In Five Years (ARC)

by Rebecca Serle

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  Perfect for fans of Me Before You and One Day—a striking, powerful, and moving love story following an ambitious lawyer who experiences an astonishing vision that could change her life forever.

  Where do you see yourself in five years?

  When Type-A Manhattan lawyer Dannie Cohan is asked this question at the most important interview of her career, she has a meticulously crafted answer at the ready. Later, after nailing her interview and accepting her boyfriend’s marriage proposal, Dannie goes to sleep knowing she is right on track to achieve her five-year plan.

  But when she wakes up, she’s suddenly in a different apartment, with a different ring on her finger, and beside a very different man. The television news is on in the background, and she can just make out the scrolling date. It’s the same night—December 15—but 2025, five years in the future.

  After a very intense, shocking hour, Dannie wakes again, at the brink of midnight, back in 2020. She can’t shake what has happened. It certainly felt much more than merely a dream, but she isn’t the kind of person who believes in visions. That nonsense is only charming coming from free-spirited types, like her lifelong best friend, Bella. Determined to ignore the odd experience, she files it away in the back of her mind.

  That is, until four-and-a-half years later, when by chance Dannie meets the very same man from her long-ago vision.

  Brimming with joy and heartbreak, In Five Years is an unforgettable love story that reminds us of the power of loyalty, friendship, and the unpredictable nature of destiny.

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  Rebecca Serle is an author and television writer who lives in New York and Los Angeles. Serle codeveloped the hit TV adaptation of her YA series Famous in Love, and is also the author of The Dinner List, and YA novels The Edge of Falling and When You Were Mine. She received her MFA from the New School in NYC. Find out more at RebeccaSerle.com.

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  Dear Reader,

  It is my pleasure to share with you this early copy of Rebecca Serle’s In Five Years. In my two decades in publishing, I have never discovered a love story this fresh and unforgettable. I have never encountered a friendship story this moving and magical. I have never witnessed a book move like wildfire through a company in the way this one has—people have to read it (overnight); people have to share it (with their best friend); and people have to talk it about it (especially about how they cried and also how, for the record, they are not criers).

  With great poignancy and warmth, Rebecca Serle brings us the story of Dannie, an ambitious young lawyer determined to succeed in the big city alongside her best friend, and total opposite, Bella. Dannie is certainly living in the right place. Manhattan perfectly matches her energy and drive—and her reverential feelings about efficiency. Dannie’s a planner, and so far, her life is unfolding according to the plan she laid out long ago. On the night of her engagement, however, everything will unravel—and the only person who will understand how devastating this is for Dannie is Bella. Joined at the hip since elementary school, they have been each other’s family for over twenty years, and watching them navigate life’s twists and turns makes for one of the most touching and memorable love stories I have ever had the privilege of reading.

  So yes, this is a love story, brimming with joy and heartbreak, but it is definitely not the one you’re expecting. I hope these words inspire you to turn the first page of In Five Years, and that you will find yourself as swept away as I was. If so, I would love to hear from you.

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  Also by Rebecca Serle

  The Dinner List

  Young Adult

  Truly Madly Famously

  Famous in Love

  The Edge of Falling

  When You Were Mine

  For Leila Sales,

  who has lit up the last five years,

  and the five before them.

  We dreamed it because it had already happened.

  The future is the one thing you can count on not abandoning you, kid, he’d said. The future always finds you. Stand still, and it will find you. The way the land just has to run to sea.

  —MARIANNE WIGGINS, EVIDENCE OF THINGS UNSEEN

  Coming over the bridge to Manhattan.

  Pie.

  —NORA EPHRON

  Chapter One

  Twenty-five. That’s the number I count to every morning before I even open my eyes. It’s a meditative calming technique that helps your brain with memory, focus, and attention, but the real reason I do it is because that’s how long it takes my boyfriend, David, to get out of bed next to me and flip the coffee maker on, and for me to smell the beans.

  Thirty-six. That’s how many minutes it takes me to brush my teeth, shower, and put on face toner, serum, cream, makeup, and a suit for work. If I wash my hair, it’s forty-three.

  Eighteen. That’s the walk to work in minutes from our Murray Hill apartment to East Forty-Seventh Street, where the law offices of Sutter, Boyt and Barn are located.

  Twenty. That’s how many months I believe you should be dating someone before you move in with them.

  Twenty-eight. The right age to get engaged.

  Thirty. The right age to get married.

  My name is Dannie Kohan. And I believe in living by numbers.

