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Again the Far Morning

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by N. Scott Momaday


  How just wilt be my silence when

  You look upon my hair and bone,

  Reflect upon my grace and then

  subvert my meaning to your own.

  Of Morning in Spello

  In the night I had been dull

  and blind, dreaming of nothing.

  Now in the brilliant morning

  I emerge upon wonder

  And see the far cypresses,

  the olive groves and onion

  fields, the stones of Umbria.

  I am myself an essence,

  a green splinter of the sun.

  I shall eat a bursting fig.

  I shall pass a dead man’s door.

  I shall be glad to inhabit

  the thin invisible air,

  the bright prism of summer.

  Prayer to the Mind

  O mind, good mind, O blessed mind,

  Succeed the body, be so kind.

  The Bone Striker[1]

  My footprints are those of a beast,

  The bear, the buffalo, the wolf.

  My voice is that of the whirlwind,

  The gathering of a prairie storm.

  My song is that of a warrior,

  The song of the Bone Striker.

  I carry the ball of bone.

  I stand my ground and strike,

  I stand my ground and strike.

  I stand my ground,

  I stand my ground.

  I boast,

  I boast in the presence of my enemy.

  I boast in the presence of death.

  Face me, for I am the Bone Striker.

  Face me.

  Face me.

  The Wheel

  Where wind sifts glitter from the drifts,

  And deer regard you without fear

  And stand like the stumps about them,

  Motionless, tawny with a late gleaming

  Of the November sun, cross into wilderness.

  And recall imperfectly your severance

  From this far, forgotten world,

  And contemplate the riddle of your return.

  Then enter upon the wheel

  With bare recognition and acute respect,

  The mere acceptance of the unintelligible.

  Forsake the cellular memory of hopelessness.

  Move among the spokes and cairns.

  Then take your heart away, keeping

  The beats of a Creation song, a paean

  To the alien, savage swell.

  Eclipse

  Novosibirsk, 2008

  From Mongolia the Ob,

  Flowing north to the Arctic,

  Slants into the white city

  Bearing a traffic I know—

  Asian merchants, seal hunters,

  Old people of the taiga.

  Lord, let us see what is there.

  Now summer on the bright beach;

  The sky is clear. Everyone

  Is high on expectation.

  And then the quiet havoc;

  The edge of the moon intrudes

  Upon an old deity,

  Lord, let us see what is there.

  And dark streams writhe on the sand.

  Primal light itself recedes,

  And fear in the ancient guise

  Of darkness enters the caves

  Of the brain. A ring of fire

  Describes a perfect black disc.

  Lord, let us see what is there.

  The great river roils slowly

  In the gleam of dawn or dusk.

  For a time, time holds no sway.

  Shadows take hold of the light

  And pass. The afternoon,

  Barely diminished, goes on.

  Lord, let us see what is there.

  Sobre Mesa

  Did you chip the calf, Alfredo?

  Sí, I chipped the calf, Jose.

  Did you ride with your knees, Alfredo?

  With my knees and heart, Jose.

  Did your horse sling his head, Alfredo?

  Sí, his head was slung low, Jose.

  Did he see into the calf’s eyes, Alfredo?

  Sí, he saw into the eyes, Jose.

  What did he see there, Alfredo?

  Nada. There was nothing to see, Jose.

  You have a fine cutting horse, Alfredo.

  Sí, mine is a fine cutting horse, Jose.

  Por favor, have one more, Alfredo.

  Sí, gracias, Jose, one more for the ride.

  Vision Quest

  Four days I lived on tea and sage

  And dreamed in symbols of an age,

  A beast incising on the tree:

  I am the bear Tsoai-talee.

  The Scraps of Praise

  Do not believe them. They are lies.

  They are the critic’s enterprise.

  But if you must, take each scrap in,

  Imagining what might have been.

  And if you listen to yourself,

  All lies grow dusty on the shelf.

  Write little and write well, I say,

  And be the bard for whom you pray.

  Song of the Conqueror

  Rejoice in the illusive spoils of peace,

  And grant to greed the order of surcease;

  Revel in want, and may your tribe decrease.

  Elemental Speech

  Lover, be my mime,

  And let your fingertips touch

  What they will of me.

  I am at your disposal.

  Are you trembling?

  Do I feel you tense your toes?

  Will you wind your hair

  Around me like vagrant smoke?

  Do you taste of salt,

  Like herring eggs on seaweed

  And the damp of you

  At the creases of your limbs?

