Dreams Must Die

by J. M. Porup

  The time for dreaming is over.

  Jimmy Shade kills dreams. It’s his job. As a member of the elite Dream Police, he defends the Collective against that poisonous nocturnal ooze.

  But when Shade gets infected with a dream, he finds himself on the run from his former colleagues. He must choose between his love for the Collective—and the dream he cannot live without.

  Dreams Must Die

  Copyright © 2014 by J.M. Porup

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  Chapter One

  THE TIME FOR DREAMING IS OVER, the Collective boomed inside Jimmy Shade’s skull. NOW WE ALL MUST WORK.

  Shade exchanged glances with his partner, Kann. The two men crouched over a sleeping dreamer. Her dreams had sent shock waves through the Collective, that mental union of all humanity. As a member of the elite Dream Police, it was Shade’s job to kill dreams before they could infect anyone else.

  What is your judgment? Shade closed his eyes and stood before the tribunal, ten billion minds in attendance. ChemLob? Or unplugg?

  The entire human race entered the dreamer’s brain. Shade joined them.

  The dream hit him like a foul stench, a poisonous cloud of unreality: hopes and longings and fears.

  GUILTY, intoned the Collective. SENTENCE IS CHEMLOB.

  Shade opened his eyes and returned to the garret of the abandoned building. Around them, crude sketches lined the walls. The signs of a diseased mind, Shade thought. But don’t worry. We’ll cure you.

  He drew a jabber from his bandoleer. ChemLob—short for Chemical Lobotomy—killed the dream without harming the dreamer, allowing the afflicted node to be a useful member of society once more.

  How much happier she’ll be once we ChemLob her, Shade thought.

  Kann nodded. Happiness is to serve and obey the Collective.

  An image of Shade’s wife passed through his mind, and he wondered if she was happy—

  But he suppressed the thought. Memories, like dreams, were forbidden.

  The dreamer stirred in her sleep. The two men froze. If she woke while dreaming, the dream would surface into her conscious mind and they’d probably have to unplugg her. The more conscious a dreamer was of their condition, the stronger and more dangerous they were. Sometimes unplugging was the only way to kill a dream before it spread.

  Shade took no pleasure from unplugging. The look of horror on their faces! To rub the sleep from their eyes, and discover they were no longer part of the Collective, permanently disconnected from humanity! Joined at birth by brain implant to every other human being in the world—to have that taken away from you!—it was the worst punishment the Collective possessed, far worse even than the death penalty. Being cut off from the Collective always sent the dreamer mad.

  Is Linda mad? Shade wondered, unable to prevent the thought. Is she happy, where she is? If it weren’t for these dreamers… A blast of fury hit him. How I hate them all!

  YOU MUST NOT HATE, the Collective boomed inside his skull.

  Shade cringed. I know, he thought. It’s just I loved her so—

  YOU MUST NOT LOVE, the Collective replied, so loud this time his skull ached. HATE IS IRRELEVANT. LOVE IS IRRELEVANT.

  Of course they’re irrelevant, Shade thought. What is love anyway? A criminal impulse.

  The reprimand disrupted his thoughts. What was I thinking before? He puzzled over this. He could not remember. He relaxed, felt contentment sweep over him. I feel nothing at all. Completely numb.

  YOU ARE A GOOD NODE, JIMMY SHADE, the Collective said, in a whisper this time. REMEMBER ALWAYS: I AM WE. WE ARE ALL. WE ARE THE COLLECTIVE.

  Kann interrupted. Do it. Now!

  Shade refocused on the dreamer lying on the dirty mattress. She shifted under her blanket. Her eyes fluttered open.

  He slid the jabber needle into her neck and depressed the plunger with his thumb. The medicine entered her veins. She stiffened, then with a sigh settled back to sleep, a look of bliss on her face.

  Shade and Kann probed her mind once more. Her dream quivered, twitched and died.

  Let the infection spread no further, Kann thought. We’ve cured you. No one else shall suffer because of your disease. He got to his feet and stretched. One down, a hundred and forty-three to go.

