Searching for the Answers
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With that I turn on my heel and bend over giving them both the perfect view of my ass, pick my bag up and head out the front door to stand by the cars and wait for them. When they walk out, I can’t stop the smirk that covers my face, when I see how hard Aiden is, even if he’s trying to act normal. They both head towards me, and Aziel takes my bag putting it in the trunk and holding the backdoor open for me. He really is a gentleman, but I can’t wait to see him lose that calm exterior. I crawl across the seat, and hear him sucking a breath in through his teeth when I shake my ass in his face. Chuckling, I turn and settle into my seat and watch as they both get into the car with tense looks on their faces. This is going to be so much fun!
Aiden
It takes every bit of strength I have not to pounce on Lilith in the backseat, she really is a naughty little tease, I swear I can almost still feel her hand clamped around my hard cock. Groaning I let my head fall against the headrest, and I can hear her giggling to herself. This girl is fucking trouble! I really don’t know how much longer I can keep my hands to myself. Everything about her seems to set me on edge, and I’m at the end of my tether, if I don’t get inside her soon I’m going to fucking snap. I’ve never really been known for my patience, and Lilith is really fucking testing my limits. It’s got to the stage were I can’t stop thinking about being buried in her slick heat, the girl is driving me fucking loopy, and she knows it. I’ve never had a woman make me lose control like this, but I don’t care how desperate I look anymore, she’s mine and I’m hers that’s all that matters.
I close my eyes, trying my best to ignore her scent as it permeates the air around me, stretching my patience too thin for me to stay sane for long. As if she knows exactly where my mind is at, my breath catches when I feel her hand slowly making its way down my chest. I feel like a fucking little boy again with how easy she has me on the edge, this shit should be fucking illegal. Even as I complain though, I know that I wouldn’t change her for one minute. “Little dove, I’m really trying my best to be a perfect fucking gentleman, and wait until your truly ready to accept me. But if you don’t stop right now, I won’t be able to hold myself back anymore!”
I feel her lips next to my ear, and her hot breath fanning over me causing me to shiver with restrained lust, as sweat starts to bead on my brow. “Who says I want you to hold back, maybe I want you to lose control and take me right there on that front seat, where anyone driving past could see what you're doing to me. Maybe it fucking turns me on, thinking how hard it will be for Aziel to keep his eyes on the road instead of watching where your cock is driving into me. You have no fucking idea how wet I am at just the thought of what it would be like to straddle your cock, and use you until I’m satisfied. I need you Aiden, I don’t want to stop myself back anymore.”
Try as I might, I can’t hold back the moan in the back of my throat, as I twist around faster than she can follow, and drag her through the space between the seats. I spread her legs apart, pulling her down until I’m grinding my hardness against her, watching her enraptured as she throws her head back and begins to greedily swivel her hips. I slide my hands inside her top resting them on her waist, guiding her movements and enjoying the softness of her delicious curves. Everything about this woman is fucking perfection, and I groan at the thought of finally being buried inside her.
The feel of her thighs shaking around me has me growling in frustration, and I bring a hand up to her stomach, pressing her back until she’s leaning against the dashboard, Taking my time I work her top over her head, throwing it on to the back seat with her bra following quickly after, and the sight of her breast bared to me has me growing impossibly harder. No matter how much I want to be inside her though I take my time appreciating every little thing about her, I reach down unsnapping the button on the shorts she has on, sliding my hand inside and moaning at how fucking wet she is for me.
I run one finger down her slit, gathering her wetness and bringing it up to circle her swollen clit, causing her to lean into my touch. She responds greedily to my touch casting a spell over me as I watch her writhing on my lap, her body turning flushed with her pleasure. I really can’t seem to control myself around this girl, not that I’m complaining. I know that I’m growing impatient, but the thought of watching her cum around my fingers, gives me enough to hold on a little longer. I pull my hand from her shorts, and pull her to her feet as best as I can between my legs, sliding her shorts slowly down her legs and burying my face in the apex of her luscious thighs breathing her scent in. I sneak my tongue out, fluttering it against her sensitive flesh causing her to moan as she reaches out grabbing my head and pulling me tighter against her. She grinds against my face, causing a devilish smirk to quirk me lips, as I lap up her wetness.
