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The Poet's Heart

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by Pooja Sharma

true,

  But oh poor heart,

  Reminded me of you.

  Ride

  Riding on a horse,

  Searching for a course,

  The walk was smooth,

  Making me so sooth,

  The horse became restless,

  Chased something senseless,

  I tried to hush it down,

  Until I caught a frown,

  I used to enjoy the ride,

  Where there was pride,

  From the horse's side,

  Now he didn't even try,

  Desired for breeze,

  Making me freeze,

  The gust of wind,

  Like an animated dream,

  Wished for ride,

  Just a simple ride,

  With trust behind,

  With love and pride,

  Just a simple ride,

  I enjoy the chase,

  That he makes in a pace,

  Just a classic banter,

  Often with the rider,

  Now I am used to it,

  He made a retreat,

  Long gone was his self love,

  Even lost his beloved,

  I used to enjoy the ride,

  Where there was pride,

  From the horse's side,

  Now he didn't even try,

  Desired for breeze,

  Making me freeze,

  The gust of wind,

  Like an animated dream,

  Wished for ride,

  Just a simple ride,

  With trust behind,

  With love and pride,

  Just a simple ride,

  Sat him down,

  Patted the clown,

  The frown was long gone,

  Just leaving a sad stone,

  I used to enjoy the ride,

  Where there was pride,

  From the horse's side,

  Now he didn't even try,

  Desired for breeze,

  Making me freeze,

  The gust of wind,

  Like an animated dream,

  Wished for ride,

  Just a simple ride,

  With trust behind,

  With love and pride,

  Just a simple ride.

  S

  Sad song.

  Shattered pieces of glasses.

  She wolf.

  Show.

  Singing this song.

  Speak.

  Standing on a cliff.

  Suffocate.

  Summer song.

  Back to top

  Sad Song

  Head spinning around,

  As the voices made the colliding,

  Did not like the sound,

  But I was great at hiding,

  They were so right,

  When they warned me,

  When I searched the bright,

  Just the path I didn’t see,

  Having hopes still on,

  It's just a blur spark,

  Crying nights are now gone,

  Where are you when I need your mark?

  Can't think anything right,

  Can just sit and cry,

  Heart said it will be alright,

  But I am just a messed up site,

  Have waited so long,

  Thought that's where I belong,

  Those days are so gone,

  And now I am singing this sad song,

  To let my heart out,

  Yeah I am singing this song,

  Fake smile upon my face,

  Siblings trying to cheer,

  But heart is still on the chase,

  Still remembered the words we shared,

  Remembered those word,

  But now I am in doubt,

  The desired future is now blur,

  Yet words doesn't spill out of my mouth,

  You say you are alone,

  When I feel the same,

  We aren't the same anymore,

  Why did you start this game?

  Can't think anything right,

  Can just sit and cry,

  Heart said it will be alright,

  But I am just a messed up site,

  Have waited so long,

  Thought that's where I belong,

  Those days are so gone,

  And now I am singing this sad song,

  To let my heart out,

  Yeah I am singing this song,

  Mind asking me to block,

  Yet heart still on wait,

  Don't want the dark rock,

  Come back before it's too late,

  Can't think anything right,

  Can just sit and cry,

  Heart said it will be alright,

  But I am just a messed up site,

  Have waited so long,

  Thought that's where I belong,

  Those days are so gone,

  And now I am singing this sad song,

  To let my heart out,

  Yeah I am singing this song.

