Long Live The King Anthology: Fifteen Steamy Contemporary Royal Romances
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“Thanks,” I mutter, dropping into the most magical chair I’ve ever sat in.
I turn my face away so I can hide the look of pure bliss I must have. God, I would sleep in this chair. I would live in it. The thick leather cushions cradle my body like a cloud.
“Comfortable?” he asks casually, laughter in his voice. He knows. Of course he does.
He sits across from me, all business. “How many cards?”
Now I see the point of the chairs. They’re a distraction, like his movie star smile. Keeping me from seeing what’s underneath. “What game do you play?”
He smiles. “I play all of them, baby. I want to know which one you like.”
Awareness rushes over my skin, smooth as water down my arms, my back. I can’t help the shiver that comes, his words a sensual caress. “Five,” I tell him, my voice faint.
“A classic,” he says, sounding pleased.
Of course I immediately regret the decision. Anything that makes him happy must be bad.
He pulls a fresh deck from a little shelf under the table, the plastic wrapper glinting off the lamp overhead. His hands are strong but deft, tugging the little blue strip with practiced ease. The wrapper comes off, discarded into a small leather wastebin.
The scent of new paper and whatever glue coats the cards fills the small space as he pulls out the deck. His hands move impossibly fast, shuffling the cards with intimate knowledge. The same intimate knowledge I imagine he has with women.
You’re a woman, my mind helpfully supplies.
Damon Scott won’t be intimate with any part of my body. Not if I win this game.
There’s a sense of loss about that, but also power—because I’ll be the one to decide my fate.
He deals the cards so fast they look like blades through the air, flying into two neat piles in front of us. I stare at the classic red designs, the nondescript backs hiding their numbers and their suits, my stomach as small and hard as a rock. How did I get here so fast?
“Shouldn’t we have chips?” I ask, because I’d like to count something right now.
“I don’t think we need them,” he says, his voice smooth and certain. “We won’t play long enough for that. One hand should do it, I think.”
The knot in my throat makes it hard to swallow. “One hand?”
He smiles that stupid-beautiful smile. “Luck of the draw.”
One hand means I won’t be able to count the cards. There’s only what I have. Not enough to be statistically significant. Does he know that I can count cards? I was sure he wouldn’t know. Being able to do advanced calculus in theory doesn’t mean you have perfect recall.
Or maybe his insistence on one hand has nothing to do with counting.
Maybe he doesn’t want to waste time before claiming me.
My gaze somehow strays to his throat, to the place at the collar of his shirt, tanned skin and a hint of dark hair. Such a personal detail to show in public. Then again we’re not in public. No, this is very private. Enough to make my breath come faster.
“Fine,” I say, wanting this to be over more than I want to win.
No, I can still do this. My odds are as good as his—better, because I can at least count what I see.
“Aces high or low,” he adds. “No wild cards.”
I pick up my cards and look at them. A pair of jacks. Not the worst hand. Not the best.
The other three cards are all spades, which is exciting in another way. If I were to turn in my jacks, I might get back two spades. And that would be a strong hand. Probably a winning one.
Damon lifts only the corner of his cards, glancing at them briefly before pushing them back down on the table. It’s the kind of move only an experienced player could do, whereas I’m holding mine upright, my hands almost trembling. I push them down onto the table, clumsy.
He leans forward, his dark eyes large in the dim light. “Now that we’ve seen our cards, we could up our bet. Do you want to call, baby genius?”
The nickname plants itself inside me, some deep buried seed that finds new life. “Don’t call me that. And I thought you were already taking everything, if you win. What else could I give you?”
“A kiss,” he says, seeming contented as if he’s already won. “And it wouldn’t be something I would take. You would give it to me.”
I stare at him, more shocked than I should be. Sex. I had offered him sex, and he turned me down. Because he isn’t like his father. And I suppose that’s still true. I doubt Jonathan Scott would ever ask for a kiss.
Somehow I could keep a serious face when we were talking about sex, but the suggestion of a kiss brings heat to my cheeks. “You want me to kiss you?”
“Anywhere you like.”
“Your cheek,” I say immediately, but it doesn’t feel as innocent as I meant it. Not when I imagine that dark stubble against my lips, the scent of him up close, the taste of his skin burrowing deep.
He laughs, enjoying himself more than is decent. Really, nothing about him is decent. “Your choice. And if you’re calling the bet, that means I have to put something more in. What would you like?”
Definitely not a kiss, even if my imagination whispers that I might like it. “My father’s debt.”
“Ten thousand dollars for a kiss,” he says, his voice thoughtful.
My chest burns at the implication that I’m for sale. That even if I were for sale, that I’d be worth that much. I feel more like an object than a person. Except I’m not the one who started me down this path. Damon did that himself, when he proposed taking me instead of Daddy’s debt.
You know that Daddy is the reason you’re in this mess.
My mind needs to be quiet sometimes.
“Take it or leave it,” I say, sounding unconcerned.
He makes a sound, kind of tortured, like I just said something sexy. I didn’t say anything provocative, at least I didn’t think so, but he seems to like it when I challenge him. It’s enough to make me want to stop… but not really, because I’m going to fight to my last breath.