  No time like the present, Shade thought.

  But for some reason he felt ill at ease. What was he supposed to remember? Something important…

  Shade and Kann worked hard until dawn, a standard eighteen-hour shift, until their thumbs ached and their bandoleers emptied of jabbers. The survival of the Collective depended on their efforts, and they knew it. A single dreamer—a single dream—had the power to destroy the Collective. And without the Collective, humanity, indeed all life on Earth, was doomed.

  The final suspect of their shift was a self-aware dreamer sleeping in an alleyway. A dangerous one, alright. Shade and Kann approached the man with caution. Sentence had already been delivered: unplugg. They paused, studied the motionless figure on the ground.

  Shade was not looking forward to this. A gust of sub-Crust wind howled between the buildings. A rat squeaked. The dreamer shifted under the garbage he used as a blanket.

  Kann motioned him forward. Shade moved toward the dreamer, but stepped on a crinkly food pill wrapper. The dreamer pushed himself up on one elbow, face obscured in darkness.

  Shade swore inside his head.

  He double-checked his dream shield. The skin-tight dream armor covered him from head to toe, and allowed him full mental contact with other nodes in the Collective, but prevented dreams from passing through.

  Kann checked his shield too. Unless you want to spend tomorrow night ChemLobbing the hundreds of nearby nodes this dreamer is going to infect, I suggest you unplugg him, and now.

  Unaware dreamers oozed their mental poison, a low-frequency nocturnal emission with a narrow transmission radius. But a self-aware dreamer woken from his troubled slumber—that was dangerous stuff. His dream could explode like poisonous pus for a kilometer or more, infecting any node within that radius.

  Shade reached for the unplugger on his hip, but hesitated for a millisecond.

  Never mind, Kann thought. It’s my turn anyway. After what happened to Linda… He left the thought unfinished.

  The dreamer sat up and looked around.

  Shade could not make out his face. Time for a double-team. He grabbed the man’s ears, pulled his chin down to his chest, and Kann jammed the unplugger into the base of the dreamer’s skull.

  When the man realized what was about to happen, he howled, but Shade held him tight by the ears. The unplugger drilled a small hole in the skull, flicked the disc of bone aside and extracted the man’s implant.

  A pulsing silver blob oozed out of the man’s head into the clear tube mounted atop the unplugger. The implant’s tentacles clung to the man’s brain, but the unplugger’s suction was too strong, and with a splatting sound the silver implant flapped against the inside of the tube.

  Shade slapped a med strip across the man’s skull and stood up. In time the wound would heal.

  The dreamer was another story.

  The two Dream Police watched the man warily. Every dreamer was different. You could never be sure how they would react to being unplugged. Some begged to have their implant back—which was impossible, of course, removal was as permanent as death itself. Others curled up in a fetal ball and cried. Still others turned out to be violent.

  Which kind of dreamer was this on
e? Shade wondered.

  The man lurched to his feet, wild-eyed, and staggered toward them, trying to speak. His vocal chords—never used, and unable to form the sounds he’d spent a lifetime hearing inside his head—struggled to do more than gargle and groan.

  In the faint streetlight from the window the man’s face became visible. Shade gasped.

  It was Frank. A fellow member of the Dream Police. A colleague. Shade had never worked with the man, but he’d spent many a convivial hour inside the man’s head, trading professional gossip.

  Dream infection was a professional hazard all Dream Police faced. A tiny rip in a dream shield, and wham! Dreaming in the gutter. That’s how it had happened to Linda. And now to yet another colleague.

  Frank rushed at Kann, but Kann side-stepped, stuck out his foot and the dreamer went down.

  A violent one, Kann tsk-tsked inside Shade’s head. Help me, will you?

  Unplugged dreamers had been known to gash out their eyes with their fingernails in an effort to claw their brains from their skulls, and so end the agony of a lifetime sentence of mental solitary confinement.