  “Happy Interview Day,” David says when I walk into the kitchen. Today. December 15. I’m wearing a bathrobe, hair spun up into a towel. He’s still in his pajamas, and his brown hair has a significant amount of salt and pepper for someone who has not yet crossed thirty, but I like it. It makes him look dignified, particularly when he wears glasses, which he often does.

  “Thank you,” I say. I wrap my arms around him, kiss his neck and then his lips. I’ve already brushed my teeth, but David never has morning breath. Ever. When we first started dating, I thought he was getting up o
ut of bed before me to swoosh some toothpaste in there, but when we moved in together, I realized it’s just his natural state. He wakes up that way. The same cannot be said for me.

  “Coffee is ready.”

  He squints at me, and my heart tugs at the look on his face, the way it scrunches all up when he’s trying to pay attention but doesn’t have his contacts in yet.

  He takes a mug down and then pours. I go to the refrigerator, and when he hands me the cup, I add a dollop of creamer. Coffee Mate, hazelnut. David thinks it’s sacrilegious but he buys it, to indulge me. This is the kind of man he is. Judgmental, and generous.

  I take the coffee cup and go sit in our kitchen nook that overlooks Third Avenue. Murray Hill isn’t the most glamorous neighborhood in New York, and it gets a bad rap (every Jewish fraternity and sorority kid in the Tri-State area moves here after graduation. The average street style is a Penn sweatshirt), but there’s nowhere else in the city where we’d be able to afford a two-bedroom with a full kitchen in a doorman building, and between the two of us, we make more money than a pair of twenty-eight-year-olds has any right to.

  David works in finance as an investment banker at Tishman Speyer, a real estate conglomerate. I’m a corporate lawyer. And today, I have an interview at the top law firm in the city. Wachtell. The mecca. The pinnacle. The mythological headquarters that sits in a black-and-gray fortress on West Fifty-Second street. The top lawyers in the country all work there. The client list is unfathomable; they represent everyone: Boeing. ING. AT&T. All of the biggest corporate mergers, the deals that determine the vicissitudes of our global markets, happen within their walls.

  I’ve wanted to work at Wachtell since I was ten years old and my father used to take me into the city for lunch at Serendipity and a matinee. We’d pass all the big buildings in Times Square, and then I’d insist we walk to 51 West Fifty-Second Street so I could gaze up at the CBS building, where Wachtell has historically had its offices since 1965.

  “You’re going to kill it today, babe,” David says. He stretches his arms overhead, revealing a slice of stomach. David is tall and lanky. All of his T-shirts are too small when he stretches, which I welcome. “You ready?”

  “Of course.”

  When this interview first came up, I thought it was a joke. A headhunter calling me from Wachtell, yeah right. Bella, my best friend—and the proverbial surprise-obsessed flighty blonde—must have paid someone off. But no, it was for real. Wachtell, Lipton, Rosen & Katz wanted to interview me. Today, December 15. I marked the date in my planner in Sharpie. Nothing was going to erase this.

  “Don’t forget we’re going to dinner to celebrate tonight,” David says.

  “I won’t know if I got the job today,” I tell him. “That’s not how interviews work.”

  “Really? Explain it to me, then.” He’s flirting with me. David is a great flirt. You wouldn’t think it, he’s so buttoned-up most of the time, but he has a great, witty mind. It’s one of the things I love most about him. It was one of the things that first attracted me to him.

  I raise my eyebrows at him and he downshifts. “Of course you’ll get the job. It’s in your plan.”

  “I appreciate your confidence.”

  I don’t push him, because I know what tonight is. David is terrible with secrets, and an even worse liar. Tonight, on this, the second month of my twenty-eighth year, David Andrew Rosen is going to propose to me.

  “Two Raisin Bran scoops, half a banana?” he asks. He’s holding out a bowl to me.

  “Big days are bagel days,” I say. “Whitefish. You know that.”

  Before we find out about a big case, I always stop at Sarge’s on Lexington. Their whitefish salad rivals Katz’s downtown, and the wait, even with a line, is never more than four and a half minutes. I revel in their efficiency.

  “Make sure you bring gum,” David says, sliding in next to me. I bat my eyes and take a sip of coffee. It goes down sweet and warm.

  “You’re here late,” I tell him. I’ve just realized. He should have been gone hours ago. He works market hours. It occurs to me he might not be going to the office at all today. Maybe he still has to pick up the ring.

  “I thought I’d see you off.” He flips his watch over. It’s Apple. I got it for him for our two-year anniversary, four months ago. “But I should jet. I was going to work out.”

  David never works out. He has a monthly membership to Equinox I think he’s used maybe twice in two and a half years. He’s naturally lean, and runs sometimes on the weekends. The wasted expense is a point of contention between us, so I don’t bring it up this morning. I don’t want anything to get in the way of today, and certainly not this early.

