Loving Raylynn

by C. R. Marcum

  “She’s with him. Paisley, she’s with Brian right now. I can’t Jax, I..I..just can’t. He’s gonna hurt her again, he already could have, and she won’t talk to me. Jax, he’s gonna hurt her and I can’t stop it.” She managed to get out before bursting into tears.

  Without a word, Jax swept her up and carried her to their room. She tried to stem the flow of tears, but the more she tried to stop, the harder she cried. Jax pushed open the door and carried her to their bed. He said nothing as he sat, still holding her close. He situated himself against the headboard and just held her, letting her get it out.

  Finally after what seemed like forever, she felt the tears subside. Jax was still holding her, running his fingers through her hair. She loved him completely and it was for reasons just like this. She took a long deep breath and looked up at him through her lashes.

  “There she is. Hello beautiful.” He said, pressing a soft kiss on her forehead.

  “Hi.” She said meekly.

  “Hi.” He said. “Are you ready to talk about it now or do you need some more time?”

  “I can’t. I said all there is to say about it. If I say anything else I will break down again, and I can’t do that. I haven’t broken down like that since my mom went…well, since I ended up moving in with Pais.” She replied, her head resting on his chest.

  She let her words linger in the air as she ran her fingers along the lines of his abs. He had been working out when she came in. She knew without asking simply because he was wearing his joggers, the black and blue ones that she loved so much. He only wore them when he was in the weight room. They laid low on his hips, and you could see his cuts so easily. He never kept a shirt on when he was hitting the bag, and she knew without looking that his knuckles were taped.

  She let her fingers play against his stomach, and smiled when she heard his breath hitch. She continued her slow descent down his body and when she found his waistband she didn’t hesitate sliding her hand under it. His groan resonated in her core, and she knew that there was no stopping now.

  “I need you Jax. Show me how much you love me.” She whispered, her voice shaky.

  There were no other words spoken.

  He groaned louder than before and grabbed her hand. She let out her own moan as he rolled her, coming to a stop above her. He used his knee to spread her legs, and he lowered himself down between them. She could feel his need on her thigh, his joggers doing little to contain him. He brought his lips down to hers and used his tongue to coax them open. The kiss was urgent, and exactly what she needed.

  She pulled at him, needing him closer. He responded by pressing himself against her and deepening the kiss. His tongue dancing against hers. Her body felt like a livewire, every nerve awakened by him. He rolled himself off to one side freeing his hand. He knew what she needed, and he always gave it to her. Without breaking the kiss, he let his hand glide down her stomach before popping the button of her jeans.

  “What do you want Ray?” he asked, pulling away just enough to look into her eyes.

  “You.” She answered, she could feel her emotions trying to bubble up to the surface.

  He smiled a cocky smile before pulling himself completely away and sitting up on his knees next to her. He pulled her down lower on the bed and without a word he freed her from her jeans. She watched as slid her panties down and discarded them on the floor before postioning himself on his knees in between her legs.

  “Tell me…” he said, reaching out and placing his thumb against her clit. “that…” his thumb began to rub her up then down, so slowly. “you…want…me…” he moved his other hand down his stomach and beneath the waist band of his boxers. “deep…inside you.” He finished, his own voice becoming ragged.

  “I need…” she breathed “to…feel…you” she moaned, her head tipping backwards. “deep…inside…oh my god…”she finished as the first orgasm hit her.

  “That’s my girl, come for me baby. Let me see how good I make you feel.” He said slowly, his voice soft. “I want to know how much you love it baby.” He said, moving his hand slowly.

  “Ray…tell me.” He said as the last wave rolled over her. He sat there on his knees between her legs, stroking himself. “I won’t do anything unless you tell me.” He said, his words coming out more and more horse.

  “Jax, I need you inside me now.” She panted. Her orgasm still lingering in her voice.

  “That’s what I wanted to hear baby,” he said, before hooking his hands under her knees and pulling her to the edge of the bed.