She kicks her shorts off, pushing me back and I lower the seat more looking to her expectantly. I pump my cock a few times, before squeezing the base, making sure I don’t make a fool of myself. She doesn’t make me wait long before crawling her way back on top of me, grasping my cock and along my length, circling her thumb over my head before positioning me at her entrance. My eyes drop to where our bodies are connected, watching as she slowly slides down my length, bringing her hands up and pinching her nipples. I can’t take my eyes off her, in wonder at the beauty in front of me who isn’t afraid to take her own pleasure. When she’s almost fully seated on me I grab her hips and slam the rest of the way inside her causing her breath to catch, and a lustful chuckle to come from the driver's seat. Turning my head I give Aziel a smirk as I pump myself into her again, watching as his eyes flick between the road and where my body joins with Lilith’s, I move my eyes back to her loving how she’s looking down at me. It's finally time to show my little dove just how good an angel can be!
Lilith
I’m almost delirious with pleasure caused by the feeling of Aziel’s eyes scanning down my body, watching as I rock myself against Aiden. I’ve stayed away from my angels for too long, and I’ve needed them so fucking much that now that I’m in the moment it’s almost overwhelming. I start to rise and fall on Aiden’s length, watching every little expression passing over his features, as he tries to hold back from taking over the pace. The fact that such a strong man is completely giving himself over to me is an aphrodisiac, causing me to clench around him, as I grind my clit down against him.
A smirk spreads over my face as I get an idea and lean to the side, stretching over until I can reach Aziel, slowly undoing his button and pulling his thick shaft out devouring him hungrily with my eyes. I look up at him and find his eyes hooded and his knuckles white on the steering wheel, which only serves to push me forward. I position myself giving over control to Aiden and when he starts thrusting into me, I take Aziel into my mouth moaning around the musky taste of him as I keep pace with Aiden’s thrusts. Aziel reaches down with one hand, wrapping my hair around his fist as he guides me up and down on his shaft. The force of Aiden thrusting into me makes it easier to keep pace as they both use me to find their own pleasure, and I couldn’t be fucking happier.
Aziel pulls the car over to the side of the road before pulling me off his cock and sealing his lips to mine in a blistering kiss, I feel Aiden’s hand snaking up my chest and he wraps his fingers around my throat, as his other hand begins flicking at my clit causing my eyes to roll in to the back of my head at the sensations, making me moan into Aziel’s mouth.
Aiden picks up his pace, while I watch Aziel stroking his member and biting his lip as his eyes are glued to where Aiden is pounding into me. It’s enough to cause me to see stars as my orgasm claims me and I scream out Aiden’s name, feeling him pulsing inside me as he finds his own release, and draws out my own. Before I even have time to catch my breath, Aziel is pulling me over the centre console, and spinning me until I’m facing out the windscreen and slamming into me. My mouth falls open in a silent scream, as he pulls my hair causing me to arch into him. I feel Aiden's mouth attach onto my nipple, and he reaches down circling my clit while Aziel pounds in
to me at a bruising pace and all I can do is hold onto the ‘oh shit handle’ and enjoy the wild ride.
My pussy is so sensitive, that I can feel another orgasm rushing towards me like a fucking train as my thighs quiver. Aziel leans forward, clamping his teeth around the sensitive skin at the bottom of my throat, making me squeeze hard around him, he growls picking up his pace even though I didn’t think it was possible. The overwhelming amount of pleasure has me feeling like I’m floating, as his thrusts grow less measured and my orgasm crashes over me, causing him to still inside me while his cock twitches inside me with his release, as he pants against my shoulder.
