Falling In Maths

by Melissa Bender

  I sat up, straddling his waist and felt something pressed against me. “I was joking pervert, I was suggesting watching a movie also?”

  The way his hands slowly ran up and down my sides sent tiny goose bumps all over my skin. I shivered a little, “Noah.”

  “Mia,” he groaned, flexing his hips upright. “You need to get off me baby, I can’t think straight right now.”

  I smiled, leaning forwards so my mouth was almost against his. “Noah, what if we made out but, umm?” I asked, feeling terribly shy.

  I was flipped over, his body laying flush against mine. Noah’s soft lips kissing my skin as his groin rubbed against mine, I felt his hardness against me as he pushed right onto my core through my boxers. “Do this?” he asked huskily as his hips started to move slowly.

  I nodded, “Yeah,” I breathed out, the sensation of pleasure spreading throughout my body. I hesitantly moved my legs, wrapping them around his thighs as I started moving with him.

  Our mouths moved slowly at first, kissing. Our tongues sliding together, causing even more of an intense pleasure. I’d never done anything like this before, I never touched myself. I just didn’t have that type of urge, but now Noah was making me feel these kinds of things. Things that I wanted to experience.

  “Noah,” I whimpered as my breathing quickened, my stomach was starting to feel weird but a good weird. I could feel my toes tingling. My body becoming hotter, my panties were very wet. Noah let out a deep sexy groan, which made my body tingle even more, tingling that was spreading a fire as his groin rubbed faster, almost like thrusts.

  “Mia, god I’m close,” he breathed, his hips rubbing faster as his mouth came back to mine, his hardness was pressed firmly against me, I could feel the throbbing as I pulsed for him.

  I let out a moan as I felt it, the pressure that built. The warmth spreading through my skin as my hands gripped his shoulders tighter. “Noah, oh god,” I moaned louder as my whole body began to tremble. My pants became cries of pleasure as I tilted my head back, arching up into him.

  Our moans and groans mixed together and we both reached an intense climax, never had I experienced something so amazing in my life. I didn’t ever think we could do something so wonderful together without being fully naked and made into one. I clung hold of Noah as he stilled on top of me, his breathing hard and ragged.

  “I love you,” he whispered, placing small kisses against my forehead then down to my mouth.

  I smiled, “I love you too, and that was.”

  He smiled back at me, his hand coming out from underneath my ass and up to my cheek. “You’re perfect,” he whispered.

  I felt myself blush, my lips unfortunately unable to keep the smile from spreading which caused him to chuckle, rolling off me. I couldn’t help but notice the wet patch over his grey boxers and felt myself very wet also.

  “Can I shower, and borrow some underwear?” I asked, chewing my lower lip a little.

  Noah sat up, I noticed his semi hard bulge sticking out as he walked to his dresser and handed me some new underwear. Grabbing a pair for himself. “Go shower beautiful, I’ll get in after you.”

  I stood underneath the shower, legs still tingling as I thought of what had just happened between us, it was definitely something I wanted to do again, I think it was a sign I was also ready to be more intimate with him, I was positive I wanted Noah to be my first, and I was ready for that. The thought didn’t scare me anymore.

  I came back out dressed again and passing Noah as he walked in, stopping me for a kiss on the way. “Dinner’s just reheating, the timer will go off soon.”

  I went into the kitchen and grabbed two bowls for us, dishing them up as Noah came out. I smiled at him when he came over, flashing me a smile of his own. I knew what we’d done probably wasn’t a huge deal to him. I didn’t want to ask or even think about other women he’d slept with.

  “So you think we just got you pregnant?” he asked sitting beside me on the couch.

  I laughed, “Oh yes, twins possibly!” I joked back.

  He smirked, “You’re a funny girl, I’m so lucky that you’re actually smart and not asking if semen can travel through three layers of clothing,” he then laughed. “You know there was a girl who I went to school with, she thought she could get pregnant when her boyfriend had a wet dream beside her.”

  “You’re kidding me? Was this girl a girlfriend of yours?” I asked him taking a mouthful of noodles.