  Shattered Pieces Of Glass

  Again a girl,

  Nothing more than a slut,

  Leaving scars,

  Deep within his heart,

  Wished for a dream,

  To complete the scene,

  Alike a mother’s heart,

  Just to be his start,

  Kiss him every morning,

  And say a warm good night,

  And tease me every time,

  And loved everyone in his life,

  Left a morning charm,

  When he turned off the alarm,

  But she turned out to be a girl,

  Nothing more than a slut,

  He thought she would be the girl

  Of his dreamy world,

  Instead she used him,

  She broke him,

  Just like shattered pieces of glass,

  Shattered pieces of glass,

  Threw his heart,

  Like shattered pieces of glass,

  When he first met her,

  Skin was softer than a fur,

  She felt like a fairy-tale,

  Just made his life so hell,

  Left him so alone,

  When he needed someone,

  Standing in front of her home,

  Begging to return home,

  Kiss him every morning,

  And say a warm good night,

  And tease me every time,

  And loved everyone in his life,

  Left a morning charm,

  When he turned off the alarm,

  But she turned out to be a girl,

  Nothing more than a slut,

  He thought she would be the girl

  Of his dreamy world,

  Instead she used him,

  She broke him,

  Just like shattered pieces of glass,

  Shattered pieces of glass,

  Threw his heart,

  Like shattered pieces of glass,

  Whenever he closed his eyes,

  She'd be the one he sees,

  Now she broke his heart,

  Yet she is in his dreams,

  He just needed her,

  To kiss him every morning,

  And say a warm good night,

  And tease me every time,

  And loved everyone in his life,

  Left a morning charm,

  When he turned off the alarm,

  But she turned out to be a girl,

  Nothing more than a slut,

  He thought she would be the girl

  Of his dreamy world,

  Instead she used him,

  She broke him,

  Just like shattered pieces of glass,

  Shattered pieces of glass,

  Threw his heart,

  Like shattered pieces of glass.

  She Wolf

  Once there was a she wolf,

  Wandering like a troll,

  Searching for the small,

  Happiness, might be tall,

  She shook her head,

  Going there was so red,


  The feeling she left behind,

  Running in a hollow line,

  So thirsty she was,

  So hungry she was,

  Running in a desert,

  Can't have too much,

  She smiled,

  Saw woods that liaised,

  Just a fake trick,

  Carried on ride,

  She had to fight,

  For her sake,

  Oh it was too late,

  Oh it was too late,

  Saw a very big stone,

  But she carried on,

  For her sake,

  For survival's sake,

  Silent was her surrounding,

  She missed the crowding,

  A sudden flash occurred within,

  A tall wolf copying her rhythm,

  She loved the attention,

  But he was just a lesson,

  She was happy inside out,

  Until he left her in the draught,

  Oh so thirsty she was,

  Oh so hungry she was,

  Left alone in a desert,

  Searching for what she deserved,

  She smiled,

  Saw woods that liaised,

  Just a fake trick,

  Carried on ride,

  She had to fight,

  For her sake,

  Oh it was too late,

  Oh it was too late,

  Saw a very big stone,

  But she carried on,

  For her sake,

  For survival's sake,

  The wind was her meal,

  The sky was her blanket,

  She had no one to complain,

  Yet she gathered her remains,

  So thirsty she was,

  So hungry she was,

  Non ending was the desert,

  Carried on being so hurt,

  She smiled,

  Saw woods that liaised,

  Just a fake trick,

  Carried on ride,

  She had to fight,

  For her sake,

  Oh it was too late,

  Oh it was too late,

  Saw a very big stone,

  But she carried on,

  For her sake,

  For survival's sake.

  Show

  Within my infinite dreams,

  Reality was trimmed,

  Ignoring the protest,

  I forcibly passed the test,

  I cannot mention,

  That there’s no existence,

  Of the realistic dream,

  That emerges deep within,

  Crying and begging,

  The inner conscience speaking,

  Just leave it aside,

  Now please don’t hide,

  I jerked up,

  I stood up,

  Never wanted to hurt,

  Never I was blurt,

  To say that can be mean,

  As I had to prove,

  That I can be clean,

  Of inadequate thoughts,

  So I went with a tow,

  And I put on the show,

  Tears couldn’t yet halt,

  Coming straight through my heart,

  Yet I faked a smile,

  Though it was just a trail,

  Assumed that I was alive,

  I just cannot be deprived,

  Of any thoughts provoking

  That I should be quitting,

  Realized it was a trick,

  Inner voice whispered, fake,

  Just leave it aside,

  Now please don’t hide,

  I jerked up,

  I stood up,

  Never wanted to hurt,

  Never I was blurt,

  To say that can be mean,

  As I had to prove,

  That I can be clean,

  Of inadequate thoughts,

  So I went with a tow,

  And I put on the show,

  Drowning down within,

  Now desired to be free,

  Didn’t want to be seen,

  Didn’t want them to see,

  Yet afraid to be free,

  Being afraid of dreaming,

  The inner conscience speaking,

  Just leave it aside,

  Now please don’t hide,

  I jerked up,

  I stood up,

  Never wanted to hurt,

  Never I was blurt,

  To say that can be mean,

  As I had to prove,

  That I can be clean,

  Of inadequate thoughts,

  So I went with a tow,

  And I put on the show.