  The movement was quick and before she could say another word, Jax had stood. She watched as he hooked his thumb into the waistband of both his joggers and boxers. He smiled at her as he pulled down, just enough to free himself from their confines. His other hand still held his erection, stroking it slowly as he positioned himself between her legs and smiled that cocky smile that she loved so much.

  “Put your legs up on my shoulders baby, and try not to scream. Think you can do that?” he asked, lining himself up with her entrance.

  “I think I can manag…FUCK!” she screamed as he entered her hard.

  “No, I’m not sure you can.” He said with a grin.

  “Just shut up and…” she had to bite her arm to stop the scream from escaping her.

  “That’s right, shhh…Syn’s across the hall and Ty’s in the living room. I want to fuck you hard, but I can’t if you scream.” He said, pushing deeper.

  “Okay, just do it would ya, no more suprises.” She said, griping the edge of the bed for support.

  “Lets see if I can make you scream anyway.” He said before burying himself completely.

  “I told ya you couldn’t do it.” Jax said, pulling his joggers back up.

  “Yeah yeah, you cheated though.” She said, sliding back up onto the bed.

  “How did I cheat?” he asked with a grin, knowing full well how he cheated.

  “Don’t play, you know what you did.” She replied, stretching.

  “How was I supposed to know that flippin you on your side and smackin that ass would make you scream?” he asked, climbing on top of her again.

  “Cause I scream every time you do that asshole.” She said pulling him down for a kiss.

  “Oh yeah, that’s right. I’m pretty sure I knew that.” He said before his lips touched hers.

  “Yeah, you did.” She smiled. “Now would you kindly get your ass off me so I can get dressed.” She said, popping him on it.

  “Don’t start somethin you can’t finish baby.” He whispered before nibbling her ear.

  “You’re insatiable you know that?” she asked with a giggle.

  “If insatiable means that I can’t ever get enough of you then yeah, I know.” He replied before kissing her on the forehead.

  “Good, I’m glad you know at least. Now could you please get off of me so I can go shower?” she said, pushing against his chest and failing to budge him.

  “Fine, I guess you can shower. I gotta go finish my work out anyway.” He said as he moved off of her.

  “Okay, see you in a few.” She said, watching him walk out the door.

  She grabbed some lounge clothes, her ear buds, and her phone before heading out towards the bathroom. Her mind drifted to the events of the morning. She had argued with Syn, with Pais, and completely broke down in front of Jax. She opened the bathroom door and stepped inside.

  She peeled her clothes off slowly, and started the bath. She needed to soak, to let the hot water wash off the events of the morning. She sat on the side of the tub, naked, waiting for the bath to fill while she found a playlist to listen to. By the time she had found one, her bath was ready. She hit play, turned the volume up, closed her eyes and sank neck deep into the water. She never heard the door open.

  Ty

  “Ugggh, I can’t study anymore. My brain hurts.” Aspen said, throwing the notes on the coffee table.

  He could tell she was finished long before she said so, just by the way she was fid
geting. She always bit her lip when she was concentrating, but when she had enough she would tap her pencil on the table for awhile. She had stopped biting her lip about twenty minutes ago.

  He watched her as she stood and stretched. She was a knockout, even in sweatpants and one of his t-shirts. He could see the curve of her ass perfectly outlined against the fabric as she reached high above her head. She moaned softly as she rolled her head and popped her neck. The sound made his pants a little tighter.

  He hadn’t had sex with her yet, not that he didn’t want to, but because of Paisley. He had tried to push her out of his head, but she always floated back in. He couldn’t do that to Aspen, it wasn’t fair. However, Paisley had obviously moved on, having never given him a chance.

  Aspen could have left a long time ago. He was kind of an ass to her when they first met, but she didn’t. She really liked him, and he knew it. It just so happened that he liked her too. So without thinking, he grabbed her by the hips, and pulled her down onto his lap.

  “You sure you don’t want to study anymore?” He said “I could teach you a few things about human anatomy.”

  And the sound that she made sent shockwaves through him and he couldn’t help himself. He slid her off his lap and laid her down on the couch in one swift movement. He pulled his shirt over his head and dropped it before climbing on top of her and pressing his lips to hers.

