“Lizzy is getting married next month,” I informed him. “But now you mention it, I like the idea of doing this again to get free drinks.”
“Me too,” Becca added. I crossed my left leg over my right one and leaned back into Pup. His leather jacket was cool on my skin and it felt nice.
“Yo, Pup. You keeping all these gorgeous women to yourself?” I looked to the side to see two men standing there, they both had on the same leather jacket as Pup did. They must be his club brothers. One was tall, broad with tattoos covering his neck, the other was a bit shorter, he had a ball cap on his head and a pair of sunglasses were hooked into his t-shirt.
“Girls, this is Toes and Tat.”
“Hi, I’m Stef. This is Lizzy, Becca, Lydia and Stacy.”
“Well, hello.” Toes smiled as he sat himself next to Lydia. She was all over him like a rash and we were almost watching a live sex show.
“I need to go home,” Lizzy announced.
“Sounds like a good idea. Can I tempt you to come back with me?” Pup whispered in my ear as his hands gripped hold of my hips. I was shocked at how my body was responding to him, I had never had that instant connection with a guy before. It always took me a little time to warm to them. Maybe that was where I was going wrong.
“Are you sure you want to go already? This is your night?” I asked Lizzy. I didn’t want her to think that I was hooking up with Pup and ditching her.
“Yep, I’m ready to surprise my man with what’s underneath this dress.” She giggled.
“Do you have something to surprise me with?” Pup muttered, grazing his lips over my earlobe.
“Nope. I have nothing on under this dress.” I bit my bottom lip to stifle my laughter.
“We’re headed out,” Pup announced as he lifted me to my feet by the grip he had on my waist. “We’ll take you home first,” he said to Lizzy. He looked around the bar until his eyes landed on someone, he pointed to the door and the guy walked that way.
“Who’s that?” I was worried that somehow I had managed to get myself involved in some sort of freaky biker threesome. Thinking about it, it wasn’t such a terrible idea.
“That’s Jono, he’s going to drive us all home. Catch you guys later. Anyone else need a lift?” Becca, Lydia and Stacy shook their heads and waved goodbye to us.
“Where are we going?” I asked after we dropped Lizzy off.
“My place.” He turned his body towards mine and dropped his hand onto my bare thigh. “You still want to do this? Jono can take you home if you want?”
“I want to go home with you.” God, did I sound like a slut? “I don’t normally do this.”
“What?” He frowned. I turned my body into his more, causing his hand to slip to the inside of my thigh.
“Go home with random guys.”
“I’m glad to hear that.”
“I’m not the clingy type. I know that all this is going to be is one night.”
“We’ll see.” His hand trailed up my arm until his hand was cupping my face, he angled my head to look up at him before he devoured my lips. I couldn’t get enough of his soft lips and warm tongue. I wanted to crawl into his lap but we were in a moving vehicle. I’d have to practice some control until we got to his place; I hoped that it wasn’t far away.
“Pup!” Jono called. We separated and I looked out the windows to see that we were outside a block of apartments that overlooked the harbour.
“You coming?” I didn’t hear Pup get out of the van, he held his hand out for me and I slipped mine into his. He helped me out, I didn’t want to fall in the heels I was wearing. “Thanks, man,” Pup said to Jono before he drove off. Pup connected our hands together and he led me in through the main door and up the stairs. He unlocked the door and pulled me inside. Once the door was closed, he backed me up against it and crashed his lips to mine. I wanted to feel him but he had too many clothes on. I pushed his jacket off his shoulders and caught it before it hit the floor. I knew how protective bikers were of their leather jackets, it wasn’t a piece of clothing that would be tossed onto the floor. He took it from me and hung it up on the coat rack that was beside the door. I slipped my bag off my shoulder and hung it there too. I wasn’t going to need it, unless he didn’t have protection.
“Do you have a condom?” I asked.
“Yeah. Do you want a drink?” He looked into my eyes and I shook my head.
“Bedroom,” I murmured.