  He shook his head, “No, I told you I’d never dated anyone until you.”

  We both ate while watching The Simpsons, I was feeling much better than I had earlier on. Noah’s foot rub definitely helped also, until he cracked my toes and I let out a loud shriek. He on the other hand thought it was hilarious.

  “I don’t want to go home,” I said quietly.

  He smiled. “I don’t want you to either, but you have to soon.”

  I gave a slight pout. “Could you stay at my place?”

  Noah laughed. “Your Dad sleeps with a gun beside him, I don’t think me sleeping with you is the right thing to do.”

  “But what if you asked him? Maybe he’d let me stay here if you was the one to ask. We’ve been together for some time and he likes you.”

  He sighed, running a hand through his hair. “You really want me to go down to a cop station, and ask if my student can stay over in my apartment, where we would be sharing a bed and not touching, like we did before.”

  I grumbled, “Well not when you put it that way, of course he wouldn’t say yes.”

  Noah stood, “Alright princess, how about this. I will go and talk to your father, man to man and tell him just how serious I am about you. I promise I won’t say anything to embarrass you or anger him. All I can do is ask if it really means that much to you?”

  I sat up, kneeling on the couch, “Noah would you really do that? I don’t want you to do it just for me though,” I said scooting closer.

  He shook his head, “I need to talk to your Dad anyway.”

  I frowned, “You do? What about?” I asked, very curious.

  He smirked, getting up off the couch and kissing me as he cupped my cheek. “Baby, never you mind. I’ll be back soon, and behave.”

  “I’m going to clean up and then wait until you return to tell me you’re taking me home, I doubt that he’s going to let me spend the night with you. That night away was only because he was at work and didn’t know about it,” I smiled, laughing slightly.

  Noah shook his head, “Just wait and see baby, you never know.”

  As Noah headed off, I laid back on the couch. I laughed to myself, feeling sick to the stomach with nerves. I knew Dad would never go for something like this, but the fact he was going to ask only made me love him that much more.

  Chapter Twenty One

  I swear I felt as if the world was ending.

  Cleaning Noah’s apartment spotless seemed to take my mind off things, until I finished and realised I had nothing more to do apart from sit and wait until Noah. I was filled with nerves as the minutes went by, slowly.

  My heart started to pound as I sent James a text. – Tell your girlfriend to stop spreading lies about me.

  I put my phone beside me only for it to vibrate instantly. – No idea what you’re talking about. So you’re not pregnant then?

  I groaned. What the hell did it matter to him? – No I’m not! Stop it James, I thought you were better than this, thanks a lot!

  I ignored his other messages. A couple apologies and asking if I wanted to walk to school so we could hang out on Monday. I sighed, laying back on the couch when I heard footsteps nearing and keys being placed into the door.

  I shot up, turning the TV down nervously. God I can’t believe Noah did something like this. Asking my father if I was allowed to spend the night with him, did he have a death wish?

  Expecting to see Noah entering the room I was way more nervous as I seen Dad coming in behind him. Dressed in uniform. Oh shoot, this has just gotten bad.
r />   “Mia,” Dad spoke, standing in front of me. “Something you want to ask me?”

  I must have looked like a deer in headlights, because Noah grinned as he walked past me and Dad just looked amused. “Umm, I don’t know,” I said nervously.

  Dad chuckled, “I told you she’d panic, just like her mother sometimes.”

  Noah smirked, walking back in from the kitchen and passing Dad a can of coke. “True, but I thought she’d at least come up with something other than I don’t know.”

  I poked my tongue out and him he winked, taking a seat as dad sat opposite us. “So you two, want to start having sleepovers?”

  Oh no, here came the horrible and awkward sex talk, “Dad,” I muttered.

  “No, hear me out. I am well aware you two are in a relationship and it’s becoming serious. I do have some rules that I’m hoping you will follow,” he said, glancing between us both.

  I looked over, meeting Noah’s gaze then looked back towards Dad, “rules?” I asked.