“Take it,” he says, sounding almost cheerful as he pushes in his entire hand.
My breath catches. “All of them?”
That means he has a terrible hand. It also means that he could have anything on the next round. Most people think of randomness as favoring chaos. That he wouldn’t be likely to get something strong in a single hand. But really the odds are about the same to get a strong hand as a weak.
“Every last one.”
True randomness doesn’t play favorites.
It’s just as likely to give you fifty heads in a row than an equal split of heads and tails. Then again we don’t have a truly random sample, not with us holding ten out of fifty-two cards. Whatever he picks up won’t be any of these. I bite my lip, running through numbers in my head, determined to make use of what little data I have, running simulations in these precious few seconds.
“God, you’re incredible,” he says, sounding reverent.
Only then do I realize I’d been lost in thought.
And he’s staring at me, intent and for once serious. Brennan had looked at me that way and called me pretty. Damon looked at me like I was some other creature, more than a human—a goddess.
“Three for me,” I say, taking the safer bet. That means keeping my jacks and pushing the rest back. Giving up any chance of a flush, because then I could end up with nothing at all.
Damon deals the cards with swift utility, the same way Brennan looks when he uses a wrench. It’s simply a tool, one he’s deeply familiar with. One he uses on a daily basis.
Only then do I realize my fatal flaw. No matter how many numbers I have, Damon has something stronger. He has a lifetime of experience. Of knowledge and instinct. The subconscious mind can filter far more information than we fully understand. He can make a call based on his gut.
Then again I’m not sure what possible instinct could make him send all the cards back.
I pick up my three new cards, along w
ith my original two.
The first two dealt are spades, exactly what I would have needed to complete a flush. No additional pairs or jacks, which means I’m left with my original single pair.
My heart sinks. I struggle to keep my expression blank, not to reveal anything even though this is the only hand we’ll play. It seems important that he not know my weakness, whether I win or lose.
Oh God, what if I lose? What reckless impulse possessed me to agree to this game?
Actually you’re the one who suggested it.
“What do you have?” Damon asks, all politeness now.
“You first,” I say, pushing off reckoning as long as possible.
If he has three of a kind or a straight, I’ll never forgive myself. I could have had more, if only I had risked more. Is this how Daddy gets in deep, always chasing a bigger pot, hating himself when he plays safe?
Damon turns over his cards one by one. An ace of hearts. A queen of clubs. A ten of hearts. A three of spades. So far the cards make nothing, but if he has an ace or a queen in his hand I’m done.
I’ll be sleeping in this house tonight. Maybe even in his bed.
Bile rises in my throat, because it doesn’t matter how handsome his face or how strong his body. Ownership would be the ultimate loss. It doesn’t matter if he brings my body pleasure, not if my mind’s trapped in a cage.
He flips the card. A ten.
The breath I’m holding rushes out. “Oh, thank God.”
His expression is even as he says. “Let’s see them, baby.”
With shaking hands I let the cards tumble over, all at once. My pair of jacks beats the tens, but not by much. Everything feels over sharp, the quiet hum of the house outrageously loud. Adrenaline, I realize. This is the rush. This is why Damon plays the game. Why he loves it, even when he loses.
He curses softly. “Call me the moment you see him. Don’t serve him coffee. Don’t bring him pie. Don’t do a damn thing but pick up the phone and call me when he comes back.”
Chapter Thirteen
It’s on the next Thursday night that I hear it—the tumble of a pebble on cement.
Someone’s following me in the darkness, the streetlamps busted long ago. It’s a strange feeling to wish to be mugged. To long for a faceless villain in a city full of them.
Anyone but Jonathan Scott.
I’m halfway between the diner and home. I weigh the options between one breath and the next. The diner is more public, more lighted, more known. But the apartment has a lock.
Footsteps echo mine, and I know he’s getting closer.
I move faster over the broken sidewalk, keeping my head low as if I’m in a storm. It rained earlier that night, but it had cleared up. There’s no storm except inside my mind.
Don’t fight them. It only makes it worse.
A shiver takes my whole body, despite the muggy night air.
The devil himself is behind me. Even if he’ll catch me, I have to fight. I have to run. I sprint down the sidewalk, not even pretending anymore. I don’t think he’s close, not when I reach my building, but it doesn’t matter. He must know where I live.
I reach my apartment and slam the door, relieved to have made it in time.
In the kitchen I grab the cream-colored phone with its tangled spiral cord. The number comes to me by heart. I only had to see it once to remember it forever.
He answers on the second ring. “Penny?”
“He’s here.” Only then do I realize I’m out of breath, my lungs burning. “He followed me home.”
“In your apartment?”
“No,” I say on a harsh breath.
A knock comes at the door, loud and hard enough to shake the walls.
“Oh no,” I whisper.
“Stay there,” Damon says, his voice as sharp as a blade. “Wait for me. I’m coming.”
Daddy blinks at me from his recliner, clearly woken from a nap. His eyes are cloudy, as if he took the pain meds for his knee. As if he took too many pain meds. “Who is it?”