  We cannot let you hurt yourself, Shade thought. Every node is precious.

  He dropped a knee on the man’s lower back, grabbed his wrists and cuffed him.

  What is Good for All is Good for the One, his partner agreed.

  Kann hopped into the mind of an ambulance driver a few blocks away, and within a few minutes paramedics arrived. They wrapped Frank in a dream jacket and strapped him to a stretcher. In the unlikely event his dream was still contagious, the dream jacket, which acted like a reverse dream shield, would keep any dream energy from infecting others.

  Shade stared after the ambulance as it floated down the street, on its way to the Hall of Dreams, where Frank would spend the rest of his life in a padded cell. He had seen too many fellow officers carted off, raving, their implants still warm in an unplugger.

  It could have been me, he thought.

  Could have been any of us. Kann yawned again. But it wasn’t, was it?

  Kann pressed a button on the unplugger, and a small charge inside the implant exploded, turning it into a puddle of organic goo. He ejected the mass into a nearby drain.

  I wish we didn’t have to unplugg dreamers, Shade thought.

  We do the will of the Collective. Kann shrugged and holstered his unplugger.

  THE TIME FOR DREAMING IS OVER, the Collective boomed once more inside Shade’s head. NOW WE ALL MUST WORK.

  Shade and Kann summoned a passing moving box and rode down the dark, empty streets of the city. At the station, they summoned a flying train, and climbed the ladder up through the Crust and took a seat. They joined their mental energy to that of the other passengers and the train lifted into the air.

  Since the War, physical energy had been replaced by mental energy. The Collective had discovered how to tap the previously inaccessible power of the human mind. Each node’s implant connected to a worldwide power grid. Every moving box, every flying train, every light bulb was powered by this global network. Shade could direct his mental power in his immediate vicinity—to power a moving train, or illuminate a dark alley, but otherwise let the power flow freely into the Collective.

  Shade missed having his own police cruiser. Since he and Kann got promoted from street patrol duty, they’d had to travel incognito. A cruiser, machine guns bristling, tended to alert suspects of police presence. Arriving on foot gave their targets little warning. On the plus side, ChemLobbing individual dreamers was a lot more challenging than gunning down mobs of infected dreamers. Anyone could pull the trigger on a machine gun. Surgically removing errant dreamers from the Collective required a fair bit more skill.

  He gazed out the leaded window of the flying train. The Crust was black and flat as far as the eye could see. A kilometer thick, it covered the entire planet, from pole to pole and around the Equator. Every day the Collective added a thin layer of lead atoms, transmuting other elements to create yet more protection from dangers humanity faced both above and below. An acid rain storm lashed the surface around them, leaving fallout in its wake. Storm drains absorbed the water and sent the liquid below for processing.

  How many thousands of years had it been since the War? Shade wondered. He wasn’t sure, but felt it better not to ask—better to not even think the question.

  The flying train was made of the same black material as the Crust—solid lead. Heavy stuff. Flying drained his mental energy. Shade was looking forward to his daily six. On the horizon, a dim haze glowed through the fluffy nuclear winter cloud.

  Dawn.

  If only mankind could go without sleep! he thought bitterly. Without sleep, there would be no more dreams—and no more dreamers! Humanity stands on the brink of extinction. Just think what we could accomplish if we weren’t forced to spend all day hunting dreamers. Imagine—a twenty-four hour workday. How great would that be?

  You said it, buddy, Kann thought, and yawned. Time for a well-earned six.

  At the city center, the train descended, landing amidst hundreds of other flying trains. Shade and Kann climbed down the hatchway into the station, and pushed through crowds of morning commuters. Shade wondered what it must be like to have an office job. Working in groundscrapers that protruded hundreds of stories beneath the Crust, and hung, windowless, over the barren land far below, long since abandoned as uninhabitable.

  Shade and Kann parted, a brief farewell lingering in each other’s minds, and each went to his own dormitory.

  Shade got home tired but happy. He was always happy. And if he ever felt less than happy, the Collective soon corrected the fault.