  Singing This Song

  Think of you,

  Whenever I wake up,

  You were out of the blue,

  But this is so true,

  Makes me shake,

  The voice in my head,

  Can make me break,

  Hearing the bad they said,

  Still can't hear,

  My heart has the power,

  It could only bear,

  The love you shower,

  I feel safe,

  In your cave,

  Just hold me tight,

  It feels so right,

  Have waited so long,

  To find where I belong,

  Knowing it's lifelong,

  I am singing this song,

  Yeah singing this song,

  Sleep takes before,

  The same smile appear,

  Melt my heart therefore,

  But you are not here,

  Admired your voice,

  Can remember only memories,

  It wasn't my choice,

  But to accept the remedies,

  Took a step forward,

  It's scary in a way,

  Count every word,

  As you and I say,

  I feel safe,

  In your cave,

  Just hold me tight,

  It feels so right,

  Have waited so long,

  To find where I belong,

  Knowing it's lifelong,

  I am singing this song,

  Yeah singing this song,

  Don't know what this is,

  Couldn't just let this go,

  Wanting nothing to seize,

  But, the moment before it flows,

  Dreamed to be seen,

  It made me so keen,

  That I desired for a touch,

  Similar so much,

  I feel safe,

  In your cave,

  Just hold me tight,

  It feels so right,

  Have waited so long,

  To find where I belong,

  Knowing it's lifelong,

  I am singing this song,

  Yeah singing this song.

  Speak

  Speak oh thy heart,

  I want to hear you,

  Speak from the start,

  Just let me hear,

  Let me hear,

  Emotion within you,

  Heavily kicked the rock,

  The piece you have docked,

  And gave an emotional tour,

  Still missing the poor,

  Temporarily had the power,

  The love that I showered,

  Just had been a fly,

  With my heart had a flight,

  The broken little piece,

  Wandering for some peace,

  The ache and longing,

  Resulted in song I am singing,

  Oh shattered instance,

  Speak without resistance,

  Speak thy heart,

  I want to hear you,

  Speak from the start,

  Just let me hear,

  Let me hear,

  Emotion within you,

  Just speak thy heart,

  The emotion within you,

  Played with many words,

  Sang with many birds,

  Wanted to secure the emotion,

  With the perfect compassion,

  The unspoken love,

  Was all I could p
reserve?

  Just had to be gone,

  For the welfare of this song,

  The broken little piece,

  Wandering for some peace,

  The ache and longing,

  Resulted in song I am singing,

  Oh shattered instance,

  Speak without resistance,

  Speak thy heart,

  I want to hear you,

  Speak from the start,

  Just let me hear,

  Let me hear,

  Emotion within you,

  Just speak thy heart,

  The emotion within you,

  Heart had the cocktail,

  Of my past year's tales,

  Wanted to hear it,

  Just speak to me,

  Just speak to me,

  I want to hear it,

  The broken little piece,

  Wandering for some peace,

  The ache and longing,

  Resulted in song I am singing,

  Oh shattered instance,

  Speak without resistance,

  Speak thy heart,

  I want to hear you,

  Speak from the start,

  Just let me hear,

  Let me hear,

  Emotion within you,

  Just speak thy heart,

  The emotion within you,

  Speak thy heart.

  Standing On A Cliff

  Had a meaningful glance,

  Cannot be engaged in this trance

  I rolled down my sight,

  It wasn’t so right,

  The trust you were to mend,

  Used to be in someone’s hands,

  Just to be thrown around,

  Just the pieces I had found,

  How can I just let go?

  How can I just have a blow?

  When I know you can throw,

  From the mountain’s brow,

  I am standing on a cliff,

  My body is so stiff,

  Just cannot trust again,

  Why don’t you understand?

  Even if you are another soul,

  Cannot share a goal,

  The only thing is fair,

  Just have to care,

  Real hard,

  That I will melt and share,

  My heart,

  Just make me share,

  My heart,

  Running away was my trait,

  This is the one I hate,

  What choice do I have?

  When I am never glad,

  Flinched from every call,

  Pretended to be very tall,

  Face without conveying,

  Insides are just dying,

  How can I let this go?