“As you wish.” I kicked my heels off by the front door before he marched us through his apartment towards his bedroom. I didn’t get a chance to look around. You could normally tell a lot about a guy by how he decorates and what things he had around.
“Now, let’s see if you were teasing me in the club.” He grabbed the hem of my dress and yanked it off my body. My hair bounced around my shoulders, covering my breasts. “You weren’t lying,” he mumbled as he trailed kisses from my neck to my breasts. He flicked my nipple with his tongue and I couldn’t stop the moan escaping. “Why did you have no underwear on?”
“VPL.” My hand sought out skin, I pulled at his t-shirt until he released me so I could rid him of some clothing.
“What the fuck is VPL?”
“Visible panty line.” He kicked his boots off and started on his jeans. I gazed at his hands, I wanted to knock them out of the way and do it myself, faster. I didn’t know why I was worried what he would think, I wouldn’t see him again after tonight. I was going to do exactly what I wanted. He would remember me.
I knocked his hands out of the way and dropped to my knees. I yanked and pulled at his jeans and boxers until I had him in my hand. He was hard, smooth and warm. I had never wanted a man more in my life. I licked a path from his balls to his tip before encasing my mouth around him and taking him deep into my mouth, sucking hard and flicking his tip with my tongue.
“Fuck, that feels good,” he praised as he gathered my hair out of my face. My eyes shot up to his and I didn’t look away as he thrusted in and out of my mouth. His eyes were darkening and I could feel the wetness between my legs building.
When he pulled back, I complained before he tore the duvet off the bed, picked me up and placed me in the middle.
“Now it’s my turn.” His eyes devoured me like I was a meal. I rubbed my legs together trying to get a little bit of relief. His smile was cocky, he liked making me wait; teasing me. He was obviously pleased with how our bodies reacted to each other. He placed his hands on my knees and pushed my legs apart.
“Please, tell me that’s what I think it is,” he asked.
“It’s what you think it is. It’s new so be gentle.” I had my clit hood pierced a couple of months ago and Pup would be the first guy to experience it with me.
“Fuck, that’s hot.” He didn’t waste any time in running his tongue over the metal and sucking it into his mouth. He kept going from my clit to my entrance and soon I was crying out from my first orgasm. His body disappeared and I opened my eyes to see where he had gone. His was rifling through a drawer and his smile grew as he grabbed a condom.
“Shit, I thought then for a minute I didn’t have any.” He laughed.
“Most guys just keep them in their wallets.”
“No way, the heat from keeping them in your wallet weakens the latex.”
“Wow, didn’t know that. Mine are just usually loose in my bag.” I watched him rip the packet open with his teeth and spit the packaging on the floor. He rolled it on and climbed onto the bed. He lowered himself over me and the heat from his skin made me crave him more.
“I don’t want to be hearing about you fucking other guys.” He growled. The look in his eyes was more than desire, it looked almost pained.
“Fuck me,” I demanded.
“Thought you’d never ask.” He winked at me before flipping me around and drawing me up to my knees. He wasted no time and was filling me within seconds. His size stretched me and I was close to coming again already.
“Fuck, you’re so tight.” He
pulled back and pushed in again with more force. I cried out from the pleasure and dipped my body so I was resting on my forearms. His pace increased and I gasped when I felt his balls hit my piercing, he didn’t let up, he kept going and I cried out my release within minutes. He withdrew and flipped me back around so I was lying flat on my back. He parted my legs and pushed inside me again. How had he not come yet? He had stamina that was for sure.
“Come on, I want another one,” he demanded. I shook my head. I didn’t think I could come again. I had already orgasmed twice in thirty minutes. His body lowered over mine, he took my lips in a bruising kiss and his pelvis rubbed against my piercing that was pushing against my clit. Fuck, I was going to come again. I wound my left leg around his waist and angled my body. His lips were still covering mine when I cried out. He withdrew and pulled me on top of him.
