Greatheart
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CHAPTER III
THE SEARCH
When Isabel came slowly forth at length from the hotel door whither Biddyhad conducted her, Scott was sitting alone on a bench in the sunshine.
He rose at once to join her. "Why, how quick you have been! Or else thetime flies here. Eustace is still skating. I had no idea he was soaccomplished. See, there he is!"
But Isabel set her haggard face towards the mountain-road that wound upbeyond the hotel. "I am going to look for Basil," she said.
"It is waste of time," said Scott quietly.
But he did not attempt to withstand her. They turned side by side up thehard, snowy track.
For some time they walked in silence. At a short distance from the hotel,the road ascended steeply through a pine-wood, dark and mysterious as anenchanted forest, through which there rose the sound of a rushing stream.
Scott paused to listen, but instantly his sister laid an imperious handupon him.
"I can't wait," she said. "I am sure he is just round the corner. I heardhim whistle."
He moved on in response to her insistence. "I heard that whistle too," hesaid. "But it was a mountain-boy."
He was right. At a curve in the road, they met a young Swiss lad who wentby them with a smile and salute, and fell to whistling again when he hadpassed.
Isabel pressed on in silence. She had started in feverish haste, but herspeed was gradually slackening. She looked neither to right nor left; hereyes perpetually strained forward as though they sought for somethingjust beyond their range of vision. For a while Scott limped beside herwithout speaking, but at last as they sighted the end of the pine-wood hegently broke the silence.
"Isabel dear, I think we must turn back very soon."
"Oh, why?" she said. "Why? You always say that when--" There came a breakin her voice, and she ceased to speak.
Her pace quickened so that he had some difficulty in keeping up with her,but he made no protest. With the utmost patience he also pressed on.
But it was not long before her strength began to fail. She stumbled onceor twice, and he put a supporting hand under her elbow. As they nearedthe edge of the pines it became evident that the road dwindled to a meremountain-path winding steeply upwards through the snow. The sun shonedazzlingly upon the great waste of whiteness.
Very suddenly Isabel stopped. "He can't have gone this way after all,"she said, and turned to her brother with eyes of tragic hopelessness."Stumpy, Stumpy, what shall I do?"
He drew her hand very gently through his arm. "We will go back, dear," hesaid.
A low sob escaped her, but she did not weep. "If I only had the strengthto go on and on and on!" she said. "I know I should find him some daythen."
"You will find him some day," he answered with grave assurance. "But notyet."
They went back to the turn in the road where the sound of the stream roselike fairy music from an unseen glen. The snow lay pure and untroddenunder the trees.
Scott paused again, and this time Isabel made no remonstrance. They stoodtogether listening to the rush of the torrent.
"How beautiful this place must be in springtime!" he said.
She gave a sharp shiver. "It is like a dead world now."
"A world that will very soon rise again," he answered.
She looked at him with vague eyes. "You are always talking of theresurrection," she said.
"When I am with you, I am often thinking of it," he said with simplicity.
A haunted look came into her face. "But that implies--death," she said,her voice very low.
"And what is Death?" said Scott gently, as if he reasoned with a child."Do you think it is more than a step further into Life? The passing of aboundary, that is all."
"But there is no returning!" she protested piteously. "It must be morethan that."
"My dear, there is never any returning," he said gravely. "None of us cango backwards. Yesterday is but a step away, but can we retrace that step?No, not one of us."
She made a sudden, almost fierce gesture. "Oh, to go back!" she cried."Oh, to go back! Why should we be forced blindly forward when we onlywant to go back?"
"That is the universal law," said Scott. "That is God's Will."
"It is cruel! It is cruel!" she wailed.
"No, it is merciful. So long as there is Death in the world we must goon. We have got to get past Death."
She turned her tragic eyes upon him. "And what then? What then?"
Scott was gazing steadfastly into her face of ravaged beauty. "Then--theresurrection," he said. "There are millions of people in the world,Isabel, who are living out their lives solely for the sake of that,because they know that if they only keep on, the Resurrection will giveback to them all that they have lost. My dear, it is not going back thatcould help anyone. The past is past, the present is passing; there isonly the future that can restore all things. We are bound to go forward,and thank God for it!"
Her eyes fell slowly before his. She did not speak, but after a momentgave him her hand with a shadowy smile. They continued the descent sideby side.
Another curve of the road brought them within sight of the hotel.
Scott broke the silence. "Here is Eustace coming to meet us!"
She looked up with a start, and into her face came a curious, veiledexpression, half furtive, half afraid.
"Don't tell him, Stumpy!" she said quickly.
"What, dear?"
"Don't tell him I have been looking for Basil this morning. He--hewouldn't understand. And--and--you know--I must look for him sometimes. Ishall lose him altogether if I don't."
"Shall we pretend we are enjoying ourselves?" said Scott with a smile.