  She moaned beneath him and the sound pulled him in. He wanted her, and only her in that moment. The kiss was deep and sensual, her hands pulled him to her, and he could feel her warmth against him. He slid his body down and beside her. His back pressed against the back of the couch. He used his free hand to pull her to him, and hooked her leg over his hip. Slowly, he slid his hand up her thigh to her hip, before stopping the kiss.

  “I want you Aspen.” He whispered, his voice husky in her ear. “Will you be with me?”

  He pulled back to look in her eyes, he wanted her to say yes. He waited for an answer, and it didn’t take long. She smiled, nodded, and pulled him back to her. He didn’t hesitate. He kissed her harder this time, and pulled her closer. His hand sliding up the back of her shirt. He was surprised to find that she wasn’t wearing a bra. He moved, pushing her onto her back and sliding himself between her legs. He slid his hand around, and gripped her ribs before making the short travel to her firm breas…

  “You two gonna come up for air soon or do I need to get the hose?” Jax said, leaning against the doorway to the kitchen.

  He stopped, and with a groan he dropped himself down, and next to Aspen.

  “Damn it Jax! I Hate you!” Aspen yelled, looking over Ty’s shoulder.

  “What? I was concerned. I wouldn’t want you guys to die of oxygen deprivation or some shit.” Jax said with a smile.

  “You’re an asshole Jax, you know it.” She spat back, before dropping her own head and groaning.

  “It’s okay baby, it’s not like I don’t have a room.” Ty said, before giving her a quick kiss and standing.

  “So, I guess this means we were wrong. You really aren’t gay. Huh, who knew.” Jax said, obviously trying to hold in his laughter.

  “Fuck off Jax.” He said as he grabbed his shirt.

  He didn’t wait for Jax’s reply. He turned and walked away. He hadn’t yet disappeared into the hallway when he heard the smack.

  “Ow, stop, I was just playin. Ow, shit, ow ok I get it!” He heard Jax yell. Aspen had hit him, and hit him, and hit him.

  All he could do was smile as he opened the bathroom door and stepped inside.

  He had to piss, and the semi hard on he had made it a bit difficult. He stood at the toilet and had just started to relive himself when he heard someone singing. The suddenness of it scared him enough that he screamed and whipped around to see what demon was there to kill him. Instead, he found Ray. Naked. Standing in the tub, staring at him.

  It was too late to stop what was happening. In his terror, he had pissed on everything around him. He had hit the sink the wall, the floor, and the shower curtain, which was pulled slightly closed.

  He saw Ray’s eyes grow bigger as she looked and saw what he was doing.

  “What the Fuck Ty. What are you doing? Put it away, and get out!” she screamed, splashing water at him, and trying to grab a towel at the same time.

  “Shit, I am so sorry Ray, I didn’t know you were in here, I swear.” He yelled, with both hands up. It took him a millisecond to realize that his dick was still semi hard and hanging out of his shorts.

  “You do now, get the fuck out Ty!” she yelled, still trying to grab a towel.

  He grabbed a hold of himself and was trying to shove it back in his shorts when the door flew open. He stopped dead in his movements and stared at Aspen who was standing in the doorway.

  “What’s goin on in her…” was all she managed to get out before bursting into laughter. She slid down the doorframe and came to a stop on the floor, never having stopped laughing.

  “Babe, shit I’m sorry. It’s really not what it looks like I swear.” Ty yelled still trying to put himself back in his shorts.

  “It looks like you pissed all over the bathroom Ty! So yeah, it is what it looks like. I swear to god if you got piss on my clothes I will kick the shit outta you!” Ray yelled having finally found a towel and wrapped it around herself.

  Ty shoved hard one more time and finally managed to get himself squared away. He could feel how red his face was, and Aspen laughing wasn’t doing much to help his situation.

  Raylynn stepped out of the tub and grabbed her clothes. They were still dry, so instead of kicking his ass she did the next best thing.

  “You are cleaning this shit up, not me. And if it doesn’t smell like lemonade in there when you’re done, I will use your toothbrush to clean the rest ya nasty little perv.” She said, stepping over the puddles on her way to the door.