Finally, all of our breathing heavy, Aziel lets go of my hair and peppers sweet kisses up and down my throat. I’ll never get tired of how much I need my guys, and how well they treat me, I can’t complain about the endless orgasms either. Aiden reaches out pulling me over onto his lap, and Aziel puts his cock away and gets back on the road. I can’t hide the satisfied sigh that passes my lips and I burrow in against Aiden’s chest with heavy eyelids.
He runs his hand up and down my back, and I just soak in the comfort of being loved so much. “Close your eyes little dove, I’ll wake you when we’re nearing the city so you can get dressed, but right now you look like you could use a nap.” I can hear the male satisfaction in his voice, and I chuckle at him as I make myself comfortable, slowly drifting off into a dream filled sleep.
I walk slowly down the castle corridor with a sinister smile on my face, listening to the cries of those dying around me. The pleasure of knowing that they were brought to their knees so easy all because of little old me has me laughing as I raise my hands in the air. I watch as black fire covers my hands, and I trail them across the walls letting the flames dance around me. I didn’t want to have to do this but they left me no choice, so what’s the point in blaming myself, why shouldn’t I enjoy what I’m capable of. Looking down I admire the blood staining the white dress that clings tightly to my curves, I almost feel bad that I’ve ruined such a beautiful dress.
I come across a group of young demons, and hearing the rushing footsteps coming from behind me I frown and cast a protective barrier around the children. I may be a fucking monster in this moment, but I refuse to sit by and watch children be caught up in the mess that the adults around them have caused.
The group of soldiers make it into the hall behind me, and I feel the weight of a blade forming in my hands, looking down I find a beautiful sword covered with flames and grin at the soldiers as they look between each other warily. I would let them live if they weren’t so hell bent on following orders from my uncles. It really is such a waste of life.
Lilith
I startle awake with a gasp, shivering at the horrendous images that are now burned into my mind. I’ve never felt as terrified as I did seeing myself like that, and I hope that I never have to see myself like that in real life. Feeling wetness on my cheek, I reach up and find a tear making its way down my flushed cheeks. I’m stunned at what I just saw, but what’s really getting to me is the fact I can’t tell if that dream was more of a premonition or if it really was just a nightmare brought on by all the stress as of late.
I feel Aiden’s fingers beneath my chin, as he pulls my face around looking at me with worry filling his gaze. “What’s wrong, dove? Your bloody shaking. Do you sense something or someone?” I shake my head, finally letting the rest of my tears fall, and throw my arms around his neck as I sob against his still bare chest. I’m so glad I have him here to hold me through my breakdown, I’m too confused to make any sense of what I just saw, all I know is I didn’t like it. Feeling vulnerable, I pull away and reach into the back seat, grabbing my clothes and throw them on haphazardly.
Once I’m dressed and feeling a little less exposed, I take a deep breath before telling Aiden everything that I can. "It wasn't something like that, I had a nightmare and it just felt so fucking real. Like I was actually living through what was happening. There was so much going on around me, but I could literally smell the smoke and blood surrounding me, it's just really got me freaked out. I’ve never had a dream like that before, that felt like i could reach out and touch the things I could see, it was kind of crazy."
I feel Aiden go tense under me, and when I look at Aziel he's gripping the steering wheel tight enough that I can hear it creak. I feel their turbulent emotions crash into me and I gasp at the mix of fear, worry, and anxiety. I feel myself slipping in and out of reality as they're emotions crash against me like waves. My heart is racing as I try to filter out the emotions that don’t belong to me, even as they wrap around my own fear.
Just as suddenly as it all started, it all abruptly stops and I'm left gasping for breath. What the fuck was that? I've never felt someone's emotions before and to be perfectly fucking honest, I really hope I don't ever again. That shit was just straight up fucking freaky, and I as I look between the guys bewildered expressions I can tell its not something that they've seen before. Trust me to have something wierd like that happen, I just really fucking hope it's not one of my powers. It's not like I've never heard of empath before, but if this is the type of shit they feel constantly, then I really fucking hope I'm not one.