She answered him with feverish earnestness. "Yes--yes! Let us do that!And, Stumpy, Stumpy dear, you are good, you can pray. I can't, you know.Will you--will you pray sometimes--that I may find him?"
"I shall pray that your eyes may be opened, Isabel," he answered, "sothat you may know you have never really lost him."
She smiled again, her fleeting, phantom smile. "Don't pray for theimpossible, Stumpy!" she said. "I--I think that would be a mistake."
"Is anything impossible?" said Scott.
He raised his hand before she could make any answer, and sent a cheeryholloa down to his brother who waved a swift response. They quickenedtheir steps to meet him.
Eustace was striding up the hill with the easy swing of a giant. He heldout both hands to Isabel as he drew near. She pulled herself free fromScott, and went to him as one drawn by an unseen force.
"Ah, that's right," he said, and bent to kiss her. "I'm glad you've beenfor a walk. But you might have come and spoken to me first. I was only onthe rink."
"I didn't want to see a lot of people," said Isabel, shrinking a little."I--I don't like so many strangers, Eustace."
"Oh, nonsense!" he said lightly. "You have been buried too long. It'stime you came out of your shell. I shan't take you home again till youhave quite got over that."
His tone was kindly but it held authority. Isabel attempted no protest.Only she looked away over the sparkling world of white and blue withsomething near akin to despair in her eyes.
Scott took out his cigarette-case, and handed it to his brother."Isabel's birthday present to me!" he said.
Eustace examined it with a smile. "Very nice! Did you think of it all byyourself, Isabel?"
"No," she said with dreary listlessness. "Biddy reminded me."
Eustace's face changed. He frowned slightly and gave the case back to hisbrother.
"Have a cigarette!" said Scott.
He took one absently, and Scott did the same.
"How did you get on with the lady in red?" he asked.
Eustace threw him a glance half-humorous, half-malicious. "If it comes tothat, how did you get on with the little brown girl?"
"Oh, very nicely," smiled Scott. "Her name is Dinah. Your lady's name isRose de Vigne, if you care to know."
"Really?" said Eustace. "And who told you that?"
"I should think that little snub-nosed person feels somewhat in theshade," observed Eustace.
"I expect she does. But she has plenty of wits to make up for it. Sheseems to find life quite an interesting entertainment."
"She can't skate a bit," said Eustace.
"Can't she? You'll have to give her a hint or two. I am sure she would bevery grateful."
"Did she tell you so?"
"I'm not going to tell you what she told me. It wouldn't be fair."
Eustace laughed with easy tolerance. "Oh, I've no objection to giving hera hand now and then if she's amusing, and doesn't become a nuisance. I'mnot going to let myself be bored by anybody this trip. I'm out for sportonly."
"It's a lovely place," observed Scott.
"Oh, perfect. I'm going to ski this afternoon. How do you like it,Isabel?"
Abruptly the elder brother accosted her. She was walking between them asone in a dream. She started at the sound of her name.
"I don't know yet," she said. "It is rather cold, isn't it? I--I am notsure that I shall be able to sleep here."
Eustace's eyes held hers for a moment. "Oh, no one expects to sleephere," he said lightly. "You skate all day and dance all night. That'sthe programme."
Her lips parted a little. "I--dance!" she said.
"Why not?" said Eustace.
She made a gesture that was almost expressive of horror. "When I dance,"she said, in her deep voice, "you may put me under lock and key for goodand all, for I shall be mad indeed."
"Don't be silly!" he said sharply.
She shrank as if at a blow, and on the instant very quietly Scottintervened. "Isabel and I prefer to look on," he said, drawing her handgently through his arm. "I fancy it suits us both best."
His eyes met his brother's quick frown deliberately, with the utmoststeadiness, and for a few electric seconds there was undoubted tensionbetween them. Isabel was aware of it, and gripped the supporting arm veryclosely.
Then with a shrug Eustace turned from the contest. "Oh, go your own way!It's all one to me. You're one of the slow coaches that never getanywhere."
Scott said nothing whatever. He smoked his cigarette without a sign ofperturbation. Save for a certain steeliness in his pale eyes, hishabitually placid expression remained unaltered.
He walked in silence for a few moments, then without effort began to talkin a general strain of their journey of the previous day. Had Isabelcared about the sleigh-ride? If so, they would go again one day.
She lighted up in response with an animation which she had not displayedduring the whole walk. Her eyes shone a little, as with a far-off fire ofgratitude.
"I should like it if you would, Stumpy," she said.
"Then we will certainly go," he said. "I should enjoy it very much."
Eustace came out of a somewhat sullen silence to throw a glance ofhalf-reluctant approval towards his brother. He plainly regarded Scott'smove as an achievement of some importance.
"Yes, go by all means!" he said. "Enjoy yourselves. That's all I ask."
Isabel's faint smile flitted across her tired face, but she said nothing.
Only as they reached and entered the hotel, she pressed Scott's hand fora moment in both her own.