with.

  “You know it. Pretty sure you seen it in action.” I chuckle, grabbing his extended hand and pulling him for a quick hug.

  “Damn, Ruger. You get bigger every time I see you. You eatin’ steroids, brother?” he asks playfully.

  “Fuck no. That one over there gives me a workout though.” I nod over my shoulder at Kira. Stoney leans to the side, looking around before he whistles.

  “Goddamn, brother. If I wasn’t gay, I’d take a piece of that,” he says, his eyes still on her.

  “Let’s thank fuck then ‘cause you ain’t gettin’ that,” I tell him. Stoney chuckles before the rest of the guys walk up. I introduce them all to Kira and watch as her eyes widen with each one that shakes her hand. It’s amusing to watch her like this. She looks like the young girl that she’s supposed to be - looking at men like she wants to climb them and fuck them. Not some broken girl that one asshole has turned into a fearful person.

  “You get enough looks in?” I tease her when I check the time. We need to head out if we want to lay low before the city comes alive.

  “I want to go,” she announces. Stoney turns to look at her before slipping his gaze to mine and back.

  “Oh fuck! You did it in front of her, didn’t you?” he accuses. Chuckling, I grab Kira and jerk her into my side.

  “It just sort of happened. She liked it. Fuckin’ got off on it.” Looking down at Kira, I see her cheeks redden but she doesn’t say a word. Stoney laughs and looks between us.

  “Suppose that’s why you got her locked down around you, huh?”

  “Somethin’ like that.”

  “She ridin’?” he asks.

  “Goddamn right she is. If you don’t see me, I’ll be in the back of the warehouse takin’ care of that sweet little pussy between those thighs.”

  Stoney bursts into laughter and motions for his guys to get ready. “Ruger, you’re one crazy son of a bitch, but that’s why I like you.”

  Chapter 16

  I’ve adjusted my dick about ten times since we’ve picked up Grissom. I can’t help it. The idea of fucking him until he bleeds sends a rush to my dick. It isn’t about fucking a man. It’s about the power it gives me. It’s about the mania that rushes my system. I love the adrenaline rush and all that comes with it. Watching Stoney’s guys tie him onto the pallet table they set up is killing me. His arms are outstretched above his head, his body bent in the middle. His ass is naked and in the air for all to see as a few of the guys tie his ankles to the legs of the table. My balls tighten as I watch them work. They are so fucking meticulous. The way they work together tells me just how good of a club they are.

  “Should we wake him up?” Stoney asks, noting the hard on pressing against my zipper. I nod my head before he moves and tosses water over the fucker’s head. He wakes and startles, trying to get free.

  “Nice try, buddy. You look like you like this,” Stoney says before slapping the man’s ass. I chuckle before I walk over and around the table so he can see me. Bending down so that I’m eye level with him, I grin.

  “Well, well, well. Did you think you’d see me again? I promised you would, remember?”

  “What do you want? I told you everything,” he says quickly. No, not everything.

  “Funny you say that. I caught you on a closed-circuit camera out back of here with some other bikers and a handful of scripts, Doc. You said you didn’t meet anyone. I believed you, but then imagine my surprise when I saw it with my own eyes. Now, I may not be the smartest man in the room, but that sure did look like you,” I say calmly as I motion to Stoney. One of his guys is already condomed up and ready to fire. Stoney gives him the signal and he steps up behind Grissom. No one warns the bastard of what he’s about to get. The guy slams into him from behind causing Grissom to scream in pain.

  “Keep a steady pace there, brother. Don’t want you finishin’ early.” I smile then drag my eyes back to Grissom.

  “Open your goddamn eyes and look at me,” I growl. He does as he’s told all while getting fucked in the process.

  “I want names and locations. I want the name of the club you’re workin’ with.” His eyes widen the harder the man takes him. Grissom remains quiet aside from the cries of pain.

  “Next!” I roar. The guy pulls out and Grissom relaxes like it’s over when another steps up behind him.

  “Don’t look so surprised, Grissom. There’s nine of them. Unlike me, they prefer a man’s tight ass to a pussy. You know what that means? That means they can go on and on all fuckin’ night like this.” With a nod of my head, the next guy slams into him. Screams fill the room as he’s fucked to hell and back. I take a step back and let him think about his answer when I hear Kira.

  “Ruger!” she calls out to me. No one bats an eye as they are fixated on what they want, but when my eyes meet hers, I know what she wants. I grin, grabbing my dick through the fabric of my jeans and walking toward her. Her eyes roam down and then back to mine, her lip sucked between her teeth.

  “This turnin’ you on, darlin’?” I ask her, stepping into her space. She nods her head and begins to remove her jeans and panties. She doesn’t give a shit that the others are here.

  “Fuck, Kira,” I groan as I strip out of my clothes. I lift her in my arms, sliding her down my length when I hear a groan next to us. I didn’t realize Stoney had moved back here. His eyes are on fire as he watches me take Kira like this. She moans and bites into my shoulder when I whisper in h
er ear.

  “Hey, baby. You got an admirer. I think he wants a little piece of your ass.” Kira’s pussy clenches around me. Fuck, I knew she was kinky. “The question is, am I gonna let him have it.”

  Sucking her skin into my mouth, she moans again. That’s answer enough for me. I nod over at Stoney and it takes no time for him to lose his jeans and mount up behind her. Stoney and I are about the same build and height and with the way I have her on my dick, he can slide right in and enjoy the ride.

  “Can I touch you, darlin’?” he asks from behind her. Kira pulls her head back and looks up at me, heat dances in those beautiful orbs. I give her a nod and she follows along. Stoney’s hands come to rest on her shoulders as he slowly massages his way down.

  “Thought you didn’t like females?” I tease him a little.

  “Not usually but this one… fuck, Ruger. The things I’d do to her,” he mumbles. I know that feeling! Kira makes me feel like that all the goddamn time. Stoney moves closer and I feel Kira tense up as he rolls the condom on himself. When he presses the tip to her ass, she bites into my flesh harder. Fuck, I’m going to come before we get this party going. I reach down and slip my fingers into her pussy further stretching her before pulling them out. Reaching around I wet her ass for Stoney, but he has plans of his own. Slipping his arm around her waist, his hand finds my slick cock. I slowly pull out of Kira, letting his hand run over my length, coating his skin before he pulls away. Fuck me! One good thrust and he is buried deep inside of her, Kira panting the whole the time.

  Rolling my hips, I begin the movements. All of usgroan at the same time. It takes a minute but we fall into a nice rhythm. Kira is on the fucking high of her life right now. Screaming, crying, and clawing at my chest. Fuck, if I knew it would be this good, I would have had Stoney come up a long time ago. We fuck her body like the goddess that she is. It doesn’t take long before Stoney’s hand comes up, wrapping around her neck from behind and giving it a squeeze. Her eyes pop open and shoot to mine. I give her a reassuring nod that he means no harm, only pleasure. The harder we thrust into her, the tighter she gets.