  What a joy to serve the Collective! he thought. Such bliss! To be part of humanity in such an intimate and permanent way—how could he ever be dissatisfied?

  Sure, he lived in permanent darkness, sandwiched between a poisonous sky above and a radioactive wasteland far below. Sure, he worked eighteen-hour days, killing nodes whose only crime was to dream. Sure, the day would come when he could no longer serve the Collective, and they would recycle him.

  But what did it matter?

  He was a glass-half-full kind of node. Come to think of it, every node was a glass-half-full kind of node. That’s what it meant to be a node!

  Shade gave thanks every day to the Collective for allowing him to be part of something so much greater than himself.

  Ten billion minds heard his thoughts and purred in approval.

  I AM WE. WE ARE ALL. WE ARE THE COLLECTIVE.

  Shade took an elevator to floor -157 and strode down row after row of bunk towers, until he came to his own. He climbed up past ten sleeping nodes to bunk 11, and squeezed himself in sideways. His nose scraped against the bottom of bunk 12. He popped a food pill and water pill, and luxuriated in the feeling as they expanded in his stomach. Nothing like a good meal after a hard day’s work ChemLobbing dreamers.

  Thousands of snores filled the room. The unconscious thoughts of the sleepers merged with his own. Empty. Not a dreamer among them. Shade smiled and closed his eyes. Fellow night shifters sleeping the day away. Get their beauty six. Again Shade thought, what a pity the Collective had never found a substitute for sleep.

  As it was, the human race was fighting for survival. Without ten billion nodes working full-time, the race was doomed.

  ONLY BY WORK CAN MAN BE SAVED, the Collective whispered in the back of his skull.

  When Shade was younger, he had once wondered what man needed to be saved from, but the Collective’s reply had been so loud and furious the thought never again crossed his mind:

  FROM HIMSELF.

  His mind empty, his conscious clear, Shade sighed in contentment, and faded off to sleep.

  Chapter Two

  An alarm blared.

  Shade banged the bridge of his nose against the bottom of bunk twelve. He opened his eyes and stared into blackness. Around him, the noises of sleep. The alarm came from inside his own head.

  It was not his usual
wakeup call, the soft, drowsy GET UP GET UP GET UP WE MUST WORK OR WE ARE DOOMED the Collective normally used to revive sleepers at the appointed hour. This was more like a high-priority emergency siren.

  A proximity alert, perhaps?

  Unlike pure thought, which could link minds all around the world instantaneously, dreams had a limited broadcasting range—usually a couple hundred meters, a kilometer at most. Sometimes dreamers attacked, wandering through the streets, spreading their contagion. But willful attacks had been few and far between in recent years, and the snoring sleepers in the dorm had not awoken.

  This alarm was for him alone.

  Shade checked his internal clock. Early morning, still. He’d been asleep for less than half an hour. His limbs felt heavy, his mind sluggish. He needed to rest to better serve the Collective, to help save humanity before it was too late.

  What in the name of the Collective was going on?

  A chuckle boomed nearby, and Shade relaxed.

  Boss sat behind a metal desk of great antiquity—pre-War, Shade supposed, no one had used desks since then—and puffed on one of those queer burning sticks. Smoke trickled from his nostrils. Metal containers called “filing cabinets” ringed the room. Some sort of archaic database involving information recorded on processed plant pulp. The stuff cluttered Boss’s desk. Shade couldn’t help but laugh every time he entered Boss’s mental space. Paper! That’s what it was called. He’d never seen a real piece of paper in his life. Trees had been extinct since the War. Just imagine—a plant-based database system!

  Come in, Shade, Boss thought, without looking up.

  Boss wasn’t really the boss, of course. His position was the vestigial remnant of a primitive stage of human evolution. In the old days, an imperfect system of selecting leaders to represent the will of the people often produced disastrous results. Those leaders’ failure to do the will of the people was what caused the War in the first place. Under the Collective, every decision was made by consensus accord by all ten billion nodes.