  He nodded, “You’re eighteen next week and an adult. Now I know Noah is older, and your teacher. I do not want you pregnant. Mia that is my biggest worry, wait until you are married. I just want you to finish school and get yourself a good job, plenty of time to have a family later on.”

  “Uh Dad, kids are not on my mind. It’s not going to happen, anytime soon. At all,” I cleared up. Why the heck was everyone assuming I’ve got babies on the brain today?

  Noah cleared his throat, “Yes, that’s something we both agree on. I’m respectful of Mia, I won’t ever let that change.”

  “I know, you’ve made her smile more in these past weeks than I’ve seen all year. I will allow her to spend the nights, but your phone is to be on at all times. I would like you to spend Sundays at home with me and school nights, but Friday and Saturdays, I will allow,” Dad said, giving us both a stern look. “Noah, you may stay at the house if you wish on weeknights that I am working, I’d rather that than her be alone.”

  I couldn’t believe I was hearing this. I was not expecting this at all.

  “Thank-you,” I said quietly. Standing up and walking towards dad as he stood.

  His arms wrapped around me, “Just behave and don’t make me regret this.”

  “I won’t, I promise,” I said quietly as he kissed my forehead and moved aside to shake hands with Noah. “I trust you, now I have to get back to work. Both of you, behave and clothes stay on.”

  I nodded, as did Noah.

  The door closed and I spun around, smiling very wide. “What did you ask him?”

  He laughed, “I asked him if he would allow you to spend the night with me, like I told you I was going to.”

  “Noah, oh god you’re insane. I can’t believe you done that, I was freaking out so bad,” I laughed with him as he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close. “No sex, just cuddling.”

  “I like cuddling,” he winked. “I also liked what we done before too, that was very fun.”

  I smiled, “Let’s go watch a movie, decide which draw you’re going to clear out for me,” I teased him as I let him go.

  He came in behind me and walked to the bedside table to my left. “You can have this, it’s empty and I don’t mind. The dresser is empty also since I hang everything up. So you can have that and if you want your girly crap in my bathroom then you can have the bottom draw.”

  I shook my head, “No I can’t take all those. That’s horrible and would be too rude of me,” I said quietly. I wasn’t going to be that girl who came and took up their boyfriend’s home.

  “I don’t mind Mia,” he smiled, stripping his clothing back off.

  I watched as his muscles flexed. Looking at him as I stood there a little nervously. “Noah we’ve umm, not spent a night together in the same bed properly. We were drunk before and the other time you were worried I had concussion.”

  He sensed my nervousness, walking over and taking my hands as he sat down and led me to the bed. “Mia, I watched you orgasm not even two hours ago, and blew as you did. I think sleeping together is going to be just fine.”

  I felt my cheeks flame red. “Oh god.”

  “See, there’s nothing to be nervous about. I love you, and I will protect you, so please relax and lay in the bed,” he smiled.

  I rolled my eyes. “Well, when you put it that way, I can’t refuse.”

  I laid my head against his chest, snuggling up close as he put on That’s My Boy. I smiled and loved that we could do this without having to worry about my curfew. I got two nights with Noah and I was more than happy about that.

  I couldn’t believe Dad had done this for me. I honestly didn’t expect it at all.

  “So it’s your birthday next week, any ideas on what you would like me to get for you?” he asked.

  I shook my head, I had no idea what I needed. “I don’t know, a book would be something nice.”

  Noah chuckled, his body shifted as he turned to look at me. “Mia, you’re not like any other woman I’ve ever met. You’re amazing you know that.”

  I shook my head. “No, I’m not amazing. I am just not into all those expensive gifts, I like simple and I love reading.”

  His lips gently pressed against mine, fingertips caressing the side of my temple as he ran them through my locks of hair. Noah then, pulled away but still kept close. “I love you.”

  “I love you, so I have a question for you, and you have to answer me,” I said seriously, moving my hand so it was underneath his arm and the other resting to his waist. “Why don’t you ever talk about your parents?”