  So you invent speech.

  Your guttural responses

  Are an intercourse

  Now and then. I take your meaning.

  A West Side Drinking Song

  I speak of your dementia

  And hear in it my own.

  And, old friend, in absentia,

  We trace the whole unknown.

  Old friend, sobriety

  Would surely drive us sane.

  Be done with sanity.

  It is a dreadful bane.

  Old friend, let us restore

  Compassion to the mind.

  One for the road, and for

  Such wit as we can find.

  First Voyage

  Again the far morning; we come to this,

  The edge of earth, beyond which nothing is.

  Between worlds, in the close of stagnant time,

  The air is warm, sea-scented, and benign.

  Tonight we shall be dead in the water,

  And dead the reckoning from this quarter,

  A doubtful flickering of inland light—

  A buoyant star, bobbing, remote and bright.

  I Canot Wrt

  I canot wrt the sog I wsh t sin,

  Fr al t t in Chn

  My lve i detles, n my hrt i pur

  N Cotn Ee Jo he tke t cur

  Whoa

  The Mortal Memory

  You died in the lunar eclipse.

  I think you might have been at peace;

  I could not read you in your sleep

  At such times mere intention slips

  Beyond intention’s grasp. Hours cease,

  And only love is in our keep.

  I love you though you are not here,

  A love inconstant, faint, and sere.

  To Tell You of My Love[2]

  Eh neh neh neh,

  Oh, my beloved:

  I tell you of my love,

  You listen, you listen.

  I whisper you my love,

  You listen, you listen.

  Now hear my words falling like snow

  Upon your hair. Beloved, know

  My song returns your deepest dream,

  My breath the lucent soul you seem.

  Eh
neh neh neh,

  Oh, my beloved.

  My words run as rainwater runs

  Upon your skin. Like winter suns

  The stars touch wonder to your face,

  I pray the blessing of your grace.

  Eh neh neh neh,

  Oh, my beloved.

  About Me Like a Robe[3]

  For that man sees that I am beautiful;

  I will dust my skin with pollen and sage.

  For that man sings to me in lonesome strains;

  I will pretend to hear the river roll.

  For that man lingers late about my camp;

  I will look beyond him, as if dreaming.

  For he brings my mother glittering beads;

  I will count them, reckoning his intent.

  For he boasts to my father of his deeds;

  I will laugh and make faces behind him.

  For he gives strawberries to my sister;

  I will chide him for being lost in love.

  For that man tells me stories from his heart;

  I will wear them about me like a robe.

  Little Newborn, Sleep[4]

  Little newborn, the blackbirds are calling;

  How they call upon your sleep.

  Little newborn, the river is rolling;

  How it runs upon your sleep.

  Little newborn, the long winds are turning;

  How they wheel upon your sleep.

  Little newborn, the old bear is creeping;

  How he bends upon your sleep.

  On the purple mountain we are dancing,

  Among the living trees we are dancing.

  We dance in your dreams, we play in your dreams.

  We dance and play in the field of your dreams.

  Sleep, little newborn, you are welcome here.

  Sleep, little newborn, sleep peacefully here.

  A Cradle for This Child[5]

  This child who draws so near,

  Who has no name, who cannot see,

  Who waits in darkness to be born

  Into an empty world,

  I make a cradle for this child.

  This child whose trust we keep,

  Who knows of nothing but our love,

  Whose hands will guide our destiny

  Into an empty world,

  I make a cradle for this child.

  This child who blesses us,

  Whose words will heal and carry on

  Beyond the silence of our sorrow,

  Beyond an empty world,

  I make a cradle for this child.

  This child who will enter

  Among us in our empty world

  And stand before us in our need

  And promise us the dawn,

  I make a cradle for this child.

  The Middle Distance

  Imagine the space between here and there.

  Vision holds upon an aura of the earth,

  And on that nebulous band a bird appears.

  It takes shape in the vagaries of light,

  Becoming wholly its own definition.

  It hangs inherently there, opposite the air.

  Less the image, more the beholding it, is true,

  A perception of the wild that is wild itself.

  This is an isolation that confirms the alien eye,

  The bird, alone, appearing on the transparent field,

  The middle distance.

  Woman in the Plain: A Portrait

  Behold her in the foreground. She takes shape

  In the long light, imaging the unknown.

  She moves in weavings of the prairie grass,

  Her motion slow and undulant, almost

  A dance, indeed almost a ritual.