I don’t know whether he means the door or the phone. I shake my head, clinging to the receiver with both hands. “How far are you?” I whisper.
He swears. “Farther than I should be. He must have planned this. He left breadcrumbs out of the city.”
“You’re not close,” I say, the note of finality harsh to my own ears.
Damon says more about how he’s on his way, about holding on. It all mixes with the chaos in my head, the sound of rising water, the sound of currents swirling around me. The line goes dead. There’s no help. No time.
Another knock, at almost the exact same volume.
“Penny?” Daddy says, his face gone pale.
“It’s Jonathan Scott.”
Surprise flickers across his face. “He’s here?”
Blood pumps through my veins. My body fights what’s happening as much as my mind.
Don’t fight them. Except I can’t seem to stop.
“Open it,” Daddy says, his voice fearful now. “It will be worse if we don’t.”
I leave the chain in place while I open the door, a feeble defense. A sliver of Jonathan Scott appears, as slick and as smooth as ever. “You,” I say, surprised my voice doesn’t tremble.
“Me. May I come inside?” It’s not really a question.
“Who are you?” I say, because I’m stalling. I want Damon to magically appear in the dimly lit hallway, but he won’t. He won’t make it in time. What will happen without him?
What will happen to bait when the trap doesn’t work? It gets eaten.
“The owner of this building.”
I swallow hard. He’s the owner? Which means that he already has access to my apartment. He can come inside. He can burn the place down for all that the law can touch him.
“You’re not the super,” I say, still stalling.
“He works for me.”
The super is a disgusting human being, which suits this place perfectly. Hurry, Damon. “How do I know I can trust you?”
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t.
He smiles. “You definitely can’t trust me. Run and tell your daddy that Jonathan Scott is here.”
I slam the door shut, staring at the peeling white paint on the door, the rusted metal chain. “Oh God,” I whisper. “What do we do?”
There’s a brief but potent fantasy where I fling myself out of the window. Three stories down. That would be enough to end things, wouldn’t it? That would be enough to save me?
Bodies want to go on living, no matter what happens to them.
It only makes it worse.
“Open the door,” Daddy says, his voice panicked.
“Help is on the way. We just have to let this play out.” I take deep breaths. My voice comes out even. Only my blurring vision gives any hint to the turmoil inside. “Everything will be fine.”
It doesn’t even sound like a lie.
A sound of an animal in pain fills the room. It’s coming from Daddy. Not me, not me. “I’m sorry, Penny. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean for this to happen. I didn’t think he’d come here.”
There’s a wrench in my chest. A horrible turn of grief already tight. “What did you do?”
“I entered the poker game.”
I’m not even a person anymore. Not flesh and blood. None of the soft curves the men would want. I’m clockwork, made of metal and wood. Unfeeling. Unflinching in the face of familial betrayal. “How is that possible? How could you do that without my permission?”
How could I mean so little to you?
That’s not what I’m asking. I want to know the mechanics of it.
Which gears turned to make this beating heart.
He uses his damp T-shirt to wipe his forehead. “I told them you agreed.”
“And if I open the door and tell him I refuse?”
His face turns pale. “Then I’d have broken my word to Jonathan Scott.”
And we both know what that would mean. Death. A particularly painful o
ne.
The irony is that I would probably still be part of the pot. That’s the merciless version of justice he used to rule the streets. It would mean the end of us both. Mutually assured destruction. Neither of us have a choice now.
Then I’m opening the door, inviting the devil inside. “Come in.”
He stalks into the apartment as if he owns it, which he does. His cool grey gaze takes in my father and his broken knee with a single, disdainful glance.
Daddy struggles to stand. And fails. “Mr. Scott,” he says. “What can we do for you?”
What a sad attempt at valiance. That makes my heart squeeze in a way his apology never could. Who am I to blame my father for his addictions? He couldn’t control them anymore than I could make my brain into something else.
Jonathan Scott gestures to the lumpy armchair as if it’s a gold-plated antique in his palace. “Please sit down, George. Don’t strain yourself on my account.”
Daddy shudders a little, his good leg already failing him. I move quickly to help him. There’s no point in overexerting himself. Nothing he does would stop this.
Jonathan Scott takes the maroon corduroy sofa. Somehow his presence makes it seem like a throne. “I understand my son has been to visit you.”
My heart stops. Damon Scott was here, in our apartment? Daddy didn’t tell me that. Was that before or after I went to the Den? He might see it as a kindness to harass my father instead of me.
“I told him we’d get it,” Daddy says, breathing hard. “I swear.”
“Don’t lie to me,” Jonathan Scott says, his voice underlaid with steel. “There’s no way for you to get ten thousand dollars. Little Penny could serve a hundred pies a day, and you’d never be able to pay.”
I’ve had enough.
“Stop it,” I say, because I’m the reason he’s really here. “Leave him alone.”
A flash of excitement crosses Jonathan Scott’s face, sending a shiver down my spine. He likes it when I talk back, when I fight. That’s what Jessica told me, but I told her the truth. I don’t think I can let him. Like I’m underwater. The body will fight to breathe.