  “Sure,” I say. “I’m gonna get ready.”

  “But you have time.” David pulls me toward him and threads a hand into the collar of my robe. I let it linger for one, two, three, four . . .

  “I thought you were late. And I can’t lose focus.”

  He nods. Kisses me. He gets it. “In that case, we’re doubling up tonight,” he says.

  “Don’t tease me.” I pinch his bicep.

  My cell phone is ringing where it sits plugged in on my nightstand in the bedroom, and I follow the noise. The screen fills up with a photo of a blue-eyed, blond-haired shiksa goddess sticking her tongue sideways at the camera. Bella. I’m surprised. My best friend is only awake before noon if she’s been up all night.

  “Good morning,” I tell her. “Where are you? Not New York.”

  She yawns. I imagine her stretching on some seaside terrace, a silk kimono pooling around her.

  “Not New York. Paris,” she says.

  Well that explains her ability to speak at this hour. “I thought you were leaving this afternoon?” I have her flight on my phone: UA 782. Leaves Newark at 3:48 p.m.

  “I went early,” she says. “Dad wanted to do dinner tonight. Just to bitch about mom, clearly.” She pauses, and I hear her sneeze. “What are you doing today?”

  Does she know about tonight? David would have told her, I think, but she’s also bad at keeping secrets—especially from me.

  “Big day for work and then we’re going to dinner.”

  “Right. Dinner,” she says. She definitely knows.

  I put the phone down on speaker and shake out my hair. It will take me seven minutes to blow it dry. I check the clock: 8:57 a.m. Plenty of time. The interview isn’t until eleven.

  “I almost tried you three hours ago.”

  “Well that would have been early.”

  “But you’d still pick up,” she says. “Lunatic.”

  Bella knows I leave my phone on all night.

  Bella and I have been best friends since we were seven years old. Me, Nice Jewish Girl from The Main Line of Philadelphia. Her, French-Italian Princess whose parents threw her a thirteenth birthday party big enough to stop any bat mitzvah in its tracks. Bella is spoiled, mercurial, and more than a little bit magical. It’s not just me. Everywhere she goes people fall at her feet. She is the easiest to love, and gives love freely. But she’s fragile, too. A membrane of skin stretched so thinly over her emotions it’s always threatening to burst.

  Her parents’ bank account is large and easily accessible, but their time and attention are not. Growing up, she practically lived at my house. It was always the two of us.

  “Bells, I gotta go. I have that interview today.”

  “That’s right! Watchman!”

  “Wachtell.”

  “What are you going to wear?”

  “Probably a black suit. I always wear a black suit.” I’m already mentally thumbing through my closet, even though I’ve had the suit chosen since they called me.

  “How thrilling,” she deadpans, and I imagine her scrunching up her pin small nose like she’s just smelled something unsavory.

  “When are you back?” I ask.
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  “Probably Tuesday,” she says. “But I don’t know. Renaldo might meet me, in which case we’d go to the Riviera for a few days. You wouldn’t think it, but it’s great this time of year. No one is around. You have the whole place to yourself.”

  Renaldo. I haven’t heard his name in a beat. I think he was before Francesco, the pianist, and after Marcus, the filmmaker. Bella is always in love, always. But her romances, while intense and dramatic, never last for more than a few months. She rarely, if ever, calls someone her boyfriend. I think the last one might have been when we were in college. And what of Jacques?

  “Have fun,” I say. “Text me when you land and send me pictures, especially of Renaldo, for my files, you know.”

  “Yes, Mom.”

  “Love you,” I say.

  “Love you more.”

  I blow-dry my hair and keep it down, running a flat iron over the hairline and the ends so it doesn’t frizz up. I put on small pearl stud earrings my parents gave me for my college graduation, and my favorite Movado watch David bought me for Hanukkah last year. My chosen black suit, fresh from the dry cleaners, hangs on the back of my closet door. When I put it on, I add a red-and-white ruffled shirt underneath, in Bella’s honor. A little spark of detail, or life, as she would say.

  I come back into the kitchen and give a little spin. David’s made little to no progress on getting dressed or leaving. He’s definitely taking the day off. “What do we think?” I ask him.

  “You’re hired,” he says. He puts a hand on my hip and gives me a light kiss on the cheek.

  I smile at him. “That’s the plan,” I say.

  Sarge’s is predictably empty at 10 a.m.—it’s a morning-commute place—so it only takes two minutes and forty seconds for me to get my whitefish bagel. I eat it walking. Sometimes I stand at the counter table at the window. There are no stools, but there’s usually room to stash my bag.