I try to speak to explain to them what just happened, but no matter how hard I try I just can't seem to get the words out past the lump that's lodged itself in my throat. How am I supposed to explain to them that everything that they’re feeling just fucking floored me, when I really don’t want to linger on it any longer. Shaking my head at them, I let my head fall against Aiden, as I close my eyes and take deep breaths to calm down. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I do know that I don’t know if I can take something like that happening again.
This car ride went from sexy as sin, to a straight up living nightmare. I don’t really know how to process any of this right now, so I do what I do best, put it all into a box and set it to the back of my mind for cobwebs to form while I forget it all. I’m sick of all the new shit constantly popping up, the ‘shit Lilith has to work through’ list just keeps fucking growing, and it seriously makes me feel like I’m getting forward one step only to be thrown back three it’s throwing me through a loop.
I don’t want to worry the guys anymore than they already are, their coddling doesn’t help me with the things that I’m going to have to handle soon enough. So even if I don’t feel all that brave in this moment, I need to at least act brave for their sake. If I’m supposed to unite all the supernatural races, I need to be strong enough to handle whatever is thrown at me. Otherwise no one will listen to me, especially all the people who are completely against any kind of change. I’ve got too many things going against me, and I refuse to let it keep railroading me. I will not be a weak little girl anymore, not when I have the power to protect the people that are just like me.
How hard can it really be, I’ve got seven extremely bad ass men to help me out, who care just as much as I do about stopping all of the bad blood. Sure I’ve got a shit ton of enemies right now, but usually the types of people I’m against do anything to save their own skin once they realise they’re on the losing side. So all I’ve got to do is wait for them to realise that I’ll do anything to make sure they can’t stop me. I won’t keep letting shit overwhelm me, I need to be strong and they do saay, fake it till you make it so that’s exactly what I’m going to do!
Finally feeling a little bit better, I open my eyes, giving the guys a reassuring smile. “I’m sure it was nothing, getting used to all of the magick in my system hasn’t been easy, and with all the stress my mind will naturally come up with the worst case scenario to throw at me. I’ll be fine though no matter what’s still in store for me, because I’ve got all of my mates with me, that’s what matters right now.”
They seem to take my words at face value, and I let out a relieved breath, turning to watch out the windscreen as we quickly approach the city. It’s only then that I realise that Aiden is still sitting completely naked, and a blush covers my face
as I look down at his bare chest, I quickly scramble into the backseat and throw his clothes at him, reaching forward to slap the back of his head when the sound of his laughter reaches me. These guys really fucking tease me to much, I cross my arms over my chest turning so I don’t get caught oggling Aiden and a small smirk plays at my lips. I really don’t know what I would do without any of my guys, I sure as fuck wouldn’t be able to hold my shit together that’s for sure.
Lilith
We arrive back at the house a short time later, and I can’t really describe how good it feels to be home. That alone is pretty fucking weird for me, since I never thought I could feel so comfortable in any one place, but my dad’s old house has definitley grown on me in the best way possible. It’s like I’ve finally found where I belong, and I’m surrounded by the people who I care about the most, to be honest it’s almost too easy. I’ve never really had anything good, without something terrible coming along to rip it away from me, and I really don’t want to fall into a sense of false security. I keep waiting for the other shoe to fall, and take this all away from me, and I know that if it did then it would completely ruin me. Having something that I thought I wasn’t worth and getting a taste of it, only for it to be taken away would be beyond cruel.
The rest of my guys pull up the driveway a few minutes after us, and a small smile passes across my lips at how right it feels having us all together. I leap out of the car and bound up the steps to the front door, forgetting that nothing nice is going to greet me after Xilas’s escape, until I’ve already swung the door open to find the place looking as if someone turned it upside down. My face drops seeing all the things that Xilas destroyed, and the blood that still lingers in places, as the security team ambles around trying to straighten the place up. They all stop what they’re doing, turning to me simultaneously and I blush at having all their attention on me. Being the awkward fuck that I am, I raise my hand in a small wave causing curious smiles to pass over all of their faces, as I feel the heat of someone’s body pressing up behind me and their hand on my lower back.