  How can I just have a blow?

  When I know you can throw,

  From the mountain’s brow,

  I am standing on a cliff,

  My body is so stiff,

  Just cannot trust again,

  Why don’t you understand?

  Even if you are another soul,

  Cannot share a goal,

  The only thing is fair,

  Just have to care,

  Real hard,

  That I will melt and share,

  My heart,

  Just make me share,

  My heart,

  So jovial so loyal,

  This heart is so genial,

  Which is why, I am so stiff,

  Which is why, I am standing on this cliff,

  Away from entire liars,

  No one this heart can hire,

  How can I just let go?

  How can I just have a blow?

  When I know you can throw,

  From the mountain’s brow,

  I am standing on a cliff,

  My body is so stiff,

  Just cannot trust again,

  Why don’t you understand?

  Even if you are another soul,

  Cannot share a goal,

  The only thing is fair,

  Just have to care,

  Real hard,

  That I will melt and share,

  My heart,

  Just make me share,

  My heart.

  Suffocate

  The small feet strolled around,

  Ignoring the tremendous crowd,

  Walked the one beloved,

  She wasn’t out of love,

  The young flower I was,

  They plucked out for some cause,

  Without air and water,

  The beauty they were after,

  Never imagined the day,

  Never wanted the way,

  She had been raised,

  Now can’t change the case,

  Courage is high,

  Wanted to fly,

  Gathering the wings,

  Gathering my dreams,

  So sincere,

  Promised my beloved,

  I’ll free my dove,

  The world I’ll create,

  Will change your fate,

  Where,

  You will never suffocate,

  Crying out loud,

  But still she is proud,

  Of the way I stand,

  Retreating my own land,

  She never knew what I did,

  Never knew what I bid,

  For her I was her face,

  The motherly space,

  Wished for a better life,

  Wanted to achieve a height,

  Now I am stuck in this phase,

  Just can’t change the case,

  Courage is high,

  Wanted to fly,

  Gathering the wings,

  Gathering my dreams,

  So sincere,

  Promised my beloved,

  I’ll free my dove,

  The world I’ll create,

  Will change your fate,

  Where,

  You will never suffocate,

  Cringing dreams,

  So often they seemed,

  Of the way they touch,

  It was just so much,

  So scared of the night,

  Never turned on the light,

  Never wanted this mess,

  Now can’t change this case,

  Courage is high,

  Wanted to fly,

  Gathering the wings,

  Gathering my dreams,

  So sincere,

  Promised my beloved,

  I’ll free my dove,

  The world I’ll create,

  Will change your fate,

  Where,

  You will never suffocate.

  Summer Song

  Having the best evening,

  The sun still shining,

  Wore my cotton dress,

  To reduce my mental stress,

  Rays sparkling,

  Trees are drying,

  Yet had greenery,

  Around in the scenery,

  Have seen this every summer,

  Yet I repeat this every summer,

  Heart beat raise,

  As I chase,

  The rays of sun,

  Which made my skin burn?

  Yeah,

  This is a summer song,

  Made my heart sang along,

  This is a summer song,

  Made this day long,

  This is a summer song,

  Nothing can be wrong,

  Yeah the summer song,

  Sing along,

  With me,

  Watched them playing football,

  Sweat scrolling down their skin,

  Wanting to go in the mall,

  Yet their game made me so keen.

  Kicking shoes aside,

  Piles of cloths are already beside,

  Wearing my swim suit,

  Jumped in the swimming pool,

  Have done this every summer,

  Yet I repeat this every summer,

  Heart beat raise,

  As I chase,

  The rays of sun,

  Which made my skin burn?

  Yeah,
r />   This is a summer song,

  Made my heart sang along,

  This is a summer song,

  Made this day long,

  This is a summer song,

  Nothing can be wrong,

  Yeah the summer song,

  Sing along,

  With me,

  Summer had never been so great,

  Even though it states,

  The heat so firm,

  Yet this heart doesn’t burn,

  Heart beat raise,

  As I chase,

  The rays of sun,

  Which made my skin burn?

  Yeah,

  This is a summer song,

  Made my heart sang along,

  This is a summer song,

  Made this day long,

  This is a summer song,

  Nothing can be wrong,

  Yeah the

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