“Now, I wanna see you make me come.” He placed his arms under his head as I rose above him. I was still pulsing from my last orgasm and I was feeling sensitive but I wanted him to come with me this time. I rolled my hips a couple of times before I started rising off him, I lowered with force and his expression told me he liked it. I did it again a couple of times. His hands moved to his side and his fists were clenched tightly together. I knew he was trying to stop himself from grabbing at my hips and controlling my movements. I placed one hand on his chest and his eyes popped open to look at me. I leant forwards and moved back onto him faster and faster. His eyes focused on my breasts and soon he had my hair pulled into his fist and pulled down on my hair so that my throat was exposed to him. He kissed, nibbled and sucked. I moved faster and faster, the familiar tingling had started in my lower back. Shit, my head was spinning. I cried out, closing my eyes, praying that I wasn’t about to pass out. Pup’s hands grabbed my hips and held me still as he pumped up into me twice more before he groaned out his release. I fell flat on top of him, exhausted. I had never come so many times in one round of sex. It was amazing. He rolled me off of him and climbed to his feet before he yanked the condom off and walked out of the room. Was this my cue to leave? I willed the tears not to fall, I knew this was all it was going to be but I had never felt this way around a guy before. I flung my legs over the end of the bed and reached for my dress.
“What you doing?” Pup snapped, standing in front of me still gloriously naked. He had a glass of water in his hand.
“I’m gonna head home,” I quietly said.
“I’d like you to stay.”
“Really?” I smiled.
“Really.” He handed me the glass of water and I eagerly gulped it down. He tore my dress out of my hands and nodded at me to scoot back up the bed.
“Left hand side, I always sleep on the right,” he said as he yanked the duvet off the floor and over us. He pulled me towards him and I laid my head on his chest.
Pup
I jolted awake when I realised that Cooper hadn’t woken up. I glanced at my phone to check the time; eight-thirty. Then I remembered that Cammie had him overnight and I had a gorgeous woman in my bed. I rolled over hoping to put my morning wood to good use. The bed was empty and cold. I sat up and glanced around the room; her dress was gone. I slipped out of bed and yanked my boxers on before storming out of my bedroom to see if she was making coffee or breakfast.
The apartment was empty, her shoes and bag were gone too. Fuck. I looked around to see if she left a note with her number on it. Nothing.
Where could I find this chick? I didn’t actually know anything about her, except where her best friend lived. If I needed to, I’d go there. She was mine now.
My phone buzzed in my hand. I glanced at it to see a message from Holes.
Church, 30 mins
I used my thumb to scroll through my contacts until I came to Cammie’s name. I hit call as I walked towards the bathroom.
“Hello,” she answered.
“Hey, Cam. How’s he been?” I reached in and turned the shower on.
“He’s fine. He’s had some breakfast and now he’s chilling on the play mat.”
“I’ve got church in half hour.”
“It’s fine. Come and collect him after or later. Harley and I are just having a chilled out day at home.”
“Thanks, Cam. I owe you one.”
“See you later,” she sung happily as she hung up the phone. I climbed into the shower, not wanting to wash Stef’s scent off my body.
I was sitting in church day-dreaming as Prez gave out orders and instructions. I couldn’t get the gorgeous woman off my mind. The way she made me feel was overwhelming. I thought that Tanya made my world spin but Stef was something else. She spun it around and upside down. Why did she leave without saying goodbye?
“Lets vote,” Prez said. Shit, what the hell were we voting on? He looked at me and I glanced around the room at my brothers.
“Sorry, Prez. My head’s all over the place.”
“You not seen that boy of yours yet?” he asked. I shook my head and he let it slide. “We’re voting on bringing in a transfer from another charter. Toes’s younger brother, Specs.”
“He’s different from us but he’s like me; a whizz on the computer and getting info.”
“Different how?” Holes asked.
“He doesn’t like pussy,” he stated. “It’s all crazy if you ask me. How can anyone not like pussy?”