  Among broken stoneworks, against the sky,

  She seems always to be, embodied here

  In this bright field, in possibility.

  Momently concentrated, she is borne

  On the echoes of the wind, in the mind

  Of soil and summer. Behold what she is,

  And, veiled in art, what she appears to be.

  A Woman Beyond Words

  You had become your metaphor, yourself

  Read in my play of words and passages.

  I defined you; you were the utterance

  I made when first I set my mind on forms

  Traditional and modern, on language

  For its own sake.

  Now you exceed my reach.

  You will not be contained in my best lines.

  Good riddance. Go your way ineffably.

  Winter Arcs

  A poet stands

  among smoking stones

  and cold waterfalls.

  He thinks of nothing,

  and yet the faint impulse

  to tell of Creation

  comes upon him.

  The story is too large

  for a couplet

  or even a quatrain.

  Dumb with wonder,

  he beholds rainbows

  and the random fishes

  that rise and freeze,

  iridescent on the air.

  A Parable of Snails

  They inch so lightly on the walk.

  Their trails glisten in the moonlight.

  They contemplate each blade and stalk

  And pray the mysteries of night.

  They listen in their house of leaves

  And hear the voices of the dead.

  Their congress is a loom that weaves

  The tapestries of holy dread.

  What do they know of time and change?

  What drives their will to come and go

  Along a wild and ancient range

  Of being that we cannot know?

  Beyond their knowing is the loss

  Of boundaries they cannot cross.

  The Trace

  Behold the pale streak of stars

  Above the black line of land

  Where evening edges the night.

  Is it the path of the dead

  Who danced with us in summer

  And did not speak of roaming?

  Neither do we speak of it,

  But we scan the gleaming trace.

  Crazy Dog Song

  Over me the sun

  Under me the earth

  My life is good

  It ought not to be better

  That I should stand fast

  A Farther Home

  An old, deranged woman in a chair:

  You think that she has never been composed,

  That as a child she embodied age and wrath.

  She emits a scream inside herself.

  It is a visible scream, inaudible and terrible.

  It is mute, merely motion in the wind

  Of a farther place, the homeland of her heart.

  We Have Seen the Animals

  Lascaux

  For we have seen the animals

  That linger in primordial dark,

  Parade in step and intervals

  That mark millennia, an arc

  Of time beyond the reckoning.

  Whose hand has traced these living lines?

  Whose mind has ventured past the thing

  That mere mortality confines?

  Horse, bison, auroch, bear, and deer,

  Convene forever in the night,

  Their ghosts, in old communion here,

  Emerge in stark, forgotten light.

  Or has their spirit thrived unseen,

  Bled into earth and rock?—

  In attitudes austere, serene,

  Evincing myth, story, epoch.

  Sternenwandler

  After a painting by Emil Nolde

  Time is static on the void, and see,

  A man wanders among the stars.

  He does not transcend the picture plane,

  But hovers in a greatcoat, in oblivion,

  In the astral, pulsing sea, in silence,

  Imperturbable and indifferent.

  Time is static on the void, illumined.


  The man stands beyond and ever there.

  Before and farther than the reach implies,

  I bear his ghost; I am his compromise.

  The Death of a Ceramicist

  Here lies the potter Tim O’Dea,

  Who has himself become his clay,

  And lest his mem’ry be forgot,

  Recycle him into a pot.

  Visitors

  They came

  Not to see us

  But to see themselves in our eyes

  And our demise

  And in the blood on their hands

  Now we think it was

  They saw into a twisting wind

  And were blinded

  We dance and the earth quakes

  We dance and the earth quakes

  The grasses lie low

  And the earth quakes

  Esquire

  Beneath this stone a lawyer lies.

  And lying led to his demise.

  He labored in precincts judicial.

  And strove to make his lies official.

  “Justice is my life,” he said,

  But nonetheless the man is dead.

  Of the Ghost Dance

  I circle above

  The burial grounds of the earth

  I lay my feathers on the wind

  And fly

  Consolation in Fives and Sevens

  In the time of strife,

  a dream of order begins.

  At first there is light,

  and objects break from the field.

  Then color and shape;

  a wedge of migrating birds

  finds old alignments

  of motion and grace. Thickets

  emerge in vapor

  by rivers that curl to seas,

  crazing distances.

  The music of morning wind

  on the plaited grass

  touches the ear with whispers

  of the earth turning,

  and the whole is as it is,

  imperturbable.

  The Bearers

 

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