  He let out a sigh, followed by a groan which was followed with a louder groan as he fell to his back. “Baby I just don’t, I know you have questions about my mother, but I just don’t like talking about it.”

  “Ok,” I said softly. I can’t deny that I wasn’t disappointed, because I was.

  Noah faced me again and kissed my hand. “I didn’t have the best childhood, my Dad was amazing but he’s no longer around. Hasn’t been since I was a lot younger, and my Mum. Well she got lost a little and needs help every now and then. I will talk you to meet her, I promise.”

  “I didn’t mean to push answers from you, I just wanted to know a little more about you,” I said shyly, I knew I was blushing.

  Instead of making a big deal out of it Noah simply kissed me and jumped up out of bed, “Wait here baby, I’ve got something for you!”

  I laid in the bed, sitting up slightly as I wondered what he was doing. I could hear some clanging going around in the kitchen and then a door close. I was about to call out to him but he reappeared again.

  “What you got there handsome?” I asked, eying the red bowl in his hands.

  He smirked, getting into the bed and passing it over to me. “Baby are you hungry?”

  My eyes widened, “Oh my yummy, you really want to eat this in bed?” I asked as he handed me a spoon.

  Chuckling, “Baby of course I do. But, I was thinking about something else too that I wanted to try.”

  I looked up, frowning as he took the bowl away again. “What are you doing?”

  “Lay down Mia,” Noah spoke gently, my whole body got a tingle of shivers from the way he was looking at me.

  I followed, laying down and nervously awaiting what he was going to do. I felt it before he spoke, the cool but warmth of the ice-cream and hot fudge sauce trickling over my stomach. I sucked in a sharp breath as Noah’s warm lips placed over the melting ice-cream. His tongue licking the parts running down my sides and back up to my stomach.

  “Oh that’s cold,” I shivered again.

  “Do you want me to stop Mia?” he asked, kissing up my stomach until I was locked in under his hold.

  I wrapped my arms and legs around him. “You should let me to do that to you, which could be fun.”

  “I don’t know beautiful. I think you might eat the ice-cream before it’s touched my skin,” he laughed.

  I poked my tongue out at him and pushed him off me, he fell
down laughing as I sat up and grabbed the bowl. Ignoring him as I started eating, I looked over and smiled. “Yeah I don’t want to lick it off you. You would end up pushing my head down further.”

  His mouth formed an O, “Oh baby that was harsh,” he laughed, harder still. “You think I’d push your head down there?” he smiled, obviously thinking this was quite funny.

  I shrugged. “Noah this is embarrassing to even talk about, I was only messing around.”

  “I know, that’s what’s so funny. I never expected that to come out of your polite and innocent mouth. You my love, won’t have your head pushed down, let’s watch this movie and then go to sleep. Your dad probably has a cop watching through a window,” he said taking my spoon and licking the fudge sauce from it.

  I laughed. “The blinds are closed Noah, you can’t see in here.”

  “You know what I meant, I don’t want to give him a reason to take back the nights you get here,” he said with all seriousness. “Your dad’s trusting me to be respectful. I will keep that promise.”

  I smiled, laying down in the bed more and watching the movie he put on. It felt so good to fall asleep and then wake, feeling a body behind me and arms holding me firmly to his chest. I loved that we could have breakfast, lunch and dinner together and then go back to bed. Kissing, making out and fooling around a little all through the day.

  Noah definitely distracted me, and I didn’t mind at all.

  Chapter Twenty Two

  I woke up bright and early Wednesday morning, there was two things happening today that was a big deal.

  Firstly, I was taking my driver’s test.

  Noah had been teaching me like crazy this past week after school, I was confident on the road and not worried at all about flunking. I wasn’t worried because I was majorly freaking out, hyperventilating and trying not to have a panic attack.

  The second thing, I was eighteen today.

  Dinner was on at home, dad invited Noah and Mrs Dalton. I had no idea what we were eating because that was a big surprise. I begged Dad not to do anything, I didn’t need the whole big thing done and to be fussed over. The one thing I actually really wanted wasn’t going to come true.