“Let’s vote,” Prez said, ignoring Toes’ comments. All of us voted in favour of bringing Specs in. “He’s in. Can someone get Jono to take my bike in for repair…”
“I’ll do it,” I interrupted Prez. “I need some work doing on mine. I’ll have a chat to the guys there when I take yours.”
“Fine. That’s it.” He slammed the gavel down and we left the room. I needed to go and collect Cooper. I rode my bike in this morning so I needed to go back home and collect my car first.
As I left the clubhouse, I heard a familiar voice.
“It was fun, babe,” Toes said as he kissed Lydia, Stef’s friend. There was a taxi waiting for her on the other side of the gate.
“Lydia!” I called out, marching towards her.
“I’ll see you around,” Toes said to her before he nodded at me.
“Lydia, can I get a number for Stef please?”
“She didn’t give it to you?” She frowned.
“Na, we were a little busy.” I rubbed my jaw with my hand.
“Um…” she hesitated. “Tell you what, give me your number and I’ll pass it on to her.”
“Yeah, ok.” I hated not being the one in control. I hated the fact that I couldn’t contact Stef when I wanted to. She had really knocked me off my feet. I typed my number into her phone as she watched me carefully. I couldn’t even try and find Stef’s number.
“I gotta go.” She waved as Jono opened the gate up and let her through.
“You ok, Pup?” Jono asked.
“Yeah,” I lied. I’d give it a day and if I haven’t heard from her, then I was going to Lizzy’s house. Stef would not be getting rid of me that easily.
“Hello?” I called out as I let myself in Cammie and Hole’s front door.
“In here!” she called back from the living room. I pushed the door open and Cammie was feeding Cooper his milk. His head turned to me and he stopped drinking.
“Hey, buddy.” I sat next to Cammie and she passed him over to me, along with his bottle. I slouched down on the sofa with Cooper’s back against my chest as he drank from his bottle.
“You ok?” Cam asked looking at Harley who was sitting on the floor watching a movie while sucking his thumb.
“Yeah.” I sighed.
“Talk to me. Come on.” I kissed the top of Cooper’s head before looking at her.
“I’m really struggling,” I admitted. “I don’t feel like I can give my all to the club and my son. Plus, I met this woman last night and she kinda knocked me for six.”
“That’s good that you met someone…”
“She left this morning without a word and I don’t have any
way to contact her.”
“You had a one night stand with her, why would she leave you her number?”
“Yeah, I didn’t expect it to be more than that, but…” I stopped.
“But?” She encouraged me to carry on with a flick of her hand.
“But she knocked me off my feet. She’s stunning, funny and…”
“Oh my god, did you fall in love? Overnight?”
“What? No. That’s not even possible.”
“Love at first sight is very possible. Look at me and Mason, and Heather and Blade.”
“Shit, I don’t love her. I just wanna spend some more time with her, that’s all.”
“You want a relationship with her?”
“No. I don’t know. Maybe.”
“Then try and find her. Don’t let her go.” I nodded, looking down at Cooper. How would she react to the fact that I had a son?
“Pup…” I looked at her. “Do you need help with him? More help?”
“Yeah, I think so.” I sighed, I hated feeling like I wasn’t coping and I hated admitting to it too.
“Have you thought about a nanny? A live in one? Then you would be available to the club like you want to be.”
“I couldn’t afford one.”
“Have you thought about staying at the clubhouse more? Than Lottie, Missy and Penny can be on hand to help. Lottie really loves him.”
“Yeah, it’s crossed my mind,” I admitted.
“Talk to Prez. See what he thinks.”
“I will. Thanks for looking after him.” I kissed her on the cheek before I stood up. I strapped Cooper into his car seat and waved goodbye to Cammie and Harley.
Pup
I had been like a love sick puppy all week. I never heard from Stef and the few times that I had gone to Lizzy’s house, no one was home or they were ignoring me. I had also stayed at the clubhouse for a few nights with Cooper. Lottie and Penny were being a great help but I didn’t want him getting too attached to them.
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