  “You gonna make it Aspen?” she asked as she stepped over her.

  “Yeah…that was…funny shit, oh my god that was priceless.” Aspen replied through her laughter.

  “Yeah, hilarious. I swear, sometimes I hate living in a houseful of guys.” Ray said with a smile, before disappearing into her room. She hadn’t even closed the door when Aspen came bursting through it.

  “By the way, I’m planning on killing Jax in his sleep tonight, so you may want to sleep on the couch.”Aspen said, flopping down on the bed.

  “Ok first, why are you killing Jax? Second, you do realize what we do on that bed right?”she asked pulling her sweats on.

  “First, gross.” Aspen said standing “and second, Ty and I were getting a little hot on the couch, and it wasn’t like anything he’s ever done before, so I really think he was finally gonna…ya know…but nooo, Jax had to rudely interrupt us. I swear to god I will end him if Ty doesn’t pick up where he left off.”

  “Wait, you guys were on the couch?”

  “Yeah, so.”

  “Yeah, well if it hadn’t been Jax, it would’ve been one of the other guys, but I’ll let him know that he’s a dead man if Ty doesn’t put out soon.” She said with a giggle.

  “Thank you. Now I have to go take a shower myself.” Aspen said before she turned and bounced out of the room.

  All she could do was laugh. This day just kept getting better and better.

  The events of the morning had quickly faded to memory as Raylynn made her way to the kitchen. It was already four thirty and she needed to get dinner done. The guys had quickly fell into the routine of being home by six. It hadn’t taken more than a few days to get them to that point.

  She reached the kitchen just in time to see Jax grabbing a beer from the fridge. He was sweating, and it made his skin shine. With a shake of her head, she approached him, put on her mad face, and popped him on the back of his head.

  “Ow, the hell was that for?”

  “So, Aspen plans on killing you tonight, any idea why?” she asked, her arms folded across her chest.

  “Nope, not a clue.” He said
with a smile, leaning against the counter.

  “See, I think ya do. In fact, I know ya do, and I know this because of that shit eating grin you have plastered on your face right now.” She said, popping him again. “You cock blocked Ty, seriously. Like it hasn’t taken that boy forever to even attempt to sleep with her.” She said, popping him yet again.

  “Shit, can you stop hitting me now please? I’m sorry.” He said, pulling her close against him.

  “You should be.”

  “I am, now before you hit me again, I need to tell you something.” He said, holding her hands in his.

  “Oh no, I don’t like the sound of that. What? What happened?” She asked, pulling back to look him in the eye.

  “No, it’s nothing bad, or major. I just have to go on a pickup with Drake tonight. I won’t be gone more than a day or two, and Syn will be here to look out for ya.” He said dropping her hands and waiting.

  “I don’t need a babysitter Jax, I’m a big girl.” She said, before popping him one last time. “Now go, I gotta start dinner and you need to pack.” She finished, pushing him out of the kitchen.

  “I like it when you’re pushy.” He said, before heading out of the room.

  Once he had left, she pulled her hair up, and got to work. It didn’t take long for the whole house to smell like roasted chicken. The fragrance wafted through the house and brought everyone from their rooms. Well, everyone except Lucas who wasn’t home.

  “Smells great Ray.” Drake said as he grabbed a couple beers from the fridge and offered her one.

  “Thanks,” she said taking it. “I’m glad you think so.”

  “Think so what?” Aspen asked before pulling herself up onto the counter.

  “Dinner smells great babe.” Jax said from somewhere behind her.

  “Yeah, it does.” Syn said with a smile pushing Jax in the arm.

  The kitchen filled quickly, everyone taking their seats at the table and talking. Ray looked at the clock on the stove, it read five-fifty-nine. Lucas wouldn’t be home.

  She plated each of their food, one at a time. They all stood behind her in a line and waited. Every time she saw them like this she smiled. It always seemed like dinner made everyone happier. She had just finished plating her own when she heard the door slam. Lucas came around the corner, a big smile on his face.